Chapter Seventeen
T he following morning, Alisdair dispatched Brodie with news that would spread through the clans swiftly. The air was crisp, and the morning mist clung to the earth as if reluctant to release its embrace. With solemn purpose, Brodie mounted his gelding and galloped toward Clan McClain to inform the clan of the upcoming nuptials and where they should be to witness them.
Alisdair watched his brother’s figure diminish into the distance, the weight of his decision anchoring him to the spot. The keep of McAfee would soon become his home.
Hours later, alone in his chamber, Alisdair was interrupted by an unexpected voice.
“Ye’ve stirred the nest with this one, brother,” Boyd chided with a grin, perched precariously on the windowsill as though he belonged there. He relayed their mother’s joy, a sentiment that warmed Alisdair’s heart even as he frowned at the recklessness before him.
“Ye shouldnae be here, Boyd. It’s nae safe beyond our lands,” Alisdair admonished.
“Ah, but what’s life without a wee bit of adventure?” Boyd chuckled, his departure as sudden as his arrival.
Alisdair knew that Boyd would soon be home, but he also knew their mother would be worried when he disappeared as he did. Boyd was well known in the family for disappearing when he wanted, and he always returned.
The atmosphere of the keep shifted when Caitlin and Fearghas arrived. Fiona observed from a respectful distance as the two patriarchs, Laird McClain and Lair McAfee, convened for the first time under truce and tentative kinship.
“Ye ken this binds us closer than ever afore,” Fearghas spoke. “Clan McAfee will be in capable hands.” Though Fearghas hated the idea of his eldest son moving away from the clan, he understood that Alisdair had always been destined to lead, and he could not lead the McClains.
“Aye, it’s a new dawning for us all,” replied Laird McAfee, his eyes filled with the promise of shared fires and future feasts. “The alliance with McClain shall forge a bond as strong as the one yer clan has held with the Campbells these many years.”
A silence fell, heavy with the unspoken acknowledgment of the sacrifices made in the name of unity. Alisdair’s gaze met Fiona’s across the room, their understanding unvoiced yet resounding. She knew the mantle of leadership weighed upon him, his desires secondary to the mantle he was about to assume.
As the men continued to deliberate, Fiona allowed herself a moment of reverence for the path they were all now bound to tread. Duty, sacrifice, and the tension between personal yearnings and political necessities entwined like the intricate braids of a bridal plait.
*
Amidst the flurry of wedding preparations, Caitlin McClain found a quiet corner with Fiona. With an affectionate gaze, Caitlin reached out, her fingers light upon Fiona’s arm.
“Ye are truly the daughter I’ve always yearned for,” she murmured.
Fiona’s eyes met Caitlin’s, the weight of years without a mother’s embrace hanging between them. “My own mother passed giving me life,” Fiona began on a melancholy note. “My father’s heart had scarce time to mend before he wed again, seeking a mother for his newborn bairn. And a son. He wanted a son to take his place someday. Twice more did death visit our doorstep. Each time a new wife bore him a child, the cruel hand of fate took her from us. It was my grandmother who helped Father raise Ailis, Moira, and myself.” Fiona paused, her gaze distant. “But the love of a mother has long been a void in my heart.”
Caitlin’s hand tightened gently around Fiona’s. “Then let it be so no longer,” she whispered.
As they parted, Fiona carried the warmth of their exchange like a cloak against the chill of the keep. But time was a relentless foe, sweeping Alisdair away to train the McAfee men.
Later, in the dimming light of the day, Fiona sought the counsel of her grandmother. The elderly woman’s keen eyes studied her granddaughter, wisdom etched into every line of her face.
“Tell me, child,” her grandmother asked, “Are ye still a maiden?”
A blush crept over Fiona’s cheeks, betraying her calm exterior. “Alisdair and I have known moments of closeness,” she confessed, her voice barely above a whisper. “Once we nearly surrendered to our passions but were discovered ere the act was done.”
“Ye need not fear the marriage bed,” her grandmother counseled reassuringly and frankly. “What lies between husband and wife is a dance of love and trust. In time, ye shall find joy in the union of your spirits and bodies alike.”
*
Fiona strode into the great hall, her athletic frame moving gracefully among the high stone walls that had borne witness to countless gatherings of her clan. The air was cool and still, carrying the faint scent of peat from the hearth, where embers glowed with the promise of warmth. Her piercing blue eyes surveyed the scene before her, finding Caitlin McClain first, seated at the head of the aged oak table, quill in hand.
“Good morn, Caitlin,” Fiona chirped.
“Good morn, Fiona,” Caitlin replied, her smile gentle as she prepared to transcribe the details of their discussion.
Granny was laying out an assortment of jars and vials upon the table, each containing herbs and spices essential to Highland cuisine. “We must have neeps and tatties,” Granny declared, her green eyes sparkling with anticipation. “And a venison pie thick enough to satisfy a chieftain!”
Ailis, her wavy auburn hair cascading softly around her shoulders, nodded in agreement, humming a tune that spoke of joyous times. “Oh, and do not forget the bannocks, Granny. ’Tis a feast for celebration, after all.” Though Granny was only Fiona’s grandmother, she was also called Granny by her sisters.
“Indeed,” Fiona replied. She turned her gaze toward Moira, whose fiery red locks were a stark contrast to the serene tapestry that hung behind her. Moira leaned forward with characteristic liveliness, gesturing vividly as she described the decorations.
“Imagine, Fiona, garlands of heather and thistle twining ’round the room, and candles flickering like stars come down to dance with us!” Moira’s voice danced with excitement, but Fiona sensed the undercurrent of duty that anchored the festivities.
“Write down every flower and flame,” Fiona instructed Caitlin, watching as the quill scratched across the parchment. She paused, the dry wit that so often laced her words replaced by a sobering frown. “But there is one matter that weighs heavy on my heart.”
All eyes fixed upon her, a collective breath held within the ancient walls. “I wish not to see a single Sinclair cross the threshold on that day,” she declared. “After what they did to me, they have no right to eat McAfee food or enjoy our hospitality.”
“Da says they must attend,” Ailis interjected gently.
“Malcolm’s deeds are his own, not of his kin,” Granny insisted. “Unless ye have proof otherwise, and I ken ye do not, or ye would have shared it.”
“Father believes it was solely Malcolm’s doing,” Fiona conceded reluctantly. “Yet my heart harbors unease at the thought of their presence at our celebration.”
“Your father speaks of peace,” Caitlin reminded Fiona, her motherly tone infused with understanding. “It is a sacrifice, perhaps, but one that may heal old wounds.” She covered Fiona’s hand with hers. “I understand it will be difficult for Alisdair to have them there as well, but as the laird’s eldest child, ye must keep what the clan needs in mind. And the clans all need peace.”
Fiona grappled with the duality of her wishes and her obligations. It was a delicate balance between personal desires and political responsibilities.
“Very well,” Fiona conceded with a nod. “Let the Sinclairs be guests, for the sake of unity and my father’s wishes.”
With that, the planning resumed, the steady rhythm of voices and quill strokes crafting the blueprint of a wedding that would be etched in the annals of the clans for generations to come.
*
Alisdair approached his father with a solemnity that matched the gravity of the impending nuptials. The great hall of Clan McAfee, usually alight with roaring fires and the boisterous laughter of warriors, held its breath, as if the very stones understood the significance of the moment.
“Father,” Alisdair began, “might I request a boon?”
Laird Fearghas, whose presence commanded attention even in silence, regarded his son with an inscrutable gaze. He nodded for Alisdair to continue, his expression betraying none of the concern that lay heavy on his heart.
“Would you grant leave for my brothers, Lachlan and Brodie, to stay with me in McAfee lands for a time after the wedding? Their counsel and companionship would ease the transition as I learn the ways of Fiona’s people.”
The laird’s eyes softened slightly, the lines around them deepening with contemplation. “Aye, they shall stay with you,” he consented. Pausing, Fearghas leaned closer. “But be warned, son. The winds of change sweep through the Highlands. Our clan may soon find itself in troubled times.”
Alisdair absorbed his father’s words, a frisson of unease threading through him. He bowed his head in gratitude and respect before turning to make preparations for the journey ahead.
As evening descended upon the keep Fiona stealthily joined Alisdair in the gardens. Each attempted escape for solitude had been thwarted, their paths intercepted by well-meaning kin or diligent retainers. But tonight, fortune favored them, granting a reprieve from prying eyes. They walked side by side beneath the moonlit canopy.
“Alisdair,” Fiona whispered fiercely, as “Ye must ken that I will stand beside ye, not behind ye. My voice shall carry equal weight in our rule.”
He glanced at her, the silver light reflecting in his eyes, revealing a depth of understanding. “Aye, Fiona. Ye are the heart of Clan McAfee, a warrior the same as me.”
“And ye will listen to my words and we shall both be equal rulers?” She knew they’d had this discussion before, but now that the wedding was getting close, she wanted to confirm he still felt the same way.
“Aye. Ye ken yer clan better than I do. We will share the responsibilities of leadership. Ye will be my equal. My wife.”
In the seclusion of the night, their conversation wove between the practical matters of leadership and the tender admissions of their hopes for the future. Alisdair listened intently, his nods and affirmations acknowledging the wisdom in Fiona’s words.
“Anything ye deem necessary for our clan, I shall heed,” he vowed. “Together, we shall lead as one.”
*
The sun had barely crested the highlands when Fiona found herself astride her sturdy chestnut mare, the crisp morning air filling her lungs. Today’s hunt was not for sport. It bore the weight of tradition and necessity, a final contribution to the morrow’s wedding feast where she would stand beside Alisdair as his bride.
The party divided into pairs as Granny’s insistent words echoed in Fiona’s mind—two deer, three if the gods be kind. Fiona’s heart swelled with pride as she watched her sisters, Ailis and Moira, stride confidently alongside Lachlan and Brodie. The seam between the two families was mended further with every shared glance and hushed word between them.
With Alisdair at her side, Fiona led her mount into the dense thicket, her eyes keen for the telltale signs of their quarry. Alisdair’s presence was both comforting and commanding, his own gelding moving in harmony with the rhythms of the wild.
Fiona noted the way Alisdair’s blue gaze mirrored the intensity of the sky, his focus never waning as he surveyed the landscape for movement. Her own warrior instincts honed to sharpness, she mirrored his vigilance. Together, they were a formidable pair, their connection unspoken yet palpable in the quiet of the hunt.
In the distance, Ailis and Lachlan moved through the woods, laughter occasionally floating back to Fiona’s ears. Ailis’s smile was like a beacon in the dim woods, her voice mingling with Lachlan’s. Fiona felt a surge of gratitude that her sister had found comfort in the company of such a man, one who could appreciate Ailis’s nurturing spirit.
Her gaze then shifted to Moira and Brodie, now comrades on this prenuptial quest. Brodie’s calm stability was the perfect counterbalance to Moira’s fiery energy, his silent strength a grounding force as they traversed the uneven terrain. Fiona’s lips curved in a tender smile, knowing that Moira’s adventurous heart was well matched by Brodie’s observant nature.
As the morning gave way to noon, the tension of the hunt mounted. Fiona’s thoughts returned to the impending ceremony, the union of clans, and the expectations resting upon her shoulders. She was the bridge between two legacies, her marriage a symbol of alliance and future prosperity. In the quiet companionship of the hunt, these responsibilities weighed heavily, yet she found solace in the duty she was about to fulfill.
A rustle in the underbrush captured her attention, and she signaled to Alisdair with a slight nod. They readied their bows in unison, the draw of the strings taut against the silence. Fiona sighed slowly, her piercing blue eyes narrowing as a majestic stag stepped into the clearing.
“Steady,” Alisdair rumbled. Fiona held her breath, her fingers steady despite the storm of emotions within her. Duty and desire merged in that suspended moment—a warrior’s heart beating in time with a lover’s soul.
As the arrow flew true, the promise of the morrow solidified. Tomorrow, she would offer more than venison pies. She would bring unity and strength to her people. As she watched the gentle ease between her sisters and Alisdair’s brothers, Fiona understood that this marriage was not merely an arrangement of convenience but a joining of clans that would strengthen them all.