Chapter 17
Will
Eyes closed, I shudder, barely holding myself together. I need her. I need her so fucking bad, more than I’ve ever needed anything in my life.
Opening my eyes, I tell her everything. I tell her how Julia would come into my room at night and guilt me, manipulate me.
How she told me I was a good boy, a sweet boy and how she was so grateful that I was her hero, and that she wanted to repay me.
When I told her no, she’d cry and manipulate me more.
How she knew I’d be an Alpha just like my dad, but I’d treat Omegas better.
That she wished she could have an Alpha just like me.
Then, she’d touch me. Even though I got hard and got off, I hated every moment.
After, I’d puke and shower in water so hot it left burn marks.
“It all stopped the day I presented as an Alpha.” My voice is deep, the pain of everything I just told her showing. I’m trembling with rage right now, trying so hard to keep it together when all I want to do is hit something, scream, kill.
I’ve never wanted to hurt Julia more in my life than right now. Voicing out loud everything she did to me somehow makes everything feel more real. I tried to block it out back then, to push it to the back of my mind.
“She came into my room that night, this fucking look of glee in her eyes,” I scoff, shaking my head as I start to pace.
“Like she thought my being an Alpha would change everything.” I stop and look at Nova.
She’s quiet, her eyes on me but it’s not sadness in her gaze, or pity like I expected.
It’s rage. She’s pissed. For me. And that makes me fall for her even harder.
“It did change everything. But not the way she thought it would. When she tried to initiate things, I stopped it. I told her no more. When all her usual bullshit manipulation tactics didn’t work, she turned to anger.
She said I was just as bad as the other Alphas.
When I tried to defend myself and confront her about what she did to me, she told me that I wanted it because I had reacted to it.
I spent so many years thinking the same thing until I realized what she was doing to me was no different than when a man did it to a woman.
”Why should I have to put up with it? She didn’t take my no for an answer and tried again.
This time, I did something I told myself I’d never do again.
I used my Alpha bark on her. With all the pent up rage and resentment I had towards her, I ordered her to never touch me again.
To stay the fuck away from me. She did. She had no choice.
Any time I thought my orders were wearing off, I made sure to remind her.
We spent a few more years there and not long after Ian turned eighteen, we decided we had to get out.
We were all adults, and my father no longer had any control over us. At least not legally.”
Nova stares at me for a good minute. Her body shaking, nostrils flaring and eyes glassy.
My hands shake at my sides, wanting to go to her but afraid of scaring her away.
“Get over here,” she says through gritted teeth, her voice thick.
Heart racing, I go to her. I’ll always go to her, no matter where we are in this world, she’s my home. My forever.
Stepping between her legs again, I tower over her so much she has to tilt her head back.
She wraps her arms around my neck and I lift her into my arms. Her fingers tangle in my hair and she gives it a little tug before saying, “I’m so fucking proud of you.”
“What?” My lips part in surprise, brows furrowed. “For what?”
“For standing up for yourself.” Her eyes flick between mine. “For putting a stop to it.”
I shake my head. “I let it go on for years, Nova. I didn’t do anything.”
She tugs at my hair again. “You didn’t let anything happen, Will.
That vile bitch took advantage of you. She assaulted you.
She took something that was never hers. You were just a teenager in a situation that didn’t provide you with many choices.
When you found one, you took it. I’m so fucking proud of you for saving yourself when no one else would. ”
“Nova.” Her name is a desperate plea on my lips. “Fuck.”
My throat is thick with emotion, body shaking, tears spilling down my cheeks. I can’t remember the last time I cried. I gave up years ago because crying got me nowhere. It helped nothing.
“I love you, Will,” she says. “I’m so fucking proud to call you mine.”
My eyes flick between hers, my grip on her tightening. I feel like I’m going to explode. I can’t put what I’m feeling into words, what I feel for her, for her support and love. Showing her is the only way I can express it.
“I need you,” I rasp. “I need you so fucking much, Little Rabbit.
“Then take me, Alpha. I’m yours. My heart, my mind, my body, it’s all yours. I don’t trust many people. I don’t offer this to just anyone. But you...” She cups my face, her gentleness nearly breaking me. “I trust you with my life.”
“Fuck.” I let out a broken growl.
Our lips crash together and the moment they touch, I fucking lose it.
I kiss her like she’s the air I need to breathe, because in a way, she is.
My hand tangles in her hair, holding the back of her head in place as I devour her mouth.
It’s all tongue and teeth as she kisses me back with just as much eagerness.
“Will.” The way she whimpers my name against my lips before claiming them again has something feral in me snapping.
I lay her down on the hood of the car, her legs wrapped around me as she grinds her pussy against my erection. I growl into the kiss, my nostrils flaring as I breathe her perfume in deeply.
Ripping my lips from hers, I stare down at her lust-filled eyes, chest heaving as I use every ounce of my control to hold back. “What do you need, Omega?” I ask, gripping her chin. “Tell your Alpha what you need.”
“You,” she pants out. “I need you, inside me. Please. Fuck me. Knot me. Mark me.”
My heart nearly explodes. Mark her? Is she saying this in the heat of the moment or does she mean it?
I want to, so fucking bad. I want to sink my teeth in every inch of her body, to show the world she’s mine. But I won’t do it unless I know it’s something she wants, not something she feels like she needs to do to make me happy.
“Are you sure?” I ask, eyes flicking between hers. “Is that what you really want?”
She nods frantically, her chest heaving as she licks her kissed, swollen lips. “I’m yours, Will. I want your bite. Mark me.”
“Fuck,” I growl, diving back in to claim her mouth again. She parts her lips for me, letting my tongue in. They dance and tangle together, sweet little whimpers making my cock twitch, pre-cum soaking my boxers.
My balls ache, and my cock throbs. I need to be inside her, to have her slicked cunt wrapped around me.
I kiss down her jaw and to her throat. She arches her neck, giving me access. I don’t bite her, not yet, but I do suck hard, making her moans ring out around the room.
“I love you, Nova,” I murmur, my heart fucking swelling with the feelings I have for this Omega. I never thought I’d be able to care for another person like I do for her. I thank her for proving me wrong, so fucking wrong.
“I love you, too.” She pulls my ass forward, my cock pressing into her core. “Oh, fuck me. Please.”
Pulling back, I grab her legs and untangle them from around my waist. Parting her thighs, I take a step back and look down at the wet patch soaking through my sweats.
“Look at you,” I rumble, low and deep. “So fucking wet for me, little Omega.”
She squirms under my attention. Grabbing the waist band of the sweats, I pull them down and off her before lifting her knees again to get a good look.
“You're dripping, Little Rabbit, making a mess on my car,” I groan.
With two fingers, I swipe through the mess coating her folds.
She gasps, arching her back as I thrust them inside her.
More slick gushes out and over my wrist. The sight is so damn hot.
“I need a taste, Omega,” I growl, bringing my fingers up to my mouth. I suck them between my lips and groan louder. The taste of her sweet slick bursts onto my tongue making every cell in my body come alive.
She looks fucking gorgeous right now, sprawled out on the hood of my car, knees up, pussy on display, hair fanned around her like a halo. Her eyes are hooded, filled with need, her bottom lip trapped between her teeth.
“Not enough,” I grunt. “Need more.” Dropping to my knees, I hold her legs open and waste no time taking what I want. The moment my tongue laps up her slick, I’m done for. With a feral growl, I feast on my Omega.
Every nerve inside me hums, growing more intense with every mouthful of her juices. I could get drunk off her slick, fucking drown as I die a happy man.
Nova cries out in pleasure, back arching as I devour her like she’s my last meal.
“Will. Oh fuck. Yes. Oh god!” she screams, clawing at my hair.
I don’t stop devouring her pussy. The sweet scent of her juices fill the air along with the sounds of her moans and my growls.
I’m a man unhinged right now, feeling possessive. My cock is painfully hard, begging to be inside her, but I want to make her cum first. I want her to soak my beard so I can fucking smell her cum for days.
Letting go of her thighs, I move them so that they’re tossed over my shoulders, but she wastes no time wrapping them around my head as she thrusts up, grinding her pussy against my mouth.
I growl, thrusting my tongue inside her tight little cunt, in and out as I drive her fucking wild. When I suck her clit into my mouth, she grabs my hair, sobbing in pleasure.
I moan against her clit, eyes rolling back as the pain turns into pleasure.
I reach up, sliding a hand under the hoodie and palm her breast. With the other, I undo my jeans and pull my cock free.
Wrapping my hand around my shaft, I snarl as I start to stroke myself, matching my rhythm with every thrust of my tongue inside her cunt.