6. Cutter
CUTTER
I look at the brewing instructions on the back of the bag of coffee, surprised to read that for every cup of coffee, I should be using one and a half tablespoons of grounds. Not the three that I usually do.
After measuring out the correct amount of coffee and water, I start up the coffee maker.
Opening the fridge, I grab the creamer and whipped cream I picked up at the store last night after Sadie went to sleep.
I set them on the counter along with a box of raw sugar crystals and a bottle of hazelnut syrup, which I was shocked the little grocery store in town carried.
We didn’t discuss Sadie spending another night, but how could I send her away after what we shared yesterday?
She shined her light into the darkest corners of my soul, and then forgave me for sins she doesn’t even know about.
Sadie saw me spiraling about my father and didn’t hesitate to step in and calm me down.
I even snapped at her, but she saw right through the anger, straight to the heart of my shame.
Her words echoed in my head all night. We can’t change the past, but we get to decide how we live in the present.
How did she know what I needed to hear? I didn’t even know.
She gave me permission to let go of the past. While I still don’t know how to do that, for the first time since the incident, I want to try.
As if that weren’t enough of a revelation for one day, I went and stole a kiss from her. Jesus, her lips, her taste, her needy whimpers…
“Morning,” Sadie says, her voice soft with sleep.
I turn my attention toward the woman changing everything about me, unable to help myself from scanning her deliciously curvy body. She’s wearing one of my t-shirts, which is long enough to be a dress on her. God, she looks good enough to eat. I might have to do just that.
“Morning,” I cough out, trying to get control of my lustful thoughts.
“What is all this? Oh my god, Cutter!” Sadie grins at me and then studies the spread of coffee fixings on the breakfast bar. “Did you go into town for these? Just for me?”
The confused yet hopeful look in her emerald eyes makes me want to wrap her up in my arms and kiss the top of her head.
It’s as if no one has ever gone out of their way to do something nice for her, which I suppose lines up with what she’s told me about her past. Foster care, too many kids, likely abuse at the hands of the people who were supposed to care for and love her.
Each new piece of her story tears at my jagged heart.
I want to be better for her, to give her everything she never had growing up.
“You made it sound so good that I wanted to try it for myself,” I finally answer.
Sadie narrows her eyes suspiciously at me, which has my dick twitching beneath my jeans. “You look like you haven’t had sugar in years.” Her cheeks glow pink as her gaze roams over my body, and I remember that I never put a shirt back on after my workout and shower this morning.
Fuck it, how can I resist the curvy little goddess when she’s staring at me with an intoxicating mix of desire and innocence? I stalk toward her, and she turns in her seat, the barstool making her the perfect height for me to step between her parted thighs.
“You like what you see?” I ask, my voice deep and gravelly. I cup her cheek, then slide my hand down, wrapping my fingers lightly around her throat.
Sadie lets out a soft moan as she tilts her head up, those green eyes foggy with lust. “Yes,” she whispers. The tip of her tongue darts out, wetting her bottom lip.
“Me, too,” I growl a millisecond before fusing my lips to hers.
She somehow tastes sweeter than I remember, her citrusy flavor branding me for all of time. Sadie parts those precious lips of hers and lets me in, lets me drink more of her down, lets me become utterly addicted to her.
Our tongues tangle as my hands slide up and down her body, over the curve of her breast, her ribcage, her curvy waist, finally landing on her rounded, mesmerizing, mouthwatering hips.
I pull her toward me and slide my hands lower to her thighs, lifting Sadie onto the counter in one swift move.
She moans loudly as we both get completely lost in this kiss.
I already know it won’t be our last. No fucking way.
I need more, need to feel her skin under my tongue, need to lap at those perky nipples, need to breathe her in. I need to see her come. I need to smell her release as it drips down my chin.
Reluctantly, I break our kiss so I can fill my lungs with air. She follows me like our lips are connected by magnets. It pleases me to know she's as addicted to me as I already am to her.
I watch as she catches her breath, her eyes closed, lips swollen, cheeks flushed.
“Beautiful,” I whisper into the side of her neck before placing a soft kiss there.
Her pulse beats rapidly, which makes me groan and lick the same spot. She bucks her hips, grazing her hot little pussy against me.
“Do you like it when I kiss you here, Sadie?” I ask as I continue trailing kisses up and down her slender column.
“Yes, Cutter,” she whimpers.
I growl into her skin, my already hard dick becoming granite at the sound of my name on her lips.
She tilts her neck, baring the soft flesh to me.
I feel like a wolf, needing to sink my teeth into my prey.
Her skin is smooth and warm beneath my lips, and she shudders when the tip of my tongue grazes her heated flesh.
“Please,” Sadie whimpers again as I slowly kiss my way down her chest, over the fabric of the shirt she’s wearing. “I need more. Please, Cutter.”
My large hands skim up her soft belly, higher, higher, until my thumbs graze the sensitive underside of her breasts.
Sadie lifts her arms, giving me the green light to remove her shirt.
I grip the hem of the too-large shirt and slowly slide it up her body, revealing inch after creamy inch of skin to my hungry eyes.
“You’re so beautiful, Sadie. You’re perfect,” I whisper onto her lips before kissing her again, softly this time.
“How do you know? You haven’t even seen everything yet.”
There’s that spark I can’t seem to get enough of.
“Let’s fix that.” I practically tear the shirt off her, and then stand back and admire her perfect, round, perky tits.
“Fucking hell,” I whisper. I brush the back of my knuckles down the top of one breast and over the pebbled little nipple, loving the way she trembles at my touch.
Leaning down, I lick over her aching peaks before blowing cold air on them.
Sadie gasps as her thighs tighten around my waist. I suck on her breast, hard , loving the way her body fits so perfectly with mine.
I caress her thick thighs as I suck and nibble one breast and then the other.
She leans back with her hands on the counter, thrusting her chest out for me and pushing her breast deeper into my mouth.
I groan at her offering and then pop off her tit only to repeat the process on the other one. The whole time, my thumbs massage circles on the insides of Sadie’s thighs, inching higher and higher.
“Oh, god, ohmygod, I…”
“Shit, are you going to come for me right now?”
She cries out as I pull her nipple through my teeth, her legs shaking, her heart pounding in her chest. I feel the heat of her pussy as she grinds down against my throbbing cock, seeking the friction she needs.
“I think… I think…”
My hands slide around to her back, holding her up just as her arms give out.
Sadie throws her head back in a silent scream as I bite her nipple.
I watch in complete awe as this goddess comes in my arms. Every muscle in her back tenses and releases as I hold her close and kiss all over her breasts and neck.
Finally, Sadie goes limp in my arms. I gather her up and hold her close to my chest, kissing the top of her head.
“You’re incredible,” I whisper.
“You’re the one who did all the work,” she says, her voice muffled. I smirk at her response.
“Don’t count yourself out. You put on quite a show,” I tell her. I lean back slightly and notice Sadie’s cheeks are bright red. Is she embarrassed? She never has to be self-conscious around me.
“Sorry, I just… I’ve never… well, you know. This is all new to me.”
I nod in understanding. “I’ve never had a connection like this, either,” I say softly.
“It’s not just that. What I’m trying to say is, I’m still, uh… I’m still…”
She hides her face in her hands while I try to figure out what she means.
Suddenly, it all clicks.
Peeling away one small hand and then the other, I place a kiss on both palms and wrap them around my neck. I rest my forehead on hers and breathe her in. “Are you telling me you’re a virgin, sweetheart?”
“Yes,” she whispers. Sadie bites that damn lip of hers, and I can’t help but take her mouth in a possessive kiss.
“Jesus, Sadie,” I growl before diving in again. “Am I the first to see these tits too?”
She nods.
“Need your words.”
"Yes, Cutter."
I grunt in approval and kiss my way down her neck and chest until I'm nuzzling between her perfect mounds.
And then I kiss lower.
My lips trail over her torso and stomach as I gently lay her out on the counter and kneel in front of her. “Am I going to be the first to lick your dripping pussy? The first to taste you and suck on your needy little clit?”
Sadie moans as I hook my thumbs in the waistband of the boxers she’s wearing. I pause until I hear her say it.
“Yes,” she pants. “Only you.”
I slide the boxers off her, trailing kisses up the inside of one thigh and then the other. I stroke my fingers through the soft patch of curls decorating her mound, and grin when she shivers and squirms.
“And will I be the first one to dip my fingers into your tight little cunt?”
“Yes!” she moans. “Please, please, I need something.”
"Love when you beg so nicely for me, Sadie," I growl as I throw her legs over my shoulders.
I part her lips with my thumbs and tremble with lust at the sight of her dripping pussy. She's soaking wet, and I can see her clit, engorged and throbbing for me. Precum leaks out of my aching cock as I let her scent wash over me.
Her body shakes in my hands, vibrating with so much need and anticipation.
I blow warm air over her tight cunt and watch it convulse for me, a wave of wetness gushing from her virgin hole.
One drop of honey trickles down to her puckered little asshole, and I lick it up, not stopping until I circle her clit with the tip of my tongue.
“Cutter!” Her voice cracks as she gasps for air.
God, her sounds, the way she says my name… Fuck , it makes my cock throb and my balls ache. How can she unravel me with just that small thing?
“Say it again,” I demand.
“Cutter,” she moans. “I like the way that feels.”
“Good,” I murmur. “I like the way it makes you say my name.”
I lap at her sweet pussy, spearing my tongue inside her entrance and scooping up more of her juices to swirl around her clit. Sadie’s hips buck against me, her thighs tighten around my head, and I can tell she’s going to come again.
I want to drag it out more, however.
Looking up from between her legs, I watch her tits rise and fall as she pants for air. She’s captivating, every single thing about her.
I slowly lick the seam where her leg meets her hip, first one, and then the other.
I trace around the outside of her pussy lips, and then dart my tongue into her slit, licking her clit just once.
She twists, and I move my tongue back to doing lazy circles around her folds and dips.
I repeat this process, torturing her, bringing her closer and closer just one lick at a time.
Sucking her clit into my mouth, I swipe my tongue over the tight bundle of nerves again and again until I feel her muscles pull tight, her breath catching in her throat, and then…
I back away, grinning when I hear her frustrated grunt.
“I need it,” she says in frustration.
I simply grin at her impatience. “Trust me, sweet girl. I’ll make it worth the wait.”
I play with Sadie some more, swiping a finger up and down her slick center, chuckling when her greedy cunt tries to suck me inside.
“Love how responsive you are. So fucking sexy.” I tell her right before plunging my first finger inside her.
“Oh!” Her surprised little yelp turns into a moan as I pump in and out. “God, yes. More, please, more…”
I growl in approval and shove two fingers inside her dripping pussy while biting down on her clit.
Sadie bows her back off the kitchen counter, every single muscle in her body drawn up tight.
Then she jerks her hips up and thrashes underneath me, so much so that I have to keep my other hand over her stomach to keep her from falling off the damn counter.
I keep fingerfucking her as her pussy squeezes me tightly, my thumb taking the place of my mouth so I can watch her curvy little body get overtaken by pleasure. When Sadie gasps for air, I can tell she thinks it’s over. But I keep going.
I curl my fingers up again and again while keeping her pinned to the counter. I feel it. I feel her orgasm deep in her bones. I feel it rising to the surface as I beckon it with my hand deep inside her cunt, fingers smacking with each thrust.
“Cutter, I’m…”
“Let it happen, Sadie. Let go for me.”
“Ah, ah, ah, oh fuck, ohmygod, there, right there…”
Sadie screams and shatters so beautifully for me. I withdraw my hand and bury my face between her legs, gripping her ass in my hands and bringing her closer to me so I can drink down all of her release. I can’t even breathe, but I don’t give a fuck. She’s exquisite.
“Too… much…” She tries to twist out of my grip, but I snarl at her like the feral beast she makes me. I lick that pussy clean and feel the final tremors of her orgasms leave her in a shuddering breath.
I stand and scoop Sadie’s limp body up in my arms and sit us down on the couch, with her curled up in my lap.
It’s a special kind of hell having the sexiest woman I’ve ever seen, completely naked on my lap while my cock is aching and harder than it’s ever been, but this wasn’t about that. Her pleasure will always come first.
I cup her head with one hand and tuck her into my chest, while stroking her bare back with my other hand, hoping to provide some comfort to her after such an intense first sexual experience.
“You did so good,” I praise. “You’re so beautiful, letting me have control of your pleasure like that,” I whisper before kissing the top of her head. “Are you okay, sweetheart?”
“So good,” Sadie breathes out as she snuggles deeper into my embrace. I don’t know where to go from here, but I’m content to have this incredible woman in my arms for now. In fact, I think I might be content to have this woman in my arms forever.