23. Hudson
Chapter 23
Hudson
“Tell me about this porn you’ve been watching, governor. And the lube.”
Evan was on all fours over me, his hands braced on the bed above by my shoulders, while I sprawled out on my back. I’d taken all the steps to make sure we were safe, and I refused to be deterred.
“Evan,” I warned, lightly fisting his hair in my hands. “Please don’t tease me. I don’t think I can handle that right now.”
Reaching up, he pulled my right hand from his hair, then brought it down to kiss my palm. His eyes stayed on mine as the weight of the moment set in.
“I’m not going to tease you anymore, babe. I’ve been hesitant to take this step because it’s not just sex for us anymore. And maybe it never was. But I’m going to give you exactly what you’ve been asking for. What we both want. ”
“Promise me you won’t drag it out too long.”
He chuckled. “Only the necessary time for you to be ready. The first time is a big deal, babe. You just gotta trust me on this.”
“I do trust you,” I said, then relaxed back onto the pillow.
Closing my eyes, I concentrated on the sensations he elicited. Evan leaned up to kiss my eyelids, then down my face to my jaw and neck. When he ran his tongue down my torso, goosebumps pebbled my skin. My breathing sped up the moment he nuzzled his face into my crotch.
“God, I love the way you smell. Masculine and turned on.”
I lifted my head from the pillow to watch as he placed open-mouthed kisses along my covered shaft, sucking both the fabric and my skin. He was making me impossibly hard.
“God, you’re good with your mouth,” I said, running a hand through his hair.
He lifted his face to smile at my compliment, then reached for the elastic waistband of my jock. Slowly, he peeled them off, then dropped them to the floor.
Evan got off the bed and went into the bathroom. He came back with supplies for us and put them on the bed before crawling back to me.
“Here’s the plan, sweetheart. I’m gonna work you open, and it’s gonna take a while. But we’re not rushing. So lay back and enjoy the attention.”
I closed my eyes and nodded, then popped my head back up. “This might be a good time to tell you I’ve been researching and experimenting a bit. I know it’s going to hurt before it gets better.”
Evan smiled as he applied some lube to his fingers. “I should have known the governor would be prepared.”
I shrugged. “I am who I am.”
“And I love that about you,” he replied as he began to massage me open. It had been strange the first time he did it, but now it was different.
He continued to soften the skin before inserting the first finger. Slowly, he worked to relax my muscles, keeping me informed every step of the way.
I lost track of time as he took his time showing me how much he cared. And when he inserted a second, then a third finger, I was ready to move on to the next phase.
“I think I can take it now.”
Evan leaned down and kissed me sensually before flopping onto his back beside me. He reached for the condom and tore it open.
I watched in fascination as he covered the girth that was about to be inside of me. I wanted to put that on him next time.
“Okay, babe. You need to be on top. That way, you’re in control.”
I nodded, then sat up. Shifting, I straddled his lap and hissed when our cocks lined up to one another.
“When you’re ready, get on your knees and lean forward.”
I did as he instructed, and when I was how he wanted me, Evan rubbed the head of his cock along my hole.
“God bless,” I said, leaning down to kiss him. He smiled and placed one hand on my hip while the other kept him in place.
“Baby, it’s gonna burn for a few minutes. It’s the muscles playing hard to get. They’ll eventually give up the fight and behave themselves. So whenever you’re ready, ease back onto me. And don’t forget to breathe.”
“Yes, coach,” I said cheekily, then followed his directions to the letter.
Evan’s hand found my hip, branding me with his heat. Somehow it helped as I eased back, taking him a little at a time.
“Fucking hell,” I hissed as his crown breached me. “You weren’t kidding.”
“I know. You can either stay put and breathe through it, or pull back and ease back on gently. It’s up to you. Whatever feels best.”
Nodding, I blew out a breath as sweat beaded on my forehead. I did as he suggested, determined to make this happen.
When my cock began to flag, he reached out and stroked it just enough to distract my ass.
I didn’t move for a while. And just when I was about to give up, the burn lessened, and my muscles relaxed.
I released a strangled laugh as Evan rubbed my hip, then up and down my back.
“You’re doing great, sweetheart,” he groaned, then clenched his jaw.
I grinned as I panted. “Are you gonna come?”
He gritted his teeth. “Not if I can help it.”
I smiled, knowing I had that effect on him. It gave me the push I needed to ease myself the rest of the way, taking as much as I could, a little at a time. And when I was fully seated on him, I paused again before lifting my hips to slide myself along his shaft.
Evan sat up and took me in his arms. He kissed me as I thrust my cock along his stomach. The visual of us was both erotic and beautiful.
“Is this position too much for you?”
“Fuck no. It’s perfect. You’re perfect,” I breathed.
“God, your confidence is so fucking sexy. Let go when you’re ready, and I’m sure I’ll follow you over.”
Nodding, I wiped the sweat from my forehead with my arm and leaned in closer, circling my arms loosely around his neck.
Evan ran his hands up and down my back as he shifted his hips and changed the angle just enough for me to see stars.
“Oh my god, oh my god,” I whined as he nudged my gland.
“That’s the spot, baby.” He peppered kisses anyplace he could touch as he reached between us and took my dick in his hand. “Let go, sweetheart.”
All the emotions and feelings inside me chose that moment to surface. My body and soul were electrified, and I knew my heart was safe with him.
“I’m coming,” I announced as he crushed his mouth to mine.
Heat barreled up from deep inside me as I let go and allowed myself to feel it all. The feelings for him, taking another step to let her go, and living my life for myself.
Evan’s breathing hitched, and his jaw tightened. I knew that look.
“Come in me, baby.”
And he did. Part of me wished we’d gone bare, but there was plenty of time for that.
When Evan’s orgasm had passed, I sat impaled on him. My legs were going numb, but I didn’t care. I didn’t want this feeling to end. Not knowing where I ended and he began was life-changing.
Evan nuzzled his face into my neck and placed kisses there. His hands roamed my back, yet held me close.
I wasn’t sure I’d ever had this level of intimacy in my life. But I had it now and never intended to let it go.
“God, I love you, Hudson.”
I smiled against his cheek, content for the first time in years. “And I love you, Evan. Very much.”
We stayed like that for a few minutes before needing to get up. Evan lifted me off him and handed me a towel.
“Let’s shower,” he said, “then I need to finish making you dinner.”
“One question. Can we go without condoms next time?”
Evan smiled at me. “I’d love that, but we have to be safe. I’m tested regularly for my job. What about you?”
I snorted. “It’s not required for my job, but I had my annual physical and bloodwork two months ago.”
Evan grinned. “There’s nothing I want more than to slip into your firm ass .”
My eyes went wide as I froze from the memory of showing my ass to Preston and Nick.
“It’s okay, babe. I’m sure they were impressed.”
Laughing at myself, I gingerly got off the bed. Evan held his hand out for me, and I took it.
“Yes, but I’m the governor. And they’re your friends.”
Evan laughed. “Our friends, Hudson. And you won’t be governor forever. You’ll be mine.”
I loved the sound of that.