36. Chapter Thirty-Six
~Felix~
Nothing had ever fulfilled me the way bringing my mate to orgasm did.
Overall, I enjoyed my life a great deal: good friends, good food, a pack I’d willingly die for and an Alpha I could serve without reservation. Nothing had seemed to be missing, but nestled between Evalina’s legs, I finally saw the truth.
I’d only been half alive before her.
Her happiness was my happiness. Her successes were mine and her problems too. She was my other half, and every minute spent in her presence tied me closer and deeper to her.
But at that particular moment, my only focus was making her feel as good as possible.
“Lesson number two?” I pressed another kiss against her inner thigh, my mouth inches from her delicious pussy. “There are multiple ways we can make each other feel good. That time, I only used my mouth, but this time, I’m going to get my fingers involved.”
My cock throbbed as I inhaled her sweet scent again, desperate to play its part, but I pressed my hips into the mattress instead, stifling my groan at the friction. As small as Evalina was, I would have to go slow to make sure I didn’t cause her any more pain than absolutely necessary. Getting her as relaxed and wet as possible would help, and using my fingers to stretch her out a bit first seemed like a good idea.
Not to mention I simply couldn’t wait to feel her on my hand.
I wanted to know how every part of her felt on every part of me. I wanted the knowledge so firmly entrenched in my memory that I could summon it whenever I needed a reminder of just how blessed I was or simply to make me smile.
My tongue found her clit again and Evalina gasped, her body still sensitive from her orgasm, and her thighs clenched together out of instinct. Gently, I pushed them apart, keeping the pressure of my mouth light and teasing until she relaxed and began to subtly angle her hips towards me again, silently asking for more.
Keeping my mouth where it would distract her most, my index finger began to trace around her opening, giving her plenty of warning and plenty of time to change her mind if she wanted to. She didn’t; in fact, her hips pushed further towards me, as if she could draw me in through sheer force of will.
Slowly, I slid my finger into her, groaning against her clit as the warm, wet walls of her pussy closed around me, and Evalina let out a soft moan.
“Sugarlumps.”
Instantly, both my hand and my mouth stilled, and I raised my head to look at her. “What?”
Her eyes gazed down at me from beneath her half-closed lids, a look close to pain on her pretty face. “Please, don’t stop.”
I had no intention of it, but first, I needed to clarify what I thought I heard. “What did you say before that?”
An enticing red blush began to creep up her cheeks. “Nothing. It was nothing.”
She couldn’t lie to save her life, and seeing her flustered like this made me almost giddy. I couldn’t have stopped the grin that spread across my face even if I wanted to. “It didn’t sound like nothing.”
With a groan, Evalina slapped her palms against the mattress. “It’s a fae curse word, kind of. One that we’re allowed to say as children.”
She was too adorable for words. “Sugarlumps?”
Her cheeks flamed crimson but her gaze turned defiant. “Do you want me to say something else instead?”
“I want you to say whatever you feel like saying. I want you to moan and cry out my name, and anything else that comes into your head. But ‘sugarlumps’ might just be the cutest damn thing I’ve ever heard.”
Her eyes narrowed as my grin widened, but I could see her fighting back her own amusement. “Go back to what you were doing before,” she ordered.
“Gladly.”
My head dipped again, my lips wrapping around her clit as I sucked it gently into my mouth, and my finger pressed deeper inside her. That time, she did cry out, a sound of pure pleasure with no words, and it stirred me on further, as if I needed any additional encouragement.
Her body yielded to me, her legs spreading wider on their own as I fingered her slowly, curling my finger and rubbing it along her walls until I found the spot that brought the loudest gasp she’d made yet. I added a second finger, still not as wide as my cock but closer, letting her adjust to the feel of it before I started to pump them into her and her hips rocked against me, understanding the basic rhythm of sex that stayed the same no matter what species we belonged to, werewolf or fae.
Her second orgasm hit her faster, her cry of surprise accompanying the clench of her pussy around my hand.
“Good girl.”
I sat up and licked my fingers clean, unwilling to let even a drop of her arousal go to waste, as she watched me from beneath her sated, heavy eyelids. With her eyes on me, I got to my feet and pulled off my shirt before unbuttoning my jeans and kicking them off.
“For the record, this is underwear.”
I pointed down at my black boxer-briefs barely containing my stiff cock, and Evalina’s head raised from the pillow, her eyes widening as her eyes slowly raked over me, head to toe.
“You… you want me to wear that?” she asked in a light, breathy tone.
“Well, not exactly like this. Yours would be smaller and prettier and… fuck.” My cock twitched so hard at the thought of her in lacy lingerie that I winced. “Never mind. Not important right now.”
With that, I pulled the briefs down and threw them to the side, standing before her fully naked and harder than I had ever been in my entire life.
Evalina’s rosy cheeks paled. “Oh.” Her lips stayed parted after the word, her eyes glued to my cock. “That’s… you’re… oh.”
“The goddess wouldn’t have paired us together if we weren’t perfectly matched,” I told her, interpreting her reaction as concern about her own safety. “We’ll figure it out. Would you like to take your dress off?”
I still hadn’t seen her completely naked and I desperately wanted to feel her skin against mine, everywhere, but I left the choice up to her and what she would be comfortable with this first time. Thankfully, she seemed to feel the same as I did, sitting up and reaching behind her to unlace the strings holding the bodice in place. Once loose, I could easily lift it off her, and her full beauty hit me like a lead weight settling over my chest, knocking the air out of me until I could barely breathe.
“You’re perfect,” I whispered, taking in her soft skin, her curves and all her delicate lines.
“So are you.” Appreciation coloured her expression as she continued to examine me. We could hardly have been more different, or any better suited for each other.
“I’m going to wear a condom,” I told her as I stepped over to the bedside table and pulled one from my drawer. After hearing Vaughan’s story about needing to mind-link the doctor to bring him one when things between him and Calista heated up, I invested in a box for myself. Better to be prepared, I figured, and I couldn’t be happier that I’d decided to follow through on it.
The drawer also held a bottle of lube, used for solitary purposes before, but I coated the latex with it to help ease the way for Evalina’s first time. Anything I could do to make it easier for her, I would do.
“What does that do?” she asked, eyeing my sheathed cock curiously. Apprehension still lingered in her eyes, but desire superseded it.
“It will stop you from getting pregnant when we mate,” I explained plainly. “I assume you’re not on any kind of birth control?”
The confused tilt of her eyebrows answered me without words. “What does that mean?”
“I’ll explain later. Right now, I’d really like to get to lesson number three.”
“Which is?”
Her trusting, hopeful smile sent another wave of need through me so strong that I’d be lucky if I didn’t come before I even got inside her.
“How we can make each other feel incredible at the exact same time.”