Chapter 23
Chapter Twenty-Three
I’ve never felt so satiated and insatiable at the same time. It’s a case of emotional whiplash.
My body and mind are at rest, comfortable and calm in Adam’s arms, my head on his chest listening to his heartbeat, taking in his eucalyptus and lemon scent, letting it overtake my senses.
Yet somewhere in the back of my mind, all I want is more. More in a way I haven’t before. It’s this deep, feral feeling.
I want Adam’s body on top of mine, holding me down, crushing me with his weigh at he fucks me, comes inside of me, knots me.
I look up at his gorgeous face, so serene, his eyes closed but not asleep, his face still glistening with my slick. It’s like I’ve already marked him in some way. But this is nowhere near as satisfying as a true mark.
Biting my lower lip, I run my fingertips along the skin of his face, tracing his angular jaw, his bow-tie lips, his high cheekbones, across his brow. He hums, content, and I smile, my heart growing warm.
When his icy blue eyes flutter open and zero in on me, all I see is love in them. Love I readily accept and return. Love I’ve yearned for all my life.
And now, I have it. With all three of my Alphas.
A lopsided smirk stretches across his lips. “I should wash my face before round two.”
I shoot him a horrified look. “Don’t you dare.”
His eyes narrow a second before he moves, rolling me onto my back and blanketing me with his body.
As I gasp with surprise, I realize something. Each of my Alphas seem to anticipate what I want with frightening accuracy.
I swallow and then utter the question. “Can you… read my mind?”
To anyone else, this question would sound ridiculous. It kind of does to me, too. But I know how bonds work, and that they’re different for every pack. So it’s absolutely possible.
Adam’s expression turns thoughtful. “I can’t hear words inside your head or anything. But it’s like… a feeling? Some weird whisper I don’t fully understand, but spurs me on to do something.” His brows rise. “Why?”
My face heats a bit. “I, uh… was just thinking how I wanted you to mate me this way. How I wanted to feel the weight of your body on mine as we fuck.”
He hums again, dips down to rub the tip of his nose along the crook of my neck, inhaling my skin as he moves to my jaw, then presses his lips to mine where I can taste myself there.
“I’ll do whatever you want. Just say the word, Adley.
” His hardening cock bumps against my pussy, and I moan on a whine. “Tell me how you want me to take you.”
“Just like this. I want you on top of me, holding me down, fucking me.”
“You want me to show you how wild I am for you.”
“Yes.” The word comes out almost strangled.
Adam moves my arms up above my head, grips my wrists with one hand, always keeping his eyes on me.
As he spreads his knees, he takes my thighs with them, opening me up wide.
The head of his cock nestles at my opening, not entering me, but letting me feel it there.
My pussy flutters, wanting his cock inside, my clit pulsing with need.
A whine, and slick gushes from my core, like my pussy is crying, begging for him to fuck it.
He hisses and pokes my opening with the tip of his cock, like he’s trying so hard to hold back when I don’t want him to. But looking into his face, his eyes, I see something there. I feel something. It’s like he wants this to last as long as possible. Not in a torturous way, but in a loving way.
His first time.
I don’t think, just reach up and grab his face, pull him to my lips for a tender kiss, tangling my tongue with his.
His body relaxes almost immediately, putting his full weight on top of me.
It’s glorious. It’s all I’ve wanted tonight.
The feel of his smooth skin, his toned body, pressing me into the mattress. Even if he isn’t fucking me.
Yet.
But then, all of that changes.
Slowly, so slowly, I don’t know I would have noticed if I wasn’t already aching with need, he pushes the tip of his cock head inside of me. Then, he’s pushes the entire head in. Centimeter by centimeter, he enters my pussy.
As my whine intensifies, so does the purr deep inside his chest, vibrating my entire body.
When Adam is finally seated to the hilt inside me, filling my core perfectly, he raises his head, breaking our kiss with another hiss. He stares down at me then, like he doesn’t recognize me. Like he’s surprised I’m there beneath him. Surprised by the pleasure he’s feeling.
It’s deja vu.
Swollen lips parted, he sighs as he begins to pull out, almost as slow as he’d entered me. The friction of his cock against the inner walls of my core is delicious, making a moan tear from my throat.
And then he’s sliding back into me, faster this time.
There’s a look of absolute concentration and determination on my Alpha’s face, like his perfectionism extends to the bedroom as well. But I don’t want Adam to be guarded or to overthink anything.
I want him to let go.
I take his face in my palms again, bring his attention to my words. “Relax, my Alpha. You have me forever. Find your pleasure.”
Those crystal eyes blink down at me, like I’ve awakened him from some trance, and his movements change.
His speed increases along with the strength of his thrusts, until he’s bucking into me, balls slapping my ass with each slam.
He grunts and purrs and moans as the pleasure builds inside of me, pressure between my thighs, tingling in my clit, a hum through my entire lower body that grows and grows.
My whines and cries are so intense as his grip on my wrists increases, his free hand coming up to grip my breast, engulfing it in his grasp. When he pinches my nipple, my body explodes from the inside, and I scream, orgasm coursing through my body like tidal wave after tidal wave, slamming into me.
And then Adam is shouting, fucking harder and faster, filling the room with sounds of our ecstasy and the sounds of our flesh clapping.
My jaw and teeth begin to ache, and I know what’s coming. Without any control, I rear up and strike at Adam’s bicep nearest my face, my mouth filling with his sweet blood.
He roars in response, his come jetting out of his cock faster, painting my insides with his seed. And then he strikes, clamping down on my shoulder and sinking his teeth in as his cock inflates, knot locking us together, our marks binding us for eternity.