Chapter 8 #2
His loud laugh echoes through the bathroom, and when I can feel his movements stop, I finally open my eyes again.
His pearly teeth poke through his sly smile, and now all of his hair is drowning his face.
The dark strands have grown out so much over the past few months that the front stretches down to the tip of his nose under the weight of the water.
I can't help but laugh along with him and rake my nails across his scalp, effectively moving his hair away from his face.
“You are insane. You know that, right?” I say through my own soft giggles.
“Insane for you, baby. It’s officially diagnosed. I have Obsessive Ashia Disorder, or O.A.D. for short, and I would appreciate it if you took it more seriously,” he jokes with a feigned sternness, but his sly grin never falters.
“Oh, okay. Got it. You know, I think they have medications for that?”
“Absolutely not,” he replies punctually. “I’m embracing it. I wouldn’t be near as funny if I was medicated, and I’m pretty sure you love how completely obsessed I am with you.”
I fling my head back to laugh, but his hands still cradle my nape.
He finally pulls me in and presses his lips to mine, kissing me through my chuckles.
His lips curl into a smile against my own, and I lean against him as his arms move to wrap around me.
The water pours over us as we soak into each other’s arms, and he pulls back to look down on me with darkened eyes.
“Fuck, I love that laugh. I’m not sure I’ll ever get used to it,” he says softly, and his eyes look at me with that fierce intensity he always holds.
He’s perfect in this moment. Well, any moment, really, but especially right now.
I’m not sure how he heals everything, or sheds light even in the darkest of times, but I know that he truly holds everything together for me.
He’s the glue that fuses all of my pieces together, and even if the world is falling apart around us, he makes my strength a priority—no matter what else surrounds us.
“I love you,” I blurt out gently, and my heart does that little flutter thing the moment his piercing eyes soften. His hands slide from my scalp to my jaw, and one of his thumbs caresses the skin on my cheek so tenderly it’s like he’s feeling it for the first time all over again.
“I love you, too.” He leans down and kisses me softly, our lips flowing in a fluid motion.
It stays sweet for a few seconds, but then he deepens the kiss before I have the chance myself.
His hands glide down my body in a teasing embrace, causing my skin to tingle and bumps to rise on the surface.
It’s always like this when he touches me.
Even after all of this time and all of the tragedy we’ve been through together.
The gentlest touch sets me on fire, and our chemistry explodes when we’re this close.
He pulls back a little and lightly kisses my nose.
“Now turn around so I can wash you before I get carried away,” he says huskily, and I pout, but turn around anyway.
His arms move up and down my back as he rubs some of the tension away, and I don’t even notice that my lip is still poking out as I melt into his touch.
“You better put that lip back where it’s supposed to be, or I’ll bite it. ”
I immediately stick it between my teeth instead, because somehow that was hot as hell, and he laughs.
As I lean against him more, his warmth surrounds me.
His chest presses against me from behind, and my ass presses back into his now half-hard dick.
He groans softly, and then he buries his face in my neck.
“Ashia. You know better than to tease me with that perfect ass. I might have to finally ruin it,” he says hoarsely, and the thought makes my spine come alive. The small tingles ripple through my entire body, and somehow, there’s nothing that sounds better than that right now.
“Maybe I want you to.” Those words slip out before I have the chance to think about them. My ass is the one place he hasn’t taken fully, and while I’ve almost let him a few times, we haven’t quite gotten there yet.
Now seems like the perfect time.
He grinds his now fully-erect dick against my ass, and his hand drops from my waist to circle around me. I moan as he slips his hand between my legs and runs a finger through my folds.
“I don’t want to cause you any more pain, baby,” he whispers in my ear, but his tone is low and gravely—like he’s forcing himself to say it.
“Please? I want the hurt, especially if it’s you giving it to me.
Please?” I moan out the last ‘please,’ almost as a demand, as he slips two fingers inside me.
He pumps them a few times before they curl, causing me to shudder.
A soft groan falls from his lips, caressing the shell of my ear just as he does it again, and I thrust my hips forward, trying to feel more.
He pulls his hand away, like a cruel tease, and adjusts his position until the tips of his fingers trace along the rim of my tight hole.
He spreads my arousal around for a moment before one thick finger slips in, and I gasp softly at the intrusion.
“I’ve got to work you up, little wolf. It’ll still hurt, but I’m not going to risk causing any actual damage.
” He pumps his finger in and out slowly, allowing the hot water from the shower to relax me.
A second finger slips inside, stretching me just a little more and giving me just a hint of what’s to come.
His hard dick continues to press against me, reminding just how big he really is, and there’s a moment of doubt that flies through my head.
He's going to tear me apart.
His other hand slides down and finds my clit, rubbing it in soft circles to loosen me up further.
I relax against him as he slides his cock through my folds and then lines it up with my back hole.
His heavy breaths fan over my ear, and as his chest rises and falls against my back, I can feel his restraint.
“That’s my girl. Just breathe.” He starts to push in, and I hiss at the sting, instantly feeling the intensity behind the invasion.
His fingers put a little more pressure on my clit as I fight to relax, and the pressure only increases with each breath.
I draw in a sharp gasp as he pushes in a little more, and it makes my stomach do a nosedive.
He fucking growls, and as the sound vibrates against my skin, I shiver.
“That’s one inch. Look at you, little wolf. Your ass is taking me perfectly.”
“That’s only the first inch?” I rasp as he pushes in more, and at the same time, he pinches my clit. My knees almost give out. He grips my hip with his other hand, and that grip is so tight, it’s almost painful, but it helps take some of the sting away.
“And there’s another one,” he says through a strained moan, and I clench at the sound, causing us both to moan loudly.
“Fuck, Damien…” I drop my head back on his shoulder and arch into him, needing more.
My pussy is throbbing and aching, and as if he knows exactly what I need, he dips two fingers into my core.
He slowly pulls them out, along with his cock, and then pushes both back in, rocking back and forth inside me simultaneously.
I whimper, wanting to grind with him, but there’s too many sensations to know which one I want more.
“You can take it, baby. This is what you want, right? My sweet girl wants me to fuck her virgin ass?” He pushes his cock in further at the same time as his fingers, eliciting a whimper.
As his fingers move in and out of my pussy, the lewd noises grow louder than the water falling around us.
He shudders this time, and when he mutters, “oh, fuck,” I think I’m going to come too early.
My stomach twists, and I fight like hell to hold back.
“Yes, Damien…”
He continues to push in, stretching me more and more—almost to a point where I can’t breathe. My body tenses and lights on fire all at once. Each nerve ending explodes, and I find myself reaching back to claw at his hips.
“Breathe in, Ashia.” He flicks my clit, sending another shockwave through my body that causes me to draw in a full breath. “That’s it, we’re about halfway,” he soothes through his own heaving breaths and kisses my temple.
“Only half?!” I ask breathlessly.
“I don’t have to go any farther today, baby.” His grip on my hips tightens, and it pulls me closer.
“No, keep going… I want to feel it. Go faster…”
“You’re sure?” he asks, almost mockingly, and kicks my foot a little. The motion makes me slide against the wet tile floor and sinks me lower on his shaft. I cry out softly, feeling the fullness in my stomach.
“Yes!”
He then pushes in more, and I reach up to grip his hair, causing him to fucking moan like the sound alone won’t make me see stars.
The hand holding my hip moves to my stomach to steady me against him as he presses me to the shower wall.
Not too harshly, but enough to push all the way in and press my ass against his pelvis.
He shivers violently as I release a pleasurable scream, and my skin starts to crawl when I feel his cock twitch.
“God damn, Ashia. I’m going to fucking come…” he whispers and gulps. Actually. Fucking. Gulps.
“Damien! Move, please…” I beg, and he gently moves us back from the wall before he starts to slowly pull out.
The feeling is like the stomach drop moment on a roller coaster, only slower, and my gut twists at the same agonizing pace.
Just as he almost pulls all the way out, he thrusts back in—thankfully going quicker than before.
He does it again and again, moving faster each time, and in perfect sync with his fingers as he works my pussy.
“That’s it. That’s fucking it, little wolf.
Do you feel how well you’re taking me?” He picks up the pace even more and adds the stimulation back to my clit with his thumb.
We’re moving so freely now that my breasts bounce, and that mixed with everything else has the pressure in my lower belly churning.
“God, you’re dripping. Do you love me being in this tight little ass? ”
“Yes!” I cry out, feeling the pressure building in my belly. My pussy flutters, and I can’t help but tense up again. He grunts loudly, almost as a yell, and his movements stall for a moment. I grunt in aggravation as I plummet away from the edge once again.
“Fuck! Don’t squeeze me like that yet, or I’m going to ruin this perfect ass before you come…”
“Don’t you fucking stop!” The hand on my stomach pulls me closer and he starts again. Rougher. Harder. He pounds into me, and it throws me right back on the edge. “Oh, my God! I’m going to come!”
“Come right. Fucking. Now!” he demands in time with his thrusts, and I do, like the submissive bitch I am.
I explode at his command, clenching around him so tightly that I shake, and fireworks burst behind my eyes.
Everything turns black for a moment, but his tight grip keeps me from slipping into heaven.
He moans so loudly that it echoes against the walls, and he trembles against me as he comes hard.
My legs buckle and threaten to give out, but he holds me against him as his hot cum spurts into my ass.
He slips his hand from my pussy and plants it to the wall, seemingly holding himself up as well.
The hand that lays on my belly starts moving softly, caressing the soft skin as he buries his face in my neck.
“I’m going to pull out now, okay?” he asks like a warning through harsh breaths, and I nod, whimpering as he starts to retreat.
It stings a little as he starts to slip free, but it’s bearable for now.
Tomorrow is going to be a different story, though.
“You did so good, baby girl. So fucking good.” The moment he’s all the way out, he moves his supporting hand to my ass and lightly massages the hole—smearing his cum.
I hiss from the sudden bite, but don’t pull away. “Are you okay?”
I take a moment to blink the remaining stars from behind my eyes, and nod lightly.
“That was exactly what I needed. Thank you…”
He leans down and kisses me softly, but there’s a hint of urgency behind it, like it almost killed him to wait any longer. His forehead rests against mine as he pulls back, and he does that cute little nose-nudge thing that makes me swoon.
“Baby, it should be me thanking you. I don’t think I’ve ever come so hard.” He shakes his head and chuckles tiredly. “We both might need to crawl to bed.”
I can’t help but giggle. It may not seem like a big thing, but the fact that I can still pleasure him like this after everything we’ve been through makes me feel like I’m on cloud nine. It would kill me if our fire ever faded, but he does a damn good job of proving that it never will.
The rest of our shower only takes a matter of minutes, and it’s clear we’re both running on fumes now.
I don’t even bother washing my hair, and he quickly scrubs himself before he helps me do the same—all while keeping me on my feet.
I feel lighter, like if I were to actually slip, I wouldn’t fall at all.
I would just float. However, the ache lingers just under that flighty feeling, and I know that the bliss is only temporary.
But, God, it was so worth it.
Once we’re done, he steadily leads me out and wraps me in a towel before carrying me to bed.
“I’ll lay down with you for a bit, and then I’ll finish up the list while you take a nap, okay?
” he whispers, promising to fix everything like he always does.
I nod in response as he brushes the hair from my face and settles in beside me.
He looks down at me so tenderly, like I’m something he truly cherishes, and I’m not sure I’ll get used to that either.
My heart skips a beat every time he looks at me like that, and the light behind those kaleidoscope eyes reminds me that they only shine for me.
I must be smiling, because his lips curl in a soft, sweet grin as he leans down to kiss my forehead.
The touch is so tender that it’s a wonder how he has a violent bone in his body.
He drapes the blanket over us just before he wraps his arm around me, and his heat immediately seeps into my skin.
The eerie chills from today fade away, and it’s not long before I’m melting into his embrace.
What happened with Zeke still lingers in the back of my mind, and I know when I wake up, it’ll all come flooding back, but this little slice of us is exactly what I needed to get through it.