Chapter 45 #2
Earlier today, she didn’t want to give him that chance. Looking inside of herself now, however, she didn’t want to keep Creed outside while he tried repeatedly to get back in. She loved him too much not to give him that chance.
Creed lifted his mouth to kiss her cheek, his arms moving to circle her head, his body sinking down to meld with hers. “I’m so sorry. Please, forgive me. I swear I’ll never hurt you that way again.”
She might be willing to give him a chance, but she wasn’t going to be a pushover, either. He had to know how badly she’d been hurt—and still was—by his actions. He might have a high tolerance for pain, but she didn’t.
“If you ever hurt me that way again, Creed, I’ll never forgive you.
There won’t be a second chance. I’m going to try to get past what happened, but I honestly don’t know if I can,” she admitted.
“I keep hearing the sounds Livvy made, how they sounded like mine … I can’t erase them from my mind so easily. ”
“To you, they sounded the same—they weren’t.
The sounds Livvy makes are the same for every man she’s with.
The sounds you make”—Creed lifted their bodies up so they were in the middle of the bed, lying sideways—“are just for me. I could recognize you if I was blindfolded.” His mouth returned to her lips, driving her head into the mattress.
When she parted her mouth, his tongue played with hers as his fingers unbuttoned her blouse.
Before, when they’d had sex, Creed was gentle, as if he was holding himself back. Now there was eagerness in his touch, as if he wanted to prove to her she wasn’t the same as the other women he had been with.
Unfastening her bra, he lifted himself to pull the top and bra away before practically tearing his shirt off. She sinuously delighted in the feel of his skin next to hers and unconsciously let a small sigh escape her.
Creed didn’t let her enjoy the sensations for long before he moved off her to get up from the bed. After removing his pants, and hers, he plastered himself back on her, as if afraid she would change her mind.
As she started to become overwhelmed by her emotions at the passionate intensity he was kissing her, she began doubting if one woman was enough to fulfill Creed’s sexual needs.
He was telling her he loved her without words. While he was showing her he loved her, he was no longer holding himself back, demanding she kiss him back just as passionately. His sexual needs were part of him, and they weren’t gentle or timid.
He squeezed her breasts roughly after placing her hands exactly where he wanted them without embarrassment or restraint.
“Harder, baby. Hold my cock harder,” he moaned against her mouth. “That’s it. Now show me how you want me to fuck you. Slow or fast?”
Sage held his cock hard, sliding down it fast.
“Baby, I can do that for you,” he promised thickly.
Taking her nipple between his lips, he caused a stinging sensation that had her gripping his cock harder. When he moved her hand away as if impatient, she started to feel as if she was doing it wrong until he guided his cock to her opening to thrust inside of her.
“You want it fast? I can make your fucking mind spin.”
Lustily, his hands went to her bottom, arching her so he could thrust deeper.
Creed wasn’t reigniting her embers; he was enflaming them until there was a roaring fire inside of her that was spreading to every part of her body.
Unable to hold back her guttural moans, she became lost as she spiraled out of control.
“Do you hear yourself?” he growled. “Those sexy little whimpers; I can guarantee you didn’t hear anything remotely like that coming from her.
Don’t compare yourself to Livvy. I couldn’t bring myself to fuck her.
All I want to do is fuck you until I’m so sore that every time I move, I get to remember why it fucking hurts.
Hell, I couldn’t even let you give me a blowjob because I was worried I would come in your mouth so fast you wouldn’t be able to swallow. ”
Creed unexpectedly pulled out of her, then rolled off and to her side. Flipping her over onto her belly, he got to his knee behind her, roughly kneeing her legs apart before thrusting back inside of her in one breath.
Clutching her hips, he drove inside of her so hard she screamed. Always before, he would ask if she was okay. Not tonight.
He did it again even harder. Prepared this time, she grabbed the sheet to keep from sliding away. Before, Kent had sex with her like a true gentleman. There was nothing gentlemanly about the way he was fucking her tonight.
“Baby, you’re going to give me more than this.”
A hard smack on her ass had her jerking her bottom up, driving his cock higher.
“That’s what I want,” he praised her. “Throw that pussy back on my cock again.”
She learned by trial and error what he wanted, and if Creed didn’t think she was giving him her best effort, a hard smack on her bottom communicated his unhappiness.
But, good Lord, when she got it right, Creed rewarded her with loving touches and raunchy praises that had her determined to please him.
“You ready to come with me?”
“Yes!”
She shivered when he slid his hand from her hip and over her belly to rub her clit, and the muscles in her belly quivered at the feel of his hard arm holding her still, trapped within his intimate grasp.
His mouth went to her ear, making dirty promises of what he wanted to do to her the next time they had sex.
“Baby, you’re clenching my dick as if you want more. You want more?” He pressed his mouth to the back of her ear.
“Yes!” she screamed louder. “I want more …” she sobbed, needing to come so she could escape the sensations stretched taut in her body, almost at the breaking point.
She moved her hips faster as she drove herself back on his pounding cock, feeling the band of sensations snap.
Flung skyward with all the oxygen driven out of her lungs, she was left hanging midair for three heartbeats before she was able to suck in oxygen to fall slowly back to Earth with a shattered cry.
When she her awareness returned, she found herself lying on the bed with her head on Creed’s shoulder, him crooning how hot she was and how he was going to fuck her again when he caught his breath.
Laughing tiredly, she raised her head. “When you do, can I give you a blowjob first? Or—”
He slid from the middle of the bed until his back was against the headboard. Raunchily, he raised one knee to rest his arm on, sliding his other leg out to the side to make room for her. “Come here,” he growled, his lids lowering to half-mast, sending shreds of arousal to her clit without a touch.
Rising on her knees, Sage crawled toward him as Creed used his hand to lift his cock to her mouth.
“Baby, you can have my cock anytime you want to take it.” Tunneling his hand through her hair, he used it to pull her mouth down to his cock.
Creed kept his eyes on her as she went down on him, not saying a thing. Sage wasn’t taken in by his laidback demeanor. He was letting her get used to the feel and taste of him in her mouth before he started telling her what he liked.
An old saying she had learned as a child ran through her mind. “ Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me .” Sexually, Creed wasn’t going to fool her twice.
“Licking is good; sucking is better.”
Settling his ass more comfortably on the mattress, he would tug her hair when he wanted her to go up and down on him. “That’s it. You’re doing good. Suck it harder,” he instructed her. “You’re hot as fuck with my cock in your mouth.”
She could tell when he really started liking what she was doing. He started pulling her hair tighter, making her move her mouth faster.
“Take me a little deeper. Fuck …” he groaned. “Damn … suck harder.”
His fingers went to her breast to pluck at her nipple, squeezing it in a hard grip as he rubbed his thumb over it. Startled, she started to lift her head, but his hand stopped her.
“Don’t you fucking stop. I’m almost there.”
Excitement coursed through her when she realized Creed had never once talked to Livvy the way he was doing to her. Because he didn’t want her … she told herself, then tried to convince herself it shouldn’t matter. But it did. God, did it matter.
“Fucking hell …”
Sage held on to his cock as Creed climaxed, but he tugged her mouth away at the last second to come on his belly.
Sitting up on her knees, she watched him excitedly, because she had never witnessed a man ejaculate.
Creed pulled her hand away from his cock when he was finished.
“Why did you stop me?” she asked him curiously. “I was going to—”
He pulled her to his side to give her a passionate kiss. “That’s another lesson for another night. Can you hand me my shirt?”
She did, and Creed unabashedly used it to clean his belly off.
“I’m going to take a quick shower; you want to take one with me?” Siding off the bed, he held his hand out to her.
“How do you know I haven’t given anyone a blowjob before? Just because I was a virgin doesn’t mean I haven’t,” she said sassily as they walked hand in hand to his bathroom.
He turned the shower on, his eyes narrowly watching her as he held his hand under the water to check if it was warm enough. “Really? Whose dick did you suck?”
Sage swallowed hard, not liking the expression on his face. “No one’s. I was just teasing you.”
Creed opened the shower door wider for her to go inside. “When we’re in the shower, I’m going to give you a brand-new lesson I’m not too tired for tonight on how not to tease me about other men.”
Sage bit her lip at the jealous glint in his eye. “Does it involve more spanking?” she asked cheekily as she walked into the shower.
“Baby, we’re going past spanking. I’m going to give you a big dose of hardcore.”