8. Lessons #3
“Yeah, somehow they knew,” I admitted, covering my face with my hands. When I was in Georgia’s comfortable home, I didn’t have to be Alpha Blake. I could be a normal twenty-two-year-old who didn’t know all that much about the world.
“Of course they did, hun. Your brothers know every move you make. I can guarantee that Axel is out at the playground with the pups just now. That man is your shadow. So what’re you worried about?”
Moon help me. This was embarrassing. “I need to...to know how... to make it good for the omega. I don’t really want them to know it’s my first time.” My face was on fire.
Georgia reached over the scratched and beaten wooden table to pat my hand, “you’re a good one so I’ma tell you this—all the foreplay. If they say they’re ready, they aren’t, not until they are begging. Just put them first and you second, and all will be good for both of you.”
“Foreplay?”
“And lots of it.” It was her turn to blush, and she fluttered her hands in front of her face to cool it down. “The Luna, help me. This is uncomfortable. I feel like I helped raise you. Go watch some porn, I’ll send you some sites and then let’s never talk of this again. I changed your diapers!”
I laughed to break the tension caused by our mutual mortification and Georgia smiled.
No need for those links, brother, I can show you some. Chase’s voice was filled with laughter in our link. I needed to focus harder to put up my barriers.
“Chase wants to show me some sites,” I informed Georgia.
She chuckled, “stick with the ones I’m sending.”
My phone buzzed with a message from her and I resisted the urge to open it there and then. I’d head home, lock myself in my rooms and investigate, nap, and then hit Heatwave.
The sound ward activated as I turned the key in the lock to my suite. I picked up a pendant I’d bought in Northarbor at a magic store called The Spell Shop, which would quieten the link between me and my brothers. I didn’t want them to hear any of my thoughts while I did this.
I started on the sofa with my laptop and opened up the first site recommended by Georgia. I scrolled for a bit and got uncomfortable, so I moved to the bed and opened another page. The videos on the second page were newer, and they had more male omega pairings.
Giving up on the first site in favor of the second, I scrolled through the videos until one omega caught my eye.
He had the same wild curly hair that Kade had, though his eyes were a deep chocolate brown compared to the startling shade of golden brown that Kade’s were.
I may have only seen them once, but that image had branded itself on my soul.
Clicking on his profile had all sorts of videos coming up, including a heat he’d recorded with his alpha mate, a stocky blond man.
Just the first minute had my cock thickening in my jeans.
I paused the video, unable to sit any longer with the discomfort.
Stripping off my jeans and t-shirt, I got comfortable on the bed and pressed play.
Moon help me! Together, the pair were hot.
My heart rate rose as my arousal spiked.
My cock was fully hard and leaking in my underwear as I watched the alpha eat at the omegas slick hole.
In between slurping kisses, nips, and bites around his opening, the alpha showered his mate with praise about how good he tasted, how good he was being, how the alpha couldn’t wait to knot him and fill him up.
Soon I’d replaced the omega on-screen with Kade and the alpha with me. Pushing down my underwear, I grasped my straining length and stroked as I imagined tasting the slick pouring from Kade, as his body showed me just how much it was loving my touch.
I used my precum to slick my movements as the alpha thrust inside the begging omega.
His face was flushed as he took his mate’s cock to the hilt, pleasure suffused his expression.
For each pump of the alpha’s hips, I jerked myself, each stroke sending me closer and closer to my orgasm.
The omega came first, his cries and orgasm pulling the alpha along with him.
He came again as the knot grew, the alpha stroking around his entrance and cooing to his lover about how good he was at taking it.
The omega sobbed with pleasure and panted about how full he felt.
I came as I watched the alpha pet his omega’s stretched hole and used a finger to push back in some cum that had escaped.
A perfunctory clean up done, I watched a few more videos of the pair and researched some other alpha/omega pairings until I felt like I was getting the right idea of how to pleasure an omega.
The one that reminded me of Kade had also posted a blog post about what the omega really wanted during a heat, like snacks and naps, so alphas were better prepared to give their omega a great experience.
With a mental list of do’s and don’ts, I showered and got ready for my trip to Heatwave.
Pushing my fear and uncertainty aside, I also buried any longing I felt for Kade.
I’d waited too long for this and wasn’t prepared to wait any longer for an omega who clearly wasn’t interested in me.