Blake
BLAKE
One minute, was staring, a little amazed, as he watched Sean’s face light up with delight. The next, he thought it was a shame people didn’t see that look on him more often. When he realized that despite how rare it was, he had been the cause of Sean’s dark eyes brightening and softly crinkling at the corners, he’d known what he was going to do only a split second before he reached out.
And then he was kissing Sean, and neither of them were moving, unsure what to do. Sean relaxed first, gently pressing into the kiss and curling his hand around ’s arm. The sudden grip on his elbow was enough to break out of his trance, and the moment slammed into his thoughts.
He was kissing another man, and willingly. Not only was it another guy, it was Sean . That thought was both the motivator for pulling Sean in just a little closer, deepening the kiss, and the reason his head was spinning at the thought. Somehow, who it was made the action as enticing as it was bewildering.
Just as he’d been the one to start it, was the first to retreat, slowly pulling away. Sean’s eyes opened once was half a foot away, dark eyes intense as they searched ’s face. He knew the other man was probably trying to read his expression, gauging the emotional weather before stepping out into the storm.
“Okay,” Sean said slowly, tilting his head. “I guess you did enjoy the attention. More than you let on.”
let out a surprised huff of laughter, settling on the loveseat. “I suppose that’s one way of looking at it.”
“It does beg the question of where that came from, though,” Sean pointed out, watching carefully.
shrugged, unsure how to answer that. Sure, he knew what triggered it, but he hadn’t known it was in him to follow through on kissing Sean.
Ash’s words had stuck with him for the last few hours of the party. And while he hadn’t let it interfere with socializing, teasing Eric, or trying to get a rise out of his brother, the words had been stewing in the back of his mind. There had been some truth to her words, and while he wouldn’t admit that to her and risk her never letting him live it down, he acknowledged it privately.
“Am I allowed to get back to you on that?” asked with a wince.
Sean hung his head, shaking it. “Of course, you couldn’t just have an answer ready. The thought just entered your head, and you went with it, didn’t you?”
gave him a half-smile, echoing Sean’s earlier words. “Yes...and no.”
It hadn’t been his plan for the night, and in fact, he suspected he might deal with Ash’s advice and his thoughts and feelings somewhere further down the line. He wasn’t someone to sit on an idea for long, more willing to dive in headfirst and find out where he washed up. Exploring a new part of his sexuality, if that’s what was happening, was something he thought he might have to ponder on for a while before he did anything, if at all.
Apparently, some part of his mind was intent on proving him wrong.
grimaced. “I suppose this is where I’m supposed to freak out and never speak about this again.”
Sean nodded. “And then act as if I never existed, avoiding me at social gatherings to the point of being awkward and obvious.”
“I think I already covered that bit of idiocy after you sleep snuggle-humped me,” said dryly.
Sean covered his mouth, though didn’t know why the man was suppressing his laughter. It had been stupid of to avoid Sean when the entire thing should have been talked about in the first place. Sean had been out cold and had no control over his actions, and should have known better than to act like Sean was guilty of something.
Then again, maybe the fact that part of him had been fixated on that moment, to the point of quiet, background obsession, had been a big part of his avoidance.
Sean leaned back, staring up at the twinkling sky above. “Do you want to talk about what just happened?”
considered that seriously. On the one hand, he didn’t know what he would say, and on the other, he had always done best when he could talk his problems out.
But was it a problem?
“Did I make things awkward by doing that?” asked suddenly.
Sean scrunched up his face in thought. “Awkward? No, I wouldn’t say being kissed by you was awkward. Unexpected, but if we’re going to be honest with one another, it had the expected reaction...for me anyway.”
frowned at him, trying to figure out what the man was talking about. Only when he glanced down, his face growing warm, did he realize what Sean meant. The man was still dressed in the slacks he’d worn for the wedding, and as someone who’d had to wear them many times in his professional career, knew they hid nothing. Which included the outline against Sean’s inner thigh, and though he could see the bulge receding, it was enough for to know just what the expected reaction had been.
“You’re blushing again, aren’t you?” Sean asked, voice laced heavily with amusement.
“No,” spat out.
Sean chuckled again, which did nothing to help the warmth on ’s face. Then again, the fact that despite his confused thoughts, his body was responding certainly wasn’t helping.
“And what if I asked about how you’re doing over there? Would you tell me the truth?” Sean asked, still looking skyward, but his voice low and almost rumbling.
“I won’t lie to you,” said hurriedly, then corrected himself. “Okay, again. Yes, I’m blushing, fuck you.”
Sean smirked, turning to look in the eye. “So, how are you doing?”
“A little confused, not worried,” admitted. “Though my body doesn’t seem all that confused.”
The words left his mouth before he could think about what he was saying. Sean’s brow slowly rose, and before could think to cover himself up or stop Sean, the man looked down. As soon as he caught sight of the obvious outline of ’s cock tenting his shorts, Sean tilted his head as though finding something absolutely fascinating.
“So I see,” Sean said softly, and the heat in his voice sent a twinge of arousal through .
“Jesus, how do you do that?” muttered.
Sean looked up slowly. “Do what?”
“Sound...like that .”
“Like that,” Sean repeated, the heat going from an undercurrent to the surface in those two words.
“Yeah,” said, hearing the shake in his voice.
Sean leaned closer, and ’s breath caught in his throat as he spotted Sean’s hand moving. He knew exactly where that hand was going, and ’s mind went haywire. This was the perfect opportunity to put the brakes on a situation he had created. Sean was slow with his reach, politely allowing to back out before contact was made.
said nothing, save for a soft noise he couldn’t begin to describe when Sean’s fingers wrapped around his shaft. The thin material of his shorts wasn’t nearly enough to block the heat of Sean’s hand. He could feel himself pulse in Sean’s grip, eager even as his brain wanted to know what the hell he had got himself into.
“I see one reason you might be popular with your sex partners,” Sean all but purred in his ear.
“One of the reasons,” said breathlessly.
Sean’s hand moved, fingers gripping the shaft and pumping slowly. His thumb slid upward, over the head, drawing a soft groan from . His mind’s frantic thoughts were draining away as Sean released him, pulling on the waistband of his shorts.
This time, didn’t even consider trying to stop him. In some distant and quiet part of his brain, he was amused at how easy he was. He’d gone from worried and confused, and in the time it took for Sean to cop a good feel, was putty in his hands.
let out a sharp breath as Sean’s hand wrapped around his bare cock. His hips twitched, pushing up into the grip as it slid along the length, stopping only to slide a thumb over the leaking head. Glancing at Sean, he watched intently as the man’s gaze flicked between what he was doing and ’s face.
“You good?” Sean asked, voice deep and rough.
“No complaints,” said, voice shaking but eager.
“Good. Neither do I.” Sean said, accompanying it with a squeeze.
grunted, breath coming out heavy. “Yeah?”
Sean gave a throaty laugh. “I have an incredibly good-looking man’s incredibly nice cock in my hand. So yes, I’d say I have no complaints.”
couldn’t help his laugh, shaky and a little weak. Leave it to Sean to make a dirty statement somehow sound proper. But damned if didn’t feel a blast of arousal go through him at the sound. Sean’s tone overflowing with lust, and his speaking so coarsely was a turn-on never knew he had. He would have to add that to the pile of what he was learning about himself.
Sean’s fingers continued to glide over his shaft, and couldn’t decide if he wanted to watch the other man work or Sean’s face. “A fan, huh?”
“Long, but not intimidating. Thick, but not scary,” Sean listed huskily, thumb gliding over ’s leaking head with each item. “It’s certainly eye candy material, and well, it does give one ideas.”
“Ideas?” whispered, having a good idea of what Sean meant but wanting to hear it anyway.
“Many, many of them,” Sean said, giving another squeeze.
It was accompanied by what assumed was an unconscious lick of his lips, and ’s mind quickly went into overload. Just the hint of his cock sliding between Sean’s lips, watching it disappear into the man’s throat, was enough to make softly whimper with pleasure.
Sean smirked, leaning in closer and capturing ’s mouth with his. ’s attention snapped back to what was happening, and he groaned. He took hold of Sean, pulling the man toward him so that he could sit in ’s lap, his cock between them. Sean gave a low grunt of surprise but pressed harder into the kiss.
Pleasure rippled through him as Sean’s hand never stopped stroking him, his teeth nipping gently at ’s bottom lip. As he marveled at how surprisingly well Sean fit in his lap, parted their lips, letting their tongues dance across one another. There was the taste of the sweet beer, the feel of Sean’s fingers stroking expertly along his cock, and the weight and warmth of his body pressed against ’s.
It was new but familiar at the same time. Sean wasn’t as small as his brother and was certainly larger than any woman who’d ever been in ’s lap. Yet, there was something comforting, inviting, about the man’s weight. The hand around his cock was bigger than any before, but wasn’t going to argue with the skill being used. His body felt hot, and he realized he was thrusting up into Sean’s hand eagerly.
“Yes,” Sean goaded, tightening his grip. “Come for me. Let me see it.”
Under any other circumstances, would have made a comment about Sean being bossy. With his cock in the other man’s hand and him practically panting for more, however, couldn’t summon the will. What he could summon, however, was a low, shaky groan as Sean’s words washed through him.
Catching Sean’s mouth with his own again, if only for the sake of privacy, pushed up into his hand one last time. His orgasm ripped through him, and he moaned hard against Sean’s lips. His cock jerked in Sean’s grip, splattering them both as he shot between them. His stomach tightened as he heard Sean return the sound, groaning low and deep as he held tight, making sure to get every last drop from .
The strength drained out of him, and carefully, pulled away from Sean to slump against the back of the loveseat. Sean stayed perched on his lap for a moment before slowly releasing ’s cock. He glanced down at himself, chuckling as he slid off ’s lap.
“Either you’re messy on top of everything else, or you’ve been very pent up,” Sean commented as he stood up.
cracked open an eye and looked the other man over. Sure enough, had made a mess of both of them. could swap out his shorts and tank top without much fuss, but Sean was still dressed in his slacks and dress shirt from the wedding.
“Oh, that’s gonna be a bitch to get out,” muttered. “Sorry about that.”
Sean smirked, dark eyes doing what could only call smoldering. “Oh, don’t worry about it. You’ll hear no complaints out of me.”
“Getting ideas again?” asked with a faint chuckle.
“More like adding more details to the idea. Do you always shoot that much?”
“Jesus. I never realized you were dirty, and now I’m finding out that you have a filthy mouth with every sentence you say.”
“Complaining?”
“It was enough to make me harder than I’ve been in ages and shoot like a teenager. So, no.”
Sean chuckled, reaching down to adjust his groin. “Good to know.”
snorted. “Is this the part where you ask me how I’m feeling?”
“I suspect that’s the last thing you want at the moment,” Sean said.
“Mm, you would be right. I want to enjoy one of the better orgasms I’ve ever had and worry about everything else later,” told him, closing his eyes again.
“One of the better, eh? I wonder if any of my other tricks might have got me into the top spot,” Sean said.
almost made a playful comment back but held off. Considering how just the mental image of Sean sucking him off had been enough to rocket him toward orgasm, he didn’t even want to think about what it would be like to experience it. If anything, he should let this incident sink into his brain before he tried to think about anything else.
cracked an eye open. “If you want to go clean off and get dressed, I won’t hold you here.”
“Well, I had planned to sleep as well,” Sean said, watching him. “But I also don’t want just to leave.”
“I’m not going to freak out if I’m left alone,” told him.
Sean hesitated, seemed to reconsider what he was going to say, and shook his head. “Alright, if you’re good.”
wondered what he’d originally been going to say but figured if Sean didn’t say it, he didn’t want to. Despite being on good terms and the fact that they had gotten physically closer than Sean had been with any other man, he didn’t think they were quite at the point where they could start grilling each other on their innermost thoughts.
“Go to sleep,” told him. “I want to enjoy the night a bit longer. Since we’re heading home tomorrow, I want to soak up what I can.”
Sean nodded slowly. “You might want to change as well when you can find the energy.”
“Probably,” agreed with a grin.
Sean’s eyes swept over him one last time, expression unreadable. “Sleep well when you get there, .”
“After a long day, drinks, and uh, this? I think I’ll sleep like a baby.”
“Good. And I’ll do my best not to cuddle or molest you in my sleep again.”
snorted, watching Sean walk back into the house. The man stopped inside, glancing out the window for a moment before going up the stairs. frowned, wondering what had Sean so concerned. Was giving off the impression that he was about to have a meltdown?
He didn’t feel like he was. In some distant way, he knew the whole situation was outside his normal reality. He’d just been jerked off by another guy and by Sean, of all people, that was bizarre enough on its own. But also, it had been Sean, who felt deep down he could trust, and well, it had felt good.
For the moment, he was perfectly content to bask in the post-orgasm warmth and listen to the insects, the wind, and the crackle of the fire. Everything else could wait until morning.