Chapter Forty-One
"Oh god," she cries out, as her body arches, her hands clamp, and her nails dig into my back. I didn't think she could be any more beautiful, but as her orgasm rushes through her body, her face flushing, I'm realising very quickly that I'm falling for her.
I shuffle my arm closer to her face, curling my wrist and placing my palm on the top of her head, then lean down and kiss her, letting her ride out her orgasm.
She keeps her head tipped back; her eyes remain closed as she struggles to catch her breath.
"Are you okay, baby?" I whisper. She nods as she tries to swallow, but her throat is dry.
I reach over, grabbing the open bottle of water.
Slipping one hand under her head, I lift it as I slightly tip the bottle to her lips. "Drink, baby, take a sip."
I watch as she swallows down several mouthfuls of water, her throat bobbing with each gulp. "Better?" I ask.
She moves away from the bottle and smiles. "Yes, thank you."
"Do you want to rest for a bit? Or stop?" I ask, wanting to make sure she knows that this is on her terms.
"No, please, Max, I want more," she says, almost begging.
I lean over the side of the bed and grab my jeans, my hands fumble in the pockets as I pull out a condom from the back pocket. "Are you sure?" I ask her again, wanting to be completely sure.
She nods, her eyes flicking to the condom then to my face. I lean down and kiss her before pulling back and sitting on my knees, my arse resting on her legs.
She watches my every move as I rip open the packet, throwing the wrapper on the floor, before rolling the condom down my shaft.
I'm fucking rock hard and desperate to be inside of her, but I want to make this as special as I can for her.
I know how painful it can be, and I don't want that to be her memory of tonight.
Once the condom is fully on, I lean forward and kiss her, my tongue pushing her lips apart and running over the top of hers. She kisses me back, her tongue fighting with mine for control. Our teeth clash as the kiss gets heated—I need more, and judging by her reaction so does she.
I grab my cock and line it up, resting it just at the entrance.
Pulling away from the kiss, I look her dead in the eyes.
"Relax, Dragonfly," I whisper as I slowly begin to slide into her.
I feel her tense the further I get, and I stop, giving her a second to adjust. "Baby, relax. It will hurt more if you don’t," I tell her.
She swallows, nerves showing across her face. I place a small kiss on the tip of her nose. "Why don't we wait, let’s do this another time?" I say.
She shakes her head. "No, please, Max. I want this. I'm just a little nervous."
"Are you sure? I need you to be one hundred percent certain," I plead. I want this, but not if she’s not sure.
She reaches up and kisses me as one of her hands reaches down and gently wraps around the shaft. "I am completely sure that I want this. Trust me," she says.
I smile, then grab both of her hands, placing them above her head, sliding my palm over hers and locking our fingers together. My eyes stay focussed on her as I continue to slide my dick into her.
I feel the barrier and gently push, just enough for her to be aware.
She closes her eyes in preparation, but I can’t have that.
"Dragonfly," I bite out, trying to keep my tone even but dominant.
Her eyes shoot open and lock on mine. “Don’t close your eyes, keep them on mine the whole time. Do you understand me?" I ask.
"Yes," she breathes out.
Her eyes locked on mine, my hands gripping hers, I push further, breaking through that barrier. She winces and her body tenses, but her eyes remain on mine. I pause for a second, letting her body adjust to the intrusion.
After a few seconds, her hands squeeze mine, and I begin to move, sliding my dick halfway out, then slowly sliding it back in.
I know she's hurting, I can see it in her face, feel it in her body, as she tenses with every move, and I know that the more I move the easier it will become, but I need to make sure she's okay.
"Are you okay? Do you need me to stop?" I ask, silently praying that she doesn't want me to.
"No, please don't stop," she breathes out.
I nod and continue my movements, my dick sliding in and out. I lean down and kiss her as I begin to thrust quicker. She kisses me back as she begins to relax and arches her body up to meet mine. I smile around her lips, my speed increasing.
She pulls her legs up and wraps one around me, squeezing her hips, trying to cage me in, and my heart races with the contact, knowing that she wants this. The movement of our bodies giving her the friction she needs; her walls begin to pulse around my dick, and I thrust in and out of her.
She pulls away from the kiss. "Max," she cries, trying to catch her breath. "Please," she begs. I’ve slowed my movements, I'm not ready for her to have her release, I want this to last a little longer. I smile then bend my body and wrap my mouth around her nipple as I thrust back into her.
"Oh," she cries out from the sudden movement. I suck at her nipple, giving it a little bite as I push in and out of her. Just as I feel her walls start to pulse again, I stop moving, removing my mouth from her nipple, and I look down at her.
"Max," she whines, and I chuckle, giving her a small wink. I lick my lips and then move my mouth to her other nipple, then slide my dick almost all the way out, before slowly pushing back in.
This continues for several more minutes, and each time I think she's getting close, I stop, waiting a few seconds to allow her orgasm to ebb before starting again.
I look down at her beautiful face, my eyes taking in her flushed cheeks, the beads of sweat on her forehead, and the desire and exhaustion in her eyes. I scan down her body, droplets of sweat dotted between the goosebumps that cover her entire her body.
I smile then push into her as I crash my lips to hers.
I thrust in and out of her, my speed increasing with each move, her hands gripping at mine, our lips locked together, and her legs wrapped around me, pulling me in.
The walls of her pussy pulse with every thrust, and her body begins to tremble then tenses as she pulls away from the kiss and cries out, "Oh, Max. Oh, oh…"
I watch her face as her head tips back, her eyes flutter closed, and her mouth freezes open on an 'O' and her orgasm crashes through her.
I continue to thrust in and out of her. "Holy fuck," I call out as my own orgasm rushes through me several seconds later.
As I ride out that wave of pleasure, I lose the ability to hold myself up and drop my entire weight onto her body.
I don't want to move, I want to stay inside of her, but I need to make sure she's okay.
I give myself a few seconds and then push up a little, my eyes scanning her face.
"Shit, Dragonfly." Panic rises through me as I see tears running down the sides of her face. "What’s wrong?" I ask, trying to pull away from her.
She unlocks her hands from mine and quickly reaches for me, holding me in place. "Nothing is wrong, I promise. I'm just, I don’t know. That was in intense," she tells me, her eyes flicking back and forth over mine and then moving away to look at a spot behind me.
I gently grab ger face and pull it toward me. "I know the first time can hurt, but did I really hurt you? Please tell me." I'm so worried that it was too much, that I hurt her more than she was expecting.
She places a hand on my cheek, and rubs her thumb over my bottom lip then stretches her neck up, giving me a small kiss.
As she pulls back, she smiles. "Max, it did hurt at first, and it kind of stings now, but you really didn’t hurt me.
I didn't know what to expect, that was a lot, it was intense and incredible, but it was a lot and I'm a little overwhelmed with all of the feelings that I have running through me right now.
But you were amazing. This was amazing."
She drops her head back to the pillow and her eyes flutter shut for a brief second before she focuses back on my face. She is completely spent.
I slowly slide out of her, and she winces with the movement. "I'm sorry," I say as I roll on to my side on the edge of the bed, caging her against the wall.
"As long as you're sure you’re okay," I say, and she gives me a tired nod. I bend down and give her a gentle kiss on her lips. "Go to sleep, baby, get some rest."
She blinks up at me a couple of times, and before she has a chance to say anything, her eyelids drop.
Within a couple of minutes, her breathing evens out and her body relaxes as sleep takes hold.
I run the backs of my fingers down the side of her cheek, then under her chin.
Resting my thumb just below her lip, I reach down and give her a small kiss.
Millimetres from her face, I whisper, "I'll protect you, no matter what. You're mine, Dragonfly, and I'm going to keep you."