Chapter Seven
It had been painful, even more than Nikki had first imagined. Hawk had held her down as he plowed inside her, only he hadn’t continued to fuck her. He’d thrust past that piece of flesh that pledged her a virgin, and then continued to hold himself still within her.
Those first few moments were a bit of a blur. Afterward, though, Hawk had completely blown her away.
“What’s that smile about?”
Hawk asked.
“Nothing.”
They were still naked in the motel room he’d gotten for the two of them.
“I don’t know, I kind of like that smile, and I certainly love it, if it means you’re thinking about me?”
He winked at her.
She shook her head. “Just … thinking. You know, about before.”
“Are you still hurting?”
he asked, sliding his fingers down her body and she couldn’t help but gasp as he stroked across her clit.
Hawk didn’t stop there, he sunk even lower, and she nibbled her lip as he pressed not one but two fingers inside her.
“You’re soaking wet,” he said.
She whimpered, especially as he drew his fingers back up and teased across her clit. “Do you want to tell me what you’re thinking about?” he asked.
“You.”
“And are you sore?”
“No.”
There was a teeny tiny little ache of soreness, but not enough to deny him.
“Good,”
he said, and then moved in closer. Only this time, rather than settling between her thighs, he grabbed her hips, and Nikki had no choice but to move so she was straddling his hips. “I’m now at your mercy, and trust me, babe, this is not going to happen often.”
She felt the hard ridge of his cock directly between her legs, and she whimpered, not wanting him to stop. Nikki loved it when he took control.
He ran his hands up her thighs, going toward her hips, where he seemed to grip her just a little, and then he glided up to cup her tits. He palmed the mounds before pinching the tips of her nipples. She couldn’t help but close her eyes at the intense sensation he evoked, which went straight between her legs.
“Come on, Nikki, grab my dick, put it deep inside that sweet cunt of yours.”
She loved it when he talked dirty. Not that she knew for sure if he spoke that way often. There was a lot about Hawk she didn’t know.
Nikki lifted and reached for his cock. She hated that she didn’t know what the hell she was doing.
“That’s it, baby, right there, right next to your perfect pussy.”
She placed the tip of him at her pussy, and then glided herself over him, taking him in, inch by inch by inch. His name spilled from her lips, seeming to echo around the room.
Hawk was not a patient man, as he suddenly grabbed her hips and without a second’s hesitation, he pulled her right down onto his length. She tried not to scream, but it was next to impossible, as the pleasure was so intense. Also, there was a bite of pain—not too much, but just enough to take her right over the edge. Her pussy pulsed around the feel of him.
She’d closed her eyes, but as he began to play with her clit, while he was balls-deep inside her, she had no choice but to open her eyes and look at him. There was this wicked glint in his eyes.
“I want you to come all over my cock, baby girl.”
He continued to play with her clit. Hawk had already brought her to orgasm once, she didn’t think he was going to be able to do it a second time. Only, she should have known Hawk. She was no longer the master of her own body. He was the master of hers.
This time, as she came, she yelled his name.
“Now, ride my dick until I come deep inside you.”
She pressed her hands against his chest and then started to ride him. Hawk guided her, using his hands, showing her exactly what he wanted, and she gave it.
Sliding up the length of his cock, she didn’t dare look down. Didn’t dare wonder what they looked like together. When it came to moving back down, the grip Hawk had on her hips drew her down with a hard slap. He was so long, so big, so deep, that it was almost at the point of pain. With each slap down, she couldn’t contain her whimpers.
“Learn to take it, babe. Your body was designed to take my dick, and you want it, don’t you?”
She wasn’t able to form the words, but there was no point in denying it. She wanted him so badly. Riding his cock, she followed his guide and felt how hard he got. She thought there was no way he could get any deeper, but there was more to Hawk than met the eye. He was the one in control of her body. All she could do was submit to him, and as she did, she didn’t want it to stop. He held on so tightly to her hips, she knew there was going to be pain.
“I’m going to come, baby,” he said.
She sped up her thrusts, and then she watched as he came, thrusting balls-deep inside her, and the kick of his cock as he spilled his cum deep inside her.
They were not wearing condoms, and Nikki knew that was going to be a problem.
She didn’t move, not even after his orgasm was complete, and Hawk didn’t move her.
“Uh, I don’t know if this is a good time or not to tell you that I am on the pill.”
She nibbled her lip.
“We probably should have established that two fucks ago,”
Hawk said.
“Yeah, that’s not why I’m bringing it up, I was just wondering, you know, if you, uh, are…”
She couldn’t bring herself to say it.
It was so embarrassing.
“I’m not on the pill,” he said.
“No, I didn’t mean that. I mean, at the club, you’re surrounded by a lot of beautiful women, and there are a lot of men who share those women, and I guess…”
Nope, it wasn’t coming out with ease.
“I’m clean, babe.”
He ran his hands down her thighs, then up them. “I wouldn’t have fucked you without a rubber if I wasn’t clean.”
“But you had no problem with the risk of me getting pregnant?”
She frowned. Was this a good thing? She had a horrible hunch it was anything but. There was no way it was a good thing to become pregnant by a stranger. Not that Hawk was a stranger, but she still didn’t know a lot about him.
What do I know about him? He was the president of the Devil’s Beasts MC, his dad had died five years ago, and … nothing. She didn’t know anything else about him other than the fact he liked taking his coffee black with two sugars, also, he had a penchant for pizza and Chinese food.
“I knew you were on the pill,” he said.
Nikki frowned. “How?”
“Do you think I was going to allow you to enter my private space and not figure out who you were?”
“You knew … wait, does that mean you knew where I worked?”
She thought back to that night at the supermarket.
Hawk smiled. “You’ll find there is not a lot I don’t know about.”
She sighed.
“Speaking of work, have you ever thought about putting some makeup on? I hear it from several of the women at the club that most of the beauty technicians wear makeup. You ever thought that maybe Darlene has an issue with you not wearing any?”
“Do you think that’s what her problem is?”
Nikki asked.
He shrugged.
“Why wouldn’t she tell me?”
“I’m not your boss, but maybe she was trying to tell you without telling you.”
“That makes no sense.”
“When does anything that a woman does make sense?”
“That’s not fair,”
she said, laughing.
“But so true. So, how about it, are you going to start wearing makeup?” he asked.
“I’ll try, okay? That is what I’ll do. I will try.”
She couldn’t help but frown. Wearing makeup outside of her trailer was hard. She only ever wore makeup for a few minutes. She’d been applying makeup for years, but when her mother found her when she was thirteen doing it, she told her it didn’t matter how much she applied, she would always be ugly. That had hurt, big time. More than she cared to admit. It’s why she never wore any, not for long periods of time, and certainly not for anyone to see her wearing it. It was too embarrassing.
“What?”
Hawk asked.
“It’s nothing.”
“Tell me.”
“It’s stupid is what it is.”
She tried to climb off him, but she was no match for Hawk’s grip.
“You’re not going anywhere until you tell me what is going on in that head of yours.”
“It’s nothing and it’s stupid. Just leave me alone.”
“Nikki, babe, my cock is balls-deep inside you, and I’m not letting you leave. You’re going to learn a couple of things. First, I’m in control, and don’t even for a second think you can change that. I’m the boss. And second, don’t keep shit from me, this includes lying to me. I don’t like that shit.”
“So. what you’re saying is I’ve got to be open and honest with you, and what you say goes.”
He smiled. “Exactly.”
“That is … no, that’s not fair.”
“Fair or not, it is how I work. Now, stop annoying me and tell me what the problem is.”
She wanted to yell at him, or at the very least tell him he was being unreasonable, but was he? She didn’t know, not anymore.
“This is not funny.”
“I’m not laughing.”
“It’s stupid.”
“I don’t give a flying fuck if it is stupid or not, just tell me.”
She rolled her eyes. It sounded stupid even to herself. “It’s my mom, she caught me putting makeup on when I was a kid. It probably looked ridiculous, but she told me it didn’t matter how much I applied, that I was ugly and no makeup was going to change that.”
“She said that to you?”
“My mom isn’t exactly a good person.”
“I’m starting to get that.”
“It’s fine. It doesn’t matter.”
“It matters to me, and you don’t fucking listen to her, got it? She is a piece of shit.”
“Hawk, you’ve never even met her.”
“I don’t need to meet her. I know her kind, and trust me, they’re not worth it.”
She smiled, although she didn’t quite feel entertained. “I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be. Wear the makeup and do whatever shit you have always wanted to do. No one can stop you. No one can tell you now. Fuck them, Nikki. You’re your own person, and they have no right to tell you differently. Do you hear me?”
She nodded. “You’re right.”
“I know I’m right, now lean down and kiss me.”
“Is that an order?”
“Fuck, yeah, it’s a command.”
****
Hawk had come to several realizations after taking Nikki’s virginity. She was the only virgin he’d ever been with and he didn’t quite understand men’s infatuation or obsession with virgin women. He hated that scream she released and the way her body jerked as if she was trying to get away from him.
He was no rapist, and tearing through that thin wall of her hymen, and her reactions to him, he had felt like a fucking rapist, and he didn’t like it.
The next little problem he encountered was, he didn’t want any of the club brothers to know about his time with her. Nikki was going to belong to him, be his little secret, which meant she was no longer invited to the club. He didn’t want her immersed in his world. None of the club women were going to know, and he’d already cleared things with Melanie that no one was to know.
He wouldn’t have her come to the club, and he’d either go to her at the trailer, or pick her up and take her to the motel, which he’d already put down a deposit for. He’d already fucked her three times last night, and he intended to take her back there tonight.
Hawk hadn’t parked outside of the beauty salon, but several yards down the street, where he knew Nikki walked so he could stop her from going all the way home. He was not going to allow Darlene to know he was paying close attention to Nikki. As far as everyone was concerned, he had been paying a favor and that was how he was going to let it play out.
Nikki was not going to be a permanent feature in his life. She was nothing more than a passing fancy. Once he had his fill, she was going to end up like every other woman, just another memory.
Admittedly, Nikki was already different from a lot of other women. She invaded more of his thoughts than he cared to admit. He couldn’t bring himself to stop thinking about her. She drove him crazy, and he wanted her so badly, he could almost taste it. Even now, he felt his cock harden at the memory of the way he had taught her to ride his cock. That was an addiction within itself. Seeing Nikki come apart, watching her learn what he liked. She was a blank canvas. No man had taught her any tricks, and yet he could teach her, guide her, make her his own personal sex toy.
The temptation was so strong, but he knew he had to hold back. He could not give in to that kind of … intoxication. Nikki was a passing fancy. Nothing more. Nothing less.
Then, she stepped around the corner and came face to face with her. Without makeup, she was stunning, and today she had done her makeup subtly, but he saw it. The darkened eyes, the warmed-up complexion, and the slightly blushing cheeks. She looked amazing. He partly expected her to look a little like a clown, especially after the way her mother had treated her, but he didn’t understand what her mother’s problem was. Nikki looked beautiful.
“Darlene was so happy,”
Nikki said with a squeal.
He’d climbed off his bike and was leaning on it, when she suddenly charged at him and threw her arms around him. He had plenty of time to catch her, and as he did so, he breathed in her scent.
“I take it you’ve had a good day at work.”
“A good day? I’ve had a great day. You were right about Darlene. Her only issue was the fact that I wasn’t representing the salon appropriately. Can you believe this? A couple of clients came in and actually wanted my makeup look!”
Her mouth dropped open.
“Is that a good thing?” he asked.
“Yes. They wanted my look, and I was blown away.”
“Did you do them?”
“No, no, I can’t, I’m not insured and I’m not qualified, but Darlene said this was a good start.”
Nikki pulled away and then leaned up to kiss him. “Thank you.”
“It’s my pleasure, and you know, I’ve booked a room again.”
She gasped. “You have?”
“Yeah, unless you have other plans?”
he asked, without the intention of letting her back out. He wanted to be balls-deep back inside his woman. He wanted it so badly he could taste it.
“No, I want you, I’ve missed you.”
She kissed him, and this time he had no choice but to break the kiss and then climb on his bike.
“Get on.”
He was not going to talk about her missing him. He’d deal with all personal feelings later. For now, he was just going to enjoy his time with her. That was all he wanted. To have his dick sliding inside her tight cunt.
Starting up his bike, he listened to his baby roar, not that it stopped the ache in his groin. The only way that was going to stop was to be deep inside Nikki. He would have his fill, and then he’d be on his way.
Riding back to the motel, he picked up his speed, not giving a fuck that he was breaking the speed limit, or the fact Nikki wasn’t wearing a helmet. At a young age, his father had taught him how to ride a bike, even before he learned how to fuck his first woman. Riding was second nature to him.
They arrived at the motel, and Hawk already had the keys.
He didn’t give her a chance. The moment they were inside and the door was closed and locked, he pressed her up against it.
“There are going to be some rules, Nikki,” he said.
“Okay.”
He loved that breathy sound she made.
“First, you already know I’m the boss. You will do as I say, when I say it. No questions. No doubt. You put all your faith in me, and know that I am going to take care of you.”
He ran his hands down the front of her body, cupping her pussy. “I know what you need, and I will take care of it.”
“Yes,”
she said, sighing on a breath.
“Good. Second, you come at my command. If I call you and say I want you, you will come here to me, or I will tell you to be ready for me at your trailer, and you’ll do it.”
“Okay.”
“You are mine. No other man is allowed to touch you, kiss you, and you will not date anyone while you are mine, is that understood?”
“Yes.”
She was surprising him, and it delighted him.
“You won’t come to the clubhouse. You will not come looking for me there. You have my number. Whenever you need me, call me, but don’t speak to anyone. When you’re at work, do not ask any of the club women about me. Don’t talk about me, and don’t listen to any gossip. Do you understand?”
She frowned.
“This is for your own safety. You have no interest in the club, remember? You don’t need to start now.”
She nodded. “Okay. But you will answer when I call you?”
“Always.”
“Fine, that is fine. I don’t mind that, and I won’t talk about … us.”
“Good. It’s just you and me that needs to know about this.”
He waited a second and watched her nod. “You’re right.”
A fucking dream. There was no denying it. He expected Nikki to be pissed, but instead she was agreeing to everything he wanted. She was the ultimate dream.
“Good, I want you to strip off all your clothes, and then go and kneel on the bed, right now.”
He watched as she scrambled to remove her bag. Her hands shook a little, and he took the bag from her and placed it down gently on the floor. She looked so nervous and so cute at the same time.
She wore a plain white shirt, this one still had the buttons attached. He would allow her to keep this one. She removed the shirt, along with the white bra that had seen better days. He made a note to get her some new lingerie. Just because he had no intention of the club knowing about her, didn’t mean he couldn’t treat her. She was his own little secret plaything, and the more he thought about it, the more he liked it.
He watched her wriggle out of her pants. They slid to the floor and she stepped out of them. He couldn’t get enough of her juicy thighs, or how good they felt wrapped around his waist as he drove inside her. Even now, all he wanted to do was ride her. His cock was growing, and it was verging on the point of pain in his tight jeans.
She removed her panties and moved toward her bed. There were no sensual movements, no teasing. All she did was follow his instructions, but he found that arousing. It was like she was designed for him. And he wanted her.
She knelt on the bed.
“Stay perfectly still,” he said.
He loved looking at the curve of her ass. He reached for the zipper of his jeans, opening the button, and sliding down the teeth of his zipper.
The sound seemed to echo around the room as he moved in closer.
Putting his hands on her ass, he stroked the lush curves. Her ass was so soft, and as he spread the cheeks wide, he saw the slick entrance of her cunt, along with the puckered hole of her anus.
“Tell me, Nikki, do you trust me?” he asked.
“Yes, I trust you.”
He stroked up the inside of her thigh, teasing all the way up until he cupped her cunt. Sliding a single finger inside her, he watched it disappear. He wanted to see his cock covered in her arousal, thrusting inside her sweet pussy.
“Good.”
He continued to thrust his finger inside her, feeling her tighten around his digit. He added a second finger, and she was still so tight. Spreading his fingers open, he tried to prepare her, opening her up like a delicate flower, but nothing was going to quite do the job.
He pulled his fingers from her pussy, gripped the base of his cock, lined the tip with her cunt, and slowly, inch by inch, began to fill her pussy.
Hawk didn’t look away. He sunk balls-deep inside her, not stopping until he was seated to the hilt, and he was pretty sure it was a tight fit. He was deep inside her, and he couldn’t help but wonder if he was hitting her cervix.
Nikki moaned. The soft, feminine sound made his balls ache.
Running his hands across the base of her back, he was in no rush. He wanted to enjoy this. Taking his sweet time to learn what her body loved. What she needed.
Spreading the cheeks of her ass, he couldn’t resist looking at where his cock was inside her. He pulled out just a little, and saw that his dick was already glistening.
Nikki hadn’t even come yet, but her body wanted him. Reaching between her spread thighs, he felt the instant tightening around his length as he began to stroke her. She whimpered his name and shook beneath him. It was the perfect feeling, one he didn’t want to stop.
He brought her to the peak but didn’t quite allow her to tip over the edge. Staring down at her tiny, puckered asshole, he slowly drizzled some of his spit over that forbidden entrance. With his other hand, he ran just his thumb across that tiny hole. She tensed up, and he stroked even harder over her clit.
“Hawk?”
“Trust me,” he said.
He was not going to hurt her, nor was he going to push her too far, but he wanted to drive her wild, and to know she could have everything with him. There was no reason for her to feel embarrassed. At first, she remained tense and he kept teasing her ass, pressing against her puckered hole but with no intention of pushing inside. All he wanted to do was tease, to give her a hint of what might be.
Each time she came close to orgasm, he held her there at the precipice but never pushed her over the edge. He wanted her to be ready to come. He wanted her to lose control and beg him. It didn’t take long before she did.
“Hawk, please.”
“Then come for me, baby.”
This time, he tipped her right over the edge, and before her orgasm had ended, he grabbed her hips and began to fuck her even harder.