Chapter 16
CHAPTER SIXTEEN
LILITH
This man knows what he is doing to me.
With his mouth between my legs, he is licking my pussy like he cannot get enough.
“Jack,” I pant loudly, not caring as I know we have an empty house.
His tongue does this swirling thing around my clit and then he sucks hard, making my back arch off the bed.
I do as he says and get lost in him, allowing myself to feel everything that he is doing to me. My breathing is coming in short fast pants; my body trembles with how much I am turned on by his touch. It was never like this before and I know that it is all Jack.
He is doing this to me.
“You taste so fucking good,” he growls before dipping back in with his tongue.
He feasts on me, and it is something that I have never experienced. It makes me happy that it is Jack who is making me feel this kind of pleasure. My hands dig into his short hair, holding him to me as my hips grind down on his mouth seeking more, more of what he can give me.
Something no other man ever has before, and I know that thought makes Jack growly and territorial over my body.
“I need you in me, Jack. I want to feel you fill me up.”
My voice does not sound like my own, and my body is flying high as I let go of any worries or insecurities that have been lingering between us.
“Come on my tongue, then you can have my cock, Lil. Come for me, baby.”
He doubles his efforts to make me come on his face, adding two fingers inside of my soaked pussy, his fingers curling just the right way, making my first orgasm of the day slam into me.
“JACK!” I cry out, my body shaking with an intensity that I have never felt before.
Warm liquid hits my thighs, as Jack keeps up his attack on my body.
My eyes close, soaking up the feeling of his tongue lapping at my sensitive pussy. I let it all happen and rejoice in the fact that Jack will want to do that again, because believe me, I really want him to do that again.
He moves up my body, his impressive chest pressing against mine. My hand moves to his pectoral muscles; his skin is warm to the touch and coated with a layer of sweat, much like my own, but it is the liquid that clings to his lips and chin that gains my attention.
I frown but Jack grins as wide as he can as he looks down at me.
“You fucking squirted, baby. Fuck, I love that.”
“I did?” I ask him.
I have heard of women who ejaculate, but never has it happened to me. Well, with my past sex life, there was no reason for me to be able to do that.
“Yeah, and damn it was hot. I am going to need to see what sets you off so I can make you do that again.”
“So it was okay for me to do that?”
“Hell, yeah. Now I am going to try and do that with my cock, baby, but I want you bare. Never been without a glove before but I want to with you.”
My brow dips, but before I can speak, Jack jumps in.
“I would never do anything to hurt you, babe. I am clean— got tested before starting anything with you because I knew at some point I would want you bare. If it is not what you want, I am okay with that too; we can wait until you are comfortable with me not wearing a rubber.”
I swoon at his words, and I know deep down that Jack would never intentionally hurt me.
“You can go bare. I trust you, and I got tested when I left him,” I inform him, making him slam his lips against mine.
He kisses me like I am his lifeline, and I suppose I am, because I know that he is mine.
Without warning, I feel the head of Jack’s dick against my entrance before he slips inside hard, making me rip my mouth from his as I cry out from being filled by him.
“Oh, damn, you are so hot and wet. Fucking love this pussy, baby,” he grunts.
“Make love to me, Jack,” I beg.
“What my girl wants, my girl gets.”
His arms come up to each side of my head, holding most of his weight off me as his hips move forward, forcing his hard length into me and filling me completely.
I feel cocooned by him, and there isn’t any other place I would rather be, than right here with him. His eyes hold my gaze, keeping me hostage as he slowly makes love to me. We have had sex that has been quick and wild, but this is different.
After the way he just went down on me and made me come, I thought he would want hard, fast, and wild but this is not us fucking, this is Jack making bone deep love to me.
“Shit, you feel so good,” he groans.
“So do you, honey. I can feel you everywhere, Jack. I never want this to end.” Words fly out of my mouth; my whole being caught up in the moment, but this is what Jack does to me.
His eyes darken at my words, his hips snapping, making me cry out from the sudden change of pace.
With his gaze still solely on me, he fucks me. Gone is the sweet lovemaking; now he is fucking me, taking what he wants and giving me what I want from him.
I will always want every side of him. The sweet and soft and also the fast and hard. A dirty-talking Jack makes me hot and flustered, something I never understood when I read books but now I do.
“This will never end, baby. You are mine and I am yours, I am fucking claiming you, Lilith. Now, fucking come for me.”
His hips shift to a different angle, causing his pubic bone to rub against my clit. I scream as a hard orgasm slams into me, making my inner muscles clamp down on his cock, forcing a growl from this throat.
“OH.” My lips part in a silent scream as my body reacts to my climax.
Jack keeps hammering into me, chasing his own climax, and helping me ride mine. Then he is there, falling over the cliff with me. The feeling of his cock pulsing inside of me sends a new wave of pleasure through me, making me cry out again.
My voice is going to be hoarse from all of the screaming, but I will take it.
My body suddenly feels like Jell-O, but I keep my grip on Jack, my thighs still holding onto his hips, my ankles hooked around the backs of his thighs. My hands slowly trail up and over his sweaty back, making him shiver and pulling a smile from me.
His lips press against my neck, where he places lazy kisses, and everything clicks into place for me. I feel at home, I feel like myself. In a flash of emotion, I blurt out something that scares most men.
“I love you, Jack.”
His body tenses and my body feels like it has been filled with lead. I slowly lower my legs, and drag my arms down, ready to move him off of me when the rejection comes.
How could I have been so stupid to read all of this so wrong?
Tears fill my eyes and my heart aches, all the while seconds tick by and he still hasn’t moved. His now-soft dick is still inside of me. His hard tense body is still pressed against mine.
God, I feel so stupid. Typical me, always falling for the wrong men.
“Can you get off me, please?”
Jack’s body springs back and he looks down at me with a frown on his flushed face.
“You love me?” is all he says.
“Please move, Jack,” I say, looking away, unable to look him in the eyes.
“Hey, look at me.” He leans to one side, using his hand to angle my face so he can see my eyes. I try to fight but he is stronger.
“Jack,” I whisper his name, a plea of sorts.
My tears fall, making a path down the sides of my face, seeping into the pillow beneath my head.
“I am not moving until you look at me.” His voice has a soft tone, almost like he is talking to a child who scares easily.
Breathing in deeply, I look at him and he smiles, his eyes sparkling with excitement, which is not something I expected to see.
“Say it again.” I frown at him, and he cocks an eyebrow at me in question as to why I am waiting to reply to him. “Tell me again.”
I know what he is asking for, and my heart is still beating hard against my ribcage as I pull in the strength to say those words again. Fear is real when you have faced so much heartache, and it puts the brakes on something joyous happening.
I close my eyes and breathe deeply again, before opening them and looking right at him.
“I love you, Jack.” Before he can say anything, I keep going, “You do not have to say it back. I know that this is new, and we are not really sure what we are to each other, but I cannot help how I feel.” I blurt it out, then try to move from under him but he drops his weight onto me more, to keep me from leaving him.
“We know what we are together, baby. You are mine; I am claiming you. Everyone knows that you are mine, you just need to get it into your pretty little head that I am here to stay, because I love you too, baby.”
My heart slams against my chest so hard I gasp, my breathing becomes hard, and I see Jack looking down at me with concern.
“Fuck. Shit, breathe, Lil. Breathe slowly for me, baby.” I do as he says, breathing in and out, and repeating it.
My heart calms, and my breathing goes back to normal. Jack leans down kissing me softly, lovingly.
Holy moly, Jack Masters loves me.
He freaking loves me. So why did he hesitate and tense up?
Jerking my head, dipping into my pillow, I glare at the man above me who made me think that he did not feel the same way about me.
“Why did you tense up and delay replying to me? That was a dick move, Jack.” I slap his bicep, making his grin widen and his eyes sparkle with delight.
My heart is going crazy in my chest, my stomach is swirling with different emotions but all I can seem to do is focus on the man who says that he loves me.
“Sorry, baby. I wanted to say it first. My father told my mom that he loved her first, so I wanted to follow in his footsteps. That is why I tensed up, because I was stupid to leave it as long as I did. We are new, Lil, baby, but I feel it deep down. Call me a softy or whatever, but I can’t help what I feel.
“You make me feel things I never thought I would get to feel. Seeing my brothers fall in love and find their women only made me think that it would never happen, especially with how much time passed, but you came back, and it gave me hope. Again, I sound like a fucking Hallmark movie but fuck it.”
His voice drops deeper the more he speaks and my body comes alive again beneath him.
“You fill me with so much fucking need for you, baby, that I can’t get you off my mind. My body craves you in ways I can’t explain.”
Damn it. This man knows how to make sweet words sound sexy.
“Shit, Jack. You always manage to make me swoon when you speak,” I tell him genuinely.
He goes to reply, but my stomach decides that this is the time to remind me it needs feeding. We both burst out laughing but mine gets cut off when Jack presses his lips to mine in a kiss that I feel deep in my soul.
“I love you, Lilith.” He grins, kissing my nose. “Damn, it feels good to say that out loud.”
He jumps out of bed, and I lean up on my elbows to watch him pull on his black boxer briefs. The material cups his butt in the most spectacular way, making my body heat up.
“Come on, woman. We need to feed you if we are doing that again.” He winks and leaves the room.
I sigh, falling back onto the bed with a giggle slipping free. My heart feels full, and my body feels lighter. It was touch and go there for a second, when he said nothing back, but knowing that Jack loves me almost makes me forget why I am actually here. The light feeling starts to feel heavy, but it doesn’t sink deep as my name is called from the kitchen.
I smile hearing my man call for me, then I climb out of bed, picking up the T-shirt that Jack was wearing before slipping it over my body. Not bothering with panties since Jack told me that we were in for a night of fucking and lovemaking, they would just get in the way.
The giddiness builds up inside of me, seeing a future that I can be happy in, and it is because of a man who started out as my teenage girl crush.