Chapter Seventeen #2
Needing to get it off my chest, I decide to tell her.
She knows Colt well and might be able to help with this…
situation. “I think I’m pregnant, Anna,” I say, closing my eyes and dropping my chin to my chest. It was harder to say than I thought it’d be.
There’s nothing, no noise or comment from her, so I open one eye to look at her.
She’s staring at me, eyes wide and her mouth open.
She’s as shocked as I am about the whole thing.
I rest my head in my hands, and her hand rubs my back as a new wave of panic hits me.
“Does he know?” she asks in the quietest voice I’ve ever heard, less than a whisper.
I shake my head and look up at her with tears in my eyes. “No. He’s going to leave me, isn’t he?”
Her face is etched with concern. “Dee, I… wait! You said think? Does that mean you don’t know for sure?”
“I’m late, but I haven’t taken a test. I’m too scared, and I only realized last night, and my head has been in a spin cycle ever since.”
She nods in acknowledgment, and I see her thinking hard about something. “Okay, can you wait till tomorrow to find out? We have our shopping trip. We can buy a test without arousing suspicion, and I’ll be there when you take it. It’ll be fine. I promise to be there with you every step of the way.”
I choke back the tears, threatening to fall. “I don’t ever want to take the test. If I do that, then this could really be happening.”
“Yeah, I know, but you have to find out, Dee. Don’t worry about Colt. I’ll take care of him if I need to. We’ll go to the shops after breakfast and get it over with, okay?”
“I’d rather not, so then I don’t have to deal with the fallout,” I reply, looking up to see Colt walking toward me with his brows furrowed.
Fuck!
“The fallout from what, Dee?” he asks.
I look at Anna with wide eyes, fear and panic gripping every fiber of my being.
“Dee’s father rang and was demanding that she go back to England. She didn’t want to tell you because she knew it would upset you, and you’d probably want to call her father and abuse him.”
Oh my God, thank you, Anna! How on earth did she come up with that so quickly?
I nod my head, and Colt squats in front of me.
“Baby, I’m not going to abuse your father.
As much as I’d like for him to leave us alone, I know he’s concerned about you.
Stop worrying about him. The tour goes on break soon, so we can head back to England, and he can see you then.
In the meantime, are you ready to rock out tonight?
” he asks with a giant smile that instantly calms my nerves.
“Yep, can’t wait,” I say as he stands, but the soft look on his face tells me he’s concerned.
“Colter!” Sia calls out and signals for him to go over by waving her hand.
He looks down at me and smiles, then jogs off toward Sia and Rob.
Relief runs through me, and I slump my shoulders, thankful he believed Anna. Turning to her, I wrap my arms around her tightly. “What would I do without you, Anna?”
“Probably fall apart,” she chuckles and lets me go.
She’s not wrong.
***
After another incredible show, we walk into the penthouse suite, and Dragon’s Lair is already there. I shake my head and roll my eyes, watching the half-naked girls swarming around Jared.
Colt lets out a small chuckle at my disapproval as we step over to a couch. “You wanna beer?”
I nod, and he wanders off toward the refrigerator when I remember and say, “Colt, actually, can I have a Coke instead?”
He walks straight back to me with a raised eyebrow. “You okay?”
“Yeah, I’m fine. Just don’t want to overdo the drinking tonight. I have a headache and don’t want to make it worse,” I lie.
“Do you need some painkillers? I can get some if you want?”
“Nope, I had some just before. I’ll be okay.”
“Okay, well, we won’t stay for long. Just for a drink or two, and then I’m taking you back to our suite where I can do very naughty things to you,” Colt says before he heads off again for the drinks.
Jared walks over and sits next to me on the sofa. Instantly, I feel nausea hit me hard as his hand rests on my knee. “You had enough of Colt yet, throat-candy?”
I cringe, and my lip curls as his hand moves up my thigh. Irritated, I scoff and push his hand away.
“Oh, c’mon now, you want me. I can see it in the way your body reacts. Why don’t you let me take you to the bathroom? No one has to know. It can be our little secret,” he says, leaning in close and playing with my hair.
“Jared, how my body reacts to you is in total revulsion. I’m not your throat-candy. In fact, I have to physically stop my throat from puking all over you when you touch me. So, no, I will not go to the bathroom or anywhere with you because you disgust me.” I look him straight in the eyes.
He smirks and wiggles his eyebrows. “I like ’em feisty.” He grabs the back of my head and pulls my face toward his to kiss me. I fight him off, but before I know it, his hand has left my head, and he’s thrown to the floor.
“What the fuck are you doing, Coslecki?” Colt roars, his voice echoing off the walls.
“Get it through your arrogant, thick-ass skull that Dee doesn’t want you.
And if you ever try to kiss my girl again, I swear to God, I’ll kick you off this tour right after I cave in your pea-brain head.
” He grabs my hand, yanking me up from the couch with a possessive grip that leaves no room for argument.
Jared is sprawled on his back, laughing like it’s the best entertainment he’s had all week, and then Hux strolls in, casual as hell, a couple of baggies of coke pinched between his fingers.
I meet his eyes, silently daring him to say something, but he doesn’t.
He just looks past his brother, ignoring the chaos as Colt drags me out of the room while saying, “Hux, you’re a fucking idiot.
” We walk out of the penthouse suite, slamming the door, and Colt is dragging me toward our suite.
His steps are quick, and, as usual, I need to rush along to keep up.
He wastes no time pulling me inside and through to the bed. Then, when I turn to face him, he has that look in his eye. The one where he’s in dominant mode, and I’m left with no choice but to go with whatever he has planned—not that I mind.
He spins me around and unzips my dress, letting it fall to the floor.
With no need for direction, I step out of it, and my heels, and then his hands quickly cup my shoulders before running them down my arms and up my spine toward my bra.
Colt unclips it, and it falls to the floor.
He hasn’t said a word, and the silence is unnerving, like it’s meant to be.
I’m wearing no panties, just like he told me to, so I’m standing completely naked with my back to him as I hear the zip of his jeans.
My breathing is heavy as I wait for his next move.
Finally, his clothes fall to the floor, and I eagerly turn my head to look at him.
Colt smacks me on my bare ass, hard, and I jump a little. “Eyes front, baby,” he says in a low husky voice.
Every inch of me tingles in anticipation as I turn back, doing as he says. When his hands grasp my hips, pulling me back into him, I let out a small gasp. Colt’s warmth surrounds me as his lips suck on my neck and his prominent, hard-as-a-rock dick grinds into my ass.
Then he slides a hand between us and pushes on my back, forcing me to bend down.
“Grab your ankles,” he says.
Following his command, I grab my ankles as he takes his moist head and rubs it along my pussy.
Colt takes me to places I’ve never been, and I’m all in.
“God, you’re beautiful like this,” he says, his hand caressing my ass cheek.
When he takes his hand away, I instantly mourn the loss of contact with him. Slap. I yelp at the abrupt sting from Colt’s hand, striking me on my ass. I look around at him, and he slaps me again, then gently rubs my ass cheek, soothing the sting.
Of all the things he has introduced me to, I don’t know if I like this, but I can’t deny I’m dripping wet when his head slides along my pussy. Pain is something I’ve never been a fan of, and what he’s doing to me is painful.
Colt slips his cock inside me, and I breathe heavier.
His hand slaps me again. This time, the pain isn’t as sharp, then, without warning, he rams inside me deeply, taking me by surprise.
The impact knocks me off balance, and my hands instinctively let go of my ankles, reaching out to the bed for support.
He grabs my hips and pulls me from the bed. “Ankles. Don’t worry, I won’t let you fall, baby,” he says.
I grab my ankles, his grip on my hips firm as he moves me on and off him.
Even though he has a bruising hold, and I trust he won’t let me fall, I’m still focusing on not falling over.
With my attention elsewhere and being light-headed from bending over, I’m unsure if I would say this is all that pleasurable.
It’s an interesting experience, that’s for sure.
Colt begins to moan, letting out a low groan as he starts pounding into me with force, and a prickling feeling begins radiating all over my body. He changes his movements, slightly rotating on each thrust, and I can’t help a quiet moan escaping my mouth.
Somehow, it’s starting to feel good. The earlier ambivalence is replaced by need.
He is relentless, and I’m sure his fingertips will leave bruises in their wake. I’m powerless in this position as he thrusts deeper, causing me to moan so loudly it echoes around the room. Closing my eyes, I lose myself, taking everything he’s giving and loving it.
My body starts to shake, and I don’t know if it’s from the position I’m in or if I’m about to come apart from a powerful orgasm.
I’m panting, my breath short and ragged as he continues thrusting at a steady pace.
An intense pressure is building, and my pussy clenches around him, causing him to hiss through his teeth.
“Oh God, Colt,” I say, my voice on the verge of whining.
“I know, baby,” he says, and I tremble. I can’t stop the vibration running through me, and though he said he wouldn’t let me fall, with my thighs shaking like they are, I don’t see how I can stand much longer.
Tensing, my breath hitches, and I feel my imminent climax edging its way closer and closer.
I’m right there as Colt slaps me hard on my ass cheek again, the sudden shock sending me into carnal bliss.
The wave of pleasure flows through me from the tips of my toes to my scalp, which is now tingling, leaving me dizzy.
I scream his name as he rams into me, giving me no time to recover from my intense orgasm.
“Fuck, Dee,” he murmurs, pushing into me so quickly I feel off balance, but true to his word, he keeps me steady on my feet.
My body contracts around his cock. Colt then adjusts his hold on my hips, somehow tighter than before, and pulls me tight against him when he releases a low, drawn-out moan, unloading inside me. His orgasm is so intense I feel every jolt, causing me to whimper in pleasure.
Instinctively, I let go of my ankles and balance my hands on the floor, still bent over in front of him. I’m overwhelmed by all the sensations as I come down. My breathing slows as he catches his breath while gently caressing my ass cheek.
Colt leans over, pulling me up so my back is against his chest, and he wraps an arm around my waist. After bending over for so long, I am dizzy and blink a few times to regain focus.
Still inside me, his hand reaches my breast, tugging on my stiffened nipple while sucking on my neck. The intimate touch, such a stark contrast to his controlling hold, elicits a soft moan, and I sink back against him.
Slowly, he slips out of me, and then his fingers tighten around my neck, turning me to face him.
I’m completely spent.
But as I look into his eyes, I see he’s not finished with me yet.
While I love his want and need for me, I don’t know how I can do anything more right now. Just standing is taking all my energy not to fall.
He leans in, kissing me softly.
Dominant Colt is gone.
The sweet, normal, adorable Colt I love now stands before me.
His hands run down my back and grip my ass cheeks again, lifting me so I wrap my legs around his waist. Then he carries me to the edge of the bed, lying me down, and I caress his face while he’s still trying to rein in his erratic breathing.
Then he leans down, kissing my lips so tenderly they tingle at his touch.
Colt’s dominating nature challenges me and opens my eyes to new pleasures, but when he’s soft and gentle, he truly knows how to make me feel cherished.
Needing him closer, I wrap my hand around his erection, desperate for intimacy.
I position him at the entrance of my pussy, and he slowly enters me, his movements gentle.
My legs grip tightly around his waist, furthering our connection.
Colt’s movements are unhurried, and his tongue finds mine, kissing me passionately while he tenderly slides into me.
“Look at me, Dee,” he murmurs, causing me to open my eyes and stare into his.
Never breaking eye contact, he grabs hold of my wrist in the possessive way I like.
His eyes are burning with lust as his mouth crashes to mine.
My free hand grasps his shoulder blade, and my nails dig into his soft skin, evoking his need to moan.
The way he’s kissing me, his tongue massaging mine, makes me dizzy.
When he thrusts again, my body stiffens, and a tingling sensation races through me. I feel like I’m on fire. Colt increases the pace, sliding deeper with each thrust, and I exhale heavily.
“Oh, Colt,” I murmur, his tongue moving from my mouth, licking up the side of my neck, stopping at my ear, and tugging on my lobe with his teeth. It’s my undoing, and I tense up, tightening all my muscles as a smaller but pleasurable orgasm consumes me.
“Dee,” he says breathlessly when my core tightens around him, and he comes, moaning softly into my neck. His warm breath whispers against my skin, sending a shiver through me.
We lie there trying to control our breathing as we both come back to reality, and he kisses my neck and up my cheek to my lips. Then, as he deepens the kiss, he lets my wrist go.
Satiated, I close my eyes, and my hand moves, grabbing a few locks of his hair and running them through my fingers.
This feels different.
A mutual rush of emotions washes over us, and he rests his forehead on mine, causing me to open my eyes to see him staring at me. His eyes are intense and burning with adoration. I know because I’m sure it’s the same look I am giving him.
I’m in love with him.
And in this moment, his eyes tell me he’s in love with me too.
“Dee, I… I—”
I stop him, knowing what he’s trying to say, but I don’t need him to say the words. “Colt, I know you do. I love you, too.”