Chapter Sixteen #2
“’Tis new to me, and I do not think I like it,” she sniffed again, wiping the remainder of her tears away in a lady-like gesture.
Her sapphire blue eyes found Edward once more.
“I would appreciate it, Sire, if you would ream my husband outside of my presence. I shall not stand to see anyone browbeat Alec but me.”
A flicker of a grin creased Edward’s lips. “Understood, my lady,” he cocked an eyebrow at Alec. “But my offer stands firm. Help me with Llewellyn and I shall rid you of the Warringtons.”
Alec sighed deeply, thoughtfully. “I have not wielded a sword in twelve years. I would probably cut my head off.”
It was the first time since Peter’s death that Edward interpreted what he considered to be an affirmative consideration to his pleadings.
A response he never actually thought to receive.
His eyes widened and he actually gripped a chair for support.
“God’s Blood, Alec…. do you mean you will consider it? ”
Alec thought a moment. Then, he looked to his wife’s open expression.
God, she was so beautiful, so intelligent.
Fiercely protective of him. For twenty-one years, he and Peter had protected and defended each other.
And then he had killed his brother. Cancerous guilt had been a part of his daily life since that fateful event.
Until he had met his wife. She absorbed the guilt, the pain, creating within him a healed wound that was stronger than the wings of angels.
It took him a moment to realize that the guilt had left him the very moment he’d married her.
Without the guilt, there was no longer any reason to maintain his vow.
For the first time in twelve years, he realized Peter’s death was an accident. And for the first time in twelve years, he understood what had happened and why. He suddenly found himself missing the feel of a sword in his hand.
Peyton had done this for him. She had healed him. Christ, how he loved the woman.
“I shall consider it,” he whispered, still gazing into Peyton’s eyes. Her instant smile warmed him like a bolt from heaven.
Across the table, Ali dropped his head and said a swift, silent prayer of thanks. When he looked to Alec again, his smile lit up the room. Olphampa and Sula clutched each other thankfully, never believing they would live to see the day when Alec Summerlin would again bear a sword.
The joy that infiltrated the room moved from person to person, each lost to their own fantasies of The Legend returned to life. It was a miraculous moment for all to witness.
But Edward wasn’t smiling like the rest of the group. He was still reeling with surprise. Anthony Bek rose slowly, the only occupant of the table seemingly immune to joyous shock.
“Twelve years of prayers have been answered, your grace,” he said to Edward. “The Legend still lives.”
As if realization suddenly dawned, Edward grinned. “Llewellyn doesn’t stand a chance. With his brother David siding with me, he is already at a distinct disadvantage. But with The Legend leading my armies, Wales shall be mine. I can taste victory already.”
Alec’s gaze was even. “I merely said I would consider it. I haven’t pledged my services yet.”
Edward slapped at the chair happily. “God’s Blood, Alec, you might as well have.
A promise of consideration is as good as an agreement in my view,” he passed a joyful glance at Anthony and Gilbert de Clare.
“I knew this trip would be fruitful. Did I not say that before we left Windsor? Did I not tell you that The Legend would return?”
Gilbert nodded slowly. “Aye, Your Grace, you did. But Alec is correct; he has not yet consented. As he said, he must ask his wife.”
All eyes suddenly riveted to Peyton and she felt the weighty stares as if she alone were to decide the fate of England. But her gaze, her adoration, shone only on Alec. She understood just how monumental his decision was and did not take it lightly.
“My lady?” Edward encouraged hopefully.
She smiled into Alec’s eyes, reaching out to trace a finger over his smooth, sensuous lower lip. “’Tis his decision, your grace. I cannot make it for him. But if he chooses to resume his knighthood, my support is with him.” And my love.
Across the table, Ali rose to his feet. “As I recount my oath of loyalty, as well. Where Alec goes, I go, be it at St. Cloven or the Welsh border.”
Alec heard Ali’s words, but he was far more caught up in Peyton’s sensual touch and loving gaze.
Her fingertips were caressing his cheek, his chin, and he nearly forgot about the question looming over their heads.
Every man and woman in the room was waiting for an answer, as if the entire future of the civilized world depended upon it.
Though consumed with his wife, he was not senseless. His mind was working furiously, weighing the possibilities, the liabilities, and the entire situation. His reasoning came to bear and the answer he sought emerged, like the brilliance of the sun released from the shielding clouds.
Alec knew that his destiny was at hand. As Peyton’s fingers moved over his lips, he kissed them sweetly and rose to his feet.
Six and a half feet, two hundred forty pounds of English knight focused on his king.
The power, the force radiating forth from the man, was beyond believing; as if, somehow, the man were myth and human combined.
Strength bestowed by the gods filled his limbs, feeding credence to the reputation.
Time froze for a moment. Peyton felt it; they all did. The Legend was restored.
“I would be honored to return to your service, Sire,” Alec said unwaveringly.
“But I would prefer not to lead your armies at the moment and, considering Llewellyn is not an impending threat at the moment, I do not see that my presence in London is imperative. I should like to remain at St. Cloven until the birth of my son, and then I shall be more than happy to join your army at Windsor.”
Edward had to sit down. Twelve years of pleading, begging and threats had finally come to an end and he was weak with the overwhelming knowledge.
“You cannot possibly know how glad I am to hear you say that, Alec,” he said hoarsely. “God has answered my prayers.”
Alec glanced down at his wife. “And mine.”
The Legend had returned.
*
“Your son will not be born until April or May,” cradled in Alec’s naked embrace, Peyton was nearly asleep.
Alec’s eyes were closed as well, the end result of a most strenuous love-making.
“And I doubt Llewellyn will choose to revolt during the harsh winter months. By the time spring thaws the ground, my son will be in my arms and the Welsh prince will be planning his strategies. There is plenty of time yet.”
She snuggled closer, smiling sleepily. “Edward was surprised, wasn’t he? I thought he was going to swoon when you agreed to resume your knighthood.”
Alec turned on his side, capturing her in a tight embrace in preparation for slumber. “Did you see Ali’s face? I thought he was going to weep like a woman.”
She sighed deeply, relishing his warmth. “I am so proud of you, my Alec.”
He smiled into the darkness, yet in the same moment, a hint of uncertainly clawed at him, second-guessing his decision. But he knew, clearly, that he had made the correct choice. The doubts he felt were a natural part of a most enormous resolution.
Peyton’s supple, nude body was pressed against him as close as she could go.
His heat was lulling her into a delightful slumber as she felt his massive hands drift over the swell of her white buttocks.
Surely there was nothing more wonderful than her husband’s delicate touch, a gentleness she had experienced from the very first day he had held her in his arms. A power that filled her, a strength that possessed her soul.
A strength that would soon be leaving for a date with destiny.
The Welsh border beckoned her husband and Peyton’s eyes lurched opened with that thought.
As delighted as she was with the resumption of his knighthood, the heavier emotions of longing and fear began to plague her.
The longer she lay enveloped in his massive arms, the more potent they became.
“What will I do when you are gone, my Alec?” she whispered, clutched against his magnificent chest. “Who will be here to hold me?” Who will be here to love me?
She had told him once that she would never love him and he had acted indifferently to the suggestion.
Now, more than ever, she wanted to declare her feelings, but knowing he cared not for her love prevented her from hazarding the venture.
She would not tell him what he was unwilling to hear.
But, Good Lord, how she ached with the want to tell him everything. Especially now.
Alec’s held her tightly, staring off across the darkened room. “You will have my son to hold,” he said after a moment. “Moreover, you are entirely selfish in your thinking. What am I going to do without you to quarrel with or make love to? I shall be entirely lonely.”
“You will have Ali.”
“Somehow, it’s not the same.”
She giggled. “Nor will it be for me. Your son and Ivy simply cannot fill the void.”
He put his hand under her chin and lifted her eyes to meet his serious gaze. “Do you not want me to go? I will not leave if you do not want me to.”
Her eyes widened. “Of course you must go! Never imagine for one moment that I do not want you to fight for Edward. I am so proud of you, my Alec. I never thought that you would lift a sword again.”
He touched her cheek gently. “Nor did I. Since I have met you, I have done a great many things that I never thought to do.”
She looked at him a moment. “Do you plan to tell your father of your decision?”
He averted his gaze, studying her hair, the sweet curve of her face. “Someday. Mayhap the same day I tell him of his grandson.”
“You plan to wait that long? Truly, Alec, do you not think your father will want to know this most incredible turn of events?”