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FOR THE REST OF THE week, Malik and Kyria didn’t even take one step out of his suite, with the sheikh determined to “train” her into being accustomed to his presence. Basically, it involved Kyria needing to stick close to the sheikh whenever and wherever. For the most part, it also inevitably involved slaps, kicks, and punches.
On the second day of her stay, the sheikh had brought his local managers to his suite’s private library only to find Kyria already occupying the room. She was standing in front of the bookshelves, perusing a particular novel, and she had looked up in surprise when they entered the room. She tried to excuse herself seeing that they were about to have a meeting, but the sheikh, who was leaning idly against his desk, only shook his head and motioned for her to come forward.
“Mr. Carter, please proceed with your report.” As he spoke, the sheikh drew Kyria close, her back against his chest, and one arm wrapped around her waist in a casually possessive gesture. His chin settled on top of her head, the sheikh turned to the now-gaping Mr. Carter.
“Go on, Carter. You were saying about our stock prices?”
Mr. Carter hastily resumed his report, nervous but reluctantly fascinated at how the notoriously aloof sheikh was being so openly affectionate with his mother’s ward. Meanwhile, Kyria did her best not to squirm in the sheikh’s hold, reminding herself over and over that this was ‘purposeful embarrassment’ in action.
You can handle this, Kyria Markides. You must. You will—-
The arm around her waist moved slightly, the sheikh’s hard muscles now pressing against the undersides of her breasts.
Oh!
Kyria whirled around unthinkingly.
SLAP!
The second manager broke off, everyone turning pale at the tense silence that followed.
The sheikh stared down at Kyria.
“I...saw...a...fly on your face?”
The managers’ jaws dropped. How could the young woman see a fly when she had her back to the sheikh?
Malik slowly smiled. “Then I guess I should thank you.”
The managers wondered if they were going crazy. Had the sheikh truly fallen for such a flimsy excuse?
And this was just the start. More similar incidents followed, and eventually the staff became used to the violent hilarity of the encounters between the sheikh and Kyria. He would come up to her from behind to steal a kiss, and she would end up nearly poking him in the eye. He would wait to catch her unawares so he could sweep her off her feet, and she would end up almost stabbing him in the chest with her pen. To any stranger, any of these incidents would be more than enough reason to send for the authorities, but then they would see the way the sheikh and the young woman looked at each other, hear the way they spoke to each other—-
Let sleeping dogs lie , the staff would think to themselves with a fatalistic shrug.
Although the days remained eminently stressful for Kyria, the nights were very much the opposite, although this was much to her secret shame. There were also new lessons to learn, but they were of a different kind – a secret, pleasurable kind, and one that she always helplessly ended up begging more of. In the following nights, he had taught her how to surrender to his touch, showed her the beauty in giving in to his mastery and letting him take complete control of her the moment they were in his bedroom.
Stand straight and let your breasts thrust out. Cup them. Feed me like you know I’m starving for the taste of you.
Such were his commands, but even though they made Kyria blush all over and her toes curl, she couldn’t help obeying him. It wasn’t just because she knew that he would reward her with pleasure. Mostly, it was also because of how he looked at her, of how he touched her and made her feel. In his eyes, she was a beautiful, irresistible siren, the only woman capable of driving him wild. She had always hated how small her breasts were, but the way Malik could feast on them for hours eventually got rid of all her insecurities. She used to hate being so petite, but eventually these doubts also whittled away, with Malik often groaning how he loved how her size allowed him to pleasure her in even the smallest and tightest of corners.
Of course, Malik also taught Kyria how to pleasure him, and for these lessons she was quite the eager pupil. No sound was as sweet as hearing Malik’s hoarse, rough growls as she stroked and sucked on his cock, and there was nothing more arousing than the knowledge that she, Kyria, was the one to give him such pleasure.
And after, in a mutual state of exhaustion in which they would either lounge in his enormous tub or on the bed, with Kyria resting atop his powerful frame, they would just...talk. The first night, they had spoken of Katerina. Rather, the sheikh had been the one to bring her up, and Kyria had bolted up, clutching the sheets to her naked body. Somehow, hearing the other girl’s name made her feel tense and vulnerable, paranoid and defensive, and she hated it.
Swallowing hard, she said haltingly, “If you’re about to tell me you’re in love with her—-”
The sheikh abruptly sat up at her words, a stunned expression falling on his handsome face. “Hell no!”
Kyria bit her lip. “I wish I can believe you.”
“Nothing ever happened between us.” The sheikh exhaled in frustration. “I’m not lying. I know it may have seemed that way, and I admit that I had entertained the idea of hooking up—-” When the sheikh felt Kyria stiffen, his arms instantly tightened around her. “It was an idea brought by desperation,” Malik said forcefully. “That’s all. But nothing came out of it. She was always in love with her ex, and in fact she’s gotten back together with him. I’ve partnered with him in business, and Himura’s the only reason that I occasionally hear from her.”
“But you went to visit her in Tokyo,” Kyria mumbled under her breath. Was she really supposed to think nothing of it?
“Yes,” he allowed grimly. “I did.”
Her eyes widened in incredulous hurt. And that’s it?
“At that time...” The sheikh was visibly struggling to speak. “I was still...raw...over what happened between us.” The sheikh had never been the type to explain his actions, but at that moment he knew he would do anything to vanquish the unspoken pain he saw in Kyria’s eyes. “I seized any excuse to leave Ramil, tried anything that had the possibility of making me forget you.”
“Katerina—-” And this time, Kyria, too, was having difficulty speaking. “You thought she could be one of those possibilities?”
“I did.” The sheikh’s lips twisted. “But it didn’t work. None of it worked—-” He broke off as if he had suddenly recalled something distasteful.
“Malik?”
His jaw hardening, he said flatly, “I don’t want to lie to you, Ky. All these years...I was no saint. I know you know I’ve had women, and in the past two years there were a lot more of them. I wanted to fuck all of your memories out of my mind, but every time I did have a woman in my arms, I would close my eyes and see you.” He saw her pale, but his gaze remained on hers, unflinching. “In my mind, I was fucking you .”
A tiny gasp of shock escaped Kyria, and the sheikh’s jaw clenched more tightly. He mentally prepared himself for all kinds of recriminations, telling himself that he deserved whatever she threw at him.
But when she finally spoke, it wasn’t at all what he expected.
“I’m glad.”
They were words he had wanted to hear without knowing it, and Malik found himself sucking in his breath when he saw the rest in her gaze.
Desire, white-hot, tumultuous, uncontrollable, the kind that didn’t care about right or wrong—-
The kind others might find sick and depraved—-
The kind that shouldn’t have existed in two people who were raised to see each other as siblings—-
With those eyes, she was asking him to make love to her, and they both knew it. She was asking him to do what he had been dying and aching to do for as long as he could remember, but somehow, a part of him simply knew.
“You’re not going to take me.” Her whispered words were not a question, and her faint tone was underlined by hurt.
The sound made him expel his breath, and the sheikh clasped her face with both hands. “No, Ky. Not just yet.”
“Why?”
“Because I need you to be sure about us.” His jaw clenched. “Even now, a part of me is furious with myself for touching you. I still feel like I’ve taken advantage of you.”
“But you didn’t,” Kyria cried out. “You’re never the type to take advantage, Malik, and you would never take advantage of me of all people.”
Her impassionate defense made him smile, but even so the sheikh said with gentle firmness, “Not just yet.”
“But Malik—-”
“We’ll both know,” the sheikh said quietly, “when it’s the right time. I can promise you that at least.”
And so Kyria had to satisfy herself with those words, knowing that it was the last time they’d speak of that topic, and with her worries about Katerina over as well, their late-night talks eventually turned to more pleasant matters.
Most times, Kyria would succeed in convincing Malik to tell her about past instances that might have given him an idea about his attraction to her. The first time she had asked him of this, he had given her a look. “You really are quite the sadist, aren’t you?”
But even so, he had eventually given in, just like he always did, and Kyria could listen to him for hours after. He told her of how he had first found her sexually attractive at sixteen, and of how he had rigidly controlled his reactions towards her since then. The women he had fucked while pretending they were Kyria, she already knew, but what stunned her was how he had felt afterwards. He told her of how he would never let himself to be near her if he had just come back from fucking another woman.
“I know it doesn’t make sense,” Malik said with a self-deprecating shrug, “but that’s how I felt. I felt like I’d end up making you dirty if I touched you with the same hands that had touched another woman’s body.”
Those words had awed and humbled her, but more than that it made her realize just how much she meant to him, and how long and how hard he had to suffer while waiting for her.
“I wish I had known back then,” she couldn’t help whispering afterwards. Turning around, she placed her hands on his naked chest and pushed herself up so she could have a better look at his beloved face. “I’m sorry, Malik. I wish I had known so much sooner—-”
He slowly shook his head. “I don’t.”
“But you were suffering—-”
“If you had known earlier,” he said flatly, “then I wouldn’t have been able to help myself. I would have fucked you the moment I knew you wanted me back – and your age wouldn’t have mattered to me.”
Oh.
He stared up at her with dark, haunted eyes. “Does it scare you, Ky? How much I want you?”
She knew she should say ‘yes.’ She knew she should think he was wrong, and that her age should have mattered. But she couldn’t. She just couldn’t.
“I’ll never be scared of you, Malik,” she whispered.
He let out a despairing laugh. “You should be.”
“Maybe. But I can’t.” A tender smile wobbled on her lips. “You know what I always say. You’re my favorite person in the world—-”
A hoarse chuckle escaped the sheikh.
“So how can I ever be scared of you?”
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