Chapter 19
I’m fucking drenched in jizz and know better than to open my eyes as this man guides me away from the bed. Fucking Krampus. How can a guy his age come that much? He has to be taking stuff.
The floor beneath me changes from carpet to tile, and his grip on the back of my arms loosens. The sound of water running fills the room.
Shower. Perfect.
He guides me in, and the warm water washes down my face. His thumbs make gentle swipes across my eyelids, under my eyes. This tenderness … it’s unexpected in the best way. He pulls me out of the stream, and then his lips crash to mine.
“Best fucking Christmas present,” he breathes between kisses.
I tentatively open one lid to test if I can see. His closed-mouthed smile and wet white hair ... He’s too hot. With both eyes open, I wrap my arms around his neck, smiling up at him.
“Why did you write mine?” I ask softly.
“Felt right.”
I hum, shaking my head. “I’m leaving in the morning and never seeing you again.”
“If you insist,” he says with a cocked smile.
I giggle and turn my body to face the water. His fingers grip my hips, pulling me back against his chest. Then, his lips land on my shoulder blade, dragging a slow, open-mouthed kiss across my skin.
“You’ve earned this cock, baby girl,” he whispers directly into my ear. “How do you want it?”
Thinking, I press my back harder into his chest and reach for his hand, moving it along my hip before placing it between my legs.
“Greedy girl.” His fingers waste no time playing with my clit. I tilt my head back, relishing in everything that’s happened so far tonight.
“I want you to start slow,” I say breathily as two fingers slowly slide inside me. They move so slowly, I nearly push his hand deeper myself. He’s teasing me, maybe taking my last sentence too seriously. “Then, I want you to rail me.”
He hums. “What else?”
I think of something evil, something to remember the night by, something I can think about tomorrow. But first, I share, “I’m on the pill and tested negative recently.”
His other hand snakes up my stomach, between my breasts, and lands in a loose grip around my neck.
“I want you to come inside me,” I whisper, tilting my head to meet his gaze.
He groans, tightening his grip around my neck. Then, he lowers his face until his tongue lands on my collarbone, licking up the sensitive skin. My entire body is his as he fingers and kisses me.
I whimper, closing my eyes, enjoying it. “I want to smell you when I’m with my family tomorrow.”
His cock twitches against my back. “Naughty,” he whispers in my ear.
“Should I be aware of anything on your end?” I manage to ask, since he didn’t say anything about being clean.
“I haven’t been with anyone in a while.”
“Yeah?” I ask, turned on, ready to believe anything that will get me what I want at this point.
“I’m jaded,” he barely makes out. “I know how it’s going to be before it happens. But you … you’re a mystery. A very interesting one.”
I smile, leaning against him more as I tilt my chin up to meet his gaze.
“Beautiful,” he mouths.
I close my eyes, smiling, soaking in this man’s affection, the heat of this shower, the way he’s touching my body. His fingers slowly pump in and out of me as his thumb makes firm circles over my clit.
“Let go,” he breathes into my ear as his touch hardens. “Give me complete control.”
I exhale through my nose, not protesting a single ounce. I want to let go. I want to give in. I want to come again.
My heart rate spikes, and I nearly panic when I can’t take a full breath.
Maybe I’m a fucking idiot, and this strange man will kill me now, or maybe this is going to be the best orgasm of my life.
One or the other is going to happen. As I breathe in rapid, shallow breaths, my mind and body are at odds.
I’m rolling the dice, hoping it’s the latter.
“I’m not going to hurt you,” he says, deep and low. “Give yourself to me.”
I stop breathing to focus on everything else.
When he kisses my forehead, I fucking convulse, my legs nearly giving out.
His arm presses me into him, clutching me against his body as he keeps fingering me.
Then, he releases my neck, and I sharply inhale, feeling both dizzy and euphoric.
My vision is spotty as I open my eyes and come back down to Earth.
What a wild orgasm. It’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced, out of body.
“Baby girl,” he grumbles, sounding satisfied.
Everything is still, peaceful. This fantasy just keeps unfolding, and all I know is that I want more.