Chapter 58
***Cash***
Ipinned Cassidy to the shower wall with a thud and reached between us to yank her panties to the side.
The water was soaking her but she didn’t seem to even notice.
She gripped my hair and let her head hit the wall as I slammed my dick as deep as I could get it into her.
She screamed and yanked at my hair but I couldn’t stop.
I covered her mouth with my hand and immediately set a furious pace.
I fucked my anger and frustration out, using her body roughly to do it.
I couldn’t think past fucking her full of my come.
Dropping my mouth to her throat, I sucked hard and then roughly grabbed her hands and pinned them over her head with one of mine.
I could feel her pussy pulsing around my dick and dropped my head back on a growl as I drove into her harder.
“Can you handle me, Cassidy? The fucking animal? The violence?” I fucked her harder, punching my dick into her over and over again like I hated her. “You should’ve run.”
She sank her teeth into my palm and glared at me. “Even if that’s all you were, I still wouldn’t run.”
I wrapped my hand around her throat and squeezed enough to try and scare her. “This is me. Violent, angry, fucking disastrous. All I want to do right now is fuck you until you cry and slap me. Hate me, goddammit.”
She fucking smiled. “Never.”
I tightened my grip and braced my forehead against hers. “I… I can’t. I…”
Her pussy clamped down on my length and she gritted her teeth while her eyes filled with tears.
Her pained moans filled the shower room and sent me flying over the edge with her.
I came hard, hard enough that my knees buckled and we both ended up on the floor.
My vision blurred as I gasped against her cheek.
Her arms were around me as soon as I dropped her hands. She rubbed my back and stroked my head, comforting me while her body continued to convulse around mine. She let out a breathy little laugh. “Feel better?”
I groaned and leaned back so I could see her face. “I’m sorry. I-”
She thumped me in the ear while smiling so sweetly at me. “Don’t you fucking dare. Whatever you’re about to apologize for, don’t. That was an amazing orgasm and I came in here to comfort you. Did I?”
I did feel a little better. “You did. Still. I was too rough and-”
“Shut up.” She tried to hide a wince when she climbed off me and stood up. “And get off the floor. It’s disgusting.”
I followed her order and then nearly choked when she dropped back to her knees and ran her tongue over my dick. “Fuck! Cassidy-”
“One more, Cash. Use me to get the rest of it out.”
How she knew the crawling feeling of anger and being out of control was still there, I didn’t know. My dick responded like I hadn’t just come hard and flushed hot and hard for her mouth. I raked my fingers through her hair and let her have control.
She pulled back. “No, Cash. Use me. Take what you need to feel better. I need you to.”
“I don’t deserve you.”
Her grin was wicked. “Fuck what either of us deserve. Let’s just do what we want, Cash.”
I couldn’t have stopped myself if the entire team had walked in. I did what she wanted and used her mouth. I poured the rest of my anger into the little gags she made when I fucked the back of her throat and lost the rest of my tension with the second load I spilled into her body.
Cassidy swallowed me down and then licked me clean before standing up. She was soaked from head to toe and her makeup was running down her face but she’d never looked happier than she did in that moment, smiling at me with an expression that felt a lot like everything I needed in the world.
“Jesus, Cassidy.” I pulled her to my chest and held her tight. “I… I fucking care about you.”
It was a pathetic version of what I wanted to say but I didn’t know how to say the words for what I really felt. Not yet. She didn’t care, though. I felt her smile into my chest and knew my pitiful words were enough for her.
Guilt plagued me, though, because I knew she deserved more and should’ve wanted more. She’d been given crumbs of affection for so long that she didn’t expect enough from me, from any of us.
“I fucking care about you, too, Cash. We should talk, though, right? I didn’t mean to listen in on your shouting match with Sam but I did.” She stepped back and patted my chest. “Or not. Whatever you want.”
I blew out a rough breath and turned the water off. “Come on. I’ll find you a shirt to wear. Then… Do you want to get out of here?”
“Absolutely. I can’t sit next to Sam for another second or there will be another fight on the field when I toss him over the stands and then body slam him into the fifty-yard-line.” She took my hand and intertwined our fingers. “I should thank you for ruining this dress. I hated it.”
“Why’d you wear-” I cut myself off and frowned. “This was because of the comments on the picture. I’m glad I ruined it then. Fuck this dress and fuck those people.”
She shrugged. “I can’t care right now. I had a fucking great orgasm and I’m getting away from Sam Ford without a murder charge. It’s a good day.”
I had to agree that my day had gotten significantly better. “Come on. I know what we’re going to do.”
*
“Oh, my god.” Cassidy stared at the giant house ahead of us and at the piece of land off to the side of it that I’d pointed at. “Let’s fucking do it!”
Getting a little mud on my tires at the expense of Sam’s yard felt like a really good way of blowing off steam for both of us.
I got out of the truck and nodded to the garden shed.
“There’s at least three hundred feet of hose in there.
I’m going to get them hooked up and then we’re making a mess, baby. ”
Her blue eyes were bright with smeared makeup surrounding them. “I’ve never been mudding, Cash. I’ve never been more excited for anything in my life. Including sex with you guys.”
I laughed. “Liar.”
“Hurry up! I want to fuck Sam Ford’s yard up and then throw rocks through his windows!”
She really was fucking perfect.