25. Lottie
Lottie
W ith a long, lingering look at Teddy, I slip out from under his arm. Gia catches my gaze before I can slink away. She winks at me and then nods her head to the stairs.
My blush deepens as I go up the stairs, but then I hear Gia.
“Ryan, hook up your phone to the speaker and turn it up loud. I feel like dancing.”
God, I couldn’t love her more.
As I race to my bedroom, an idea comes to mind.
It’s brazen and bolder than I ever thought I could be, but I want Teddy to see me as more than a blushing virgin. I may not have had sex with a man, but I am very comfortable with my battery-operated boyfriends.
I strip down to my underwear, chucking my clothes across the room so they’re out of the way.
Then I dart over to my nightstand. My drawer of toys stares back at me, calling me all kinds of dirty names.
Oddly enough, the voice in my head is Teddy’s, and it’s turning me on even more to think about him calling me a dirty slut. Jesus, what has happened to me?
I pull out the one I want Teddy to use on me the most before lying on the bed. It’s only been a minute, but I feel as if it’s been half an hour since he bid me upstairs.
My body is on fire while I wait for him to walk through the door. The boldness I’ve been feeling starts to recede until my gaze lands on the pink silicone vibrator I grabbed. I pick it up and turn it on to its lowest setting.
Music thumps from downstairs, covering the tiny squeak that comes out of my mouth when I rub the toy across my nipple. Delicious shudders flow down my body. God, I love this one. It’s tiny but mighty and does the best at a slow seduction.
I’m lost in my own little world as I play. Running the vibrator back and forth across my breasts and then down to my clit for a quick teasing touch.
“Jesus fucking Christ.” Teddy’s rough voice makes me shoot up from the bed. “You’re like a wet dream come to life.”
His eyes are hooded with desire, giving me the boost of confidence I need to continue my seduction.
I lean back onto one hand, letting my knees fall open to Teddy’s gaze.
With my free hand, I run the vibrator across my panty-covered slit.
I want to feel it against my bare skin, but I don’t want to stop to take off my underwear.
My hips arch into the vibrations. I could come just like this, with Teddy’s eyes on me and my clit throbbing against the stimulation.
“Stop.” The command makes me gasp, and I pull my hand away immediately. “You’re not allowed to come until I tell you to.”
I shiver. My body feels like a live wire. I’m not sure I’ll be able to follow Teddy’s decree, but I’m for damn sure going to try.
Teddy pulls his green T-shirt over his head, dropping it to the floor while his eyes continue to devour me.
I put this matching pink lace set on before Teddy came over to give myself a little boost of confidence.
I had hoped Teddy would see it later tonight after my friends left.
Never in my life would I have imagined putting on a show for him in it.
Before I can blink, Teddy is only in his boxers and striding toward me. The low vibrations of the bullet are practically forgotten while my vision is filled with tattoos and muscles. Could he be any hotter? I think I might pass out.
He places one knee on the bed between my legs, his metal prosthetic straight behind him, still on the floor.
“I want to eat you.” The words are out of my mouth before I can stop them.
Teddy freezes, and then a gorgeous smile stretches across his face. “That can be arranged.”
“I don’t mean… Well, I do mean… I…” My stuttering is stopped by Teddy pressing his mouth to mine in an overwhelming kiss. Thank God he’s not put off by my awkwardness.
“Take off your bra.” Teddy’s voice sounds like he has gravel in his throat. I follow his order, throwing it off the side of the bed. Then his fingers hook into the waistband of my underwear to yank them down my thighs and onto the floor.
Gia’s music is still thumping through the house, filling the silence. I can’t believe I’m doing this while my best friends are downstairs. With the way Teddy’s looking at me, I don’t think I could give two shits.
“I want you to show me how you use this.” Teddy holds up the still-vibrating device.
Embarrassment tries to take hold, but I don’t let it.
Channeling my inner Gia, I hold my hand out for it.
I don’t play coy, I don’t keep teasing my nipples, I press it straight to my clit and have to clench my teeth to keep from letting out a lusty moan.
A little whimper still escapes my throat.
“That’s a good girl,” Teddy growls. His eyes are fixated on my slick center. I gasp as two of his fingers slide into me. I’d have thought one for a warm-up would’ve been needed, but I’m so wet it isn’t necessary.
“Oh, my god,” I whimper. “Teddy, please .”
“What do you need, beautiful? Tell me.”
“You. I need you. All of you.” I force my eyes open to make eye contact with him.
I need him to know how serious I am. I don’t want to wait anymore.
I’ve wanted this man for too many years to second-guess this choice.
It’s not passion influencing my decision.
No, that’s just the catalyst to make me brave enough to ask.
“Fuck, Lottie. Are you sure?” Teddy slides his palms along the outside of my thighs as if he can’t keep from staying in contact with me.
“Yes. I want you more than I’ve ever wanted anyone else.”
He stares at me for a moment longer before he nods. Then he drops his head, fusing his mouth to my pussy, and I slap my palm across my face to muffle my scream.
I drop the vibrator, wanting his mouth on my clit more. Teddy takes advantage, sucking my slick nub into his mouth. My hips begin to rock against him, chasing the release I’ve been building toward all evening.
Then Teddy’s pulling away, and I whine in protest. He grins at me as he drops his boxers, his thick cock slapping his stomach in his haste.
I reach forward to play. My thumb and pointer barely touch around him.
I still don’t know how he’ll fit, but at this moment, I don’t care.
I’m willing to do whatever it takes to try it.
“I have an IUD and have never done this before, so I’m clean.” I shrug, avoiding looking into Teddy’s eyes. Of course, he doesn’t let me get away with that.
“I’m clean, too. Haven’t done this since before my last deployment.
” The flash of vulnerability in Teddy’s eyes calms my nerves.
I grab his face and pull it toward me. Our kiss is soft, full of gentle passion and promises.
I’m giving him a piece of me no one else will ever have, and he’s sharing a part of himself he hasn’t been ready to share. I don’t take either offering lightly.
Teddy presses into me until I’m lying flat, with him hovering over me. I lift my legs to wrap around his hips. It positions my pussy exactly where I want to be, his full cock rubbing against my wet slit.
He doesn’t make me wait to have him. His cock head is poised at my entrance, stretching me in ways I didn’t realize could feel so delicious. He pulses his hips, slowly pushing forward with every thrust.
“So full,” I gasp.
“You’re doing so good, baby.” Teddy’s hands soothe my skin in slow strokes. “Halfway there.”
My eyes fly open. “Only half? That’s only half?”
Teddy laughs, dropping his head to my chest. I feel as if he’s in my guts right now. When he lifts back up, there’s a sparkle in his eyes. “You can take it all. Show me how good of a girl you can be.”
I shiver at his words. My palms run up and down the rippling muscles of his back until Teddy’s thrusting in earnest. His hips start to snap against my skin, my body taking every inch of him while my brain is so full of pleasure I can’t keep up anymore.
It’s everything and nothing like I imagined.
When Teddy’s hips begin to roll, grinding against my clit, my body soars.
“That’s it, baby. Come all over my cock. Show me how beautiful you look when you explode.”
The orgasm vibrates out from my center, reaching the top of my head and down to curl my toes.
I thought I’d experienced the height of pleasure, but this…
this is so much more than that. I feel as if I’ve splintered into a million pieces, and it ’s only the way Teddy’s body is surrounding mine that makes me feel safe.
“You’re everything I dreamed of and more, Sparkles.” Teddy’s voice is rough against my skin as he thrusts into me. “You’re fucking everything.”
Teddy’s body shudders as he comes inside me, his face pressed into my neck. Once he’s still, I wrap my arms around his back and hold him tightly. He slides his arms under my back, holding me just as strongly.
If I ever doubted my love for this man, this just solidified those feelings. It’s far too early to say the words, but he has my heart in his hands.
Will this end in heartbreak? Maybe.
But there’s not a single thing that will stop me from pursuing him.