Chapter 16
Chapter Sixteen
I left school on time, deciding to walk directly to Evan’s house. I’d told my mum I would be at Kate’s again, and she was fine. I did feel a bit lousy lying to her, but I couldn’t help it. The thought of his lips on mine again—-“Doe!”
I bristled, feeling irritation at Arden’s casual attitude. I folded my arms as he approached me, feeling pity for him. I continued walking, hoping he would get the message.
“I’ve heard the news,” he murmured, lighting up a cigarette as he cupped his hands around it to protect it from the wind.
My heart still lurched when I saw him—emotions aren’t that easy to turn off.
“ The news ?” I echoed, wondering why on earth Arden was speaking to me about it, of all people. He sucked on the cigarette as he gave me a sidelong look.
“Why are you still pissed with me? It’s not my baby.”
I stopped then, turning to stare at him in disgust.
“That’s what you think? Let me guess, you fucked her once, and now that means you couldn’t possibly have gotten her pregnant?”
Arden’s eyes flickered over me, causing the all too familiar pull I felt when he looked at me that way.
“Jain...come on. How many guys has she been with? You can’t expect me to believe this baby is mine ? She told me she doesn’t know who the father is!” Arden snapped, anger flashing in his eyes. “It was just a bit of fun—I don’t want a family with the girl, fuck no.”
I laughed in disbelief before continuing to walk.
“Arden, whether you are the father or not, show some fucking respect,” I seethed when I felt him hold my arm.
“Hey, this is serious .”
I stopped, exhaling with irritation.
“What exactly has this got to do with me? Why are we even having this conversation? I’m not your girlfriend. I’m not pregnant. End of story.”
“I know, but—”
I stopped to cross the road, checking both ways before hurrying across as Arden followed me.
“Arden!” I groaned, and he narrowed his eyes at me.
“I fucked up. I didn’t think for one second you would want a relationship with me,” Arden muttered, tossing his cigarette to the curb, exhaling the smoke as I wafted my hand.
“This isn’t about us ,” I said softly, turning towards him as he automatically slid his hands around my waist. I pushed them away, stepping backwards. “That ship has sailed, Arden. Just...focus on this . If it is your baby, Kate will need you.”
“If it’s not my baby, what then?”
Suddenly he looked terrified, and I couldn’t help but feel sorry for him. He was eighteen and potentially a father with nothing to offer. He didn’t even want to be a father .
“Well then, it’s your life to live.” I shrugged, unsure what he expected me to say. “I’ve got a tutorial...”
“Let me walk you. I’ve always loved talking to you.”
What was this, a therapy session?
“I can’t believe you’ve potentially got my friend pregnant. Fucking hell, Arden.”
“See, emotion! You still feel something for me!” He smirked as I shook my head.
“No, whatever I feel for you is what’s left from our little whirlwind—well—what would you call it? Fiasco?”
“Relationship?” Arden offered, and I shot him a look.
“Then you cheated on me.”
“No, we weren’t together—” he protested as I rolled my eyes.
“Then it wasn’t a relationship! Arden, listen. I’ve got to study with Ev-Mr Silver. We have exams coming up, and I can’t keep doing this with you. You’re a gorgeous guy who has fucked up. Don’t fuck this up if you are the dad.”
I reached the end of the road, glancing down to see the familiar black car on the drive. I felt a tingle of excitement when Arden shrugged.
“If you ever want to hook up...”
“I hope you’re joking.”
Arden grinned at me before walking by.
“You know I’m not. Enjoy your studying.”
I shook my head before heading down the tree-lined street to Evan’s house. Suddenly I felt nervous, my palms sweating as I approached, wondering if I was doing the right thing. I’d just left one fucked up situation—did I want to involve myself in another?
Before I knocked, the door opened, and all negative thoughts left me. Evan was in joggers and a t-shirt, smiling at me lazily as I walked past him .
“Jain,” he greeted me politely, and I wondered if he had forgotten earlier.
As soon as the door closed, he stepped closer to me, and I realised he was waiting for me to make the first move.
I dropped my bag to the floor, my eyes searching his as I slowly reached up to put my hand around his neck. Evan pulled me against him, and I let out a gasp when he groaned into my ear.
“How am I supposed to resist you?”
“I don’t know,” I confessed, inhaling his scent.
“I’ll be honest, part of me wants to drag you to bed and show you how much I want you, the other part of me—”
I silenced him with my lips on his, my hands sliding up his t-shirt to feel his hard body. His mouth attacked mine, and I knew then that I was in too deep. I kicked my shoes off as he walked with me to the lounge, his mouth on mine as we fell onto the sofa. I gasped when he pushed my dress up over my waist, his mouth caressing my stomach as he tugged my bra down, revealing my breasts.
“Sweet Jesus, Jain....” Evan groaned as he began to suck my nipples, my body arching back in delight before I tugged his mouth back to mine.
“Sir—Evan—”
“ Now you want to talk?!” he groaned against me as he guided my hand to the bulge in his trousers.
“No, but—”
He seemed to steady himself, breathing heavily as he gazed at me.
“I don’t want just to be another girl you sleep with.”
He sat up then, and I pulled my dress down quickly. He dragged me onto his lap, and I shivered when he held my hands in his .
“I’m not a teenager, Jain. There’s something about you I’m insanely attracted to, something I’m risking my entire career to explore. Do you think I’d do that for a fuck ?”
His voice was hoarse, his words firm.
I shook my head as he traced his finger down my throat.
“But I won’t lie about the number of times I’ve fantasised about it.”
My heart nearly jumped out of my mouth when he said that, and I closed my eyes with embarrassment. He seemed to find this endearing, letting out a throaty chuckle.
“I know I’m doing this all wrong. But I can’t exactly take you out on a date—”
“Would you? If you could, I mean?” I asked, my fingers brushing against the silky material of his t-shirt as he sucked in a breath.
“Of course, Jain. It wouldn’t be easy from prison, but I’m sure orange would look good on me.”
“Have you done this before?” I asked as he gazed at me with confusion.
“I’m twenty-six... I’m not a virgin if that’s what you mean.” He pulled my hips towards his as I bit my lip. “You do that when you’re nervous,” he observed, leaning up to kiss my lips softly.
“Do I?”
“Don’t be nervous with me, Jain,” Evan murmured, sweeping my hair behind my ear softly.
“Ok,” I whispered, dropping my mouth to his as we kissed eagerly.
He moved me underneath him expertly as I wriggled out of my dress and leggings, throwing them to the floor as his strong hands unclipped my bra with ease. His touch drove me insane, his mouth on mine as his fingers touched the waistband of my panties .
“Are you sure?”
“I’m sure.” I gasped against him, watching as he stood up.
“Then I need to take you to bed,” he said, and I wondered if I could just run to his room.
I nodded, walking in front of him as he muttered.
“God your ass—”
“Evan, do you mind?” I teased, pausing at the top of the stairs. I knew which room was his, but I waited for him to lead the way for some reason.
He didn’t hesitate, kissing me slowly before pushing me down onto his bed as I felt the coolness of the sheets against my skin. He slid his fingers over my hips, rolling my underwear off with ease as he familiarised himself with my body.
“Oh, fuck,” he groaned, his finger softly exploring my core as I moaned.
He stood up, removing his shirt and joggers, revealing the most heavenly body I’d ever seen. It was broader than any of the guys at school, and when my eyes fell upon his cock, I gulped.
Well hung would be one way to put it.
“There’s no way that will fit inside me.” I laughed nervously, watching as he rolled a condom over it slowly.
He climbed back over me, my hands trembling as they laced around his neck.
“Jain, it will fit. Your body will accommodate me because of how wet I am making you,” Evan whispered, his fingers sliding easily back into me as I gasped.
He kissed me again, and it became more urgent, more demanding.
I wrapped my legs around his waist as his hardness pressed against my entrance, adjusting it slightly so that it was resting on my clit. This sent spasms through my body as he chuckled against me.
“Ready?”
No. Yes.
I couldn’t speak, so instead, I nodded. He used his fingers to guide himself into me, stopping when I gritted my teeth in pain.
“Kiss me,” he ordered, and I did. Soon he was moving further and further inside as I let out little cries of pain. “It’s almost in, Jain...’
Evan stopped now and then, his mouth alternating between my nipples and my lips before I felt him expand me fully.
“Are you alright?” Evan muttered with concern as he struggled to deal with the pleasure he was feeling.
I nodded, my cries of pain turning to those of pleasure as he began to thrust slowly into me.
“Oh, God!” I cried out, holding onto his shoulders as he began to almost pull out before slamming it back in, making my legs tremble with lust.
“You’re fucking beautiful.”
As the thrusts began to pick up speed, I tried to catch my breath. I clawed at his back when his fingers touched my sweet spot, making me gasp with desire. Something overtook my body as I shuddered beneath him, hearing him curse as I tightened around him with the strength of my orgasm. Our eyes met, and he smirked at me before suddenly pulling out and flipping me over. He pulled my ass up to him, surprising me by pushing his tongue straight into my shuddering core. His fingers worked my clit simultaneously as I felt myself build up again. He dragged my body towards his mouth and back again, and I realised he was fucking me with his tongue .
“Evan, I can’t take it—” I gasped as he pulled his tongue away, replacing it with his thick cock.
He began fucking me hard, and all I could hear was my ass slapping against him, his hands gripping my hips as he built up to his orgasm.
“Oh my God, yes! Fuck me, like that! Oh...God...” I cried out, my hands gripping the sheets as I slammed back against him.
“Jain, fuck... I’m going to...explode...” he groaned before his thrusts quickened to the point of insanity, as he let out a loud, deep gasp, emptying himself into the latex that separated us. He slid his arm around my waist, letting us fall to our sides on the bed, both of us dripping with sweat.
He whispered something in my ear. “I could do that with you every day for the rest of my life.”
I grinned as he kissed my shoulder and withdrew from me, and I turned to watch him. He was still my teacher, no doubt about it.
But now he was also my lover.