Chapter 14 | Violet
Fourteen
Violet
I kissed Enzo.
And he kissed me back.
I refused to think about what I was doing and chose to live in the moment instead. There would be plenty of time later to sit and dwell on how much I regretted this, but right then, in that moment, I wanted nothing more than what was happening.
Enzo’s hands dipped past my waist, gripping my ass in a way that elicited a moan from me in response. I was so desperate for a release that I knew it wouldn’t take much to get me there. Just a few more—.
Suddenly, Enzo slowly pulled away, breaking the kiss as his eyes quickly searched mine. I let out a shaky breath and held his gaze, not sure what to do next.
My heart beat loudly in my ears, making the silence seem that much louder.
“I would say I’m sorry, but I’m not,” I started, pulling my shoulders back to appear braver and more confident than I was.
“Good,” Enzo replied, a slight smirk playing on his lips. “I’m not either.”
“I’ve never done something like that before,” I said, slightly breathless as the thrill of what I’d just done rushed through me. My heart raced as my palms grew sweaty.
“Did you like it?”
I nodded, a little too enthusiastically.
“Good. That’s all that matters.” Enzo swallowed hard, and I couldn’t help but notice the way his eyes seemed darker as they studied me.
I looked down, suddenly feeling a wave of embarrassment and uncertainty wash over me.
It wasn’t that I hadn’t enjoyed the kiss—it was by far one of the best kisses I could recall.
But kissing him was beyond anything I would have ever done in my life, and even though I had felt brave doing it, I was suddenly unsure about what would happen next.
Would he kiss me again? Would he wait for me to make the next move?
Would this turn into something uncomfortable and leave me questioning whether he was truly into me, or if he was just interested in sex?
The thoughts rushed through my mind so quickly that I tried to shake my head to clear them and made the mistake of letting my gaze fall where it shouldn’t have been. Beneath the fabric of his athletic shorts was a very big, very prominent outline of his erection.
I swallowed hard, mimicking his reaction from a few seconds ago. I bit my lip, trying to remember to breathe as I stared at it, unable to look away.
When I finally lifted my eyes, I found Enzo watching me with such intensity that my skin erupted in goosebumps, despite how warm it was in the house.
“What am I going to do with you, Violet?” Enzo murmured, shaking his head. “Looks like you’re not such a good girl after all, are you?” I could hear the teasing tone in his voice, which helped calm me as my heart continued to race.
Before I could speak, Asher closed his laptop and got up, walking between us before he stopped and looked at me with a dimpled smile on his face.
“I told you to use the showerhead,” he teased, looking from me then over at Enzo. He deliberately looked down at Enzo’s bulge and shook his head. “You have no idea what you just started with that kiss.”
I pulled my head back in surprise, more so because I was beyond thrilled to hear what was in store for me. If kissing Enzo was some sort of punishment and his cock was involved, I might be bad more often. I hadn’t even seen or touched it yet, but I could tell that he was just as big as Asher.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” I asked, breaking the silence as Asher headed for the hallway.
He stopped and looked over his shoulder before he responded with a knowing grin.
“It means that you should have listened when Enzo warned you about wanting to play with us. Now that we know you’re interested, it’s going to be impossible to keep our hands off you. If you think it’s just his attention you have, you’re sorely mistaken.”
Enzo hung his head and laughed before looking up at me with a devilish grin. My body continued to flush with heat as I tried to figure out my next move.
While it sounded great to keep this party going and let them show me what they meant by playing with them, I wasn’t sure I was ready to jump into the deep end. I had only ever been with one guy at a time. How would I even begin to handle two? I wouldn’t know what to do.
Was I sexually frustrated? Yes.
Did I find them attractive? Yes.
Did I want to cross that line and experience what sex might be like with someone as experienced as they probably were? Hell yes.
But deep down, I knew that I wasn’t the kind of girl who could jump into a casual hook-up. I would inevitably let my feelings get involved, and that would only lead to heartbreak for me. I needed to step back and find another solution to my problem.
I shook my head, forgetting that Enzo was still standing there.
“Whenever you’re ready for me, just let me know,” he said softly, his fingers brushing along my arm and sending pleasure across my skin as he walked off and left me alone in the kitchen.