2020
Amelia avoids me, not sure if she even notices me.
However, I am getting better. Zlata supports me, she breathed new life into me. Little by little, I am beginning to forgive myself for what I have done, but the past will always haunt me.
Sebastian asks to wait, Amelia is against any dating, but I know she has found friends. Yara, Adele and Lily. Not the best company, but they like me, so it will be easy to run up to them.
I want to help Amelia deal with this. I want to help her move on. And as soon as she lets me into her life, I will do everything to make her happy.
I flip through the pages at the speed of light, quickly looking for texts that mention my name. Tears have already covered most of the pages and the pen has run, but that's the least of the problems now.