5. Nell
CHAPTER 5
Nell
H e talks and acts like a self-assured man. Like he already has his life figured out. I thought everyone our age had similar doubts and worries about the future. Maybe it’s just me with the insecurities?
The way he puts pressure on my body, leaving no room for the imagination about how he’s feeling towards me, I struggle to figure out how I want this to play out. My body aches for him, my heart wants to accept everything he says. My head refuses to forget the pain of my mother’s weakness and the aftershock of her death.
“Law,” I protest. His lips move along my jaw and down my neck, sending shivers of anticipation through me.
“Sshhh, swan, let me show you just how great we’ll be together. How much you mean to me.” The heat of his words against my flesh is almost my undoing.
“I don’t…I’ve never…I’m a forever girl, Law,” I explain. I could never. Not without the promise of a lifetime.
“Baby,” he groans. “Nell, you’re my forever girl.” His head lifts, and he expresses everything to me in his stare. The future, a promise of devotion.
Maybe…
We are forever.
“I want to be,” I sigh, allowing myself to believe what he’s saying.
“Good.” He grins before he lifts me over his shoulder and rushes up the stairs. His hand slides up my thigh to massage my ass cheek as he opens and closes each door until he finds my room.
“You could have asked.” I giggle as he slams it shut behind us with his foot.
“I could have,” Law says as he slides my body down his, allowing me to feel every hard, straining inch of him. “But that wouldn’t have afforded me that sweet laugh.” I try to hide my smile at his words. He knows the right thing to say to me.
I don’t get time to think as he lifts my shirt over my head and then his own. Tattoos run across his pecs to his shoulders and down his arms. I’ve noticed they were there, but the dark ink decorating his tan flesh is incredibly sexy. Tracing the branch of a tree, he shivers when my nail scrapes across his nipple.
He moves his arms around me, unclipping my bra, and drops the straps down my arms until the choice becomes mine. To let my arms go so the material falls to the floor or my skin remains covered.
Taking a deep breath, I relax my arms and expose myself to him. His groan of appreciation has me gazing up at him. His green eyes darken to the color of moss, and I’m lost in them as he pulls me forward, wrapping my arms around his back.
“Here, scrape those killer nails down my flesh and leave your mark. Lord knows I’m going to.” His voice is so raspy and raw, I can feel myself beginning to ache for him.
“Whatever you want, Law,” I gasp.
He groans. “Dangerous words for a man like me, pretty swan.”
“Maybe I want dangerous.” I don’t know where this boldness is coming from. I’m nervous and excited for what’s about to happen.
Cupping my jaw with his hand, Law lifts my chin up and slowly lowers his head. Our lips meet, and like all the times before, I’m lost in his gentle caress. Burning for more. This guy leaves me wishing I had some experience so I could make him feel half of what I do when his touch inflames me.
“Open for me,” he mutters, and I acquiesce. His tongue touches mine, and my heart rate accelerates and pounds against my chest. My womb begs for something I’m not sure how to ask for.
His hands are quick to dispel his pants before he tackles mine. Soon, we’re both naked, our bodies tangled, and he lays over top of me.
“I want to eat every fucking inch of you, baby.”
“Okay.”
He laughs at my easy agreeance. “I need inside of you more.” My body begins to shiver as if I’m cold, waiting on his next course of action. “Don’t worry, I’ll warm you up,” he says as he slowly works his way down my body.
Spreading my legs wide, Law’s the first man to ever see me this way. To touch me. I close my eyes and try not to freak out and slap my legs closed when I feel his hot breath against my pussy. “Oh god.” I reach over to grab a pillow and smash it over my face. I don’t know how to handle this intimacy.
“No, Nell. Law. You scream my name, not his.” The growl in his words is full of command. “Now, let’s see if this little cunt tastes as good as your lips.” I get no other warning as I feel his tongue against me. Licking up my slit and groaning out his pleasure. “Fucking beautiful.
I’m barely holding myself together as he dives in for more, this time placing his entire mouth over my sex and mimicking our kissing. His tongue teases at my hole, and I can’t stay still. I squirm in his clutch as both of his hands force my hips down on the bed, and he continues his assault until I can’t take it anymore.
“No more, Law. Please no more,” I cry out as I remove the pillow from my face.
“So fucking much more. But fuck, I need inside this sweet cherry.” With one last kiss, he sits back on his heels and frames me with his hands, staring down at me. I can feel a blush working its way up my body. The heat is scorching.
His grin is predatory as he grips an ankle and places it over his shoulder. “Gonna get nice and deep,” he whispers, more to himself, I think. His other hand guides his hard cock to my entrance, and I can’t watch as I feel the heat touch me.
“Relax.” He slaps my thigh with a palm. The sound reverberates around the room. “This pretty pussy of yours is going to suck me in just fine.” He’s so filthy. “Oh yeah.” His groan matches my whimper as he pushes the head past my puffy lips. “Virgin tight.” Pleasure rolls through him at the knowledge.
Biting my lip when I feel him gently slide into my unexplored channel, I meet his stare and everything I see only confirms what I was feeling earlier. He’s surer than I would have thought for someone our age. There is nothing but ownership in his stare.
“Nobody ever touches this pussy again but me, you understand me, Nell?” His gaze narrows and darkens with his dominant tone.
“Yes,” I whisper, barely.
“Good.” He nods before he slams through the barrier, and I let out a pain-filled groan.
Agony rolls through me more than I imagined, and when I attempt to push him off with my feet, Law only grips my hips and holds me as close to his body as he can. Our pelvises meet, and his balls rest against my ass as his dick throbs inside of me. I can feel his pulse through the veins in his shaft, and my body tries to focus on how erotic that is rather than the burning flowing through my core.
“This”—he rubs a thumb across the lips flowered around his flesh—“is all mine now. Ain’t nothing going to be able to take you away from me, Nell.” He slowly begins to move, and it isn’t long before the pleasure I’d always dreamt of works its way through my body.
I feel our bodies becoming one. Law slides in and out gingerly, giving me enough time to grow used to the contact and even beg for more.
Dropping my leg, he wraps my ankles around his back and lays over top of me. Our hearts beat in sync with each other as his thrusting picks up pace, and my breathing grows shallow.
“I’m gonna fill you so full of my cum you’ll taste it.”
“I’m not on the pill,” I gasp out. I hadn’t even thought about it.
“I don’t fucking care. I told you, Nell, you’re it for me. You’re mine, and I’m yours. Nothing is going to change the outcome.”
Oh god.
I don’t get a chance to think more about the fact that I could get pregnant because soon, all I feel is the way Law moves inside of me. Slow, fast. Hard, soft.
Mine.
Satisfaction flows through me when he lets go of his release. His deep growl of gratification in my ear is all I need to unravel my own orgasm.
Law is right…
I’m his, and nothing will ever change that.
Because I’ve fallen in love with him.