6. Jude
JUDE
H ot and wet and so damn tight that it feels like she’s strangling my dick.
Her whole body has gone so rigidly still that I freeze. I look up and my whole soul almost shrivels up at the pain in her eyes. “Red? Are you alright? What’s wrong?”
She shakes her head and whimpers. “Nothing. Just…give me a minute. I just need a minute.”
“What’s wrong, dammit!”
Her head comes up and she glares at me. “Don’t yell at me!”
I rein in the fear coiling in my belly. “Okay. Just tell me what’s wrong?” I say it calmly even though it feels like I’m about to jump out of my skin. I can feel her tight, slick tunnel around me and I want to move, need to move but I can’t until I find out what’s wrong with her.
“I-I didn’t know how much that might…sting,” she whispers. “You’re kinda big.”
I choke on a laugh. “I’m a big guy, Red. All over.”
She huffs. “Yeah.”
“So you’ve never had sex with a bigger guy?”
“I’ve never had sex at all.”
My whole body goes rigid and I stare down at her as she avoids my eyes. “What does that mean?” I say carefully. I feel like I might have a stroke. She can’t be saying what I think she’s saying.
“I never had sex, Jude. I was a virgin.” She rolls her eyes and I want to paddle her sassy little ass for that and so much more.
“Why the hell didn’t you tell me that? I would have taken it slower. Been more gentle. Something,” I snap.
“You would have done nothing. You would have run out of here like your ass was on fire, Jude. You would want it to mean more than it does.”
“I think it means a helluva lot,” I growl and start to lower her back to the tub and pull out.
“Don’t you dare,” she hisses, her blue eyes flashing fire. “Don’t you dare act like I’m somehow lacking and you can’t touch me just because I didn’t have sex before. It’s not like I had a lot of opportunity. I’ve been working on my career.”
Nodding my head, I fight the urge to drop her lightly to her feet and bolt. She’s not wrong about that.
“Why me?” I almost don’t want to know the answer.
“I trust you. You’re my brother’s best friend. You also know your way around women so you should be able to make it good.”
I huff out an angry breath. “Those aren’t good reasons.”
“They’re no worse than any other reasons to have sex. Now do you think you could actually make this good or…”
My pride huffs and I growl, snatching her up and slamming her back into the wall. “You want this, Red? You want me to fuck you so hard that you can’t stand for a week? Fine.”
I slide my dick out almost all the way until only my head is still in her sweet, tight heat and then I slam back in. In and out and harder, faster.
Her thick hips match me, slamming me harder until I’m seeing stars and fighting the biggest orgasm of my life. “That’s right, Red. Fuck me with that sweet, tight pussy. Come all over my thick cock, little Red.”
She whimpers and I feel the first faint flutterings of her pussy. Her mouth slips along my throat and I groan under my breath. “Yeah, baby. Yeah. Take what you need. Take it all.”
Her eyes come up, dark with lust, her pupils so big and dark that her eyes look like midnight skies. “You’re so dirty. I never would have guessed that,” she breathes out.
Her body clenches around me and I feel a tingling in my spine, my balls drawing up. I clench my teeth, fighting.
“I need you to come right now, Red. Right fucking now. I can’t…I need you to come. One more time.”
I slip my finger down and find the hard, stiff nub of her clit, rubbing it as I fuck her. She throws her head back, her wet red hair like a beacon in the dark. Her cheeks are flushed and wet, her red lips puffy from our kisses and she slicks her tongue along them as she cries out, her whole body tightening and shaking through her orgasm.
“Yes, Jude! Don’t stop, don’t stop!
I slam her hard into the wall and plaster cracks as I come apart inside her, spurt after spurt of my seed planting deep in her body. For just a second I hope one of them finds its way and knocks her up because I want this woman so much. I want to tie her to me for good. Forever.
But I pant out, my arms shaking and drop her lightly to the ground. She drops to the tub and wraps her arms around her knees and my heart falls to my feet. I can see her shivering, shaking shoulders.
“What? Did I hurt you? Are you alright, Red?”
She shakes her head and just tightens her arms around herself. I grab a towel and turn off the water, grabbing her up in my arms and wrapping her in the towel, taking her into the bedroom and dropping to the bed, holding her tightly, terrified that I hurt the only woman I’ve ever loved.
I’m an animal, a fiend. What the hell’s wrong with me?
But I just hold her until she falls asleep. Then I slip over and grab my phone, leaving the room.