Chapter Twenty-Four
She knew Axel inside out. With Axel, her body remembered everything. Every rhythm, every breath, every unspoken promise. Even after years of being apart, they’d fit together last night as if they’d never been away from each other.
But Nick? He was new. He was untouched. He was an unknown. And the way he looked at her made her feel seen in a way that was both thrilling and terrifying.
To want sex with a man she barely knew. How weird was that? But then again, the same thing had happened with Axel when first she’d met him. But she’d never had such a reaction with any other man, not even with Tim.
Until now. Until Nick.
Jenna straightened, running her fingers through her wet hair as she met Nick’s gaze.
“Are you coming in to get me clean?” she teased Nick. The words slipped out like silk, playful, bold, and laced with the desire she no longer wanted to hide.
That was all it took.
The low curse from Axel sent a shiver through her. It was possessive, amused, and undeniably affected. He yanked the shower door open the rest of the way.
More cool air from the bathroom rushed in to meet the heat of the shower stall and she felt her nipples tighten into hard peaks.
Axel stepped inside and Nick followed. The space felt too small for the storm gathering between them and both men’s muscles flexed as they gazed at her while they stroked their erections.
And in Nick’s free hand, she saw the tube of lube and some condom packages.
He placed them on the nearby soap shelf.
Oh.
Anal.
With Nick? Or Axel?
She’d had anal with Axel before, but never with another man.
Their bodies were neatly pressed together now and the hot water cascaded over their skin in rivulets.
Jenna’s breath hitched as Axel gathered her against the warm tiled wall, his arms caging her in. His presence surrounded her. He was protective, overwhelming, and grounded her even as her pulse raced. She could feel the imprint of his cock against her left thigh. Long, thick, swollen and so hot.
She gazed down and saw his cock, flushed dark and he was so big. His shaft pushed against her thigh as he leaned in, his hot breath splashing against her right ear.
“You thought all that teasing in the kitchen was going to go unnoticed by me, didn’t you?” Axel murmured.
She gasped as he palmed her right breast and his thumb smoothed over her nipple.
Jenna moaned at the delightful pleasure, her head falling back against the tiles as Axel’s mouth crashed over her in a brutally beautiful kiss that made her toes literally curl. His kiss was possessive, letting her know that she belonged to him no matter what happened in here today.
He forced his tongue past her lips to tangle with hers. She could taste the faint bitterness of coffee and the heat of his body pressing in around her was overwhelming her senses.
Behind him, Nick was watching them, most likely feeling left out.
Blindly, while Axel continued kissing her, she reached out and her fingers brushed against Nick’s hip.
The moment her fingers brushed him, something inside her shifted.
Not just desire, but the startling realization that she wanted him, truly wanted him, in a way she hadn’t expected.
Then she found his cock. It pulsed like a wild serpent against her palm as she gripped him and squeezed.
He groaned. His groan wasn’t just arousal. She sensed it was years of longing, loneliness, and hunger breaking loose all at once. She stroked him, feeling the swollen length vibrate against her fingers. Then she swiped her thumb over his mushroom shaped slick crown.
Oh man, she should’ve known sex would happen sooner rather than later. Should have known it the second Axel stepped back into her life, that the old hunger between them would flare up like a wildfire.
Axel’s mouth ripped away and he kissed the side of her neck, his teeth grazing her flesh before his tongue soothed the sting.
“I missed us so bad. Nick too. I told him everything about you. What you like…Let us know this is okay with you. Say no now if it isn’t okay and we’ll stop. Nick hasn’t been with a woman in a long time too. And we’re both clean, Cyn made sure of that with tests,” he mumbled.
Cyn.
Tests.
The mention of Cyn jolted her. A reminder that other people had seen this coming before she had. The woman had been thinking this would happen?
She shut her thoughts down about Cyn. Now was not the time to bring Cyn into her mind.
But both men had been without sex for years. No wonder they’d turned to each other.
Then Jenna’s thoughts turned to this, the three of them, not happening and she trembled.
Part of her, a weak part, her younger self from the old days said this was so not right. But a bigger part, her newfound sexual confidence said this was going to be so good. To hell with any consequences.
She wanted them. Both of them.
“I…want…this,” she admitted.
Her breaths were coming so hard and so fast, she swore she’d never breathed so recklessly before.
She heard Nick curse softly. Felt Axel step away so Nick could move in beside him and in front of her. The shift in his posture sent a thrill through her.
“I have wanted you for so long, Jenna,” he whispered. His blue eyes pierced straight into her soul, and she saw the truth in his words.
“May I kiss you?” he asked.
Jenna blinked. The gentleness of the question disarmed her.
“Yes, of course,” she replied, her voice barely a whisper.
She was surprised she could even hear herself above the roar of the spray.
She trembled as Nick’s head moved downward and she closed her eyes as his warm mouth melted over hers in a tentative kiss. His kiss was nothing like Axel’s. It was slower, searching, as if he were memorizing her one breath at a time. Pleasure sparkled throughout her body.
Oh boy. This man was toxic in a really good way.
As he pulled away, he gazed at her, a crooked smile on his face. She liked the way he looked at her, a burning hunger blazing his intentions.
“I’m usually a gentleman, but with you…you bring out my primal instincts,” he growled.
“I like primal,” she confessed.
She couldn’t help but look at Axel. She needed to see his reaction and what she saw surprised her.
The look in Axel’s eyes steadied her. It wasn’t jealousy, not hesitation, but a fierce, quiet approval.
He was seriously turned on. She could tell it in the way his brown eyes blazed as he watched her and Nick.
She didn’t have to ask him if this was okay with him. She just knew.
Her gaze dropped. His steel-hard erection confirmed what his eyes were saying. You have my permission to be with Nick.
“Let him make love to you, baby doll,” he mouthed and as she read Axel’s lips, Nick’s hands smoothed over her breasts making her catch her breath. His hands were reverent, almost trembling, like he couldn’t believe she was real, like he was afraid she’d vanish.
“They’re perfect, just like Axel said,” he murmured as he cupped her and tested their weight, his thumbs circling her nipples until they hardened even more, into tight, aching peaks.
Then his head dipped and she moaned as his mouth was on her breast, hot and wet, his lips sealing over one nipple as his tongue flicked against the sensitive bud.
Jenna’s head fell back against the tiles again, a broken moan spilling from her lips. Then Axel was moving in beside Nick and Jenna watched as his head dipped toward her other breast. Axel sucked a nipple into his mouth, and the dual sensations were killing her in such a sweet way.
Nick’s mouth sucked hard enough to send spikes of pleasure straight to her core, and Axel’s mouth, just a bit gentler, was spreading arousal throughout her body.
The sensation of both men focused on her made her feel seen in a way she’d never experienced. She felt cherished, desired, and utterly alive.
The pull of both their mouths was profanely beautiful. The wet sounds filling the shower stall, mixing with the rush of water and her ragged breaths was like an erotic music and she could already feel her orgasm building, coiling tight, deep inside of her.
She could feel their thick cocks pressing against her from both sides, their scorching imprints branding her flesh.
Suddenly Nick was pulling away. He crouched in front of her, his broad shoulders parting her thighs. The shift in his position made her heart race. Not from fear, but from the trust she was giving him, trust she hadn’t expected to feel so quickly.
Axel’s finger slipped beneath her chin, tilting her head sideways and then his hot mouth was fusing over hers in a spectacular kiss. His kiss anchored her. It was a reminder of their past, their pain, their love, and everything they were rebuilding.
Between her thighs came the first tender swipe of Nick’s tongue through her folds.
The intensity of it startled her. Not just pleasure, but the realization that Nick understood her body instinctively, as if he’d been waiting for this moment for years.
His tongue moved slow and deliberate, like he was savoring a juicy steak.
She moaned into the sweet arousal, and her hands flew to Nick’s head, her fingers twisting in the strands as he licked her again, this time focusing on her clit, his tongue flicking in tight, relentless circles.
She cried out into Axel’s mouth at the naughty impact and her hips rocked forward, chasing Nick’s mouth.
Damn, he’s good. Just as good as Axel!
The thought hit her like lightning. They were different men, different histories, but both of them wanted her, and she wanted them both.
Her breaths came in short, sharp gasps as Nick’s hands settled on her hips, as he made a tighter fit, and sucked and slurped.
He swept his tongue around her quivering clit like a mighty warrior and Axel’s strong hands cupped her breasts, pinching her nipples, kissing her harder, making sparks fly behind her eyes.