Epilogue #2
“I know that,” I manage, but even as I say it, I realize I didn’t. Not really. I read the words in books and articles and forums, but nothing, nothing, prepared me for the agonizing emptiness. The need that borders on pain. The desperate, primal drive to be rutted by an Alpha or die trying.
“What if you hadn’t been home?” The thought strikes me suddenly, sharp with fear. “What if I’d been alone when this started?”
We’re in the bedroom now. Kai sets me down on the bed, and I immediately reach for him, for any of them, unwilling to lose contact for even a second.
“That won’t ever happen,” Carter says firmly, leaning down to press a kiss to my forehead. His lips are cool against my feverish skin, and I whimper at the relief. “Not with the three of us. One of us will always be here.”
“We’ll get you a panic button,” Kai suggests, stripping down, making me drool at all those muscles, the erection that glints with the jewelry piercings. “Something you can press that sends an alert to all of us simultaneously. We’ll come running.”
“Or we just never leave you alone,” Seth adds, his hands already working to clear the bed of blankets and pillows and all the nest materials I so carefully arranged. “That works too.”
I watch him sweep everything aside, and some small part of me protests.
That’s my nest, but the larger part that’s consumed by heat and hunger doesn’t care about blankets and pillows.
It only cares about the three men now surrounding me, their bodies bare, their eyes dark with desire, their cocks ready.
“I have no idea how we’re going to do this,” I admit, my voice trembling. “But I need you. All of you.”
Seth settles on one side of me. Carter on the other, all naked. Kai kneels at the foot of the bed, his gaze traveling up my body with an intensity that makes me shiver.
“Just breathe,” Carter says, his fingers tracing my arm even as his own breathing comes faster.
“And if it gets to be too much,” Kai says, staring at me with predatory grace, “just tell us. We’ll stop. We’ll slow down. Whatever you need.”
I gasp as another cramp seizes me. “I need you to never, ever stop.”
The pain is bad, but the emptiness is worse. It’s a void inside me that demands to be filled. Kai’s hands are on my knees, and he spreads them. I lift my feet so they balance on the bed’s edge, letting my legs drop open. All their stares focus on my offering.
Kai is grinning. “I love how your pussy flutters, and is needy for us.” His fingers are on me, and I cry out from the sensitive intensity of my skin right where I need them.
Seth’s mouth finds mine, swallowing my moan as his hand squeezes my breast. Carter presses kisses down my neck, scraping with his teeth until I see stars. Kai, positioned between my spread thighs, leans in and licks me feverishly.
I arch my back, moaning, desperate for more. He’s sucking and tugging at my clit, not being soft either, and I fucking love it.
Carter shifts to my breast, sucking hard on my nipple, nibbling on it, driving me to insanity.
Seth releases my mouth and shuffles forward on his knees, his cock suddenly pressing to my lips. He’s so huge, and that greedy side of me parts my mouth, and I scoop him in with my tongue. Those hisses he unleashes are music to my ears.
“Remember this moment,” he says softly. “Your first heat with your pack in your home.”
I want to respond and tell him that I’ll remember this forever, that this is everything I was afraid I’d never have. But my mouth is full with him pushing deeper, and all coherent thought becomes impossible.
The first wave hits me like I’ve been split open from the inside.
I don’t just shudder; I break. My breath catches, my ribs aching with it, my whole body going tight and trembling as if it can’t decide whether to run or melt. My back arches off the bed, and my hands fist in the sheets, Seth’s cock still deep in my mouth.
It isn’t only pleasure.
It’s surrender and trust.
Carter’s mouth brushes my shoulder, warm and steady, his voice low like he’s talking me down from the edge of something. “That’s it,” he murmurs against my skin. “Let go. We’ve got you.”
My eyes sting, but it’s not enough. I suck down on Seth, running my tongue under his shaft, sending him quivering with need. “You’re so beautiful like this,” he says with a hiss.
Kai doesn’t say anything at all. He’s too busy taking me apart with his tongue, pushing me higher and higher until I’m certain I can’t take any more.
Then Kai releases me, and I exhale through my nose, but he’s getting to his feet, lifting my legs up to rest against his chest, and he’s smirking down at me as Seth works deeper into my mouth.
I watch him and how concentrated he is as he presses his cock into me, and instantly I feel the ribbed pleasure of his piercings.
A moan grazes my throat as he pushes into me, reaching down to grab hold of my ass, lifting me slightly off the bed.
And he drives into me so harshly I shudder and feel slick squeezing out of me.
This is everything I crave, and exactly when Carter lifts himself up from my breasts.
He grins. “Look at me.”
I do. He shifts, settling in closer, straddling my waist with his legs before shuffling up.
He presses in close, heavy heat pinning me in place, leaving me nowhere to go but under him.
That huge cock of his lies between the valley of my breasts, fire burning off him, all while Kai thrusts into me, and my whole body shudders.
Carter’s hands slide to the sides of my breasts, bringing them together, sandwiching his erection.
He groans as he starts to thrust, pleasuring himself with me.
I hold one hand tight on Seth’s thigh, and the other I reach over to Carter, gripping his leg as all three of my men are grunting, and I can’t get enough of being their object of desire.
The bed rocks beneath us as we find our rhythm, and I’m floating in heaven.
“We’re not doing this halfway, June,” Seth whispers. “Give it to us. All of it.”
“You’re so fucking beautiful,” Carter adds, breathless.
“Does it feel like what you’ve been craving?” Kai murmurs, leaning to the side from behind Carter so I can see him, a wink flashing like he knows exactly what he’s doing to me.
I break contact, releasing Seth just long enough to lick my lips, my pulse skittering. “I’ve never felt so wrecked and satisfied at the same time in my life,” I breathe. “Just… please don’t stop.”
Every breath rushes in and out of my lungs as I press closer, chasing the friction and the heat, chasing more. Seth stares down at me with that grin, the one that got me in trouble in the first place when I picked him up from prison.
And look where it’s landed me.
Pinned between three cowboys, unraveling in their hands, and so damn happy about it that I could laugh.
I melt back into the moment, taking Seth’s cock into my mouth again, and letting them have everything I’m giving, letting them set the pace and the rules.
I love every second, wanting this greedy, unforgettable moment to stretch out until the rest of the world is just noise and all that’s real is us.