CHAPTER FIVE
CHAPTER
FIVE
Lana allowed Jayson to lead her away from the small group without a moment’s hesitation. Holy shit, what the hell did I get myself into!
“You good, baby?”
“Yeah, I’m good. Go get a quick shower and change. I’ll hang out here.”
Lana leaned back against the wall and waited for Jayson to quickly shower and change back into his regular clothes. She honestly started to question her decision to see where this went.
Today’s showdown was going to be the first of many, she knew it. Did she have it in her to deal with this day in and day out?
“Lose the negative thoughts, baby! You’re not going anywhere but with me to my car so I can take you home.”
“How’d you know what I was thinking?”
Lana huffed when Jayson stopped in the middle of the parking lot and stared at her. How could someone see inside her soul so fast like he had?
“Because, Lana, your eyes give you away. I meant what I said. You are mine. I protect what is mine.”
Lana looked up at Jayson with wonder. He thinks he can protect her, but there was so much he didn’t know about her.
If he truly knew what she needed protection from, would he still want her? Yeah, he could protect her from Ashe and her horde, but there was so much more he didn’t know about.
“You can’t protect me from everything, Jayson.”
“Baby, I would protect you from the devil himself. Trust me.”
“I do. I’m just scared.”
Lana’s heart skipped a beat when Jayson pulled her into his arms. How the hell she was a goner for this boy in such a short time, she didn’t know.
“What has you scared, baby?”
Lana sighed deeply, inhaling his scent at the same time. “Everything. You getting busy and forgetting me. Ashe and her goons starting shit and causing problems for you. Giving you my heart and losing it when you leave me…”
Lana couldn’t stop the tears streaming down her face. All she could do was hold on for dear life.
“I will never break your heart, Lana. You and your heart are the two most precious things I will ever have. And baby…”
Lana’s breath caught in her chest when Jayson leaned back and tilted her chin up to look at him. She wanted to melt at the intensity shining in his eyes.
“I will never forget you. That kiss alone, when you agreed to be mine, guarantees I will never be able to forget you, baby. Just so you know, you have my heart in the palm of your hands. So don’t break mine.”
“Never!”
Lana moaned when Jayson’s lips descended onto hers. When she felt his tongue requesting access, she gladly opened her lips to grant it entrance.
She felt cherished when he touched her. Held her.
In his kisses, she felt wanted. Desired.
“Get in the car, baby. I’ll be right there.”
“Did I do something wrong?”
Lana heard the strain in his voice at his request. She knew she didn’t have any experience with guys and kissing.
When Jayson guided her hand to his crotch, she stilled. His cock was huge and hard under her hand.
Would that even fit? What would it feel like sliding inside of her?
“Lana, baby, let go of my cock before you get mounted on the hood of my car. My cock wants inside of your pussy, and you are not ready for that yet. Soon…”
Lana didn’t remember Jayson removing her hand from his crotch, then stiffly putting her into his car. She didn’t remember giving him the directions to her home either.
“What’s going through our mind now?”
“W-why do you keep saying I’m not ready yet? You say you’re crazy about me. I have your heart and other things. But yet, you end it with ‘I’m not ready yet’. Is it because I’m not a good kisser? Do you still-”
“Do not finish that sentence, Lana.”
Lana jerked in shock at the anger in Jayson’s voice. “I’m trying to understand.”
She watched as Jayson closed his eyes and took several deep breaths. When he opened his eyes, he seemed calmer.
“I’m sorry, baby. Let me ask you a couple of questions, okay?”
“Okay.”
“Have you ever kissed a guy before me?”
“Timothy Miller in the second grade. Never brushed his teeth. I puked afterwards.”
Lana couldn’t help the smirk when Jayson growled at the name then blinked at the rest of her answer in confusion. She should tell him she had the flu but decided against it.
“Since then?”
“No. You’re the first.”
“Fuck! Okay, that answers my next question. Have you ever been with a guy, orally or sexually?”
“Sexually, no. I’m a virgin. What do you mean by orally?”
“Have you ever sucked cock? Given a hand job? Had someone’s mouth on your pussy? Let a guy finger your pussy?”
“No!” Lana whispered in embarrassment at her lack of experience.
“That’s why you aren’t ready yet. I don’t want you to think you have to give yourself to me.
I want you to want that. Need that. There is no rush.
We have all the time in the world. I’m not going anywhere.
You are the only one I want, Lana. When you are ready.
My dick is on lockdown, except when you are around. ”
“Lockdown?”
“Baby, my dick only wakes his ass up when you are near. Every chick I have been with has had to work for him to wake up. That alone is why Ashe is being a bitch. Well, that and my claiming you as mine proves she’s got no chance with me ever again.”
“Oh! Okay. Thank you for being honest with me.”
Lana sighed heavily. She admitted to herself she had some serious trust issues.
“Trust me, baby. I would never hurt you. You have the power to hurt me. Something no one has ever had the power to do before.”