Chapter 15
Jackal
Part of me knew I’d lose my self-control when I dragged her to my room, but part of me really hoped she would run out and not look back. I’d never harm a hair on her gorgeous head, but wanted to try to scare some sense into her. Instead, she completely wore down my willpower and I finally gave in.
Her skin was like satin, and her body was soft. I couldn’t wait to have those thick thighs around my waist, but after torturing myself over this woman all this time, I wanted to make it worth it. She was needy for me, begging for me. Teasing her gave me a little too much pleasure, but I was desperate for her, too, so I couldn’t tease too long. Not this time, anyway. But there would be plenty of time to really have her pleading for me.
Her lips were soft and supple, just like every other part of her, and her arousal tickled my senses. She was mewling and saying words I couldn’t understand as her body shook and her pussy clamped around my finger. I didn’t even get two in before she broke completely, and it was the most amazing thing to watch.
Her hands were so tight in my hair that it came free from the hair tie. She could rip it out if she wanted to. My little bird was flying so high from my actions that she completely lost herself and I wanted to do that over and over again. I wanted to satisfy her so much that she couldn’t form coherent sentences.
When she said she needed me, I knew exactly what that meant and I was aching to give it to her. Rubbing her swollen clit with one hand, I reached into the nightstand with the other and fumbled around until I found a condom. Still needing to get my boots, jeans, and underwear off, I replaced my thumb with my mouth and she bucked her hips.
“Jackal, oh my God.”
I didn’t want to not have some part of me touching her, so that was the only answer. Plus, I could eat her pussy all day.
Once I finally was rid of my clothes, I rolled the condom on, then climbed my way back over her, licking and tasting each part of her as I did, and rolling her clit with my finger. I slid a finger inside, then another as I sucked a nipple into my mouth.
She arched off the bed, her fingers digging into my shoulders. She tugged at me, trying to pull me up further, so I released her hard nipple with pop.
My cock was aching, but watching her writhe for me was captivating. I hovered over her, loving the way her mouth was barely parted and her brows pinched as I worked her with my fingers. “Look at me, Lil Bird.”
Her eyes slowly opened, revealing the rich brown irises that I fought so hard to not get lost in. They were desperate and pleading. “Jackal,” she whispered, her chest heaving beneath me with deep breaths.
Her hips squirmed and she rocked against my hand.
I wanted to draw this out and soak in every second of her but I was about to explode. “You ready for me, Lil Bird?”
“Yes, holy hell, yes!”
After pulling my fingers out, I lined myself up to her entrance and grabbed her hip, moving her so I could go deep inside.
“Fuck, you’re so tight,” I grumbled as I slowly pressed myself inside of her slick heat.
Maybe I was a hypocrite for making her watch me, but I couldn’t help but close my eyes as I buried myself inside of her. Her hands wrapped around me, nails digging into my back. She was tense.
“Am I hurting you?” I asked, pausing my forward progress.
“No. More,” she said.
“Breathe and relax.”
She blew out a breath, and her muscles loosened, but her legs wrapped around me. As I slid the rest of the way in, I caressed her thigh as my other hand gripped her round hip. I couldn’t get enough of feeling her skin. Digging my face into the crook of her neck, I pressed myself in all the way and reveled in the feel of her surrounding every part of me.
I breathed in her sweet, floral scent before licking the salty, damp skin of her shoulder. Her hips rocked, so I moved mine, trying everything I could to last at least a few minutes.
She mewled and moved with me, making it harder and harder to not blow. “You feel so fucking good, Shivana.”
“I–more. I need more.”
Moving faster, I took her mouth, plunging my tongue inside almost at the same rhythm I plunged in and out of her. My balls tightened and the base of my spine tingled. Letting go of her thigh, I put my thumb on her clit. “I’m about to come, baby. I need you to come again. Can you do that for me?”
“I–I’m close. I–Jackal–”
Her channel pulsed around me. “Goddamn, baby,” I said before I moaned as jets of my release shot into the condom.
Grunting with each pump into her, I gritted my teeth as heat prickled at every nerve ending in my body.
Pushing deep inside one last time, I wrapped my arms beneath her, squeezing her shoulders as I pressed my lips to hers, savoring her with deep strokes of my tongue.
Pulling back, I stared down at her glistening face and swollen lips. “You’re amazing, Lil Bird.”
“I think I’m dead,” she said finally, her eyes blinking lazily.
After one more long, sensual kiss, I swept the stray hair from her forehead. “I’ll be right back. Just need to take care of this.”
She smiled up at me with a satisfied glow.
I pulled out, and climbed off the bed, stepping into the bathroom. When I looked down to pull the condom off, there were streaks of blood.
After wetting a towel and cleaning myself up, I warmed the water and wet it again to go take care of her.
She lay there just as I left her, and there was a bit of blood on her thighs. Leaning down, I started to wipe her down. “I think you started,” I said softly.
She leaned up quickly and looked down in horror.
“It’s okay, Lil Bird. Nothing I ain’t seen before.”
“Here, let me do that,” she said as she took the towel. “Can I sneak in there?” she asked, pointing to the bathroom.
I nodded and moved out of her way. “Sure. Help yourself.”
She hustled off the bed, pulling the comforter with her. I pulled my boxer-briefs on since she probably wouldn’t want to go again, at least not right now. I plopped on the bed and sat against the headboard.
As I sat there, my brain started replaying everything. She talked a lot of shit, but once we got down to business she had been tense. And I thought I was hurting her, but she told me to keep going, so I did. And women had their periods; it wasn’t a big deal. She was a doctor, for Christ’s sake.
Holy shit.
Flying from the bed, I knocked on the door. “Shivana, are you okay?”
“Um, yeah. I think the beer got to me. Maybe I should go,” she said from the other side of the door.
“Can you come out here?”
The door opened and she had the comforter wrapped around her, but she held her head high.
“Did you forget to mention something to me, Lil Bird?”
Shaking her head, she said, “Nope.”
I leaned against the bathroom door. “Shivana. I gotta know. Did you start, or was that from something else?”
“What if it was something else? It’s not a big deal.”
Thrusting my fingers through my hair, I blew out a breath. “You should have told me.”
“You didn’t ask.”
“Are you serious right now?”
“Jackal, it’s not a big deal. It’s not some special thing I was saving for my one true love. It just didn’t happen yet. And now it has.”
I stepped into the small bathroom and grasped her shoulders. “Lil Bird, that’s something you tell the man you’re giving it to.”
“I didn’t give it to you. It’s not a piece of gum. Seriously, why are you making this weird?”
“You made it weird when you didn’t say shit about it then ran to the bathroom!” Sighing, I said, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t get loud. But goddamn, Shivana. You’re thirty years old. If I’d known–”
“What? You wouldn’t have done it? You don’t want to sully me? Let it go. It’s really not a big deal. I don’t expect anything from you. You can continue on with your normal life. I mean, it would’ve been cool if we could have done that again a few times but if you’re gonna act all crazy maybe it’s best we don’t,” she said as she pushed me out of the way and started collecting her clothes from the floor.
I grabbed her and put her on the bed, sitting with the comforter still around her. “I didn’t say you were sullied, but to most women that’s a big deal. I thought you were experienced. I would never take advantage of someone.”
She rolled her eyes. “Do you even know what that means? I said ‘yes, hell yes’ if I remember. I was more than ready and willing.”
Kneeling down, I looked up at her. “Why? Why were you pushing so hard for this if you’d never done it before?”
“I thought you would be able to show me a good time. I didn’t need it to be special, I just needed it to be good.”
My brows shot up. “So you thought I’d be a good lay, is that it?”
She shrugged again, smirking.
“Well, I hope I lived up to your expectations.” I stood up, running my hand down my face.
I was pacing, trying to figure out how I felt about this, when I heard her move from the bed. When I turned, she was finding all of the clothes she hadn’t already grabbed.
“What do you think you’re doing?”
“I should probably go.”
“Oh no,” I said, grabbing her and yanking the blanket off. “You wanted me, Lil Bird. You got me now.”