Epilogue – Logan
Everyone else has gone to bed.
Gabriel and Sera were the last to go, disappearing into their suite with that quiet gravity between them, clinging onto each other like they’ll never let go.
I lock the front doors. Check the service entrance. Gunner's already done the sweep, but I check anyway, because checking is what I do.
The dinner table is still a mess, with hardened candle wax dripping down onto the tablecloths and wine glasses standing at different levels of empty. The mismatched chairs are pushed back at angles that map where everyone sat. I straighten two of them on my way past out of habit.
Finally, I find myself in my office. I close the door behind me, then loosen my tie with a quick tug that feels like a small, controlled violence as the silk slides away from my throat.
Rolling my sleeves carefully to the forearm—two precise folds each, no more and no less—I reach for the shelf.
The bottle is behind Hemingway — not the Macallan I pour for guests.
This one nobody knows about. This is cheaper, sharper, bought from a liquor store where no one knows my name. I pour three fingers into crystal.
I settle into the leather chair Jorge gave me when I took over operations. "You'll need a throne," he'd said, already dying, already knowing I'd be the one holding everything together. The leather creaks, molding to my body after years of late nights exactly like this.
The whiskey burns clean.
I open my laptop.
This isn't business. The spreadsheets can wait. This is something else, something I've been composing in my head for weeks. The screen illuminates my face in the dark office. My fingers hover over the keys, steady despite the whiskey, despite what I'm about to do.
The cursor blinks.
I type:
Professional seeks woman for fear play arrangement.
Too vague. Could mean anything. Some BDSM enthusiast will respond thinking I want to tie her up. That's not it. Delete.
Man with specific interests seeks—
No. Too apologetic. Delete.
I will pay you to be afraid of me.
The honesty makes my chest tighten. Direct. Clear. But crude. My fingers hover over the delete key, studying how the words look on screen. Too much. Delete.
Seeking woman who understands fear can be intimate.
Christ. Now I sound like I'm writing poetry. Delete.
I pour another whiskey, smaller this time.
Generous compensation offered for specific arrangement. Complete discretion. Controlled environment.
That's too safe. That's nothing. I need to be clear without being crude. Honest without being horrifying. Delete.
My cock stirs as I type the next attempt. Just from thinking about it, from articulating this need I've carried inside me for years.
Requirements: Must be comfortable with—
No. Comfortable is the opposite of what I want. Delete.
Requirements: Willing to experience genuine fear in—
Still wrong. Makes it sound like I'm running a haunted house. Delete.
Professional seeks woman for paid arrangement involving fear response.
Better. The kind of language that attracts someone practical, someone who needs money more than they need to understand why a successful man wants to pay for their terror.
I need a filter. Something to separate the curious from the serious.
Respond with "I understand the terms."
Perfect. Anyone who can type that after reading what I want has already made their decision.
I read it complete. Edit one word. Read it again. The language is clean. I've been building clean language around complicated things since I was a kid, and this is just one more structure, one more system, one more problem solved through precision and control.
My finger hovers over the button.
Gabriel is upstairs with a woman who rescued him from himself. Marisol and Nico left hours ago. Isa and the Siren went home, Gunner and Adrian are upstairs in their respective apartments.
Everyone accounted for. Everyone managed. Everything in its place.
I post the ad.
The click is anticlimactic. No thunder. No divine intervention. Just my words disappearing into the digital void.
I close the laptop. Finish the whiskey. Don't pour another.
La Sirena hums around me, a building at rest. The lights are off except for the emergency exits, casting everything in green shadow. Through the window, the empty dance floor spreads. The bar gleams with bottles nobody's drinking.
I protected this. Saved it when Jorge got sick. Ushered it through the latest Markovic crisis. Kept it profitable, kept it beautiful, kept it alive.
In a few hours, they'll return. Gabriel and Sera will come down from their suite, still glowing. Adrian will bounce through with coffee and stories. Isa will inventory the bar like nothing happened, and later on, whenever she feels like it, the Siren will waltz in. I’ll be back at this desk, available, solving whatever needs solving, doing what I do best. That's the job.
But somewhere in the city, or another city, or another country entirely, someone is going to read that ad.
Someone is going to see those words and recognize something in them.
Maybe she needs the money. Maybe she's curious.
Maybe she's as damaged as I am, drawn to fear the way I'm drawn to causing it.
The building hums its electrical lullaby. I sit in my leather throne as the hours pass.
My phone vibrates. Unknown number. The message loads:
I understand the terms.
Thank you so much for reading Gabriel and Seraphina’s story. I loved writing a man who tried to cage the darkest parts of himself.