Chapter 53
Fogginess still rolled around in her head, but she knew exactly what he meant.
He moved off the bed, leaving her splayed out in front of him and he started to remove the pants he had slept in. She didn’t have the energy to move, or even the desire to while she watched him undo his pants.
She wasn’t shocked when his large hard length emerged from his pants as he shoved them off. Her eyes locked on it as he started to move closer. He was a large man, it only made sense he was bigger than she had ever seen, or been with.
Hesitation prickled on the back of her neck, but not because of Kaden himself, but worried if it was going to be painful. He must have caught on to her tension, his arm slowly wrapping under her and moved her back up onto her pillow.
“Do you want me to stop?” he whispered, his lips inches from her and their eyes now locked onto each other.
“No,” she breathed and lifted her head to meet his lips.
A rumble came from his chest and he positioned himself between her trembling legs, still recovering from the orgasm he ripped out of her.
Seconds later, she felt him slowly start to push into her, her body momentarily going rigid at the new sensation. Her body stretched around him, his slow movement making her moan into his lips as he pushed deeper inside her.
She felt him fully seat himself, her back slightly arched and when his lips parted from hers, she sucked in a breath. He didn’t move for a few seconds, her mind trying to process every feeling vibrating through her body.
His lips found her breast, one of his hands reaching for her own and intertwined their fingers together. She arched into him more, his mouth fully taking in her nipple and when he gently nipped at it, she felt herself clench around him in response.
“You are perfect.” He breathed against her skin, his mouth traveling between her breast and back up her neck.
He then slowly started to move, now that she had adjusted to his size and she let out a soft moan.
Nothing was quick, his body gently moving into hers and she relished it in. He wasn’t just having sex with her, he was slowly making love to her.
“Kaden,” she moaned and tilted her head away from him more so he could continue his light kisses along her neck. “I’m yours, never anyone else again.”
He let go of her hand and pulled her up to him, his arm wrapped around her as they moved. He sat back on his legs, his free hand under one of her thighs and gently set her all the way down onto him.
The change in position made him fill her more, and she placed her shaking arms around his neck to steady herself. Legs wrapped around him, he let his arms move her up and down on his length, her body shuddering against him.
“Mate,” she whispered and rested her forehead on his. “I’m your mate.” The need to confirm it, to say it on her lips was overpowering her.
An audible shaky breath escaped Kaden’s lips and she stayed frozen as she pulled on that bond they shared.
“And I’m yours,” he whispered back, his hand tightening his grip on her thigh. “Is that what you want, Alyra?”
“I don’t want to live in a world that doesn’t have you in it,” she said with a quivering lip. “You have brought me back to life and if death takes you, I want to follow. I choose you.”
His hand left her thigh, his arm behind her the only thing holding her up and he grabbed her face. Gently he pulled her away from him, his eyes locking on hers and she felt her heart beat faster.
“My soul is yours then, into eternity.” He breathed and pulled her into the most passionate kiss she ever had, sending her mind into a faint fog.
His hand moved again to her thigh and started to move her faster on top of him. Her spine tingled as she was filled by him time and time again, his mouth never relenting on hers.
He pushed her back down on the bed, his hand now moving back to her center and when his finger grazed her clit again, she gasped.
“I’m not coming until I feel you shatter around me,” he growled, a feral tone to his voice that made her skin prickle.
Her legs squeezed him while he worked her sensitive spot again, her mind starting to go blank and every nerve in her body felt like she was on fire.
His thrusting got faster, hitting the spot inside that made her entire body tingle with pleasure. He worked her clit, making her head spin and within moments she did just as he said she would.
The sound from her throat was unfamiliar to her, the whimpering scream filling the silence and his mouth covered hers before she woke the entire town.
Warmth erupted out of her, violently pulsing around him and her whole body shook from its intensity. Her mind went to a haze, the feeling of him inside her at that moment couldn’t compare or come close to her past experiences. She was in utter bliss.
His body tensed and when he followed over that same edge he just pulled her over, that bond between them locked in place. He roared, but she kept her lips against him while his body now vibrated due to his release inside her.
She could feel it, their souls molding together as that bond wound around every part of their bodies and when it locked around their hearts, she whimpered.
“Min, jafn eftir dauea.” ‘Mine, even after death.’ he growled into her ear and for the first time in her entire life, she felt utterly invincible.
Labored breathing could be heard throughout the room, both of them trying to catch their breath as Kaden gently pulled out of her and collapsed next to her.
Rolling to his side, he instantly pulled her against him and started to stroke his hands up and down her side. Her body felt like jello and her mind was in a blissful daze.
“Mine,” he whispered, a kiss pressing against her forehead.
“Yours,” she mumbled back, her head tilting to look up at him.
The maroon was almost glowing, the brightest she had ever seen and she dragged her thumb along his lower lips again.
Even though she was exhausted, she could feel herself stirring again and suddenly felt that thread tug. This time though, it was her heart it pulled on and not her stomach.
“What are you thinking?” he asked cautiously.
“How fate has a strange way of intertwining lives,” she mumbled.
He pulled her against him more, her breasts pressing against him and she had a harder time pushing away the heat rising in her again.
“Maybe, but I’m not going to question fate anymore, not when it brought me to you.” His voice was soft, and she couldn’t help but smile at the tender expression on his face.
“Who knew you were such a softy?” she teased.
“Only for you princess.”
He pressed a kiss to her forehead and started to pull away from her, standing next to the bed.
“Stay here,” he whispered and walked towards the bathroom.
She couldn’t help but look at his bare ass as he walked, his muscled back perfectly flowing into the tone cheeks, flexing with every step.
A frown formed on her face once he disappeared around the door, rolling onto her back in disappointment of losing her view. She studied the ceiling, a smile forming on her face in pure happiness of what had just transpired.
No more pain or worries of betrayal, at least in the lovers area of her life. She had Kaden forever now, and there wouldn't be a day that goes by she wouldn’t be thankful for it.
His figure walked back out of the bathroom with a wet towel in hand and she watched him crawl onto the bed between her legs.
“Spread them,” he said casually, her eyebrows lifting to him in confusion. “It’s called aftercare, has no one ever cleaned you up after?”
She rose on her elbows, her eyes studying him to make sure he wasn’t joking and shook her head slowly.
“No one has ever made me a priority in the bedroom,” she said shyly.
“You sure have a history of picking awful males,” he scoffed.
“Until you.”
She watched his eyes soften and then lifted the small towel up, a silent command to lay back down. As soon as she was flat on her back, he pushed her legs open and began to gently wipe her clean of their mixed bodily fluids.
The cloth was warm, and she found it somewhat relaxing in her exhausted state. Once he was done, he pushed her legs over so she was lying on her side and disappeared back into the bathroom.
Neither of them bothered to get dressed and when he crawled into bed behind her, the morning light started to get brighter outside. They might not have to go anywhere today, but she knew things needed to be addressed at some point.
For now, they would just let this moment last a little longer and not let the war outside bother them for a few more minutes.