Chapter 13
Thirteen
Madison
He lowers his head and slants his lips over mine; this isn’t like his other kisses.
This is Joker unleashed. As soon as I gave the go-ahead that this is what I wanted, he let his dominant side out.
The playful Joker is now gone, and in its place is the wild and untamed Joker, and I’m loving every moment.
My legs threaten to buckle, and Joker chuckles against my lips and lifts me up in his arms as I wrap my legs around his waist. I can feel how big his cock is against me, and it’s taking everything in me not to rub myself against him like I want.
I rip my mouth from his, panting. “Bed. Take me to bed.” I moan in his ear as I leave kisses on his neck.
He walks to his bed and lowers me gently as if I’m made of glass.
He stands above me, looking at me with an intense look in his eyes.
I take that time to slowly open the towel so I’m lying here fully naked.
His eyes darken as he takes me in from head to toe.
I can feel his eyes on me as my body shivers.
I watch as he lowers his boxers until they hit the floor, and my eyes widen as I see the size of that monster between his legs.
Jesus, he’s huge. I may not be a virgin, but that is going to hurt tomorrow.
Those thoughts leave me as I grab his cock, stroking it from root to tip.
I watch as pre-cum leaks. So, I do the only sane thing and lean forward and take his tip into my mouth, sucking him as far as I can.
I look up with him still in my mouth to see his head thrown back, eyes closed. “Fuck.” He grits out. He pulls back, panting, looking at me. I pout at him, making him chuckle. “You can play later; right now, it’s my turn.”
Oh, hell yes, finally. I move so I’m lying in the middle of the bed watching as he climbs on, hovering over top of me.
I open my legs so he can fit. He boxes me in, leaning down, sealing his lips to mine in a heated kiss.
He doesn’t let up, and he takes my breath away as he nips, licks and sucks his way into my mouth.
Everything narrows. The world fades to sensation and emotion, and the undeniable truth of this moment.
My heart is pounding hard enough that I’m sure he can feel it, and somehow that only pulls us closer.
I cling to him as my body shivers with each kiss.
When we break apart, it’s barely a pause—foreheads touching, breaths uneven, the space between us vibrating with everything yet to come.
He doesn’t waste time as he leaves open-mouthed kisses along my chest until he takes my breast into his hot, wet mouth, pulling and tugging until I’m tugging on his hair.
It's that intense. He lets go with a pop and shows my other breast equal attention until I’m withering on the bed begging for more.
“Please, Joker.” He knows what I want and what I need.
He lowers himself until he’s right where I need him. I’ve never had a man go down on me before. “Patience, my angel.”
He pushes his shoulders, making my legs go wider to fit him as I lean up on my elbows to look at him.
“Joker, I...” Before I can finish my sentence, he takes the first lick, stealing all thoughts from my brain.
His growl vibrates through me. “Fuck you taste so sweet and all mine.”
He doesn't let up after that. All talking stops, and he's relentless. Licking and sucking until I'm begging for more. I grip the sheets, my knuckles turning white. “Omg.” I moan, trying to keep as quiet as possible.
My body feels like it's floating, each stroke of his tongue taking me to new heights I've never felt before. My orgasm is right there on the edge as my body shakes, my head thrashing from side to side on the pillow.
“That's right, Madison. Feel everything I'm doing to you.
This pussy belongs to me. No man will ever see you like this.
I'm going to brand you so that every time you walk, you will feel me. And when you need a release, I will gladly get down on my knees and worship you like the queen you are. Cum for me.”
His words are my undoing as he doubles his efforts and sticks his fingers inside me, stroking along my walls as he eats me like I'm his favorite dessert. I can feel it building inside me, and it only takes a second more before I bite down on the pillow and let my release wash over me. My body feels like it’s floating high; Joker licks through my release.
I shiver and push his head away and look down at him as he leans against my leg with a smug smile on his face that he totally earned.
“Are you ready for more?” He kisses my leg as he crawls up my body. I love that he’s still giving me a choice.
He hovers over me, boxing me in. “Don’t you dare stop. I don’t want anything between us. I'm clean and on birth control, and there's only been one time. Are you okay with that?”
“More than okay, angel.” He gathers my hands in his and lifts them above my head, lining himself up. Oh, so slowly he slips inside me, pulling out and pushing back in, stretching me until he’s fully seated inside. His arms shake as he holds perfectly still, letting me get adjusted to his size.
Lowering his forehead against mine, we look into each other's eyes. “I love you, Madison.”
My throat clogs with emotion as tears gather in my eyes. “I love you too.”
He pulls out slowly and pushes back in, and I see stars as my eyes roll into the back of my head at the sensation.
My body shakes each time he hits a spot.
This isn’t rushed; it's just the two of us finally joined together as one.
A tear rolls down my face at the intensity of it.
Joker lowers his head and kisses my tear away and takes my lips in a heated kiss, keeping tempo with his hips as he picks up his speed.
Our tongues duel for dominance, but in the end, Joker wins.
Our bodies are slick with sweat as we move as one.
I rip my mouth from his, throwing my head back. I know he’s holding back, but I want all of him. I tighten my legs around him, meeting him thrust for thrust. “Let go, Joker, give me all of you.”
He pulls out until just the tip is in and gives me a wicked smile. “As you wish, my angel.” He grabs my leg, moving it higher, and then slams back in, moving me up the bed. This isn't sweet lovemaking; this is Joker unleashed, and I love it.
“Fuck.” I hold on to the headboard as he continues to fuck me into the mattress.
Each snap of his hips has his cock hitting something deep inside me, making me lose all thought. “Fuck, your pussy feels so good; you were made for me, Madison. You're such a good girl for taking all of me. Look how well you take me.”
Jesus, this man and his dirty mouth. I lift my head and look at us joined, his cock glistening in my juices, which just makes this more erotic. I can feel my orgasm building to something I've never felt before, and I know he knows how close I am. He lowers his hand and rubs my clit.
I throw my head back, arching my back. “Shit.”
“That’s it. Let go, Madison.” He grits through his teeth and I know he’s close.
My head thrashes from side to side. It’s too much but not enough at the same time. “I can’t.”
“You can, and you will. Let go now.” His hips snap, losing all rhythm, and at his words I let go.
I fall over the edge of bliss as my orgasm washes over me in waves.
I lose all sense of time as my vision goes black and my body feels like it’s floating.
My breath hitches, and I cry out my release into the quiet bedroom; each wave of pleasure that runs through me has my body convulsing.
My vision slowly returns as I see Joker going over with me.
He collapses on top of me, his body shaking just as hard as mine as we try to slow our racing hearts.
“Fuck,” he grunts out.
I wrap my arms around him, holding him to me. “Yeah, that was wow.”
His body shakes with laughter as he lifts up and places a kiss on my lips. “Plenty more where that came from.” He lifts up and moves, slipping out of me, and I can’t hide my wince. He's massive; it was bound to happen. “Are you okay? I wasn’t too rough with you, was I?”
He has a look of concern on his face, making me smile. “I’m perfect. Tonight was perfect. And if you haven’t realized it, you're not exactly small. A little pain is totally worth it.”
He leans down and kisses me before getting out of bed. “Doesn’t matter, you shouldn’t be in any type of pain. I’m going to run you a bath.”
I watch as he walks away, and I take a moment to let tonight sink in.
I feel like I’m still floating. I'm so happy.
I stand up and stretch my muscles and throw my hair into a bun, and head to the bathroom.
I stand by the door, watching Joker move around, filling the tub.
I walk over to him, kissing his back. He takes my hand and helps me into the tub.
As soon as the hot water hits my skin, I sigh.
I look up at Joker and smile. “Join me?”
He shakes his head and gets in behind me, wrapping his arms around me. I sink into his touch. “You feeling okay?”
I lift my head and kiss under his jaw. “More than okay. You make me happy, Joker. You, Bailey, our chosen family. Everything I’ve done in my life and where it’s led me was leading me right to you, and I wouldn’t want to be anywhere else.
I love you.” A tear slides down my face with all the emotions that are running through me right now.
I watch as Joker closes his eyes, my words hitting him.
“I love you so damn much, Madison. It makes me fuckin happy that you see me, the real me. You're my ole lady. Hell, I already ordered your cut. I’m going to marry your ass so every fucker in the world knows you’re mine and plant as many babies as you want in you.
” He leans down and kisses me, filled with so much passion; my heart is filled with so much love and happiness.
I know we will get through anything life has to throw at us together.
We sit in silence with his arms wrapped around me. “Tell me something about yourself that I don’t know.”
He’s quiet for a moment, and I don’t think he’s going to answer me. “I’ll tell you, but you can’t tell anyone, okay?” His voice is so serious it makes me all nervous.
“I promise I won’t say anything.” I whisper, dreading what he’s about to tell me. With Joker, you really never know.
He lets out a sigh. “I’ve been to jail before.”
It takes me a minute to realize what he just said, and I move fast in the tub, splashing water over the side to lean closer to him. “You’ve been to jail? What for?” I whisper-yell at him, shocked. He nods his head and looks away as if he's ashamed. My heart is beating fast, wondering what happened.
“It’s true; it was the worst experience of my life. Once in monopoly. It took me forever to roll doubles because I didn’t have the money to pay the fine, and Little Terror wouldn’t let me borrow it.” It takes me a moment to get what he said, and he bursts out laughing at my shocked face.
I splash him with water, narrowing my eyes at him. “Joker, you ass, that was not nice. I thought you were serious.” I can’t help but laugh along with him. I swear this man keeps me on my toes.
“Aww, come here, angel. Sorry, I couldn't help myself.” He pulls me back into his arms and kisses my lips.
“Ya, ya, you're lucky I love you.” He pulls back as I shiver with the water getting cold.
“Come on, let's get you to bed.” With that, he lifts me out of the water and wraps a fluffy towel around me, drying me off. I walk into the bedroom and slip on a pair of sleep shorts and one of Joker's shirts and climb into bed face first. I’m so tired I could sleep for a week.
Joker turns the lights off and slips in beside me, pulling me over to him. I lay my head on his chest, listening to his heartbeat as he throws the covers over both of us.
“Sleep, angel.” Joker says as he kisses the top of my head.
My eyes close and I fall asleep with a smile on my face, knowing that tonight all of Bailey’s fears will be put to rest and we can finally move on as a family.