20. Nakyra
Chapter 20
Nakyra
“ I ’m gonna ask you one time before we take things past no return,” Creed breathed into my neck as he kissed it. We were home and in his room. Both of our bodies seemed to be on autopilot the moment we stepped inside the house. Now I was under him in nothing but my panties with him in his boxers. My nipples were hard as diamonds, pressing against his ripped chest. My breathing sped up as my back arched upward and my eyes closed.
“Don’t stop.” My arms wrapped around his upper arms and I sank my nails into his skin. My body felt on fire as he kissed and sucked my flesh. His hand fondled my breast, rolling my hardened buds between his fingers.
“As you wish.” He kissed the hollow part of the front of my neck, moving his way down. He kissed the top of my cleavage, sinking his teeth into my skin. Blood rushed through me. Between my legs throbbed and grew wetter.
Pushing my breasts together, Creed bounced his mouth between them, rotating between flicking my nipples with his tongue and sucking them. Nipple play never really did it for me but feeling his warm breath and rough tongue against them caused my hormones to go into overdrive.
“They fit perfectly in my hands. The perfect size,” he rasped, rolling his tongue around my areola and sucking my breast into his mouth. My heart pounded roughly inside me, slamming against my ribcage at an uncomfortable rate. My stomach clenched and my pussy flooded like a puddle.
Lifting up with a heavy pop, I fluttered my eyes open, dropping them to meet his sultry gaze. Licking his lips Creed pushed up until he was hovering over me and lowered his mouth to mine. His mouth overpowered mine easily and I didn’t fight back. One of his hands moved between my legs inside my panties.
“Fuck, you’re soaked,” he growled, biting my bottom lip and sucking. I moaned into his mouth as he pinched my clit. Every atom inside me awakened. My hips rolled into his touch.
Creed lifted and gazed down at me. My chest rose and fell quickly and my body felt as if it was on fire.
“There’s so many things I want to do to you.” He licked his lips, eating me up with his stare.
A whimper-like sound fell from my mouth and my teeth sank into my bottom lip. In the short period of time he’d been around, Creed had shown me how much I had been missing out on over the years. I didn’t ever remember my body responding this easily to someone. Finding out he was learning ASL for me broke something in me then instantly repaired it at the same time. He listened to me, and when he looked at me, my heart always went into an uncontrollable frenzy.
“Hey, beautiful. Where’d you just go?” He pecked my lips, causing my eyes to snap to him.
I swallowed hard, attempting to hold back my emotions. “You’re making me feel so good,” I admitted.
One corner of his mouth lifted, causing my stomach to flutter. “Oh baby, you ain’t seen shit yet.” He kissed my lips again and slithered down my body. His lips led a trail down, moving between the valley of my breasts down to my stomach. Grabbing both sides of my panties, he lowered them as he continued kissing me. His tongue circled my belly button before he nipped the skin around it, making me tremble.
My heart felt like it was about to jump out of my throat when I sat up on my elbows and stared down at him. Rome didn’t give me head often, claiming he wasn’t a fan. It wasn’t anything spectacular that I felt like I was missing out, so I never pushed it. I always kept my pussy shaved for my own personal hygiene and now I was grateful for that.
“Wait!” I covered myself just as he lowered his mouth.
Lifting his eyes to mine, he raised a brow, waiting for me to continue.
“You don’t have to do this.”
His stare grew intense. Creed didn’t respond with his words. Instead he pushed my hands out of the way and kissed the top of my mound. Twisting his neck, he kissed the inside of my thigh, sucking it and biting the fleshy skin.
My lips parted and my hands clenched the covers. He pushed my legs wider as he kissed his way up toward my pussy. My legs trembled and my head went back.
“Don’t tap out on me yet, baby. We’re just getting started.” Creed moved to the other thigh, repeating the same motion.
My pussy was soaked, juices running down my thighs. His tongue flatted, following the trail until he got to my tunnel. I jumped when his mouth found my sex and he sucked it into his mouth. He wrapped his arms around my thighs and tongued my opening. Spreading my lower lips, he pushed his finger inside me as he found my clit with his mouth. His tongue flickered across it.
“Oh!” I cried, squeezing my eyes shut. My hips arched into his mouth as he circled my clit with his tongue. My cries only seemed to motivate Creed more. Pushing another finger inside me, he kissed and sucked my pussy until I was cumming in his mouth and begging him to stop.
“I can’t, I can’t,” I struggled to get out, attempting to push him away.
His tongue darted inside me, moving in and out as if it was his dick. He thumbed my clit and shot his eyes up to mine. Pulling back, he pushed three fingers inside me this time, sending them deep as he sucked my clit. My eyes rolled to the back of my head and my hand gripped his head as my body convulsed while juices flooded his mouth again.
“Okay, Creed, please. I can’t,” I begged, breathing heavily. My body felt like jello. I couldn’t move my legs as he slowly unwrapped his arms from around them.
Sitting on his knees, he eyed me hungrily. The lower half of his face was covered in my essence which caused my heart to skip.
“Must have been a minute since you came like that.” A cocky grin formed on his face as he slowly slid his tongue over his lips. My legs twitched. Desire flooded my body as my heart threatened to burst. Passion inched through my veins.
“You can say that,” I confessed lowly.
I waited to see if guilt would come before we went any further, but the only thing I could feel was lust and the need to feel him.
My eyes dropped when he grabbed his boxers, lowering them. I had seen his dick when I was watching him that night but seeing it up close and personal caused my eyes to widen. It was like he had a log between his legs, thick and long, the same gingerbread color as his skin. The head was a shade darker and fat. He thumbed the glistening precum coming from it and used it to stroke himself. My mouth grew dry as I flicked my eyes back up.
“Turn over,” he told me, removing his boxers and tossing them to the side.
Confused, I did as he said. He leaned over me and I watched him go into the nightstand and grab a condom. My stomach clenched. I was glad one of us was thinking clearly. I wanted him so much I didn’t even think about it.
He reached over me again, this time grabbing a pillow. “Lift your hips.” Doing as he said, Creed placed the pillow under me then lay over me. His dick pressed against my opening.
“You don’t know how many times I envisioned you just like this,” he said into my ear. It was more sensitive than normal. A moan escaped my mouth and my head fell forward. Creed pushed forward and I bit into my bottom lip as his head spread me. “Just breathe, baby. I got you.” He kissed my ear, specifically my aid.
Creed lifted and held my hips, pushed into me, then pulled back before giving me more of him. His dick stretched me painfully good. Moving his hands to my ass cheeks, he spread them and a whimper fell from my mouth when he pushed deeper. I had never felt this stretch before. Creed must have known he was a lot to handle because he took his time until I finally felt his pelvis hit my ass and his balls slapped against my lower lips.
Lowering his body again, his chest pressed against my back. He wrapped his hand around my front and grabbed my throat. “I knew you’d feel like heaven,” he breathed as he began moving in and out of me.
Heat rippled under my skin as a sexual desire I hadn’t felt in months swarmed my body. A moan of ecstasy slipped through my lips when he pushed deeper and his grip on my neck tightened. My pussy clenched around his shaft. My emotions were in overdrive.
Creed pumped in and out of me, moaning and grunting roughly in my ear. He kissed from my ear down to my jaw. “Creed,” I whimpered, clenching around him again. “Creed.”
“I’m here, baby. I’m not going anywhere.” His strokes sped up. He tilted my head more and forced it to the side. Our lips found each other and surges of adrenaline burst through my veins. I easily learned Creed was a dominant kisser, he was hard yet tender at the same time. His tongue massaged mine. It was intoxicating if I had to sum it up.
I couldn’t tell if I was coming or going as my body shuddered under him and I cried out against his lips.
“That’s right, give it to me. Wet me up, beautiful.” His kisses became more demanding as his grip tightened again.
I didn’t know how much more I could take. From cumming in his mouth and now, I was exhausted. Creed didn’t seem to be slowing down anytime soon, however. He continued fucking me from behind until I was cumming again.
“Creed, I don’t think I can cum anymore,” I whimpered breathlessly. I felt him smile against the back of my neck as he gently pecked it.
“Just give me one more, one more.” Swallowing hard, I moaned when he pulled out of me. My body was limp as a wet noodle when he flipped me over on my back, removing the pillow from under me.
I felt like a puppet as Creed guided my body. He leaned down and hooked my legs around him, then wrapped my arms around his neck before lifting me. He pushed his dick inside me again. This time, face to face, I watched with low eyes as he fucked me. His strokes were slow and steady, yet each time he pushed inside me, I felt him touch a new place deep inside.
“Tell me how long it’s been since you felt like this,” he demanded, thrusting upward into me.
My eyes fluttered, struggling to stay open. “I don’t know,” I admitted honestly.
With Rome, sex was always simple, he always wanted missionary and it was always about him and his needs. Creed had taken care of my body as if it was made for him.
I jumped and my eyes widened when his teeth sank into my shoulder. “Don’t think about anyone but me while I’m inside you,” he panted before kissing me savagely. My arms tightened around him.
It was all too much. My body felt things it never had before. My emotions were running haywire. My pulse raced through me wildly. I felt overstimulated with desire and passion.
Out of nowhere, tears built in the bottom of my lids. Creed paused and stared at me with concern.
“Am I hurting you? Too rough?”
I was too choked up to speak, instead I shook my head. How could I voice to him that no one had ever taken their time with me like this? That this was the first time I felt like I mattered when it came to sex. I hadn’t had many partners, but the ones I did have never made sure I was satisfied over them.
“You just make me feel so good. I’m fine,” I finally got out. Right now I couldn’t find it in me, but I knew later embarrassment would find me.
Creed gave me a toothless smile before moving in and kissing the tear that finally fell. “I’m just giving you what you deserve. I told you I wanted to worship your body, didn’t I?”
Sniffling back more tears, I nodded. The fact that he didn’t make me feel embarrassed or laugh about my tears caused even more to come.
Creed moved us forward so I was laying down and he slowly rolled his hips in and out of me. Right now nothing else mattered but the two of us. He continued to kiss my tears away and speak sweet words to me until both of us came in exploding pleasure.
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“Okay, I tried to ignore it but I can’t. Something’s up with you,” Summer blurted out.
We were meeting for lunch at Dutchess, a popular restaurant and grill downtown.
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” I brought the straw of my mixed drink to my mouth and took a sip.
It had been three days since me and Creed crossed that line. I thought I would feel guilty about it but I didn’t. Instead I felt happy and lighter than I’d felt in a long time. Creed never brought up the crying and I was grateful. We had slept together since then and thankfully no tears formed those times. Creed did as he promised and each time we had sex he seemed to kiss and admire a new, untouched part of me. It felt good to be cherished and I was overly fulfilled, but when we were done I couldn’t help think about that time I’d watched him and how he fucked Dedra mercilessly. It was rough and almost barbaric, but she loved it. While I enjoyed how he made love to me, I wondered what that would feel like.
“Now I know it’s something. Why is your face getting red? Something happened!” Her eyes narrowed at me.
My cheeks heated more. I hadn’t told anyone about me and Creed, mainly because I didn’t know what this all meant. I was still engaged to his brother, who was still in a coma. Creed would be leaving to go back home eventually and I would be here, having to pick up the pieces he left behind.
I licked my lips and circled my straw in my glass. Focusing on my cousin, I knew she wouldn’t judge me. In fact, she’d probably cheer and want to celebrate.
“ Okay, I will tell you, but you have to promise not to make it a big deal.”
“Oh, you switched to signing. That means it’s juicy.” She sat up straighter in her seat.
I bit back a laugh. Summer looked like a kid in a candy store right now.
“ I had sex with Creed. ”
Her eyes widened. “Ah!” she yelled while dancing in her seat.
“Summer!” I hissed, looking around. “ Would you relax!”
“I’m sorry! I just can’t believe you finally did it. Was it good? I bet it was!”
Rolling my eyes and biting back a grin, I nodded and took another sip of my drink.
“Well don’t leave me in suspense! Tell me how it happened.”
This time I switched to speaking and summarized everything. I kept it vague but gave enough details to where she got the point. Excitement beamed in her eyes the whole time I explained.
“I do not feel guilty about it. Is that wrong?”
Summer grew serious. “Listen to me, Kyra. I know I give Rome a lot of hate, and for good reason, but when I say this, it isn’t me just hating on him, okay? Rome never deserved you. He was selfish and preyed on you because you were young and vulnerable. He knew you didn’t have anyone and used that to his advantage. Creed saw that in two months and he showed you what it’s really like for someone to care about you. Don’t feel wrong for putting yourself first and finally being with someone who takes care of you properly. You never fit into Rome’s world and I don’t mean just because of money, the two of you were too different and not in a good way. That guilt you don’t feel is your subconscious telling you what you’ve already known.”
One thing about my cousin was she might joke around a lot, but I knew in the end she would never steer me wrong. She was the only person in the world who always had my back and I could count on. I knew she was right too. Deep down, part of me always knew Rome wasn’t right for me, but I wanted things with us to work so badly because I finally thought I had found the love I had been desperately searching for. I ignored one too many signs and being around Creed only confirmed that.
“What if things do not work out though? I could ruin everything.”
“Or you can gain everything. I still don’t know him like that. Which, btw, we need to change!” She gave me a narrow glare. “But Creed doesn’t seem like the type of guy to play games. Just don’t rush into anything. I know you still have feelings for Rome and you need to sort that out too. Take some time and really think about what you want. I’m sure Creed will understand that.”
I pushed out a deep breath and twisted my lips. Summer was right again. I had a lot to think about. Creed had a lot of great attributes that attracted me to him, but I didn’t want to rush things. I still had to figure out my situation with Rome and part of me was scared that because I wasn’t fully satisfied in my relationship that I’d easily fallen for Creed. He deserved more than being a rebound guy. So many things between us clicked that I got caught up in my feelings.
Summer placed her hand on top of mine. “It’s gonna work out, cousin. Even if you two don’t work out, I believe he came into your life for a reason.”
That I could agree with. Creed had helped me in so many ways in the short time since he’d been here. I wasn’t sure I could ever thank him. Still, the thought of us not working out made my heart cry in ways it never did about Rome and that told me maybe I was in deeper than I thought.