Chapter 16 #2
This was how he wanted her. Out of her mind with desire.
Only thinking about one thing. Well…two—him, and her approaching orgasm.
He intended to push her over the edge as many times as he could.
He wanted, needed, to see her lost in mindless pleasure over and over.
Reduced to an elemental state of nothing but endorphins and the need for more.
He held her tightly as she jerked and moved against his finger, and as she began to shake, Buck flicked her clit harder and faster, memorizing what kind of pressure she needed to come.
It didn’t take long, which was a huge turn-on.
Then he felt her orgasm on his tongue and all around his finger, buried deep inside her body.
She was still coming when he abruptly stood, picking her and throwing her onto the mattress. She let out an umph when she landed, but immediately reached for him, making Buck’s lust rise even higher.
Since she was so much smaller than him, Nash had no problem positioning her any way he wanted.
He turned her onto her belly, then grabbed her hips, forcing her to her knees.
He buried his face into her pussy from behind, loving how she immediately cried out once more and widened her stance, giving him consent and more room to work.
Her chest was lying on the mattress and her ass was in the air.
It was carnal and hot as fuck, and Buck was out of his mind with need for this woman.
Thoughts of taking her this way were overwhelming, but he didn’t want that tonight.
He wanted to look into her eyes and see everything she was thinking and feeling when his cock breached her pussy for the first time.
It would be everything…and he wanted to be connected to her emotionally when it happened.
His life was changing with every second that passed.
With every lick, every suck, every moan, she was imprinting on his very soul.
He already knew he couldn’t live without her.
Couldn’t do what he did without knowing she was at home waiting for him.
He was moving too fast, but fuck it. He didn’t care.
“Nash, I need…” Her voice trailed off.
But her words were just what he needed to get control of his overpowering lust. “What do you need? Tell me, Rebel. I’ll do whatever you want.”
“You. I need you.”
“You’ve got me. Be more specific,” he urged. He was being extra controlling, but he couldn’t help it.
“Fuck me, Nash! I want you inside me.”
He moved her before his brain even processed what she’d said.
She was on her back and he was hovering over her.
She made him feel ten feet tall. He’d never been the biggest guy growing up, had been made fun of for his height time and again.
But tonight, as he covered Mandy’s small five-foot frame, he’d never felt more masculine. More like a man.
Just as he was about to ease into her, enter fucking paradise, he remembered.
“Damn it. Hang on,” he panted, as he abruptly pulled back and leaped off the bed.
Mandy rose to an elbow and stared at him in confusion. “What are you doing?”
“Condom,” he bit out, frantically searching his pants for his wallet.
He found it, retrieved the condom, then dropped his wallet without thinking twice about it, ripping open the packet with his teeth.
It was almost physically painful to touch his cock when it was so hard, but he rolled the damn rubber down his length and immediately climbed onto the bed.
“I’ve got the shot,” she informed him when he’d returned.
Hearing that made Buck’s cock even harder, if that was possible. “That’s great, but I’m using a condom until I can prove to you that I don’t have any diseases or infections.”
“I trust you, Nash.”
“And you have no idea what that means to me. Your trust. But I’m still using it.”
“Do you not trust me? I haven’t been with anyone in years,” she said, a little uncertainly.
He was fucking this up. They should’ve had this conversation before things between them had gone this far. He leaned down and took her face in his hands. “I trust you,” he told her firmly. “I just want to prove to you that I’m the man you think I am.”
“I know who you are,” she said softly, reaching up and holding his wrists. “You’re the man I’m falling in love with.”
“Fuck,” he breathed, her words spearing him straight in the heart.
She was so damn brave. Putting herself out there like that.
He wanted to return the words, but his throat was too tight.
He was barely hanging on to his control.
He was going to come like a teenager if he didn’t get a handle on the situation.
One hand moved to brace himself on the mattress over her, and the other went to his cock. He gripped it tightly at the base, stopping his immediate need to come. “Spread your legs. Wider, Mandy. Open up for me. Let me in.”
She did so immediately, ramping up his lust. Running his cock through her soaking-wet folds, he lined them up, then pushed just the mushroomed head of his dick inside her. It felt amazing. So damn tight. It took all his control not to shove the rest of himself in on a single thrust.
Mandy wasn’t looking at him, her gaze was locked between their legs, where they were barely joined. He loved seeing the lust in her eyes, but wanted her to be looking at him.
He moved his free hand to her face and tilted her head upward until he could meet her gaze. “See who’s about to be inside you, Mandy. The person who’d move heaven and earth to make you happy. Who will do whatever it takes to satisfy you.”
“I see you, Nash.”
And she did. She kept her gaze locked on him as he very slowly pushed inside her tight sheath.
They both moaned when he finally bottomed out inside her.
Fuck, she felt incredible. Her muscles twitched all around him, giving him a crushing hug from the inside.
He couldn’t move. Didn’t want to move. Wanted to live right here for the rest of his life…
which would make things extremely awkward for sure.
But he’d never felt anything so all-consuming. It was overwhelming and almost scary.
Mandy seemed to know he was having a moment, because her arms went around him and she caressed his back, from his ass to his shoulders, as he struggled to overcome his intense emotions.
Eventually, his body’s needs won out over his feelings. He moved his hips back, then sank into her body once more. It felt amazing. She felt amazing.
Buck propped himself over her with both hands and, keeping his gaze locked on hers, began to move harder and faster.
Each thrust feeling more like coming home than the last. She was smiling gently at him, but he wanted her as lost in emotions as he was.
Sure, she was obviously enjoying this, but he needed her to feel like she had a little bit ago.
Thinking about nothing but getting off and doing anything and everything she could to get there.
He thrust into her harder than before, and was rewarded by a gasp. “You like that?”
“Uh-huh.”
“You want more?”
“Uh-huh!”
He gave her what she wanted. Buck began to pound into her, afraid at first that he was hurting her, but quickly realizing she was loving his enthusiastic thrusts. But she wasn’t mindless. Not yet.
Concentrating on what she needed to come was helping him hold off his orgasm. She would always come first. In more ways than one.
Shifting, he sat up on his knees, pulling her with him until she was straddling him.
“Nash!” she exclaimed, grabbing at him to stay upright.
But he had her. She wasn’t going to fall on his watch. He couldn’t thrust as well in this position, but he could reach her clit better. He immediately found it, strumming it roughly. Mandy began to squirm and gasp. Leaning forward, Buck took one of her nipples into his mouth and sucked hard.
That did it. She began to writhe against him, riding him as best she could in his tight hold. He felt her orgasm starting. It was more erotic than what he’d done earlier. Better than feeling it against his finger. He wanted to experience this every day.
“That’s it, come for me, Rebel. Come all over my cock. Give it to me.”
And she did. Squeezing him so hard it was painful, but in the best way. Her orgasm immediately triggered his own. He exploded into the condom, feeling as if he’d been wrung inside out. He’d never felt such a powerful release before. He was addicted to the woman still trembling in his lap.
He eased her onto her back, pulling his semi-hard cock out of her as he moved. He hated to leave the warmth of her body, but he was going to negate the purpose of the condom.
Mandy looked sated and relaxed, but he wasn’t done with her. His hand went between her legs once more, and her gaze immediately flew to his as he began to lightly flick her clit.
“Nash?”
“One more, Mandy. I need one more.”
“I don’t think I can.”
“Yes, you can. I know it.”
She didn’t look so sure, but she didn’t pull away.
Didn’t tell him to fuck off. So he continued.
The sight of her juices coming out of her cunt was erotic as hell.
He’d done that. He’d turned her on so much that she was dripping.
He couldn’t wait until he could watch his come mixed with her own leaking out of her body.
It didn’t take much to set her off again.
She was very sensitive now, and he didn’t need such a rough touch to make her thighs start shaking and her heart rate soar once again.
Buck loved learning how to satisfy her. What she needed.
It was a heady feeling knowing he could control her passion like this.
He vowed never to use the knowledge against her though. Only for her pleasure.
When she went over the edge this time, it wasn’t as explosive as before, but it was no less satisfying to watch.
“Enough!” she begged, when he was still stroking her slowly after she’d finished shaking.
Buck immediately moved his hand, resting it on one of her tits, loving how his palm covered the entire thing, the way her nipple was still hard and pressing against his skin.
He leaned over her, resting on his side, their bodies touching from hip to chest. He fingered a lock of her bed-head hair tenderly as he stared down at her, waiting for her to recover and open her eyes.
When she did, the love he saw there was humbling. And scary. Because Buck wasn’t sure he deserved it. Deserved her.
“Hi,” she said a little shyly.
Which was cute as fuck.
“Hi,” he returned. “You good?”
“I’m perfect.”
“It wasn’t too much? I wasn’t too…much?” he asked, feeling uncertain. The sex had been the best he’d ever had, hands down, but he wasn’t sure where she stood.
“It was perfect,” she breathed.
Buck relaxed. Thank fuck.
“I’m going to go check on Rain, get rid of this condom. Don’t move. I’ll be right back.”
“I don’t think I could move if my life depended on it,” she mumbled.
Buck was grinning as he reluctantly got off the mattress. Walking butt naked into the bathroom, he did what he needed to do, then quickly looked into the living area. Rain was snoring loudly on the pile of blankets in the corner.
Returning to the bedroom, Buck saw that Mandy had indeed moved.
She’d pulled a sheet up and over her body, which was a disappointment, but he understood.
They were still new to each other. He didn’t comment on it, just crawled under the sheet with her.
She turned onto her side, and he immediately cuddled up behind her, as they’d done for so many nights in the jungle.
There was something so right about the position. About being here with her like this.
They were silent for several moments before Buck whispered, “I’m falling in love with you too.” He hadn’t been able to speak when she’d said the same words before, but he needed her to know how he felt.
She squeezed the arm that was around her waist and sighed with contentment.
At least, that’s what he hoped she was feeling.
“Thanks for being here. For not freaking out when I asked you to stay over.”
“Why would I freak out when it’s what I wanted too? I’m glad you were brave enough to say what you wanted, because we’re here as a result.”
A few minutes later, he heard her breaths deepen, and he was content to simply lie there and hold her as she slept. His life had changed for the better, and he’d never be so glad in his life that he’d been the one to volunteer to go to Guyana for the mission.
Soon, Buck heard the sound of toenails on the laminate floor. Rain came into the bedroom and jumped onto the bed. He did a few circles at their feet before lying down with a huge sigh.
Buck could only smile and be thankful the dog had waited until they were done with their sexy times before coming in.
He truly didn’t mind Rain being on the bed; after all the dog had done for them and how hard his life had been, he deserved the best they could give him.
But Buck drew the line at him being there when they were making love.
He fell asleep feeling more relaxed and satisfied than he’d ever been. Life was good, and would hopefully only get better with Mandy at his side.