42. Chapter Thirty-Three
Chapter Thirty-Three
Say it with Me – “I Am Enough”
Two Months Later
Kaden
I can’t resist staring at Luke getting dressed to go out tonight. How did I get so lucky?
“If you keep undressing me with your eyes before I’m even fully dressed, we’ll never get out the door.” I got caught.
“I can’t help it if you turn me on. Maybe you should get dressed in the bathroom or we’re going to be late.” At least I can be honest with him.
I receive a headshake of disbelief and a chuckle. “That sounds like a problem you need to deal with on your own.” I smile at his typical response to my flirting. He’s grown more accustomed to my bratty behavior. I’m happy to report that my little punishments have only gotten better.
The past couple months have been a whirlwind of having to speak with investigators attempting to find out everything they can about Tyler and his actions over the past year. He wound up pleading guilty to all the charges to receive a lesser sentence, knowing between all the evidence Marissa had on him once she found both burner phones he was using and the text messages he sent me, would be damning to his case. She also found on his personal phone some videos taken when he was following me. There were more than a dozen from the past year, including the night I met Luke. Knowing he was there watching us from the next stall has made me more anxious and aware that I need to take notice of my surroundings when I am out in public.
Tyler received less than a year time, which is more than we thought he would get. Any punishment is better than none, I suppose. All I want now is for him to reflect on what he did to me and I’m hoping this is enough time for him to not repeat whatever craziness was going on in his head.
Luke rushes me out the door before we get yelled at by our friends for being late, once again. It’s been a normal occurrence that we are trying to break the cycle of making.
When we arrive only a couple minutes late our smartass friends give us a standing ovation, applause, and all. Fuckers drew all the attention to us causing me to want to crawl in a hole. Thankfully, Luke pulls me into him giving me the comfort of being in his arms as always.
“Alright, assholes, you can stop with the theatrics now.” Luke’s scolding is all in fun, receiving a round of laughter.
“Awww someone is grumpy. I guess that means they’ll be sneaking around later.”
Gabe has called us out a couple times now for sneaking off for ‘alone’ time during our outings. We aren’t exactly inconspicuous about it, but we really don’t care. We enjoy our trysts in random bathrooms or parking lots, in or out of a vehicle. We haven’t exactly gotten caught yet, so until then we will have our fun.
We all fall into our usual chatter, or debates, because of course we can’t go one night without Gabe and Connor disagreeing on something. I think Connor is just a little jealous about Gabe taking up so much of Ender’s time lately. Not like he’s one to talk, but I’m not getting involved in all their business.
Faith is back to ignoring Dakota tonight, which is another chaotic situation I have stopped trying to understand. Poor guy has been through the wringer with her the past couple months, but he hasn’t given up on her yet, so I’ll give him an A+ for effort.
“Hey everyone, sorry we’re late.” Kelsey and Austin have become a part of our family here since that first night and then Austin saving me from Tyler. They have fit in with us seamlessly. Their arrival has put Gabe and Connor’s bickering to a ceasefire for the time being.
“Anyone need a beer?” Austin asks before heading off.
“I’ll come with you.” Luke and Austin have become close. I can’t count how many times Luke has thanked him for stepping in to help me.
Lanie comes to sit by me, “Having fun, butthead?”
“Always. What’s going on with you and Jackson? Haven’t heard from you much the past couple weeks.”
“I just saw you last night at dinner and game night, Kaden.”
“That’s different. The parental units were around. We can’t talk about anything private around them. You know they can’t keep a secret to save their lives.”
“Truth.” She hesitates sharing whatever is going on. “We are good. Just some things you and I should talk about. Jackson says it will be good for me to talk to you about it, so I’m trying.”
“Lanie, I don’t like the way that sounds.”
“It’s fine, I promise. We can talk tomorrow. I’ll come over for takeout and a movie.”
“I’m holding you to your word.” I give her a steely look to make sure she knows I won’t let her back out of it last minute.
“I’ll be there.” She reassures me with a side hug and kiss on the cheek.
“Hey, did I say I was sharing her tonight?” Jackson reaches out, taking Lanie’s hand and pulling her towards an area where some people are dancing.
“She was mine first!” I yell at him as they walk away, all of us falling into laughter.
I walk to the bar in search of the man I have grown to crave being in his presence. “Are you going to hog my boyfriend all night, Austin?”
“It’s the least you can give me since I saved your life.” Austin’s running joke for stealing Luke’s time away from me doesn’t miss its mark every time.
“Okay, okay, we can share him tonight.”
“Wait, who’s sharing who, now?” Bryce has once again overheard our conversations. I swear the guy has supersonic hearing like a dolphin or something.
“No one is sharing anyone, at least when it comes to Kaden and I.” Luke possessively pulls me in front of him, wrapping his arms around my waist.
“That’s a disappointment, but I get it. I wouldn’t want to share you two, either.” Bryce walks away with a wink and smirk. He has become a regular staple in our nights here, often flirting with me just to get a rise out of Luke. If Luke didn’t already know he was doing it to tease him, we probably would have been banned from the bar by now.
“On that note, I’m going to join the others and you two can go do your thing. It’s about that time isn’t it?” Luke gives Austin the finger as he walks away cackling at himself.
“Are we really that bad?” I ask Luke, leaning back into him.
“Yes. Your favorite thing in the world is getting me hard in public, or have you forgotten?”
“Second favorite.”
“Oh yeah, what’s the first?” he whispers into my ear, his lips brushing against them.
“You punishing me for making you hard in public.” I reach behind me, palming him, already feeling him begin to swell. I internally laugh at how easy he is to tease.
“That’s funny, it happens to be my favorite thing, too” He bites my earlobe, and I know it’s time to go.
I take his hand and lead him out the door without any objections on his part. His surprised expression when I open the driver’s side door, nudging him to get inside, makes me want to do all the things I want to do to him right here and now.
“Ummm are we going somewhere?” He asks when I get in.
“Take me home, Luke.” He stares at me for a short moment before obliging to my request.
The ride home feels longer than it usually does. I guess that could be a result of us not having our typical escapades before we leave.
I lead Luke into his building and straight to his bedroom once in his apartment. Fred protests me closing the bedroom door behind us. You’d think he’d be used to it by now.
“Angel, what do you have up your sleeve?”
“Besides giving you complete control over my body tonight?” I pause, squeezing his hips as I pull him closer, “Keeping you for the rest of my life.” It comes out as a whisper.
The heat from his eyes from the first admission turns soft before he gently pulls my lips to his.
He walks me backwards towards the bed, the backs of my knees hitting the edge. I take a seat while unbuckling his belt and lowering his jeans to his thighs. Luke caresses my hair as I press my face into the crease of his groin, inhaling deeply. The musky smell consuming me for the brief time I linger there. I lick the area before giving his beautiful cock the attention it well deserves.
His affectionate gaze down at me does that tsunami thing to my stomach again, just like the night we met.
“I’ll never get tired of this view, Angel.”
I pull off him, “I can’t say I mind the view myself.” I continue fully undressing him, those lustful eyes not leaving mine.
“You need to stop looking at me like that before I spoil whatever you have planned here.”
I push him back and stand to undress myself. Luke brushes his hands all over my body as I remove each piece of clothing. His touch sending goosebumps to places his hands haven’t been, yet. I throw my arms around his neck, pressing my lips softly to his as his fingers seek out my hole. I see and feel the moment he finds my surprise instead.
“Baby, did you wear a present for me?” He grins, firmly tapping on the plug I’ve been wearing all night for him, causing me to gasp against his lips.
“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” I bat my eyelashes at him, sweetly.
“Show me.” His voice conveys that is not a request.
I turn and kneel on the bed, elbows on the mattress, my legs spread as far as they can go in this position. I feel his hands spread me open and hear his sharp intake of air when he sees the pretty green jewel on the base of the plug.
“Do you like it?” I ask him over my shoulder.
Luke just nods, not taking his eyes off it. “Why green?”
“It’s been my favorite color since the day we met.” He blesses me with that iceberg melter again.
Luke pulls on the base, pumping it slowly when he hears my reaction to the movement.
“As pretty as it is, I’m extremely jealous of it right now.” He admits as he pulls it fully out and throws it on the bed. I am taken by surprise when he replaces it with his tongue. He has been taking things slow exploring what he is into, rimming me being one he hasn’t attempted, until now. It doesn’t take long to find out just how much he is enjoying himself.
Luke buries his face in me, sucking and licking like a starving man. One hand finds my cock, giving it affectionate strokes. His tongue plunging in and out of me, sending me into euphoria from overstimulation. Uncontrollable moans and profanity escaping my mouth leaves no questions on how well of a job he’s doing.
“Fuck, you’re killing me, babe.” The words come out sounding more like whimpering.
The moment his face leaves my body I regret saying anything. He doesn’t take his time grabbing the lube from the nightstand drawer, returning to his position behind me.
Luke rubs his hand along my spine, applying pressure to push me to the mattress. I feel the cold gel on his fingers when he briefly enters me and quickly replaces it with his cock. He bends his body entirely over mine, skin to skin. The slow drives into me combined with the sensual way his hands massage my hips and stomach have me grabbing Luke by the hair and suffocating him with a kiss that would make the Devil jealous.
When we come up for air and Luke’s words cement my resolve for keeping him forever. “I didn’t know how much I needed you until you found me, and I am going to make sure you know your worth every day for the rest of our lives.” He continues the modest thrusts into me while the muscle in my chest pleads with me to break out of its cage and wrap itself around Luke, protecting him at all costs. “Thank you, for loving me, Angel.”
Once again, this man shakes me to my core. “Luke, I need you to get up.” He obeys my breathless instruction. I turn him to lie on his back and straddle him, seating myself on his cock.
“I need to look you in the eyes when I say this.” I cup his face in my hands as I leisurely roll my hips. My lips caress his as no truer words have ever left them, “You are lovable, you are loved, you are enough. If I have to spend the rest of our lives telling you every single day to make you believe it, I will.” I barely see his eyes water before his fingers entangle my hair and firmly pulls me into him.
Kissing his neck and shoulders as far as I can reach, I can feel his body trembling under my lips. His arm is like a vice grip around me, ceasing any movement. The embrace seems to last an eternity, yet not long enough when he slowly releases me.
Salty tears smeared across his face shatter my heart to pieces. “I love you, Bug.” I swipe up his tears with my lips.
“I love you, Kaden.” Our kiss starts off gentle as he begins thrusting from beneath me, picking up pace the more franticly our tongues and mouths connect with each other. He flips me over, leaning back on his knees, pushing my knees to my chest where I spread and hold them for him.
Luke fists my cock, stroking in pace with the pounding he’s giving my hole. “Fuck, I’m coming.” I barely get the words out before my cum is spurting onto my stomach, Luke’s hand squeezing every last drop out of me.
His guttural groan is a precursor to feeling the warmth of his cum inside me when he slams into me for the final time.
As he regains his wits, heavy breaths surrounding us, his hand from around my cock scoops up more of my cum. Luke pushes my mouth open, his cum covered fingers circling around my tongue. The blissfulness coursing through my body only heightens when Luke leans down, licking up the rest of my cum, his mouth then replacing his fingers. His tongue massages mine, making the need to consume all that is Luke overwhelming.
Luke’s dick is back inside me, because he just had to feel me on him for a little while longer. He refuses to move from where our bodies are firmly against each other. He’s become very fond of cock warming afterwards.
“Did you really expect to meet someone at that party we went to?” Luke’s question startles me from the silence that filled the room.
"No. Not at all. I only went to hang out with Faith and Lanie. I knew Lanie wouldn’t let me stay home even if I tried.” He chuckles knowing exactly what I mean after getting to know her more. “Did you?”
“I was definitely not there to find anyone. I only went to appease Jackson and Dakota.”
“I guess we have them to thank then, huh?” I smile thinking of how much I owe Lanie for helping me find my lobster.
“Yeah, I need to thank Lanie for making that shirt or I would have never known you were her brother.” His laughter still gives me flutters.
“You mean ‘Just the Brother’,” I clarify, reminding him of some of the first words he ever said to me.
Lifting his head from my shoulder, eyes focused on mine, his words extract all the air from my lungs. “You’re not ‘ Just ’ anything, Kaden. ‘ Just ’ is not enough to describe anything about you. ‘ Just ’ will never be enough.”
Thank you, Goddesses.