Chapter 29
Marching into the room I commandeered, I remove my shoes and stolen coat, throwing them onto the bed as I pace. That was not how I expected that conversation to go. I could feel Neo watching me all night, my neck burning from his intense gaze. I expected him to threaten me or attack, not flirt!
These brothers all have issues. I mean, Neo’s pretty . . . . Okay, he’s beautiful. They all are, with bodies that would even make a god weep, but they know it. They use their beauty as a weapon. I just never thought it would work on me.
He’s right. I want him. I lied.
I want them all, even that annoying fucker Kane, and they are determined to push my buttons. I need to finish this contract and get the hell out of here, yet I can’t calm down.
It’s just been too long since I had sex.
That’s all. I’ll find someone and have a quickie.
I’m in their house, so the available options are vast if I include their guards, but I don’t know who I can trust, and it would take sleeping with the enemy to a new level.
What if it were the mole? No, that rules out the guards and leaves me with three options—four if you include their father, but I have a feeling they would be pissed about me sleeping with their dad. It’s never been my kink either.
“No, this is dumb,” I mutter as I stop pacing and cross my arms. “I don’t need sex.
I have hands. I can get off.” I head to the bathroom before pivoting and turning around.
“Then again, it would mean nothing—no.” Turning back, I head to the bathroom before freezing. I throw my hands in the air. “Fuck it.”
Before I can second-guess what the fuck I’m doing, I’m out of my room and striding down the corridor. I move fast up to the next level so I don’t turn around, and when I reach the door at the end, I storm inside without knocking. Kane leaps to his feet, his eyes widening in surprise.
“What’s wrong—” Before he can finish, I grab his neck and push him back to his bed. His shirt is gone and his pants are undone, as if he were just getting dressed.
“Hellion.” The wound on his chest is covered, and the sight of his golden muscles only solidifies my decision.
I want Kane, and it’s clear he wants me.
He also understands my past, even a little, and the limits.
He’s a safe option—well, as safe as fucking any of the most dangerous men in the world can get, not that I plan to fully fuck him. I just need to get off.
“Don’t think this means anything,” I order, and his brows furrow as he frowns. “Kiss me.”
His eyes widen before they smolder, and he reaches for me, his lips curling in happiness until I block them with my hand. “Uh-uh. I said you could kiss me, but I didn’t say where. Not my mouth, Mr. Sai,” I purr. “You wanted to taste me, so taste me.”
His eyes burn with understanding. Smirking, I step back and shed my pants, waiting. He lowers to his knees, and I stroll closer, dragging my hand up his perfect chest to his chin, which I tilt up so he’s looking at me. “Let’s see if this arrogant mouth can do more than talk.”
Stepping back, I wait to see what he’ll do. He climbs to his feet and reaches for me, and I tut.
I press my foot to his shoulder, my leg stretched high, and push him down until he’s on his knees in front of me again. “This is the only way you’ll get me. Take it or leave it.” I groan as he grips my hips and pulls me to his mouth.
He eats my cunt in a hungry attack, forcing my thighs wider apart and burying his tongue inside me.
My head drops back as pleasure spirals through me, an urgent need demanding more.
Grabbing his hair, I grind into his mouth as his tongue pulls out of my channel and slides up, circling my clit until he finds a rhythm that has me groaning and pressing against his face.
He uses it against me, slowing his strokes around my clit as I feel his thick fingers press against my entrance and slip into my wet core.
My head lowers, and I meet his eyes between my thighs as he licks me faster and harder.
His fingers spear deeper and crook until he rubs my G-spot.
I gasp his name and clench around him, my pleasure continuing to grow until I can’t hold back.
I need this so badly, and his mouth is so good. I shatter with a scream before I bite my lip to swallow the sound. My thighs clench around him as he licks me through my release until I push him away, too sensitive.
His smirk is cocky as hell, his lips glistening with my cum. “I’ll make you crave me, hellion, until you sneak in here every night and beg me to make you scream.”
“You wish, Sai. This is a one-time thing,” I tell him, stepping away. I got what I needed, but I should have known he wouldn’t let me go so easily. I stepped into the devil’s lair, and he’s determined to have his way with me.
He pushes to his feet and grabs me, throwing me down onto the bed. He crawls between my legs as I drape them over his shoulders. Narrowing my eyes at the smug look on his face, I grab my gun and aim it at his head. “Don’t get cocky.”
He doesn’t seem bothered by the threat as he presses between my thighs again. “Shoot me. It’s the only thing that will stop me, hellion. Otherwise, I’m not finished eating yet.”
His mouth is on me again. I’m surprised he didn’t push me further and try to fuck me, but if anything, he seems determined to get me to come to him for that as well.
Instead, he eats me like a starving man, his hands sliding up my sides to grip my breasts.
My back arches in ecstasy as his large, rough palms cover my tits before he rubs and pinches my nipples.
Pleasure arcs between them and my abused clit as he sucks it with the same intensity.
I drop the gun as I roll my hips, riding his face shamelessly.
My pleasure is already growing again, consuming me, until I forget why this is a bad idea.
I shatter again with a scream, writhing beneath him, but he still doesn’t stop.
I’m flipped, my face pressed to his bedding, as his hand slips between my thighs and strokes me as he places kisses and nips down my back and ass.
I shake below him, my cunt clenching with aftershocks, but he doesn’t relent.
He shoves three fingers into me, forcing me to take them, and his mouth sweeps over my ass and down, licking me again until I push back.
“Fuck, don’t stop,” I beg, hating that I am.
“Never,” he murmurs against my flesh. His warm breath has me groaning as I drop my head and push back, taking his fingers harder.
It’s too much. My skin is too hot and my clit aches, yet I can’t stop, and he doesn’t let me slow down.
He fucks me straight through my orgasm and toward another before his tongue circles my ass.
“One day, I’m going to be buried in this tight channel while you scream for me just like this,” he warns.
“I’ll fuck every inch of you, hellion, and we both know you’ll love it.
I can wait, but for now, I want to see you come again.
I want you to drench my bed so I can sleep in your scent. ”
Fuck, fuck, fuck.
His depravity should scare me, but if anything, it gets me off, driving me higher as I rock back into him. His tongue slides into my ass, and an orgasm tears through me, taking me by surprise since I’ve never come this much.
It hurts, and I feel myself dripping down his fingers as I fall forward. All my energy is sapped for a moment as I shake in pleasure. His fingers stroke me gently before pulling free. Kane’s body presses against mine, and I have the insane urge to turn over and demand he fuck me.
That is what gets me moving, despite the shakiness of my legs.
Rolling from the bed, I hit the floor and scoot back before getting to my feet. The need to pounce on him and finish this consumes me. He smirks like he knows my thoughts, and he licks the wet spot on the bed. “Delicious.”
Sliding from the mattress, he kneels before me, a hurricane of devastating hunger in his gaze as he watches me. One word and he would be on me.
Swaying slightly, I lick my dry lips and ignore the shaking of my legs as he kneels, his eyes wild with lust. I need to regain control. I can’t lose myself with him. It would be more dangerous than just killing him.
He’s a Sai brother. I’m a street rat.
Fun is all we can have, and we both need to remember that before we return to our lives. “You can finish yourself off. I’m nice like that.”
Lifting onto his knees, he reaches for his pants as he smirks. “Why, you want to watch?”
Rolling my eyes, I turn and flee from his room. My pulse is hammering because the truth is, I did want to stay.
After Butcher, sex was fucked up for me. But I’ve never wanted someone as badly as I want Kane or his brothers, and that’s dangerous. I can’t allow myself to want someone like them.
The only people I can depend on are Taylor and myself.
I walk away, even as every part of me wants to go back into the room and finish what we started.