Chapter 2
Chapter Two
COLSON
There was a wildness to Brax’s blue eyes, and one I could barely wait to tame.
The longer I stayed silent, the more unnerved he became.
I watched one of his large hands rake through his spiked blond hair before he dropped it back to his side.
His face was as striking as the man himself.
It hadn’t been a lie that I’d been attracted sexually to him for all of these years. How could I not be?
He had the longest eyelashes I’d ever seen on a man, and high cheekbones and a square jawline. His lips were full and so goddamn enticing. I’d pictured them wrapped around my cock more times than should be natural, and I could already imagine my cum on the short stubble lining his chin.
“I want to be fucking you, and could be if you’d just accept your own desires.”
“You have no idea what I want,” he pointed out, making me grin.
“You want someone to force you to bend to their will. And enough about the not being gay shit because we both know you’ve bought various plugs for your ass, even if you’ve never had the nerve to use them.
What you do to get off, though, is watch gay porn and jack your large cock until you come all over yourself. A waste of good cum, if you ask—”
“Y-you don’t know what you’re talking about,” he stammered, and my grin grew wider.
“So you normally close those gorgeous eyes of yours and scream out ‘Yes, Sir’ when imagining a woman?” I asked, and he turned his accusatory gaze toward mine. “So what that I’ve stalked you for over a year, and I might’ve even watched you get yourself off daily.”
“Why? And more importantly, how?”
“None of that matters.”
“It does to me. You’ve violated my—”
“And if you’ll drop to your knees like a good boy, I’ll violate a hell of a lot more. If you waste too much time, you’ll leave me just enough to bend you over the bed and fuck that virgin hole of yours, but nothing more.”
“I’m not going to let you fuck me,” he said as he got up into my face.
His breath swept over my lips as he gripped my throat in his hand and pressed his forehead to mine. His eyes were now blazing as he stared at me, and I could see the small flecks of brown and hazel in those cerulean depths. And while I couldn’t see them, I knew his lips were also quivering.
When I grabbed him by the throat and caught him by surprise, I was able to spin him around, then pin him against the stone column nearest to us.
As soon as the groan of pain escaped his lips, I fused my mouth on his.
At first, his lips were stiff until I wedged my tongue inside.
A different groan escaped this time as his lips began to move.
I deepened the kiss, taking his lips by force.
Brax neither liked nor wanted gentleness, and he’d get none from me tonight.
So many years of desire and need came rushing forward, threatening to pull us both under from the force.
Our teeth clashed and tongues dueled as we both tried to gain dominance.
When I dropped my free hand to his cock and rubbed it through his jeans, he relinquished the last of his control to me.
I wasn’t satisfied with that alone, so I continued to kiss him.
I wanted to claim him, and finally tonight I’d get the chance.
The overwhelming urge to just take him right here, where we stood, did cross my mind, but I wanted to make this good for him.
Brax wanted a nameless stranger to fuck him into submission, and I would, but I’d do it while also proving how deep my love for him truly ran.
Valentine’s Day had been the perfect time to come clean to him.
By the end of the night, Brax would also come clean with himself.
Until then, I was content to kiss him absolutely fucking senseless.
Removing my hand from his throat, I used it to fist his hair as I deepened the kiss even more.
Like a man possessed, I devoured his mouth, even tasting the coppery tang of blood as I ate at his tongue and lips.
Only when I tore my mouth away and started to kiss down his throat did the present come rushing back. “Colson.” My name was torn from his throat as I bit down on it and sucked roughly with my mouth. I wanted to mark him everywhere, and I would.
“On your goddamn knees before I render you unable to stand.”
“Colson—”
“Fuck, my name sounds so hot coming off your lips. Kneel for me, Brax.” I started to push down on the top of his head, and like the submissive slut he’d soon become for me, he dropped down onto the concrete to them.
“I don’t know what you want—”
“I want you to shut the fuck up and put that hot mouth to good use. The harder you make me, the better it’ll feel buried deep in your ass.”
“Fuck, Colson. You’re so damn vulgar.”
“And also impatient.” I unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans.
Wanting him to have full access to every part of me, I kicked off my shoes and tugged my pants down before removing them completely.
Brax was now staring at my cock, which angrily twitched due to lack of attention from him, and I could see the battle waging in his gaze. “Suck it!”
A quick glance upward at mine had him lowering his head immediately. One of his hands reached out to fist me in its grip, and I rolled my head from one shoulder to the other to loosen my neck.
There’d been so much tension within me all day as I wondered whether Brax would actually show up or not. I’d had an alternate plan had he not shown up, but it now didn’t need to be put to use. What did need to be used was that sexy damn mouth of his.
I went to warn him to put his mouth on me, but he lowered his lips to the tip. The moment his wet tongue lapped at the swollen head already leaking pre-cum, I let out a groan. That seemed to spur him on, before he finally wrapped his lips around me, then started to take me inside of his warm mouth.
I fisted his hair as I had done earlier, but this time to keep his head down as I thrust into his mouth.
My own impatience won out, but he’d also won in return because I could hear his whimper as I started to fuck him.
I was painfully hard, so I barely felt the occasional grazing of his teeth on my shaft as it shuttled in and out of his mouth.
What I did feel was the pressure each time his throat clamped down.
“You suck cock like a pro,” I praised him. “Once or twice in the past, I’d stand over you as you slept, and I’d slip my cock partially between your parted lips. I never knew it’d feel this good when you tried swallowing it.”
He looked as if he wanted to say something, but I pushed him back against the concrete, then slammed back into his throat and paused.
His throat muscles worked overtime, and I felt the first spurt of my cum.
His eyes were wide as drool dripped out of both sides of his mouth, but I didn’t stop.
Using my socked foot, I pressed my toes against his cock, which was threatening to split his fucking zipper.
I slowly withdrew, and once he took a few quick breaths, I slammed back into his throat and paused. I could hear and feel him choke, so I repeated the action each time, gifting him more of my cum. Those wild blue eyes were now navy and completely glazed over.
“Such a good, cock slut,” I praised as I swiped away a tear or two from his cheeks.
His eyes were still on mine, and before they could fully roll back into his head, I pulled out, then grabbed him by the throat.
Once he was on his feet, I stole his breath another way by slamming my mouth back over his.
Brax once more kissed me fully, and while doing so, I started to undo his pants to relieve the pressure I knew he was feeling.
Once I had his cock in my hand, I brought it against mine, then started to stroke our cocks together.
He groaned against my lips as my strokes turned harder and faster.
He’d already fully lubed mine with his spit, and I was now doing the same to his.
One night, I’d feel his cock inside of me, but not tonight.
This evening was all about Brax. It was about making him see what I already knew to be true.
He was mine, and I’d prove so in no uncertain terms by marking him and getting so deep inside that he’d never be able to remove the memories or ache I’d leave him with.
When I tore my mouth from his and stepped back, he swallowed hard. “What have we done, Colson?”
“Not nearly enough for either of our liking. As much as I loved feeling your mouth on my cock, I want to feel your ass swallowing it.”
“I don’t know if this is a good idea, Colson. I—”
“This isn’t up for debate. You knew what was going to happen when you came here tonight.”
“I thought you were a—”
“A woman. I know. We both also know you’re happier that I turned out to be a man because now you can experience what you dream about at night. I can make your every perverse fantasy come true. And I will. Tonight, I’m going to own you completely as I fuck you until daylight.”
I extended my hand to him, then tugged him into the bedroom. I’d already laid out everything I’d need, and not wanting him to focus too much on those things, I pushed him onto his ass. He crawled backward, but had nowhere to go as I quickly covered his body with mine.