Chapter Fifteen
I put the toilet seat down and sat primly on top of it, unfurling the wrapper of my chicken Caesar wrap.
Taking my lunch in the toilets of the HR department’s floor was ridiculous, but I didn’t have any choice. I had become a social pariah at GS Properties.
It started with the surprise announcement that I was engaged to Tate, which felt like betrayal to all the coworkers I’d been close with. They’d become enraged by my hypocrisy and left letters on my desk calling me a double agent and a Jezebel.
I’d gone from being one of the most loved employees in the company to public enemy number one overnight. Between firing people at my new position and marrying our dictator CEO, my colleagues’ opinion about me changed drastically.
I could feel their eyes following me like the barrel of a gun trained on a gazelle.
Today reigned already as the lousiest workday recorded on earth, after being creepily stalked across town by my husband and then kissed to the point of toe curling by the man I hated.
My lips still tingled every time I thought about that kiss.
I couldn’t face the public humiliation of taking my lunch alone, at my desk, knowing everyone around me hoped I’d choke and expire on it.
Sighing, I balled the empty wrapper in my fist and smoothed out my tweed dress. I stood up, unlatching the door’s lock when the clicks of Mary Janes echoed across the restroom.
I stilled. The sound of compact makeup mirrors popping open filled the air.
“Ohmigod, I literally cannot stand her.” The voice of the payroll administrator, Trisha, grazed my skin. Trisha and I used to be close. She even invited me to her bachelorette party last year.
I peered through the narrow gap of my stall’s door, heart stammering out of whack. She and a recruitment consultant, Mariam, were fixing their makeup in front of the mirror after lunch.
“I’m mainly just…puzzled.” Mariam reapplied her eyeliner, leaning over the sink. “I’ve known her for a couple years. She’s always been super sweet. Why would you do a one-eighty and marry the asshole everyone hates, then take a job firing people for a living?”
“That’s the thing. It’s not for a living.
” Trisha snapped her setting powder container, rummaging through her makeup bag.
“She doesn’t need to make a living anymore.
She married a billionaire. And he is obviously infatuated with her, because look at the ring.
She’s clearly a sadist. She was just really good at hiding it until now. ”
Tears pricked the backs of my eyeballs. All my hard work and reputation had gone down the drain in the past couple of weeks because of my arrangement with Tate.
And still, I also acknowledged this was beyond the pale. These people had no right to speak about me like this. I could marry whomever I wanted without answering to them. I had never tattled to Tate and didn’t plan on it now.
“…felt bad about not inviting her for lunch, but what she did to Jessica was brutal,” Mariam sniffed. Jessica was the last person I had fired. The one I gave a job taking care of Mum.
“Don’t you dare be nice to her,” Trisha cried out, enraged. “Maybe if we ignore her, she’ll eventually go away and pop out babies for Satan and leave us alone.”
Mariam snorted. “He’s awful, but low-key, I would pop a baby or two for him too.”
Trisha huffed, “I bet it’s been going on forever. I wonder if it’s why she took the job in the first place. Did you know she studied business? Now everything makes sense.”
I flung the door of my stall open and waltzed outside, catching their gazes in the mirror.
I smiled casually, refusing to cower. Yes, I was kindhearted, but I was no pushover.
“Hullo!” I greeted, dumping the wrapper of my lunch into the bin and flicking the tap lever to wash my hands. “Marvelous day we’re having, isn’t it? It almost feels like spring.”
They both stared with their mouths agape, pink creeping up their faces under three layers of foundation.
“You know, we Brits don’t take this kind of weather for granted,” I chatted amiably, squirting soap into my palm.
“Oh, and please don’t worry yourselves about inviting me to lunch.
I’d rather have the company of the bog than poisonous vipers any day of the week.
As for Jessica—she is settled in another job and will be starting her master’s program in a few months anyway.
As for my marriage—it is indeed none of your business who I shag.
But just for the record, my husband gives excellent, superb dick.
Highly recommended, if you can afford it. ” I winked with a smile.
No shagging to speak of had transpired, but they didn’t have to know that.
“Finally, regarding my new role—I’m an employee taking orders from management just like any other person.
I don’t make the decisions. If you take issue with my performance, you can always report to human reso—oh.
” I snapped my fingers theatrically. “I am human resources. Pity .”
They exchanged horrified looks, giggling in embarrassment.
“Well, I suppose that settles it then.” With another sugary beam, I ripped a paper towel from the machine by the sink and walked my merry way, leaving them to stew in their own nastiness.
My standoff with Trisha and Mariam did nothing to soothe my nerves.
In fact, I decided to postpone firing an intern named Kevin, who was objectively horrid at his job and so far had misfiled hundreds of documents, spilled coffee over expensive machinery, and tweeted meanly about his superiors.
Tate checked on me at least every hour, coming down to the floor I worked on, and despite my literally threatening him at knifepoint not to assign any bodyguards for me, I had spotted plenty of stoic-looking, dinosaur-size men tailing me everywhere.
They never got close enough for me to feel claustrophobic, but it still annoyed me.
Admittedly, I was frightened for my safety.
Friday’s encounter made me vomit uncontrollably for the rest of the weekend. Or perhaps it was my kiss with Tate.
No. It wasn’t. That kiss was divine. When his lips were on yours, you forgot all your troubles.
Deciding to cut my workday short (what could Tate possibly do? Fire his own wife?), I showed up at Mum’s treatment facility, armed with guava and cheese pasteles. Her favorite.
I’d found a Cuban bakery where they did them just right, and the lilting singsong Cuban accents of the workers reminded me of her. I desperately hoped they’d jog her memory.
Dr. Stultz explained the delay in starting the experiment with her was due to her fighting a few infections.
I found Mum hunched over an open book, perched on a rocking chair. She didn’t look at the pages. Rather, her blank gaze stared out the window, unblinking. A thin trail of saliva ran from her mouth down her chin.
“Hi, Telma.” I used her name, knowing even if she could hear me, she couldn’t recognize me. “I brought you your favorites.”
I removed the red-and-white kitchen towel off the straw basket and revealed the pastries to her. Her pupils remained stuck on an invisible spot past the window.
I inwardly sighed and settled on the incliner next to her. The last time she spoke was in the car on our way to the facility when I brought her from London. And before that, it had been weeks.
Tossing a look at the book she was holding, I noticed it was a worn-out copy of Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland . It gave me pause. I only knew one person who walked around with this book. And there was no way on earth he’d take time off his busy day to visit a complete, unresponsive stranger.
What were you doing here, Tate?
A nurse popped her head in the door a few minutes after my arrival. “Need anything?”
“I’m good. Cheers.” I smiled politely. “I did leave some pastries at the reception if you are interested.”
The nurse nodded but seemed in a rush to get out.
I hesitated, then decided to stop her. “Any update on when she starts her trial?”
She visibly winced at my question. “I’ll send a doctor to talk to you, okay?”
I pressed my mouth into a grimace. “Do you think Mum could do with some fresh air? Maybe I can take her out to the gardens downstairs if you help us walk her there.”
Her eyes darted to the corner of the room, and I noticed a wheelchair there, right next to a stand covered in orange prescription bottles.
So. They had moved her to a wheelchair. She could no longer use her own legs.
“Thank you,” I said around a lump of tears, clearing my throat. “For…thinking about her comfort.”
“Yeah.” The nurse bit the side of her lip. “No problem.”
Around an hour later, someone knocked on the door. Dr. Stultz walked in, holding an iPad with her chart. He seemed startled to see me but rearranged his wary expression into a polite smile quickly. “Oh, Gia. Good to see you.”
“Good to see you as well, Dr. Stultz.”
“I actually wanted to speak to you. Join me at the cafeteria?”
I rose from my incliner and kissed Mum’s cheek. “I’ll be here tomorrow. I love you.”
She was still staring at the same spot. I tried to remember if I saw her blink and decided that I hadn’t.
My eyes darted to an annotated paragraph the book was open on.
“You may have noticed, I’m not all there myself.”
My husband was a very strange man.
I hoped he’d never change.
I met Dr. Stultz in the hallway, but before I could close the door, nurses rushed in. I caught a glimpse of them mounting Mum back in her bed, setting the book aside.
“Do they take her outside when I’m not here?” I didn’t like that they didn’t read to her. Take her on long walks. Play her favorite music. Put on old movies she loved in the background.
I did all that when we lived together, hoping it would bring her back, pull her from the dark pool of oblivion her mind drowned into.