Chapter 16 Isabeau
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Isabeau
Beast’s essence trickled down my thighs, sticky and warm against my skin as I stood alone in the abandoned kitchen.
My body ached pleasantly, yet another reminder of how completely he’d claimed me.
Three times now. Three bites marking my skin like waypoints on a map with no legend.
I couldn’t keep wandering the castle in various states of dishevelment, leaking his seed down my legs with every step.
Practical concerns hadn’t disappeared just because I’d been ravished by a beast in an enchanted castle—if anything, they’d multiplied.
I found a relatively clean rag in one of the drawers and dampened it with water from the newly-repaired tap.
The cool cloth felt soothing against my heated skin as I wiped away the evidence of our coupling.
My fingers traced the newest bite mark on my shoulder, still tender and slightly raised.
Each time he marked me, I felt that strange warmth spread through me, like magic settling into my bones. But the clean of his…
“I don’t even know what to call it,” I muttered to myself, grimacing at the stickiness that clung stubbornly to my inner thighs.
“His seed? His essence? His...” I laughed, the sound echoing in the empty kitchen.
The working women at the tavern had crude names for it, but somehow none stuck in my mind for what passed between Beast and me.
After cleaning myself as thoroughly as possible without a proper bath, I retrieved the blue sleeping gown from where it had fallen to the floor.
The thin fabric slipped over my head with a whisper, settling against my skin like a sigh.
It provided little warmth against the castle’s perpetual chill, but at least I wasn’t naked anymore.
My mind turned to practical matters as I surveyed the kitchen.
The soaking beans would be ready to cook tomorrow.
I’d found and ground grains for bread, salt for seasoning.
But soap—I desperately needed soap. I could make it if I had the right ingredients.
Wood ash, which the castle had in abundance, animal fat from Beast’s hunts, and fragrant herbs to mask the harsh smell.
Simple enough in theory, though the process would take time.
Until I got some fat, I’d have to use the ash as a cream or scrub maybe with some flour to bind it with the water.
My gaze drifted toward the door Beast had disappeared through. Where had he gone in such a hurry? And why had he torn away from me like that, when previously he’d been almost tender in his departure?
“Only one way to find out,” I said to the empty kitchen.
Near the back door hung a dusty wicker basket, its handle cracked but still intact.
I lifted it gently, testing its strength.
Ancient and brittle, but it would serve my purpose, if I was careful.
Perfect for gathering herbs and flowers, if I could find any growing near the castle.
Soap-making would be my excuse for following Beast’s path, though curiosity was my true motivation.
The door creaked on rusted hinges as I pushed it open. I expected the same desolation I’d seen from the front of the castle. The dead trees with gnarled branches reaching skyward like the hands of drowning men, withered grass that crunched beneath bare feet, the heavy silence of a forest in decay.
What greeted me instead stole the breath from my lungs.
Sunlight. Golden and warm despite the late hour, spilled across a hidden grove that seemed to exist in defiance of the cursed forest surrounding it.
Tall grass swayed in a gentle breeze, their tips kissed with honeyed light.
Wildflowers bloomed in riotous profusion.
And not just the hardy weeds that survived where nothing else could, but delicate blossoms in shades I hadn’t seen since Mama’s green thumb died with her.
Blues deeper than summer skies, purples rich as royal velvet, yellows bright as new butter, and reds that reminded me painfully of the blood-drinking roses, yet somehow purer, untainted by whatever darkness fed those unnatural blooms.
“How is this possible?” I whispered, taking a tentative step onto the stone path that led from the kitchen door into this impossible paradise. It looked smaller on the outside, but every step told me that was to disguise the magical acre.
The air smelled different here. Sweet with nectar and loamy with healthy soil.
Butterflies rose from the tall grass in lazy spirals, their wings catching sunlight like stained glass.
A rabbit watched me from beside a flowering bush, showing no fear at my approach.
Further in, a family of deer grazed peacefully, only briefly glancing up at my presence before returning to their meal.
I moved deeper into the grove, my feet carrying me forward while my mind struggled to comprehend what I was seeing.
The sanctuary extended for perhaps an acre in a perfect circle around the back of the castle.
There had to have been at least five acres concealed right behind the castle, not just the one that it appeared as.
At its edges, I could see where it abruptly ended, the lush greenery giving way to the twisted, dying forest beyond.
Like a bubble of life in an ocean of decay.
But that wasn’t the most astonishing part.
As I ventured further, I realized the grove teemed with animals that shouldn’t—couldn’t—exist together peacefully.
A sleek jungle cat I recognized from Papa’s books lounged on a sun-warmed rock, watching with lazy disinterest as a family of wild boars rooted near its perch.
Birds of prey perched on branches above ground-dwelling rodents, neither showing any interest in the natural order of predator and prey.
I’d read about Papa’s travels to a desert land where animals had an unwritten treaty to never harm while drinking together.
The water had been sparse between them, so when he discovered the predators and prey side-by-side, it amazed him.
The watering hole was their place of truce.
And like that, this felt as though the animals knew all who entered were friends, not hunters.
It was as if this small pocket of the world had been suspended in time, preserved at the moment when the forest was at its most vibrant, most alive. Before whatever curse had descended to twist and corrupt everything beyond its boundaries.
Had Beast brought me here on purpose? Had he deliberately left through this door, knowing I would follow and discover this hidden wonder? Or was it simply chance that led me to this pocket of paradise in a world gone wrong?
I set my basket down and turned in a slow circle, trying to absorb every detail.
The way sunlight dappled through leaves that actually retained their color instead of the sickly browns and grays that dominated the forest. The butterflies that seemed to dance on air currents, their wings flashing like jewels.
The symphony of birdsong that had been noticeably absent in the silence of the cursed woods.
My eyes burned with unexpected tears. After days of horror and death, of blood-drinking roses and bestial claiming, this simple beauty overwhelmed me.
It felt like stumbling across a room full of loved ones when you’d resigned yourself to solitude.
Shocking in its joy, painful in the reminder of what you’d been missing.
With the fading light bathing everything in amber, I ventured deeper into the grove.
The animals watched my approach with mild curiosity rather than fear.
A doe and her fawn allowed me within arm’s reach, their liquid eyes regarding me as if I were simply another creature sharing their sanctuary rather than a human to be feared.
“Hello there,” I whispered, extending my hand slowly.
The doe stretched her neck, nostrils flaring as she scented me.
Then, to my amazement, she stepped closer and allowed me to stroke her sleek neck.
Her fur felt like velvet beneath my fingers, warm and alive and nothing like the coarse, matted coats of the deer that occasionally passed through our village during harsh winters.
“What magic is this?” I asked, not expecting an answer.
The harsh caw of a crow broke the peaceful tableau.
I looked up to see a familiar black shape circling overhead.
The same raven that had led me to the castle in the first place.
It swooped lower, its glossy wings reflecting the late afternoon light, before landing on my shoulder as if it belonged there.
“You again,” I said, surprised by how natural it felt to have this wild creature perch so comfortably on me. “Did you lead me here, too? Is that why you brought me to the castle?”
The crow cocked its head, regarding me with one intelligent black eye.
It preened a wing briefly before taking flight again, circling low over a patch of herbs growing near a small stream I hadn’t noticed before.
Then it flew off, disappearing into the trees at the grove’s edge. It knew what I was seeking again.
I approached the spot it had indicated. The herbs growing there were exactly what I needed. Lavender and rosemary, mint and thyme, all growing in healthy abundance despite the season. Perfect for soap-making, as if the grove had anticipated my needs and provided accordingly.
“Thank you,” I called after the departed bird, feeling only slightly foolish for doing so.
I began gathering herbs, filling my basket with fragrant sprigs.
The work was peaceful, methodical, allowing my mind to wander as my hands kept busy.
Why did this place exist? How had it remained untouched by whatever darkness had claimed the rest of the forest?
And what did it mean that Beast had access to it?