Chapter Two #2
Laughing again, Adelia rested her head against her husband’s arm. “I suppose as her elder cousin I should warn her about your reputation with women.”
Burke swirled the whiskey in his glass and gave her a bland look. “What reputation is that?”
With her head still nestled against Travis, she smiled up at him. “Oh, I hear things, Mr. Logan. Fascinating things. The racing world’s a tight little group, you know. I’ve heard murmurs that a man not only has to watch his daughters but his wife when you’re about.”
“If I was interested in another man’s wife, you’d be the first to know.” He took her hand and brought it to his lips. Her eyes laughed at him.
“Travis, I think Burke’s flirting with me.”
“Apparently,” he agreed, and kissed the top of her head.
“A warning, Mr. Logan. It’s easy enough to flirt with a woman who’s five months along with twins and who knows you’re a scoundrel.
But mind your step. The Irish are a clever lot.
” She stood on her toes and kissed his cheek.
“If you keep staring at her like that, Matthew McKinnon’s going to load his shotgun. ”
He glanced back as Erin stepped away from the group. “No law against looking.”
“There should be when it comes to you.” She snuggled against Travis again. “Looks like Erin’s going outside for a breath of air.” When Burke merely lifted a brow, she smiled. “You’d probably like to light that cigar, maybe take a little walk in the night air yourself.”
“As a matter of fact, I would.” He nodded to her, then sauntered to the door.
“Were you warning him off or egging him on?” Travis wanted to know.
“Just enjoying the view, love.” She turned her mouth up for a kiss.
Erin drew her jacket tightly around her.
Nights were coldest in February, but she didn’t mind now.
The air was bracing and the moon half-full.
She was glad her father had pressured her to dance.
It seemed too seldom now that there was time for small celebrations.
There was so much work to be done, and not as many hands to do it now that Frank had married and started his own family.
And within a year she expected Sean to marry the Hennessy girl.
With Cullen more interested in his music than milking, that left only Joe and Brian. And herself.
The family was growing, but at the same time spreading out. The farm had to survive. Erin knew that was indisputable. Her father would simply wither away without it. Just as she knew she would wither away if she stayed much longer. The only solution was to find a way to ensure both.
She hugged herself with her arms to ward off the wind.
It brought with it the scent of Mrs. Malloy’s wild roses and rhododendrons.
She wouldn’t think of it now. In a short time the Grants would be gone and her own yearnings for more would fade a bit.
When the time was right, something would happen.
She looked up at the moon and smiled. Hadn’t she promised herself that she’d make something happen?
She heard the scrape and flare of a lighter and braced herself.
“Nice night.”
She didn’t turn. The little jolt to her system teased her. No, she hadn’t wanted him to come out, she told herself. Why should she? Since he had, she would hold her own. “It’s a bit cold.”
“You look warm enough.” She wouldn’t give an inch. It only gave him the pleasure of taking it from her. “I liked the dancing.”
She turned to walk slowly away from the inn. It didn’t surprise her when he fell into step beside her. “You’re missing it.”
“You stopped.” The end of his cigar grew bright and red as he took another puff. “Your brother has a gift.”
“Aye.” She listened now as the music turned from jaunty to sad. “He wrote this one. Hearing it’s like hearing a heart break.” Music like this always made her long, and fear, and wonder what it would be like to feel so strongly about another. “Are you a music lover, Mr. Logan?”
“When the tune’s right.” This one was a waltz, a slow, weepy one. On impulse he slipped his arms around her and picked up the time.
“What are you doing?”
“Dancing,” he said simply.
“A man’s supposed to ask.” But she didn’t pull away, and her steps matched his easily. The motion and the music made her smile. She turned her face up to his. The grass was soft beneath her feet, the moonlight sweet. “You don’t look like the kind of man who can waltz.”
“One of my few cultural accomplishments.” She fit nicely into his arms, slender but not fragile, soft but not malleable. “And it seems to be a night for dancing.”
She said nothing for a moment. There was magic here, starlight, roses and sad music. The flutter in her stomach, the warmth along her skin, warned her that a woman took chances waltzing under the night sky with a stranger. But still she moved with him.
“The tune’s changed,” she murmured, and drew out of his arms, relieved, regretful that he didn’t keep her there. She turned once again to walk. “Why did you come here?”
“To look at horses. I bought a pair in Kildare.” He took a puff on his cigar.
He’d yet to realize himself what his horses and farm had come to mean to him.
“There’s no match for the Thoroughbreds at the Irish National Stud.
You pay for them, God knows, but I’ve never minded putting my money on a winner. ”
“So you came to buy horses.” It interested her, though she didn’t want it to.
“And to watch a few races. Ever been to Curragh?”
“No.” She glanced up at the moon again. Curragh, Kilkenny, Kildare, all of them might have been as far away as the white slash in the sky. “You won’t find Thoroughbreds here in Skibbereen.”
“No?” He smiled at her in the moonlight, and the smile made her uneasy. “Then let’s say I’m just along for the ride. It’s my first time in Ireland.”
“And what do you think of it?” She stopped now, unwilling to pass out of the range of the music.
“I’ve found it beautiful and contradictory.”
“With a name like Logan, you’d have some Irish in you.”
Unsmiling, he glanced down at his cigar. “It’s possible.”
“Probable,” she said lightly. “You know, you said you were a neighbor of Travis’s, but you don’t sound like him. Your accent.”
“Accent?” His mood changed again with a grin. “I guess if you want to call it that it comes from the West.”
“The West?” It took her a moment. “The American West? Cowboys?”
This time he laughed, a full, rich laugh, so that she was distracted enough not to protest when his hand touched her cheek. “We don’t carry six-guns as a rule these days.”
Her feathers were ruffled. “You don’t have to make fun of me.”
“Was I?” Because her skin had felt so cool and so smooth, he touched it again. “And what would you say if I asked you about leprechauns and banshees?”
She had to smile. “I’d say the last to have seen a leprechaun in these parts was Michael Ryan after a pint of Irish.”
“You don’t believe in legends, Erin?” He stepped closer so that he could see the moonlight reflected in her eyes like light in a lake.
“No.” She didn’t step back. It wasn’t her nature to retreat, even when she felt the warning shiver race up her spine. Whether you won or went down in defeat, it was best to do it with feet firmly planted. “I believe in what I can see and touch. The rest is for dreamers.”
“Pity,” he murmured, though he had always felt the same. “Life’s a bit softer the other way.”
“I’ve never wanted softness.”
“Then what?” He touched a finger to the hair that curled at her cheekbones.
“I have to go back.” It wasn’t a retreat, she told herself. She felt cold all at once, cold to the bone. But even as she started to turn, he closed a hand over her arm. She looked at him, eyes clear, not so much angry as assessing. “You’ll excuse me, Mr. Logan. The wind’s up.”
“I noticed. You didn’t answer my question.”
“No, because it’s no concern of yours. Don’t,” she said when his fingers closed lightly over her chin, but she didn’t jerk away.
“I’m interested. When a man meets someone he recognizes, he’s interested.”
“We don’t know each other.” But she understood him.
When he’d brought his arms around her in the waltz, she’d known him.
There was something, something in both of them that mirrored back.
Whatever it was had her heart beating hard now and her skin chilling.
“And if it’s rude I have to be, then I’ll say it plain. I don’t care to know you.”
“Do you usually have such a strong reaction to a stranger?”
She tossed her head, but his fingers stayed in place.
“The only reaction I’m having at the moment is annoyance.
” Which was one of the biggest lies she could remember telling.
She’d already looked at his mouth and wondered what it would be like to be kissed by him.
“I’m sure you think I should be flattered that you’re willing to spend time with me.
But I’m not a silly farm girl who kisses a man because there’s a moon and music. ”
He lifted a brow. “Erin, if I’d intended to kiss you, I’d have done so already. I never waste time—with a woman.”
She felt abruptly as foolish as she’d claimed not to be. Damn it, she would have kissed him, and she knew he was well aware of it. “Well, you’re wasting mine now. I’ll say good night.”
Why hadn’t he kissed her? Burke asked himself as he watched her rush back to the inn. He’d wanted to badly. He’d imagined it clearly. For a moment, when the moonlight had fallen over her face and her face had lifted to his, he’d all but tasted her.
But he hadn’t kissed her. Something had warned him that it would take only that to change the order of things for both of them. He wasn’t ready for it. He wasn’t sure he could avoid it.
Taking a last puff, he sent the cigar in an arch into the night. He’d come to Ireland for horses. He’d be better off being content with that. But he was a man on whom contentment rarely sat easily.