CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE #2
I was aware of Kade watching me quizzically.
I’d never raised the topic with him, though I didn’t think he’d be jealous of that fact.
Rather, he was more likely to simply be curious, or perhaps a touch confused, just as Jai was.
He and I were still kneeling on the floor, and I had no intention of changing the difference in our heights until Jai had given me a clear answer, one way or the other.
I wanted to avoid any risk of inadvertently intimidating him, if I got up and ended up standing over him.
“I would…” He glanced at my groin, my erection still prominent.
“I would be interested to try that,” he said eventually.
Even as I was pleased with his answer, I was still acutely aware that his response was well outside the norm for a dimari.
According to normal behavioural standards, he should be offering to do whatever would please his master, rather than expressing his own preferences, even if they agreed with my requests.
I glanced at Kade, hoping to make sure I hadn’t missed any subtle cues from Jai, but Kade merely nodded, an encouraging little smile on his lips.
“All right, then.” I stood up, stroking my cock idly as I fetched a tube of lube from the nightstand.
I tossed it to Jai, then climbed onto the bed, rearranging the pillows so I was halfway propped up, lying on my back.
I wanted to be able to watch him, partly to make sure he was still a willing participant, and partly just to enjoy the view.
Given my usual activities with Kade, it had been a long time since I’d bottomed – several years at least – but it certainly wouldn’t be the first time.
I parted my legs, gave my cock a few parting strokes, then just settled back.
“Go slowly,” I cautioned Jai, as he dithered about at the end of the bed.
“Think back to when you first started your sexual training. You would have taken things fairly slowly, right?” Oh god, I hoped that was true.
I knew the Eumadians could be assholes, but the overall purpose of their training was to get the dimari to enjoy their various duties.
So hopefully they’d at least let him start easy, before ramping up the intensity.
Thankfully, Jai nodded. “Yes, sir,” he said. But then he said something that surprised me. “Could I... Would I be allowed to blow you a little first?”
I felt my eyebrows rise. “Yes, if you want to. But don’t push yourself,” I cautioned him. “Don’t do anything that’s uncomfortable.”
He smiled at that, a real, warm, genuine smile, and I wondered what hidden gems I was going to start discovering as he became more comfortable with me. He was brilliantly smart, that much was clear, but there was far more to a personality than just intelligent.
Jai settled himself more comfortably on the bed, perched on his knees as he leaned over me.
He ducked down and licked at the head of my cock, a few slow, lazy strokes, before taking the whole of the head into his mouth.
I couldn’t help but wonder what his purpose was here.
I had the niggling feeling that it was more than just wanting to please his master.
Perhaps it was some kind of test, seeing if I’d start pushing, grabbing his head, for example?
Perhaps he wanted to tease me a bit and see if I got frustrated and angry?
Or maybe this was really about him, letting him experiment with a willing subject? I didn’t know, and at the end of the day, it wasn’t important. Regardless of his motives, I was going to let him set the pace, and voice encouragements, but not demands.
Kade came and sat on the bed beside me, facing towards Jai, and I could see from the motion of his arm that Kade was stroking himself. Then I caught another glimpse of motion that I’d been too distracted to notice until now – Jai was stroking himself as well.
After a few minutes, Jai pulled back, picking up the lube again.
He coated two fingers, and I watched, trying to tell myself I didn’t need to be nervous.
I was sure Jai had no intention to hurt me, but given the extremes that he’d been taught to endure, would he still remember how careful he’d needed to be at the start of his training?
He reached down and teased my entrance, watching me carefully to judge my reactions. And that simple detail made me relax a whole lot. I squirmed, unused to the sensation, but also wanting more of it. He pressed a little harder, and one fingertip slipped inside me.
He spent a while just pressing that digit in and out, spreading the lube around, letting me get used to the sensation…
and then I saw a knowing glint light his eyes.
I had about half a second to wonder what it meant before he slid a second finger into me, found my prostate like a pro, and pressed hard into it.
“Oh, fuck me!” I yelped, my hips bucking off the bed. “Oh god…”
“Did you like that, sir?” Jai asked, his voice now a sultry purr, and I glanced down at him to find a teasing smirk on his face.
I had to pause as I processed both his voice and his expression.
It was vaguely reminiscent of his initial attempt at ‘seduction’, in the shower on our first day.
That display had been disturbing, rather than enticing, the performance so obviously fake that I’d felt repulsed by it.
So my first thought when seeing the seductive expression on his face was to wonder whether he was simply putting on another performance.
But his body language was entirely different from that first day. This, I could easily believe, was a genuine expression of enjoyment, and of the desire to provide enjoyment for me. And even if I turned out to be wrong, I trusted Kade enough to step in, if things started going off the rails.
“I like that very much,” I said, realising I was a touch breathless.
Jai’s fingers resumed their pressure, massaging my prostate firmly, and then stretching me slowly. I realised at one point that he was stroking my thigh, and then he leaned down to suck my cock into his mouth again.
Finally, he decided we were ready to move forward, so he knelt up on the bed and coated his cock in more lube, then looked down at me, patient, but not hesitant.
“Would you like me to continue?” he asked, making sure he had permission before proceeding.
That was interesting. I’d already technically given him permission, by requesting this in the first place, but the fact that he’d stopped to check was reassuring – not because I had any hesitation about the sex, but because it displayed a radical change of attitude since we’d first met.
He’d gone from disobeying every scrap of his training that he could get away with, to politely confirming that he still had permission to do something.
“Yes,” I said emphatically. “Please, oh fuck, yes.”
He grinned at my obvious enthusiasm, then shuffled forward on his knees.
He lined himself up and pressed in carefully, watching me all the while.
I felt a slight sting as the head of his cock slipped past my entrance, but after that, he slid in smoothly, the sensation of being filled sublime.
“Oh, fuck, yeah,” I moaned, unable to come up with anything more coherent to say.
I lay back on the pillows, feeling my body rock slightly with his thrusts.
He started to roll his hips as he went, pressing more stimulation into the walls of my passage.
For someone who’d never done this before, he was a hell of a quick study.
He lifted one of my legs and draped it over his shoulder, the change in angle pressing him more firmly into me.
I wasn’t going to last much longer, and I wondered why the hell I hadn’t got Kade to do this to me months ago.
Speaking of Kade, I felt a warm hand on my arm, and I opened my eyes to see him peering down at me. “Sir, may I…?” He gestured to my cock, and though I didn’t know quite what he meant, I eagerly agreed.
“Yes. Do whatever the hell you like.”
Kade chuckled, but then leaned down and took me fully into his mouth, sucking firmly and sliding his tongue up and down my shaft.
If I’d thought I was in heaven before, then I was absolutely losing my mind now.
I gave an incoherent moan, then came like a rocket, pulsing into Kade’s mouth and clenching around Jai’s solid cock inside me.
Kade pulled back and set about stroking himself quickly and firmly, secure in the knowledge that he was allowed to come whenever he chose.
Jai, though, paused, his glittering blue eyes watching me intently.
He was breathing hard and his body was tense, and though I couldn’t be sure, I didn’t think he’d climaxed yet.
“Should I… Do you want me to stop?” he asked, looking more uncertain now than he had throughout this entire thing.
“Did you come?” I asked him, not willing to guess and get it wrong.
“Not yet.”
I felt a smile tug at the corner of my lips. “Then you can keep going.” Permission. Not an order.
“But you’ve already…”
“And you haven’t,” I replied. “So you can keep going.”
Jai glanced at Kade, as if I’d just asked him to desecrate a temple.
And given the way the dimari were taught to venerate their masters, his apprehension made sense.
Sex was always about the master’s pleasure, and a climax on the dimari’s part was a reward, but never a right.
Continuing to use my body for his own pleasure, when I would be receiving no more, was probably messing with his head.
“Keep going,” Kade whispered to him, putting a gentle hand on his shoulder.
When Jai didn’t move, that hand moved down to his hip, applying gentle pressure.
Jai rolled his hips, moving inside me again, and he groaned at the sensation.
He kept going, in long, steady strokes, with Kade encouraging him on.
Kade reached up to turn Jai’s face towards him.
“You’re beautiful when you’re turned on,” he said, a pouty smile on his lips, and Jai looked surprised for a moment – surprised, but not affronted.
Then… oh gods above… then Kade leaned in and kissed Jai, and holy fuck, I wanted to come all over again as I watched my two gorgeous, sexy dimari kiss each other like they were drowning and each other’s lips were air.
Jai groaned into Kade’s mouth, a sound that hitched suddenly as his body went tense. His hips jerked forward a couple of times, then he pulled away from Kade’s mouth to moan louder, his hands gripping my hips firmly as he emptied himself inside me.
“Oh, stars,” he muttered, as he slumped forward, catching his weight on his arms. “Oh, wow. That was…”
“Good enough that you’d want to do it again?” I suggested, when he didn’t finish the sentence.
Jai laughed, his expression dazed. “Yes,” he said, after taking a breath or two. “Yes, most definitely.”
He pulled out carefully, then we all fumbled about in a hasty cleanup, Kade doing us a favour by fetching a damp cloth from the bathroom.
Afterwards, we all lay sprawled in bed together, my two dimari squabbling just a fraction until they ended up with one on either side of me, both of them turning out to be as cuddly as each other.
Kade’s head was pillowed on my shoulder, while Jai’s leg was draped over mine.
He stroked lazy lines up and down my chest, occasionally circling my nipple, while Kade laced his fingers through mine.
As nice as it was to be surrounded by warm limbs, I was also aware that my bed really wasn’t big enough to accommodate three large men, and given the modest size of my villa, getting a new bed wasn’t an option either, since we couldn’t fit a larger one into the bedroom.
But with three of us all earning a full time salary now, perhaps there was a better option.
“Hey, it’s just an idea,” I said to my two dimari.
“But what would you think of moving to a larger house? It’s starting to get a bit cramped in here with the three of us, and if we bought somewhere with a bigger bedroom, we could fit a king sized bed into it… ”
I trailed off, letting the pair of them make what they would of the suggestion.
Kade sat up a fraction, lifting his head to look down at me.
“If we’re going to get a bigger bed,” he said, “we should get somewhere with a bigger shower as well. I don’t think we’d fit all three of us into the one we have here. ”
In response, Jai snorted out a laugh. “I think a larger bedroom would be an excellent idea. But I’d like to challenge Kade’s assertion that we wouldn’t all fit into the shower. It just takes a little creativity.”
“I’d still like Jai to stick his cock up my ass at some point,” Kade said, with a pout. “Just to make sure it’s as good as Aiden seems to think it is.”
“We’d still have four more rooms to explore after we finish with the bathroom,” Jai said, tweaking my nipple as he continued the banter. “Plenty of space for more experiments.”
I snorted. “I’ll start making a list,” I said, already beginning to anticipate all the delicious trouble these ideas were going to cause. “I’m sure we can add to it as we go along.”