Chapter 2 #2
Forcing myself to make the best of this new situation, I unpacked.
I put my jeans, linen shirts, vest tops, underwear, and gray overalls away.
Most of my personal clothing had worn out in the three years we’d been enslaved.
The Moonlights issued us new overalls whenever we needed replacements.
Consequently, I only had a couple of linen shirts and jeans left.
A glimmer of hope unfurled in my chest as I undressed and slipped into the soft sheets of my new bed.
Perhaps tomorrow, once I’d completed all the chores Kyle assigned me, I’d have more opportunity to wear my own clothes.
I envisioned curling up on the bed, dressed in jeans and a shirt, reading as if I were back before the war—before my parents were gone and I was safe.
Maybe things wouldn’t be so bad.
Yet, the morning brought my first encounter with Kyle, and any secret belief I had that his compassion toward us Blood Moons had been influenced by his feelings for me was instantly shattered. His demeanor was as frigid as our brutal Alaskan winters.
Unlike in the council, he refused to make eye contact with me. As Kyle ground out his orders in a tone as harsh as the Moonlight supervisors I’d worked with back in the kitchens, hope died in my chest.
“I expect my breakfast served at 6:30 sharp,” Kyle ordered. “Lunch at 13:00 and dinner at 19:00. You will ensure it’s on the table before I arrive.”
“I understand,” I replied, battling the painful realization that I was nothing more than a slave to him.
After that first meeting, Kyle made sure my instructions were left for me in written form or relayed indirectly through his assistant.
The endless chores consumed my days, yet no matter how hard I worked, it felt as if nothing was ever good enough.
Every time I completed something, an almost identical list appeared the next day: clean the fridge, scrub the oven, dig over the vegetable patch, chop the firewood, and much more.
Still, my wolf yearned for Kyle, seeming to treat his contempt as a personal challenge.
Each time he was close, my wolf’s spirit rose instinctively.
One afternoon, as I descended the stairs with the vacuum in tow, my hips swayed exaggeratedly.
On reaching the bottom, I stripped down to my vest top, slinging my shirt over the railing.
I blinked confusedly, realizing I wasn’t even hot.
The air, which was filled with the first hint of Fall, had a chill to it.
I felt my arms pebbling with goosebumps, and my nipples went hard through the thin fabric of my vest.
It was only then I realized Kyle had emerged from his study.
He stood frozen—his vibrant eyes locked onto me, smoldering with intensity.
His jaw tightened, and a mix of surprise and something dangerously close to longing flickered across his features before he turned away, slamming the office door behind him.
My wolf basked as if to say, “Some reaction’s better than none.”
Bad wolf. Bad.
Still, nothing I did seemed to deter my wolf from rising up and seeking the connection she sensed we both craved.
One evening, as I approached to clear Kyle’s plate, my usually steady feet tripped.
I teetered forward, and just as I was about to fall, Kyle leaped up, grasping me—one hand on my waist, the other pressed to the small of my back.
He was so close I could feel the heat radiating from his body.
With our height difference, my eyeline was level with his chest. And I couldn't help noticing the way the material of his shirt strained across his chest with each of his breaths.
At that moment, time became suspended, the world faded, and our surroundings melted away.
We were caught in a thrall. My heart thundered wildly, and I looked up to see my excitement mirrored in his emerald stare.
But then, Kyle jumped away as if I were Devil’s Club and had stung him.
A chilling look cloaked his face. “Let me make one thing clear: I loathe Blood Moons. I could never be with one. Not in a million years.” His words burrowed into my heart like thorns, and I felt as if I couldn’t breathe.
The longer he regarded me, the more poisonous his look became.
Never mind Devil’s Club; to him, I might as well be Hemlock or Deadly Nightshade.
His voice dropped low, thick with warning, “Do your job to my satisfaction, or I will be forced to punish you severely.”
He stalked out of the room, his footsteps heavy.
My heart tripped over itself. Shame washed over me as I felt myself drowning in this desperate need.
Each of his words had been coated in hatred, and I shouldn’t be feeling this way about anyone who spoke to me like that.
Nausea churned in the pit of my stomach.
I reminded myself that I was a slave—one whom the moon goddess had seen fit to chain to this man.Kyle’s pack had already made my people and me slaves. Igaluk giving me to Kyle as a fated mate felt as if I were being enslaved all over again. What had I done for Igaluk to curse me like this?
As the word curse lingered in my head, my thoughts drifted to tales I’d heard as a kid.
Now and then, whispers about the Black Moon Pack had reached us here in southern Alaska.
It was rumored that they worked with dark witches.
The Black Moon lands lay farther west, consisting of swamps and wastelands.
But as I brooded on my fate, I couldn’t help feeling as if I’d wandered into their lands and caught the evil eye of a dark witch.
After these run-ins with Kyle, I tried to maintain my distance and satisfy his exacting demands by upping my game in the cooking department. After all, I’d worked in the kitchens for the last three years and knew how to prepare a killer steak.
So, despite my growing hunger, I crafted each dish with extra care.
I hadn’t tasted a complete meal in ages; even as my body begged for sustenance, I denied it, convincing myself I could win Kyle over through my culinary skills.
Yet, even that failed to impress him. Day after day, without fail, he left a sizable portion of meat untouched for me to dispose of.
At first, I worried that I was dishing up too much, but I’d served a lot of male Moonlights while cooking in the kitchens, and what he was eating wasn’t much for a male shifter.
I continued to blame my cooking skills, which had been honed in enslavement.
Perhaps my skills weren’t refined enough to satisfy his discerning palate.
But as time wore on, a nagging suspicion bloomed in my chest. Was Kyle, who loathed me, who said he could never be with me in a million years intentionally leaving food for me?