54. Rafe
54
RAFE
It was a totally appropriate penance for what I’d done, for what I’d said, for what I’d put Lilah through.
But it fucking hurt to watch Lilah get fucked by Nolan and Jude — to watch them pillage her perfect body while I stroked my own cock like a fucking loser.
It wasn’t like I was complaining. I’d been dreaming of Lilah’s naked body for years, dreams that had reached a fever pitch since she’d moved in with us. Now I was seeing her in all her glory, her full tits and pale pink nipples, the fair hair that covered her pussy, her plush ass that begged to be separated by my hands before I pushed my cock inside her.
Still, I had to stop stroking my dick. It was too much, I was too close to coming, and I was living vicariously through Nolan and Jude now, determined to play along in time to their fun.
I watched as she rose off the top step, water dripping down her magnificent ass and muscular thighs.
“Don’t kneel,” Nolan said. “You’ll hurt your knees. Just put your hand on the top step and spread your legs.”
Jude was on his feet, standing on the top step next to Lilah’s arms so his dick was level with her face.
“You okay with this?” Jude asked, offering her his cock.
“Yes,” she gasped as Nolan ran the head of his dick through Lilah’s folds.
He nestled into the crack of her ass and used her sumptuous ass cheeks to stroke his shaft, gilding back and forth.
Jude stroked her cheek and touched the head of his dick to her lips and I could almost feel her velvety skin under my own fingertips, could almost feel her lips on my dick.
“Let’s turn a little,” Nolan said, moving her hips to the side, “make sure Rafe has a good view.”
I didn’t know whether to thank him or flip him off, but I leaned toward thanking him when I got a prime view of his dick disappearing inside Lilah as Jude pushed his cock into her mouth.
She moaned as Nolan sank all the way inside her, her tits swinging when he dragged out and plunged back in.
I was on fire, and my hand returned to my dick almost without thinking, my stroking motion timed to the rhythm of Nolan's strokes into Lilah’s pussy. My orgasm was still there, blazing at the center of my body, and I watched as Lilah took Jude deep and I felt a burst of jealousy that almost had me on my feet, demanding to take part.
But I would never do that. This time everything had to be Lilah’s call, and if deep down I wanted her to include me, well… that was my problem.
She didn’t owe me shit. But that didn’t mean I didn’t want what she had to give.
“Damn, Rafe,” Nolan grunted, pulling out until only the tip of his dick was inside her, “you’re really missing out. I’d feel sorry for you if you weren’t such an asshole.”
I flipped him off with my free hand and stroked faster as Lilah pushed back onto Nolan’s dick. I’d never once been inside her, had never once made her come, but I knew she was close from the way her nipples got harder, the way she pushed back hard enough against Nolan’s dick to make a slapping sound when their bodies came into contact.
And she was moving faster on Jude’s dick too, his shaft glossy with her saliva. His hand was a caress on her head, his eyes closed as he lost himself in what looked like an A-plus blow job.
“Your mouth feels so good,” he said. “So fucking good.”
Nolan grunted and stroked faster. “You’re dripping, sweetheart. Absolutely soaked. You ready to come?”
The sound she made wasn’t recognizable as a word, but the movements of her body were recognizable as an affirmative. Nolan spread her ass cheeks wide, giving me a front-row seat to the perfect rosebud of her asshole before he drove into her harder and faster.
She was gasping around Jude’s dick, her eyes closed as she reached for her orgasm.
“Do it, sweetheart,” Nolan said, slapping her ass. “Come for us.”
I knew when it hit, knew by the way she froze for a split second, knew by the animalistic sound that tore from the back of her throat even as Jude spilled into her mouth.
Nolan didn’t slow down while her body shook, her throat rippling as she swallowed Jude down, her hips rocking back into Nolan again and again until she started to slow her movements.
Only then did Nolan withdraw, stroking his shaft as he came on her ass, the liquid pearlescent in the glow of the pool. He marked her with his come while Jude filled her mouth and I let loose my own orgasm with a groan, spraying onto my thighs and stomach as I lost myself in the fantasy that I was with her too.
That I was man enough to say I was sorry. That I deserved her forgiveness.