Chapter 11 Grey
GREY
This female is going to be the death of me.
The logical part of me knows we should talk.
But the animal part of me is refusing to adhere to reason. My beast is raging. Because our female just asked me to bite her. To knot her. To claim her.
It’s our destiny, something my soul knows as well as my mind. Yet there’s so much left unsaid between us. So many riddles.
While lost in what she thought was a dream, she confessed that she intends to endure something for me. Endure what? I want to demand again, to make her tell me the truth. To confide whatever fate she’s witnessed in her mind.
Because whatever that fate is… it’s deeply unsettling to her. I could see it in her eyes, hear it in her voice. I want her to explain, to tell me what I don’t know.
But she’s asking me to do this for her first.
To give her my knot. To give her a moment of us—her words.
Followed by, “It’s all I’ve ever desired. For myself.”
It feels selfish to demand that she satisfy my curiosity first.
My Omega needs me to put her needs above my own.
Which ironically suits my beast’s present desires, too.
Claiming her won’t be a hardship. It’ll be the opposite. It’ll be amazing. The most incredible experience of my lifetime.
It feels almost wrong that I will gain as much pleasure—if not more—than my intended mate.
But it’s what she wants.
So it’s what I’m going to give her.
I don’t tell her that with words. I simply kiss her instead.
But it’s not just any kiss.
It’s a vow.
One I’ve never given to anyone else. Because she’s the first I’ve ever kissed. It wasn’t just my knot that I saved for a future mate, it was the intimacy, too.
Orgasms have always been a clinical exercise for me. A way to escape into temporary bliss and curb the feral urges of my beast.
However, true pleasure comes from the soul. From the mate-bond formed between an Alpha and his fated Omega.
I’ve known that all my life.
Chose not to waste my precious moments on past dalliances and saved the purest parts of myself for my true half.
For Ashlyn.
“I’ll try to be gentle,” I say against her mouth, needing her to know that I want to respect her. please her. Make this a good experience, not a terrifying one. “My beast may not want to cooperate, but I’ll do my best to tame him for you.”
“I’m built to handle your aggression, Alpha,” Ashlyn replies. “Don’t belittle me by holding back.”
Fuck. Her words make my inner animal roar in approval, causing my knot to pulse painfully in response.
She’s going to send me into a rut.
A violent state of need.
An uncontrollable desire to fuck.
Not just once.
But over and over again, until my beast is satisfied that she’s ours.
He wants me to take every part of her—mouth, pussy, and ass.
Mark her with my teeth.
Make her hold my knot inside her sweet cunt for fucking days while I feed her my seed and force her to subside on my essence alone.
It’s a dangerous dance.
Yet her fearless gaze tells me she’s not afraid to embrace it. “Knot me, Alpha,” she demands, her sultry voice making it hard to believe that this woman is basically a virgin. That she’s never taken another to her bed.
But I can see the innocence in her gaze and hear it in her gasp when I reach between us to palm her slick heat.
She’s never been touched there.
It’s clear in the way her nostrils flare, her pupils dilating with a mixture of fear and interest.
“I’m at least going to prepare you,” I tell her.
Ashlyn frowns, the expression adorable. “Prepare me?”
I smile and press a kiss to her lips. “Sweet Omega of mine…” I nip her jaw, then lower my mouth to her neck and nibble her raging pulse. “There is much I will teach you.”
Because she’s not the only one who has dreamt of her intended mate.
My mind may not have formed a comprehensible picture, but I’ve fantasized about taking an Omega for a very long time. How I would seduce my intend. The ways I wanted to make her scream my name.
“I’m going to introduce you to a whole new manner of existence,” I promise her, kissing a path to her breasts. “By the time I’m through with you, all you’ll be able to see are stars.”
She’s about to say something, but halts on a breath as I take her nipple between my teeth.
Her pretty eyes meet mine, expectation glinting in their blue depths.
But I don’t pierce the skin.
Instead, I roll the little rosebud with my tongue.
Her lashes flutter and her head falls back on a groan.
I smile and do it again, then suck her peak deep into my mouth while palming her opposite tit.
“Oh, Oracle,” she breathes.
“Just Grey,” I murmur, taking hold of her wet nipple with my fingers before moving my mouth to her other breast. “Alpha will do, too.”
Since she’s said she’s not afraid of my inner beast.
Which means he can officially be set free.
I’m still going to contain him where I can, but if Ashlyn wants to truly experience my virility, then that’s what I’m going to give her.
After I finish preparing her, I think, my finger sliding through her slick center before finding her tight entrance. Just feeling her clench down around my intrusion tells me this is the right thing to do.
Because my cock is not going to fit inside her in this state.
I release a little rumble, desiring more slick, and my Omega moans in response, her body writhing as her arousal coats my hand.
“Such a good girl,” I growl at her, causing her to squeeze my finger as she releases more of that sweet essence. “Fuck, I need to taste you.”
Because the alluring scent of her pussy is all around me now.
She reminds me of spring after a long harsh winter. The scent of flowers blossoming in the rain. A beckoning of sorts, daring my inner wolf to come out of hibernation and play.
This time my growl is in response to my growing need, which has her whimpering in response. Omegas are a slave to their Alpha’s desires, making the reverberations purposeful and sometimes cruel.
But she’s not in distress.
She’s turned on.
And very fuck wet.
I kiss a path down her flat belly to her trimmed mound and lower to the heaven waiting for me between her thighs. “I’m going to lick up every drop,” I tell her. “Then make you come so hard on my tongue that you release every ounce of slick that you possess.”
Her lips part like she’s about to say something, but all that comes out is a scream as I seal my lips over her clit and suck.
Unintelligible words leave her mouth on a gasp, the sight of it mesmerizing in its innocence. It’s like she’s never considered this kind of pleasure before.
And I fucking love that.
Love that I’m going to be her first.
Love that she’s never experienced another man between her legs.
Only me. Only ever me…
I release another rumble right against her sensitive bud as I thrust a second finger into her and smile as she falls apart beneath me.
The way the orgasm hits her tells me it hadn’t fully built, just exploded without warning.
I purr in approval, causing her to shudder in response as her body engages in conflicting needs. She’s still coming, yet she’s relaxing, too.
But not for long…
I lick her deep, indulging myself in her taste as her limbs shake from the onslaught of euphoria still flooding her veins. “You remind me of a sweet rainfall,” I murmur, devouring her with my mouth. “My wolf loves the rain.”
And now I know why.
It’s because of her.
Her pussy.
Her slick.
Her pleasure.
I’ve been primed for her my whole fucking life. Just as she’s been for me.
And I’m going to make this union between our souls last for fucking ever.
I drag my tongue through her folds from opening to clit, lapping her up like a starved man. I’ve never tasted such ecstasy. It’s decadent. Perfect. Addictive.
She’s my new meal of choice.
I’ll feast between her thighs for eternity if she allows it.
“Grey,” she groans, her fingers in my hair as she tries to tug me away from her throbbing center. “I…”
“More,” I growl, ensuring the reverberation goes through her entire cunt.
She screams in response, her slick channel clamping down around my fingers. I pull them out and let the slick pour out of her, then slide three back inside her and curl them up to her G-spot.
“Alpha!” she shrieks, clearly never having experienced that before, then flies into another climax that has her panting in response.
I lick her clean, just like I said I would, then drag my teeth across her swollen nub.
The way she squirms tells me it’s sensitive, which I love.
Because I did that to her.
And I’ve only just begun.
Her grip in my hair turns harsh as I close my lips over her again, but I ignore the pull and instead flick her with my tongue.
“Oh, Grey, I don’t think… I don’t know… Oh, my, fates…”
I place a palm on her belly to hold her down as she tries to scramble off the bed, my other hand still working between her thighs as I suck hard on her abused little nub.
She’s crying now.
Begging me to stop.
Demanding I keep going.
And shouting for my knot.
It’s beautiful. It’s chaotic. It’s a fantasy come to life…
When she falls apart a third time, I finally release her sweet clit from my mouth and crawl up over her to watch the emotions filter across her features.
She’s still coming.
Still squirming.
Still crying.
And I suddenly have the urge to lick up her tears, to have every part of her inside me.
So I do, I trace a path along her cheeks, then settle on her mouth and let her taste herself on my tongue.
She clings to me like she’s famished, her nails embedding in my shoulders as I lay between her splayed thighs.
“Oh,” she moans when my cock touches her sore nub, the hot flesh throbbing against my shaft.
I rub her, drawing a protest from her lips, but I ignore it and continue saturating my cock with her arousal. “You’re going to have to learn how to take more,” I tell her. “Because I want to spend days making you come with my tongue against your pussy.”
“I don’t… Grey, I don’t…”
“You can and you will,” I promise her, kissing her with a tenderness I don’t feel—because all I want to do is fucking ravage her.
But for her, I temper the urge for a moment, to give her time to heal from my sensual assault.
“We’re going to spend days together in your nest where we’re going to live on each other’s pleasure. ”
I’ll feed her my cock and my seed.
And she’ll feed me her sweet pussy.
Her legs tighten around me. “I don’t know if I can,” she pants, her blue eyes smoldering as she looks up at me. “You just… you just…”
“Devoured you?” I suggest. “Introduced you to what my mouth can do? Treated your pussy like my own personal dessert?”
She shudders. “This… I never knew…” She swallows, then trembles again as I move against her slick folds.
When my head touches her clit, she jolts, the action making me chuckle.
“You’ll get used to coming for me, Omega,” I tell her.
“Because now that I’ve started, I never intend to stop.
” I reach between us again, this time taking hold of my cock to drag it through her heat once more. “I’m going to knot you now, Ashlyn.”
Her eyes widen, her lips parting like she might utter a protest.
But that protest dies when I notch my head into her entrance.
She digs her nails into me again, her pupils so wide, I can barely see the blues of her irises now. I’m staring at her wolf. And she’s challenging me to take.
I let her animal see my inner beast, too.
And I swear I hear a small whine come from my Omega.
Not a whine of submission, but a whine of need.
Ashlyn made it clear that she’s dreamt of our fate for a very long time. She stated she was not only waiting for me, but ready for me.
And I can see the proof of that in her gaze now.
“I’m sorry it took so long for us to find one another,” I say.
Then punch my hips against hers and enter her tight cunt in a single thrust.