Chapter 42
Chapter Forty-Two
Tatum
I huff, flattening the blanket across my body once again. I’m lying in the big blue bed, staring up at the canopy, wide awake.
After I announced I didn’t want to take the heat suppressants, the guys were very excited. I kind of expected them to strip me naked right then. They did not. Instead, they shoved me into a shower. Alone. Left me to get dressed. Alone. Then fed me. I know, the horror…
But, all day long, they have been slipping me little touches. Holding me, hugging me, pulling me in for little kisses. On my lips, or neck…
Kodiak liked nibbling my neck especially.
They talked to Easton a lot. Who also confessed to the fact that his uncle isn’t actually hunting us, but let him leave with me. His uncle believes he’s going to kill the Alphas, probably so he can get his hands on Ghost. But after Ghost filled us in on everything, that's no longer what Easton wants, if it was ever what he truly wanted.
I was always in one of their laps, so it wasn’t like I was left out. Someone was constantly caressing me. Fingers in my hair, or against my skin.
I’ve been wet with slick all fucking day. I know they can scent my desire. I never once tried to hide my need.
So why, at bedtime, when I pulled on a very thin, very revealing and honestly tiny silk night dress, did they take turns kissing my cheek…then rolling over and going to sleep? Even Easton! Who’s also been slick all damn day! After my shower, I came down to the kitchen to the scent of all of their arousal heavy in the air.
I sigh again, but startle when the man beside me chuckles.
“Something you need, Starlight?” Hayden whispers, and I roll to face him. He’s shirtless, and I know from seeing him climb into bed that he’s only wearing tight black briefs.
“No.” I grumble. He’s lying on his side, facing me, but his eyes are still closed.
“Okay, let me know if you change your mind.” He wiggles, settling into his pillow even more.
I let out a very quiet whine, squeezing my eyes shut, trying to hold in my frustration. Because, yes, I am feeling very fucking needy right now!
There’s a slow, simmering heat in my belly that’s only getting hotter with every passing moment. I know this feeling. My heat.
It’s about to be here. Maybe tomorrow night, and until then I’ll be very fucking horny! Once it hits, I’ll be too out of it to remember much. Not only that, but… I know what I want. And I want them to give it to me. I don’t want to wait.
I want them to fuck me. To knot me, to bite me! I want to be bonded to them.
I consider shoving my hands into my underwear and just getting myself off, but I haven’t done that really…so…well, I’m not confident I won’t just make this feeling worse!
“Just tell me what you need, Omega,” Hayden growls, keeping his voice low so he doesn’t wake the others, and my eyes pop open to find him watching me fidget and squirm.
“I need your help ,” I grumble, and he smirks. Fucking smirks!
“With what, Tatum. Tell me. Tell me what you need me to help you with, Starlight.”
“You know what!” I whine again. Why are they torturing me…
“You ran away last time. Maybe we’re just a little skittish,” Kodiak says behind me. I lift my head so I can glance over my shoulder at him. He looks perfectly content, lying on his back, eyes closed like he never even spoke.
A body pops up from behind Kodi. Easton glances between all of us, then smirks.
“They want you to ask for it, huh?” He lifts his brow, and I glance at the others. On Hayden’s other side, I see him smiling.
“You shut up, or I’ll smother you with my pillow in your sleep.” I threaten, to which Easton snorts.
“Right, I’m sure.” He pauses, his eyes sparkling. “Is now a good time to tell you all that I’ve never been with an Alpha? In fact, I was a virgin, before I met Tatum.” The scents that hit the air like a grenade…intoxicating. They obviously have no idea that I fucked East, just before the kidnapping.
Now, I’m sitting up, turning to face Easton fully, letting my eyes trace the muscles of his body in the dimly lit room, the fairy lights providing much needed assistance. Knowing I was his first fills me with a warm, glowing joy in my chest. I feel like I should scold him for revealing that bit of information, but I bite my lip, watching the men.
Kodiak’s right eye pops open, so he can peek at East.
“You just get better and better, Little Psycho.” Kodi murmurs, then his eye shuts just as fast as it opened.
My jaw drops, and I look at the other three Alphas. I don’t believe that a single one of them is asleep. When my eyes meet Easton’s again, he shrugs.
“Men, am I right?” And then he’s lying down and rolling over, scooting just a little closer to Kodiak.
“Fuckers…” I hiss, crossing my arms over my chest as I deflate, then throw myself back down into the bed. I kick the blankets off, so that if any of them looks at me, they’ll get an eyeful of my nearly bare body. Hayden chuckles.
I consider biting him.
Eventually the low simmer turns into a blazing heat, with their scents all around me… I’m doing my best to hold in my whimpers, but no one touches me. After what must be an hour, I’m sure they’re all actually asleep now…
Hayden is lying on his back now, looking like an angel in his sleep. Carefully, slowly, I lean closer to him. My lips are only an inch from his ear when I whisper to him, certain he’s sleeping, and won’t hear me.
“Fuck me until I come…” I pull away, keeping my eyes on him, as I rest my head back on my pillow.
“Fuuuck,” he groans, reaching for me with his warm, big hands. Hayden cups my cheek, big blue eyes meeting mine, as he leans into me. “Kiss me first, Tatum. Tell me with your heart the words you’ve been too scared to say… Let me feel it through your body…”
I don’t hesitate, I just kiss him. Fireworks explode in my chest, as a swarm of butterflies tickle my belly. His lips are warm and taste like him, and every moment I’ve thought of kissing him never compared to this feeling. To having the boy I once loved, now the Alpha I can’t imagine life without, kiss me again. My scent blooms, telling him the things I couldn’t before.
That I need him. That I want him…
“I love you,” I gasp, pulling away from the kiss so I can say it. Say the words fighting to free themselves from my chest before it's too late. “I love you so fucking much, Hayden. I need you.” I’m trying not to wake the others, but I’m so desperate to have Hayden in my arms, that I’m frantically reaching for him.
“I love you, too, Starlight. With every breath in my lungs and beat in my heart. You’re the only girl I’ve ever loved.” Hayden’s words slam into my soul, and my need for him only gets stronger.
The others’ sleep be damned, I climb on top of Hayden, kneeing Declan’s thigh as I straddle my first love. With a feral need, I’m kissing and nipping his bare skin, working from his neck, down his chest. I want to bite him. To sink my teeth into his neck and claim him as mine…
I lean back and rip the night dress off my body, revealing my naked form to him. He groans, looking up at me with stars in his eyes. I bite my lip, nervous now, but…it’s Hayden.
He loves me.
“Fuck me…” Easton grunts, I can tell he’s sitting up, but I don’t take my eyes off Hayden.
Appreciative grunts from the other two Alphas lets me know we’ve got a full audience. They're mine, too. I want them to see me.
“You look so incredible, Tatum… God, I’m going to come before you even touch me,” he grunts, a shy smile on his lips. “It’s been a while,” he adds, making me nibble my lip.
“I’ve only had sex with Easton, since you.” I admit, feeling shy. Hayden grins at me like I just hung the moon for him, before sparing a quick glance in Easton’s direction.
“I wouldn’t be mad if you did,” Hayden flips us abruptly, and I squeak as my back hits the bed. Watching him pull his boxers down has me blushing, and I look down at his cock as it springs free.
Jesus.
“Do you want me to fuck you, Omega?” he leans in, murmuring. “Do you want me to make love to you, Starlight?”
“Fuck, yes, please…please… I want your knot…” I’m begging… Huh. It’s not so bad… “Please fuck me Hayden…”
“Knotting you could trigger your heat…or we could all take our time giving you what you need before you give into the heat fog?” Hayden explains, and I nod eagerly.
“Fuck, yes,” Kodiak grunts.
Easton’s brownie-scented slick fills the air, and he whines. I glance up and then reach for him. Kodiak knows what we both need.
He sits, moving so he can pull East into his lap. East reaches for my hand, and we lace our fingers. I look back up at Hayden and whimper. I need him inside me…
“Please,” I whine again.
“Fuck, Starlight.” His cock twitches, and he reaches down, grabbing his shaft, before lining his tip up to my slick center. I’m so fucking wet with slick that he slides in easily until the thickness of his shaft stretches me wide, and I whimper.
My back arches, and I reach for Hayden’s shoulder with my free hand, my legs rising to wrap around his waist.
“So tight, Omega. Fuck,” Hayden curses as Declan turns my chin to him. I smile as he kisses me, biting my lip gently. Hayden thrusts forward, fully inside me except for his knot. I moan, back arching.
Declan leans back, watching my body with desire, his scent stronger after our kiss.
Hayden presses his thumb to my clit, and I gasp loudly.
“Oh, fuck, so good…”
“Eyes on me, Tatum.” Hayden demands as he fucks me at a steady pace, circling his thumb over my clit in a way that has me panting in only a few seconds. After spending the entire day turned on, I don’t last long.
My inner walls clench around Hayden’s cock and milk him as I come. He grunts, his own orgasm making his thrusts erratic. He stalls as his swelling base nudges my entrance. “I can’t wait to be locked inside you with my knot, Starlight.” Hayden places a kiss on my cheek as he pulls out of me slowly, and I whine.
“Come here, Pretty Gift.” Kodiak commands. I look up, grinning when I see what Kodi and Easton were doing while Hayden fucked me. Rolling onto my stomach and getting onto my knees, I crawl toward the two men.
Kodiak’s hand is wrapped around Easton’s cock, and he strokes him very slowly.
“Do you want our Omega to fuck you, Little Psycho? Do you want the slick walls of her tight pussy to squeeze around this cock?” Kodiak’s growl sends tremors of desire down my spine, but when Easton whines, nodding his head, slick, mixed with Hayden’s cum, drips down my thighs.
“Yes…”
“Do you want me to show you how to fuck her? I’ll slide into your ass and fuck you both at the same time. Think you can take my cock, Omega? How long can you keep going? Can you come inside Tatum over and over while I fill your ass?”
Easton’s cock twitches in Kodiak’s grip, pre-cum dripping from the tip, the scent of his slick heavy in the air. He and I both whine at Kodiak’s dirty words.
“Come here, Tatum,” Kodi says again, moving his hand up and down slowly. Easton shakes in his grip, and I lick my lips as I climb into his lap.
Placing my hands on his shoulders, I steady myself. Easton looks up at me as I kneel over him, and press a kiss to his lips. He whimpers, and I deepen the kiss.
“Fuck, that’s…” Declan murmurs, his words trailing off as he watches us.
“The hottest thing I’ve ever fucking seen…” Kodiak grins over Easton’s shoulder. I break away from the kiss as Easton’s grip falls to my hips. I drop my hips, and he slides inside me.
“Oh, fuck, Easton…” I moan, my nails digging into his shoulders.
“Sweet Sparrow…” East whispers, his mouth closing around my throat as he sucks and kisses the delicate skin. The way he grips my hips is intoxicating, I love the feel of his skin against mine. “You’re perfect. Feel so good around me… Your slick smells so fucking delicious.” His kisses are more desperate now as he bites at my neck, then soothes them with his lips.
It feels different with Easton. Not better or worse, just…softer.
I’ve always seen him as my sweet friend. The kind one that takes care of me, even after I learned that he sometimes uses violence to care for me. Killing for me.
“Oh, fuck, what…” Easton grunts when my pussy clenches around him. My scent spikes with embarrassment because of the thoughts that caused that reaction. He pulls back, glassy turquoise eyes on mine. He looks so nervous, his scent filling with anxiety.
“I was thinking of what you did for me…how you protected me.” I confess, gasping as he jerks inside of me. “How this…fucking you–making love to you, feels different. Sweeter.” It’s hard to think clearly, and harder to speak, as I lift myself up and down on his shaft.
“Is it… Am I okay?” East grunts. I lift my hands from his shoulders so I can push my fingers into his hair. I tug gently, making him moan.
“You’re so much more than okay. You’re everything. I love you… You’re more than enough, Easton…” I pull him forward and press my lips to his, kissing him, hoping that he can feel how much I mean every word.
“Make him come, Tatum. Make him come, so I can slide my fat cock inside your slick pussy. I’ll use his come mixed with yours as lube to stretch his tight ass for my thick cock… Is that what you want, Easton?” Kodiak growls in the Omega’s ear, his cock fattening inside me before pulsing with cum as he explodes with his orgasm.
His cum fills me, and I cry out in pleasure as it heats my core… Oh, fuck, that's intense. I come around him, clenching his length over and over as I cry out his name.
“Oh, Easton! Fuck, yesss…”
“Tatum…” He’s breathless and panting as he pulls me against his chest, both of us slowly coming down from our collective highs. I’m resting my head on his shoulder when I’m lifted off of Easton.
He watches as Declan lays me down on the bed, eyes darkening for a fraction of a second.
“Should we show him how you like having your pussy licked, Little Omega?” Declan asks as he spreads my thighs wide. Easton’s and Hayden’s cum mix with mine and drip down my thighs as his words cause me to slick once again.
“Or do you want Tatum to show you how to suck cock, Little Psycho?” Kodiak asks as he nibbles Easton’s neck, leaving red love bites behind.
“Fuck, both…both…” Easton nods eagerly. I bite my lip because his cock is still hard, dripping with pre-cum.
Unless their Omega is in heat, or they are in a rut, Alphas need time to recharge after coming.
Not Omegas. We can come over and over again…heat or not. Even the males.
“I’ll clean this pretty cock, while you watch our girl get her sweet pussy licked clean.” Kodiak moves out from behind Easton and lays him beside me but flipped around, so his head is closer to my pussy.
Hayden helps prop my head with pillows and then does the same for Easton as Kodiak gets into position between Easton’s thighs. Before he fully settles, though, he turns to me.
“A kiss for my Pretty Gift. When you’re done being filled with our cum, I’m going to ravish that delicious pussy like it’s my last fucking supper.” Then he kisses me. Aggressively, showing me how he wants me…
“I love you, Kodiak…” I murmur.
“I fucking love you, too, Pretty Gift,” Kodiak growls. The first lick of Declan’s tongue on my inner thigh makes me gasp. “Let's see who can make them scream first,” Kodiak challenges and turns to East.
I reach for the other Omega’s hand, squeezing it.
“You okay?” I mouth the words, nervous that this is all too much. He nods eagerly, though.
“She won’t be able to scream with my cock between her lips,” Hayden growls, kneeling beside my head now. I look up at him, watching as he strokes his hard cock. I lick my lips eagerly.
“I don’t know how educational this will be. How will Easton know where to look? Should he watch me suck Hayden’s fat cock, so he can learn how…or should he watch the Alpha wrapping his lips around his…or will he watch Declan eat me out as he licks up all our cum?”
“Put that filthy mouth to work on my dick, Tatum,” Hayden growls, gripping my chin and turning my head to him. I let him slide his tip between my lips and suck as hard as I can.
Declan is taking his time teasing me, his warm tongue caressing my inner thighs as he gets closer and closer to my center.
Then I hear Easton grunt. I release Hayden’s cock with a pop, turning to watch as Kodiak grips the Omega’s shaft.
As Kodiak sucks Easton’s cock into his mouth down to the hilt, Easton’s body trembles, his head falling back in ecstasy, his brownie slick filling the air with desperate need.
“Jesus,” I whisper, shivering. Hayden draws my attention back to him, his hand on my breast, caressing my nipple.
“Suck, Starlight,” he commands, and I part my lips for him.
Hayden fucks my mouth as Declan finally swipes his tongue across my clit, and I cry out. He does it over and over, and I almost come twice.
With a tight grip on my hair, Hayden comes down my throat, and I swallow every drop. When he pulls free, I turn in time to see Easton cry out as he comes for Kodiak, his hands buried in the Alpha’s hair, gripping tightly.
But Declan still won’t let me come…
I growl with frustration, making my Alpha chuckle. He wipes his lips as he sits up.
“Hayden.” Kodiak growls. The younger Alpha moves to the other side of the bed and gathers Easton in his arms.
They cuddle at the head of the bed, Easton looking half conscious, but he keeps his eyes on us.
“I’m going to fuck your ass while Declan fills that greedy pussy, Pretty Gift.” Kodiak growls, and my eyes go wide. I can’t help but glance at their cocks. The uncertainty disappears, and I smile, nodding eagerly.
Declan takes a seat on the edge of the nest, and I climb into his lap, holding myself up with one hand on his shoulder. I grip his shaft with the other and lower myself onto him. His cock fills me as I drop down. I’m so fucking needy after his teasing that I cry out in pleasure the second I take all but his knot.
I feel Kodiak’s hand at my entrance, gathering slick into his hand. Looking over my shoulder, I watch as he spreads it over his shaft, jerking up and down. Declan is leaning back slightly on one hand, the other he pushes into my hair and turns my focus to him.
“Eyes on me, Little Omega.” Declan kisses me, and any tension I was feeling melts away as I roll my hips. His tip hits the perfect spot inside me as his knot teases my entrance.
Kodiak runs his fingers down my spine, only pulling away for a brief second before his palm smacks my cheek enough to sting in the best way. I moan against Declan’s lips, and he greedily takes the sound with a sweep of his tongue.
“Fuck, I love you, Tatum,” Declan murmurs against my kiss, and I lean back just enough to look into his eyes.
“I love you, too, Declan.” I confess breathlessly as Kodiak’s tip presses into my ass, slowly he fills me, his cock stretching me inch by inch until I’m panting.
I feel delirious with need and pleasure as they slowly start fucking me. When Kodiak pulls out, Declan thrusts in. Over and over, they fuck me slowly but so perfectly.
I’m a screaming mess as I writhe between them, biting Declan’s shoulder over and over as I try to hold on.
The pleasure is too much, too intense, and I come hard, moaning loudly as their cum fills me.
“Knot me…please, knot me. Bite me, Declan. Make me yours. I want to be all of yours. Please!” I beg wildly, his hard length still inside me. Kodiak pulls out of me, but I press myself down on Declan, needing his knot locked inside of me.
“Anything for you, Omega. Always.” Declan murmurs, his knot locking into me, causing wave after wave of pleasure to course through me, and then he’s biting me. His teeth breaking through the delicate skin of my throat.
In an instant, the bond is filling my body, mind, and soul. I feel Declan first. Pack lead. The first man to make me feel wanted since my heart was broken. Then Hayden, my first love and best friend. Last, I feel Kodiak, the Alpha that made me feel wild and free. That reminded me that I wanted to feel something again.
I whimper, Declan’s cock hard inside me as his knot keeps us connected, coming over and over. The bond intensifies the connection, but it’s incomplete.
“Easton,” I moan, but he’s already there. He needs my bite and Declan’s because I’m their Omega, and Declan is pack lead.
Still locked on Declan’s cock, Easton presents his neck to both of us, and without hesitation, we bite.
Once his connection fills the bond, I purr. I’ve never been so happy or content in my life…
The first cramps of my heat start, and Declan grunts. His cock seems to thicken further, more cum filling me, my body demanding he give it all to me.
“They’re both in heat?” Hayden asks, and Kodiak chuckles.
“Good thing there are three of us, huh?”
I try to speak, but no words come out as I drift off into my heat fog, and my body demands more, more, more.
My Alphas. Their scents. They’re my scent matches. My perfect mates. I smile as my heat fully takes hold, and drags me under.
I’m moaning, but everything is hazy… Blinking, I see Easton above me. I smile, reaching up to cup his cheek.
His lips part, and he whines. The sound shoots straight to my core. My pussy clenches around his cock, as he thrusts in and out of me.
“You like that, Little Psycho, do you like the feel of my knot inside your tight ass, while you bury your dick deep inside your mate?” Kodiak growls in Easton’s ear as he fucks the Omega into me.
“Fuck, harder,” I whine, pulling Easton down until he’s kissing me.
When Easton comes, filling me in wave after wave of his cum, I’m screaming against his lips.
Kodiak pulls him off me, his knot locked into Easton, but I need more…
Hayden is asleep beside me. I climb into his naked lap, his cock hard even in sleep, waiting to give me what I need.
“Hayden,” I growl, waking him. His eyes are wild, feral, as he blinks up at me. Gripping my hips roughly, he helps me line up with his hardness, and fucks up into me harshly.
I moan, throwing my head back and scream his name until he’s knotting me to him.
“Fucking take it, Omega. Take my cum. Fuck. Wanna see you pregnant with my baby…so good…” Hayden growls, and I smile.
This is where I belong.
“How much longer?” Declan grunts, sounding tired. I’m naked, splayed across a warm chest.
“It’s been three days. You went into rut first, then Hayden. Then me. At least, they’ve been fucking each other, too,” Kodiak says with a sigh. I nuzzle into the crook of his neck. Smiling against his skin, I open my mouth and bite.
The Alpha grunts, the hand that had been gently caressing my back snaps to grip my ass tightly.
“Naughty. Very naughty, Pretty Gift,” he grunts, but I don’t care as I lick his blood from my lips. They should all have my mark. “One for each side of my neck, huh? Easton marked the other side an hour ago,” he murmurs, pressing a kiss to my temple, as I cuddle back into him. “He’s currently exhausting Hayden,” he chuckles. I peek my eyes open to see Easton lying on his side. Hayden’s behind him, fucking him slow but hard. I smile again, nuzzling Kodi some more.
Once Easton stops moaning, I climb off Kodi and head over to Hayden, who blinks up at me with sleepy eyes. My poor mate is exhausted. He rolls onto his back, though, as East crawls over to Kodi and passes out across the Alpha’s naked chest.
Hayden grips my hips, looking like he’s hanging on to consciousness by a thread. I smile, pressing a soft kiss to his lips then jaw, making my way to his throat. He groans when I bite him, his blood filling my mouth.
Then I simply lay my head on his chest and listen as his heart slows. He’s asleep in minutes.
Declan is asleep when I make my way to him next, but even in sleep, he reaches for me when I touch him.
I place my bite on his neck, in the same place I marked the other three. He keeps his eyes closed but pulls me against his chest once I’m done and purrs for me until I fall asleep.
My last thought is that this is perfect. This is home.
This is where I always want to be, until my last breath.