Chapter 34
ROWAN
She’s down on her knees, my cock in her mouth, looking up at me like the perfect menace she is.
My hand pushed into her hair, and I thrust in deeper, making her gag.
“Fuck, your mouth is sin,” I hiss.
Her tongue swirls around the bars.
“I’m close, baby.” I stroke her cheek. “You want to taste what you do to me now?” I ask her.
She nods, mouth full of my cock. Damn. I’m losing my mind over her.
Her nails dig into my ass, and she takes me deeper. My body shakes and I cry out her name as I spill into her throat.
“Good fuckin’ girl. Take all of me,” I praise, my voice hoarse.
As I slowly pull out, I lean down and grab her chin.
“Open your mouth,” I command.
She does as I say, and I grin as I see myself coating her tongue.
“Hot. As. Fuck.”
She swallows and I help her to her feet. My hands gripping her ass, her nails trailing up my chest. She’s smiling up at me. So pure, yet dangerous.
I’m certain Reggie was here earlier. I could sense him. And before this goes any further, I gotta speak to him. It’s the right thing to do.
But first, I kiss Bella, like it might be the last time.
“Baby, I can’t go any further tonight. Not yet.”
She can’t hide the disappointment. And neither can I.
“You know why. Messing around is one thing. Having sex? That’s another line.”
She looks down and I tip her chin up to me.
“I want to cross that line with you, precious. More than anything. But I don’t want to do that with guilt eating away at us. I’m not going to hide what this is between us. You’re not some sordid secret. Okay?”
She nods and sniffles, so I wrap my arms around her tight.
“I want to do this right. I want to look after you. And I want to explore every one of our kinks together. You get that, right? You were made for me.”
I cup her face, leaning in to steal another kiss.
“I get it, Rowan. And I respect you for doing the right thing and looking after me.”
I blow out a breath.
“I have a question.”
“Go on…”
“You know, you said earlier you normally get Reggie’s permission. Do you usually have sex with his girlfriends?” she asks, chewing on her lip.
I close my eyes briefly, trying to find the least fucked-up answer. But I ain’t going to sugarcoat it.
“Me and Reg, we never do girlfriends. We usually have a submissive that we have legal arrangements with to share her.”
I brace myself for some sort of disgust. Yet that never appears on her gorgeous face.
“You and Reggie… share women?”
I swallow and nod.
“Obviously, he and I stay well away from each other. It’s all about the woman. Up until now it’s worked well and not been messy.”
“Until me?”
I sigh.
“Yeah. I’ve never caught feelings for a woman before. And I’ve never stolen someone from my brother.”
She presses her lips against mine.
“It’s not stealing if I came to you willingly. This is just new for us to navigate. Doesn’t make it wrong.”
I stroke her cheek.
“The whole sharing thing doesn’t put you off? It’s not a red flag, as they call it?”
She giggles, and my chest swells.
“Oh, it’s a huge red flag, rockstar. But, apparently, I wanna catch all your flags.”
I can’t help but laugh.
“Noted.”
“Can I talk to Reggie? He and I have some things to hash out. I don’t want you two falling out over this. I think he will understand. I am just a business arrangement to him anyway.” She shrugs.
I hum in response. I’m not sure she’s got that right. He’s got his guard up, and the only reason I can think of is to protect himself.
“Whatever happens with you and him, it doesn’t affect me and you. Okay?” I reassure her.
But inside, I think it would gut me. We’ve never been in this situation before. It’s all new territory. I can’t hurt my brother, though.
“Better not. I like you, rockstar,” she pouts.
“Yeah. I like you too, precious.”
I kiss her again.
“I’m going to need to borrow some clothes,” she says, biting her lip.
I run a hand over my face. The game’s up. I know it is. And this menace is about to rub salt in the wound.
And I kinda like that.
It might kick him up the ass to behave better.
“Sure. Let me grab you a T-shirt.”