Chapter 35
Chapter Thirty-Five
Jace
To this day it still scares me that I won’t be able to be the man Aurora needs and deserves. But she reminds me every day that she is worth the fight. She makes me a better man; she’s my light in the darkness.
Things could have been a little different had she not overheard the conversation taking place in my room last night. I’m thankful she did not walk in after it was done and I was hovered over a girl touching her, while attempting to pierce her without touching her tits.
Aurora was pissed, but most of that was directed at Chrissy. I think having Mac there helped too. I’ll admit had the rolls been reversed, shit would have gone an entirely different direction. I would have to talk to Daxton about not working on those I’ve seen naked. I am fully aware that cuts my clientele list way down, but it is what it is.
Truth is, I don’t want another situation like last night, for me or Ror.
She shifts at my side and the sheet falls exposing her back.
Never until her had I ever considered a woman’s back hot. But damn she was incredible from head to toe. Her skin so soft and sweet.
She sighs, then her body relaxes once again.
My phone rings and I am quick to answer it so it doesn’t wake her.
“You up?”
“Awake, but not up, why?”
“Front of the shop got egged last night,” I hear the humor in Zac’s voice. I don’t have to ask, because I already know who is responsible. “No way of pinning it on them, but I think we know who to blame.”
“Has Oliver and Luna seen it yet?”
“Olly is the one that found it initially.”
“Great,” I groan, and feel Aurora move again, this time she is rolling over and the sheet falls even more.
I smile, because how can I not when her tits are on display.
“He’s pissed and said you are cleaning it up.”
“Give me thirty and I’ll be there.” Aurora stretched, lifting her hands above her head and her back arches. “Make that an hour.”
I end the call toss the phone to the mattress and crawl over Aurora’s body. Her body pressed to my bare chest, her nipples harden and I kiss along the side of her neck.
“Good morning,” she coos as I nip at her ear. “Someone is happy this morning,” she adds with a whimper when I shift my hips forward, my hardness pushing against her.
“Waking up to you makes me happy every morning.” She parts her legs and I lower my boxers, sliding the head of my cock through her wetness. This is my favorite way to start my day, inside of the woman I love.
As I push inside, again her back arches, and I have to pause, to gain some control. I swear every time with her feels like the first and I am awestruck.
She lifts her hips, grinding herself against me and I pull back and push in deep at the same time.
“That what you need?”
“More,” she pants, her voice all breathy and needy. “God more.” I give her exactly what she is demanding. With each thrust the headboard smacks the wall, but I don’t stop. The way she calls my name, screaming yes over and over, it drives me.
Fuck my toes curl in the sheets when she starts to tighten, her pussy gripping me like a vice and her nails biting into my shoulders.
“Fuck yeah,” Jesus my head was going to blow right off my showers. “Damn baby, you feel so good.” She felt better than good, but it’s the only word I could manage to find in my fog filled brain.
“I’m so close,” Its a strained whisper.
Dipping down, I suck her left nipple into my mouth and bite lightly, and that is the turning point. She pulsates, gyrates her hips and fuck me she throws us both over the cliff.
“Ror, fuck baby.” I slam into her, filling her as she continues to come. Feeling as though the wind has been knocked out of me, it takes me a bit to come back down to reality. So incredible, altering, and yes, I realize how cliché that is, but it’s true.
I’ve never given myself fully to anyone, never put my heart and emotions into any intimate moment. It’s always been the same, reaching one goal, getting off. There was no need for small talk, no need for cuddling or hanging out after.
The first and only time I let my heart lead me, and I am sunk. With a woman that loves me in return, a woman that needs more almost as much as I need her. A woman that I know without a doubt in my mind will never hurt me if she can help it.
I’ve never trusted like this.
Even with the guys there has always been a hesitation, one that has always had me second guessing my every action and leading me to do stupid shit to cover up my vulnerabilities.
But Aurora, she makes me feel like no matter what, even if I show weakness, I am still strong.
“That is an amazing way to start the day,” she laughs when I lift my head and smile. With her fingers combing through my hair I move in closer and press my lips to hers.
“Perfect way,” one I hope to relive again and again.
“Now I need to shower before I head to the shop.” I start to move, and she tightens her grip on my hair, holding me close.
“I thought you didn’t have any appointments until two.”
“I don’t,” I love this little bubble we are in right now, but unfortunately I know I am about to burst it. “But I do have to go clean the front of the shop with a power washer.”
Her brows furrow, “because?”
“Someone egged it last night,” her face distorts as her lips turn into a frown. “Oliver’s pissed and Zac said I should probably come clean it up. If Luna ends up out there, I’m probably coming home with a black eye because Oliver will be even more pissed.”
“Are you being serious right now?” I nod and slowly I can feel the bubble popping. Her earlier state of bliss is quickly replaced with irritation.
“Those bitches showed back up after we were all gone?”
Again I nod.
She throws the blankets to the side and climbs out of bed. Her lips pressed in a tight line. Walking toward the bathroom all I can focus on is the sway of her hips. Standing I begin to follow and she turns around and scowls at me.
“What?”
“No.” Stepping into the bathroom, she grabs the edge of the door. “Use the other bathroom, because right now all I want to do is yell at you for ever thinking it was a good idea to get involved with those bitches. I want to tell you how big of an ass you were and how you seriously would have stuck your dick in anything with tits but then I realize one, that whore from last night barely had tits. So that is contradicting and it reminds me that I don’t have the right to complain because you and I weren’t together and then that starts an entirely different cycle. One where I’m pissed all over again that you played with my head for so long, and I’m back to square one.”
So much for our kick ass start to the day.
“So until I can get past this irritation I feel I think it is best you go to the other bathroom and be gone before I get out of the shower. I seriously what to kick you in the nuts right now, so I think we need some distance.”
“Babe,” I pout and she rolls her eyes.
“Do not babe me, Jace.” Her glare intensifies. “I can’t do this with you right now.”
The door slams, and I hear the lock and lean forward, my head making a thud against the door.
“If it’s any consolation I was drunk when I made those choices.”
When she doesn’t respond I realize nothing is going to fix this, but time.