Chapter 4
Brawley
The cage is my domain. It was built for me.
I may be surrounded by cement walls covered in graffiti, but in the middle is a metal cage where the fights are held.
Tonight, I was just supposed to spar with Vesper, but Clay decided he wanted his blood on my hands.
Whatever is messing with his head is his own fucking problem.
I don’t care about his feelings—not when they put Vero’s on the line.
I’m out for blood, and currently there is a lot covering the concrete floor.
Clay pushes himself up from where he lies as everyone outside the cage cheers. All except Vero; instead, the crazy bastard has climbed the cage and is screaming at me to annihilate him.
Don’t get me wrong, if anyone else came for Clay, I would kill them in an instant.
It is hard to understand our dynamic, and from the outside it might even seem like we hate each other.
Yet if it had not been for him, I would probably be locked up.
Violence and blood call to me. I need them like I need air, and without them I would die.
“Is that all you’ve got?” Clay taunts with a smile, blood coating his white teeth.
“I haven’t even broken a sweat yet,” I say, bouncing on my feet.
Clay spits blood onto the floor and wipes his mouth with the back of his hand. He lunges first, fast but sloppy, fueled by whatever anger has built inside him.
I step to the side, and his fist glides off my shoulder instead of my jaw. The impact burns just the way I like.
He swings again, but I duck and drive my shoulder into his ribs, slamming him back against the cage.
The metal rattles behind him, and everyone goes nuts.
I’m not sure if they are screaming for him or me, and I don’t care.
All I care about is that his cock will never be near Vero’s ass. That ass is only mine.
Vero’s voice cuts through the screams. I can always hear him. “Break him!”
Clay laughs and brings his knee up hard into my thigh. I grin and drive my fist into his stomach—once, twice—before I grab him and slam his head into the cage. The sound is music to my ears. Skull against metal. He staggers but doesn’t drop.
He swings blindly, and it clips my cheek. I taste blood, and it sends something feral pulsing through my veins.
Violence isn’t chaos to me; it’s clarity.
I hook my arm around his neck and pivot, driving him down. His back hits the concrete hard, and I don’t hesitate. I straddle him and land one clean punch to his jaw.
His head snaps to the side, then he goes still.
The crowd thunders, and I stand slowly. My chest heaves as blood drips from my knuckles.
Clay doesn’t move. He’s still breathing, as I wouldn’t actually kill him, not on purpose—not unless he touched what’s mine. The thought alone has my bloody fingers balling into fists, ready to hurt him even more, when the rattle of the cage pulls at my attention.
I look up just in time to see Vero swinging himself over the top, and his beaming smile brings me back to reality.
He hits the ground, then launches himself at me with a laugh, and I catch him, bracing my stance as his body collides with mine.
His legs lock around my waist and his arms snake over my shoulders as I wrap a hand around his throat.
“Mine,” I growl.
Vero’s grin widens. “As pretty as Clay is, there is only one cock I want.”
I carry him out of the cage, through the now open gate, needing to keep him close. Ares and Nixie rush inside to check on Clay.
“He better not be dead, or so help me, Brawley,” she snaps on her way past.
“Cry me a fucking river, Nix, he wanted this. Maybe find out why his head is fucked up and fix it.”
“Now why would I do that? I like you all a little fucked up—your crazy pays the bills,” she says to me, before she yells louder. “Everyone fuck off and get ready. People will start arriving any minute now, and you are all in here. You are not paid to stand around.”
Vero grasps my face between his hands, then leans in and licks my cheek.
“You taste like violence and I’m fucking addicted.
I would let you break every bone in my body and ask for more.
That’s not normal, right? That’s not what normal people do.
But I don’t care—I’m far from normal. I care only about you.
Fuck, we didn’t make sure Clay woke up.”
“Don’t fucking care, he shouldn’t have baited me.”
Vero laughs as I kick the door open to the side entrance of the asylum, still carrying him wrapped around me like a fucking octopus. The hallway is dark, narrow, and exactly what the tourists pay to experience during the day. Yet at night this place gives even me the creeps.
The door to his room is easy to miss if you don’t know where to look.
I shoulder it open and step inside. The space is small and claustrophobic; I don’t know how he sits here at night waiting for people to run past. The walls are a sickly off-white, the paint peeling in long strips like dead skin, revealing the darker plaster underneath.
A single light bulb hangs from a chain, revealing a single metal chair. When someone opens the door, Vero can pull the chain and reveal himself.
I set him down on the chair and his legs finally unwrap from my waist, then he reaches up to grab the chain. The light flickers on, lighting up his face, his wild puppy dog eyes not matching the crazy that is Vero.
“What did Nixie say about your paper-cut princess?” I ask.
He has done nothing but talk about her today. I have zero issues sharing him with a woman for the night, but something tells me he may want this one around for a while. So long as she doesn’t take him away from me, there will be no issues—or at least no life-and-death issues.
Vero grabs my hips, hooking his fingers into the waistband of my shorts and sliding them down until my cock is out. I’m still covered in Clay’s blood, a reminder of the violence, and Vero is starving for it.
People don’t understand this about him. When he watches me fight, sees me covered in someone else’s blood, something in him snaps. He gets obsessive, manic, filled with this unhinged need.
I can tell he is talking fast in his head. I know him so well that it will be something like, “That was so fucking hot, you’re so strong, so powerful, so fucking violent, all mine.” He claims me as obsessively as I claim him.
Vero doesn’t do anything halfway; he loves with the intensity of a fucking hurricane. When he gets jealous, he will fight like an army of men, and his mania is all-consuming. But right now, he is consuming me.
His mouth is on my cock before I can protest or tell him it isn’t wise, because people besides our housemates and Vesper even looking at him during a sexual act makes me see red.
It’s the reason I don’t allow many chases.
If someone were to walk in, I would hunt them down and make them bleach their own eyeballs.
Vero sucks my cock into his hot, wet mouth, making me forget everything but him. I know this isn’t about getting off for him; this is him claiming me, needing to taste the violence on my skin, absorbing it and making it a part of himself.
His eyes are wide, pupils blown, flicking between my face and my body as his hand grips my thigh. His fingernails are just long enough to dig into my skin, to draw blood, leaving his mark on me where everyone can see it.
This is Vero’s kind of crazy. Not the manic energy that makes his words race or body move erratically, but rather, this obsession that turns him feral and amplifies his need to physically claim what’s his.
And I let him because watching Vero like this, completely unhinged for me, is better than any high in the fucking world.
He moves his beautiful lips up and down my shaft, bringing me closer and closer to the edge. I fist a hand in his short hair and tug him back, so he stares up at me. “Vero,” I warn, but it comes out rougher than I intend.
Once I release his hair, he presses his forehead to my stomach, his hands sliding across my hips, holding me in place while he anchors himself. I bend slightly, forcing his chin up with my knuckles.
“You good?” I murmur.
He exhales slowly and nods.
I pull him to his feet and crash my mouth against his as he drags his nails down my back again. Violence hums under my skin, but with him I can’t lose control. He is fragile sometimes and needs to be treated as such.
I pull back far enough to look at him properly, seeing his wide eyes, swollen lips, and the smear of my blood on his jaw from where he licked my face.
He looks absolutely unhinged. He is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen in my life—not that I would say that out loud, because he would never let me live it down.
I grab him by the throat and walk him backward until his spine hits the wall.
He doesn’t flinch. That’s one thing about Vero; most men would shrink under my hands—they can’t help it, it’s instinct—but he leans into it every single time. As if my grip is exactly where he wants to be.
“Turn around.”
He does it immediately, no arguments or smart remarks, and it tells me his head is still riding the high from the fight, that he needs this as much as I do. I yank the orange jumpsuit down, and he braces both hands flat against the wall.
Pressing my chest to his back, I place my mouth to the side of his neck and bite down on his shoulder, hard enough to make him hiss as his fingers splay against the wall. Then I spit on my fingers and push them inside him, and he drops his head back against my shoulder with a groan.
“Brawley.”
“What’s wrong, baby?”
“Stop being a tease and fuck me. We don’t have all night.”