Chapter 10 #2
“Call her now. You done got my nerves all worked up. I’m shaking like a leaf.”
“Your ass is not shaking.” She laughed.
I couldn’t help but smile. “Call the lady.”
Carteay rolled those big, pretty eyes, but it didn’t matter because she picked up her phone and called someone. I listened to her brief exchange before she ended the call and put her attention back on me.
“She told me to come in the morning at nine.”
“Now back to us. You remember what I said we needed to discuss?”
“Um, aside from me calling to make an appointment.”
“The reason we need to make an appointment.”
“The baby?”
“And your decision to hide him from his daddy. Carteay, I don’t want you to feel like I’m forcing anything on you.
Myself, the baby, everything is up to you.
If you don’t want the baby, I have to understand that.
With so many uncertainties, I can’t say I would blame you if you decided not to go through with the pregnancy.
Have you decided what you want to do? Is that why you were waiting to tell me? ”
“No, I was just nervous, Kannon. I want my baby, but I have no idea how any of this is going to work. I don’t even know who the father is. Do you know how embarrassing that is?”
“I can help you figure that out, but I want to reiterate that I’m not forcing myself into your life.
Not as your man anyway. Yes, I want you and that baby more than anything, but at the end of the day, it’s up to you if you want me in your life that way.
Whether we are together or not, I am going to be there for my son.
I’m not going to hold it against you if you decide that this is too much, that I’m too much.
That doesn’t take away from the fact that I’m going to take care of him and protect you until I can’t.
We don’t have to be together for me to do that. ”
“Are you saying you don’t want to be with me?” she asked carefully.
“No, I mean exactly what I said. I know that I can’t force my way into your life.
Some of my actions may lead you to think that, but I promise I won’t do that.
I want you. I’ve tried to make my intentions with you clear, but that doesn’t mean that we’re on the same page. Don’t make the decision tonight.”
“Kannon, that’s crazy. I want this. Are you having second thoughts?”
“Not at all. I wasn’t sure if you were. If we’re going to be together, you can’t keep shit from me, Carteay. I can’t have that around me. I need to be able to trust you.”
She nodded. “You can.”
“I’ll make sure of that. Slide up on this bed and get on your knees.”
I eyed Carteay as she followed my instructions. I stalked her, following each movement with one of my own. Reaching out, I grabbed her hip and guided her over onto her stomach. She squirmed when I slapped her ass. The sting felt good to my hand, so I did it again.
“Kannon,” she whimpered.
“Get on your knees, now!” I demanded. “And I’m not tying your ass up either. You gon’ take this dick like a big girl, and you better not fucking run since you like to keep secrets.”
Carteay backed up into me, pressing her ass against my rock-hard dick.
I didn’t hesitate to slip back into her hot, wet center.
Her pussy was ten times as cozy as it had been in the past; now I knew why.
That was all the more reason to keep her pregnant in the future.
This shit was addictive. I kept my body pressed against hers, soaking in the feeling of her walls swaddling me.
She thrust her hips back, urging me to move.
A smirk spread across my lips as I accepted her challenge.
She didn’t have to tell me twice. I pulled out then sank back into her snug space, slowly making room for myself.
With my hands on her hips, I glided in and out of her oasis.
She was so slippery that I cruised through her rarely traveled streets easily.
This was my new home. There was no need for any new inhabitants.
Picking up my speed, I fucked Carteay harder, faster.
I wanted to pull out and slow down so I could pace myself, but I couldn’t.
She screamed to the top of her lungs, making me press her shoulders into the bed.
I kept my hand between her shoulder blades as I continued to slam into her.
“Fuck, Kannon!” she screamed.
I made the mistake of backing up. Seeing the milky concoction coating the base of my dick almost took me out.
That shit was beautiful. I loved to watch her cum for me.
Carteay’s walls clinched, suctioning my dick like a vacuum and snatching my nut right out of me like a lost breath.
I paused mid stroke, succumbing to the sheer power of her pussy.
My eyes were closed as I willed myself to stay conscious. What the hell is this fine, chocolatey muthafucka doing to me? I took a shattered breath before attempting to move. Carefully, I pulled out a little and thrust back into her.
Sensitive from her waning orgasm, Carteay whined softly as I started to increase the intensity of my strokes. My dick continued to grow inside her as I fucked her harder. As I leaned forward, I reached down and grabbed her throat. I kept beating her pussy as I pressed my face against hers.
“After tonight, I’m not going to have to speak to you about keeping shit from me, Carteay. I understand why you did it this time, but we’re not doing that. I can’t take care of you and our son if you’re hiding shit from me.”
“OK!” she shouted.
“I’m not fucking playing.”
“OK, Kannon.”
“Cum for me, baby. Cum on this dick for me.”
“I already did, Kannon.”
“That was only two. I need one more.”
“I can’t.”
“What I told you about underestimating me? I don’t like repeating myself, baby. We’re going to get this shit settled tonight. I need another one, baby.”
“Kannon!”
After backing up, I reached around and thumbed her clit as I pounded into her. Carteay’s legs shook as she hummed and moaned and creamed all over my dick like I knew she would.
“That’s a good girl. See how good you cumming for me.”
“Yes,” she hissed as she collapsed.
“Get up. I ain’t finished with you.”
She waved weakly, making me laugh. I grinned as I sank into bed beside her. She moved to slide out of bed, but my hand landed on her hip, stopping her.
“What you doing?” I asked.
“I need to tinkle and wash up.”
“Nah,” I said, pulling her hips to me. My heart slammed against my ribcage as we settled into each other. It felt so good being close to her that I didn’t want to let her go.
“What do you mean nah?”
“Nah, that pussy makes me sleep too hard. I need to make sure you don’t pull another disappearing act before I get a chance to make sure my son is OK, so lay it down.”
“Are you serious?”
“You took my pussy away to God knows where and didn’t bother to call me for months.
You safe worded and tried to hide my damn baby from me.
A nigga tried to hurt you, Carteay. You shoulda been here with me.
I shoulda been there with you. I’m not letting you down again.
I can’t do that, C. That’s why I gotta do this shit, Carrie.
I can’t let a nigga out there walk around breathing knowing that he poses a threat to my family. ”
“OK, Kannon. I get it.”
“Frisky was Ceasar’s dog. I took her when I couldn’t find you.”
“Kannon, what the hell? We can’t keep that dog.”
“There’s no telling what he was doing to her. She’s in a better place. Kross trained her.”
“We cannot keep that man’s dog, Kannon.”
“He’s keeping your soul, baby. Until I have you back from him, anybody can get it besides Granny Gibbs.”
Carteay pushed up on her elbow and turned to look back at me. “Have you really been taking Cy’s grandma to bingo?”
“Mm-hmm, she loves me too. She’s gonna need somebody when he’s gone.”
“Kannon, she’s never going to forgive you if you hurt him.”
“She’s never gonna find out. You think I’m gon’ tell the lady I killed her grandson?”
Her eyes dropped before she spoke, so I knew I was in for it. “I’ll never forgive you if you kill him without us knowing if he’s this child’s father, Kannon. There might come a day when you decide you don’t want to raise another man’s child. Where does that leave me?”
“First of all, don’t ever try me like that.
Even if we’re not together, I’m going to take care of my child.
If you are afraid of being a single mother one day, that’s another story.
I can only promise to love, honor, and protect you as long as I can help it.
Right now, it feels like that will be forever, but you and I both know that I’m not psychic.
Just know that I’m here to stay as long as I can help it. ”
“We’re not keeping that dog, Kannon,” Carteay stated, before getting back in her position in front of me.
I kissed her shoulder before I replied. “Yes, ma’am.”
“But now you owe me a puppy,” she added.
“Yes, ma’am.”
“A cute one, too, but make him vicious.”
I chuckled. “Anything else?”
“Nope, that’s all for now. I guess we can go to sleep.”
“Nah, come on. Let’s take a shower.”
“I’m comfortable, now you want to take a shower?”
“You know I don’t have a problem carrying you,” I said, sliding her out of bed with me as I backed up. Carteay squealed when I tugged her ass off the bed and lifted her until her legs wrapped around my waist.
“Don’t you get started back up. My girl still gotta recover from the last round.”
“I hope you don’t think I just love you for this pussy, Carteay. Lord knows it’s good, but I love your innocent aura and your sweet nurturing spirit even more than this fat, juicy muthafucka,” I told her as I slapped her ass.
When I looked down at her, she was smiling up at me, making my heart soar. “Good to know, Mr. Glover.”
“How you feel about changing your last name?” I asked, just to check.
“I’m not married to it or anything.” She gleamed.