Four
Brooke
I was being ridiculous, but I couldn’t get myself to admit my real fear.
I didn’t want him to make fun of me.
But would he? I was trying to blink back tears.
No one had ever made me feel emotions like I was experiencing with him.
Many of them I couldn’t even identify or maybe I was ignoring them.
It frightened me and at the same time pissed me off.
I was really attracted to him and not just for the sure to be gratifyingly erotic roll in his bed, but to him as a person.
It had barely been twenty-four hours, but the time we had spent together gave me little glimpses of him that I doubted he showed many others.
“Please talk to me, Brooke.
I don’t want you to leave.
But I also don’t want you to stay if it makes you uncomfortable.”
He didn’t move a muscle from his lean against the bathroom doorway.
And the fact that he gave me my space, gave me the boost I needed to open my mouth.
“It’s been a while for me.
I mean a really long while.
I may go out often, but I don’t go home with guys as a norm.
And I really like you, even if I didn’t seem to at first.
That was me protecting myself.
But a small part of me is still afraid to get even closer to you and I don’t want you to get bored with me.
I doubt I’m what you’re used to.
And then there’s the whole thing with my dad.
He is going to cause us problems; that’s a given.”
I had been so focused on the fact that once I started dropping words from my mouth it was like a broken spigot; I hadn’t realized he had crossed the room until he tugged me into his arms and kissed the top of my head.
“Princess, I thoroughly enjoyed the lashing you gave me when we first met and actually that attracted me to you even more.
And no, you aren’t anything like what I’m used to which is so fucking refreshing.
I like someone who is feisty.
Which brings me to my next point.
I won’t get bored with you.
I want to see where this thing goes between us.
I’ve never wanted to take that next step before.
And hell, I’m wanting that even before fucking you.
And yes, your dad will be a complication, but I don’t think it will make things impossible, just tricky.
And we don’t have to do anything tonight. I really would like you to stay and it can be just like it was last night.”
Wait, what? “But you gave up pussy for me last night too?”
Loosening his grip, he brought his hand to my chin and lifted my gaze to his.
He wore an amused smirk.
“And I’ll give it up tonight as well.
Because yours is the only pussy I want and I’ll wait until you are ready.
I may love pussy.
I love to eat it; stroke it; shove my fingers into it so I can then lick them off; and fuck it, but you will not be one of my conquests.
I’ll gladly wait for yours because it’s going to be fucking mind-blowing when I get to indulge in it.”
His words sent tingles racing over my skin and the part of my body he wanted to explore grew wet as it throbbed with my excitement.
But I didn’t have to say anything; he could tell my body’s reaction to him.
Dipping his head down, he pressed light kisses along my jaw and back to my ear where he gently nipped the lobe.
“It’s your decision what we do tonight.
We can just cuddle in bed.
You can allow me to put my mouth and hands on you and give you a few orgasms and nothing else, I promise.
Or you can give me all of you. You just let me know what you want tonight.”
He sucked on the sensitive skin behind my ear and a shiver raced up my spine.
A moan slipped from my lips and my legs held a slight tremble.
So I reached my hands up to grab onto his shoulders.
God, I wanted him so badly.
I wanted this to work between us.
His lips traveled down my neck to my collarbone to work their magic there.
“I know I’m playing dirty, but I like things dirty.”
He smirked against my skin.
“Push me away or even give me a breathless no and I’ll stop.
But I think a bigger part of you knows I won’t hurt you.”
My response was a panting sigh.
Was I willing to take the chance he was being completely honest? He electrified my body like no one else ever had so I knew my body wouldn’t be left wanting.
But what about my heart? And wasn’t every relationship a risk? I needed to get out of my head.
Besides, I’d have Angel kick his ass if he hurt me.
I think she’d do it. A small smile curved my lips. But so far he didn’t give me any reason to doubt him. It was my own head trying to sabotage things before they even started.
“So Princess, are you going to let me into your castle?”
His lips journeyed to my temple where he continued to rain gentle kisses along my skin.
More tingles lit across my body, zeroing in on my core.
“Why do you always do that?”
Despite my arousal, a tiny giggle burst from me.
He pulled away to peer down at me with a huge grin.
“What? Make you laugh? You have a nice laugh.
I like hearing it and knowing I caused it.
And I also want to ease your tension.
You think too much about things. It’s good to be cautious and smart about stuff. And you are very intelligent. But don’t let your mind rob you of something really good. So Princess?”
“Are you the Prince or his adversary?”
At that moment, I wasn’t sure why I cared so much.
My body was pulsating in anticipation of what was to come.
But a small part of my brain was still forceful enough to remind me of all I was risking here.
He released a huff.
“I wouldn’t call me a prince, but I promise I won’t hurt you.”
An honest answer as his blue eyes bore into mine.
An intense heat burned in their midst along with something else I couldn’t quite identify, but had the sneaky suspicion it revealed a bit of his vulnerability to me.
Rising up on my tiptoes, I pressed open mouth kisses along his throat.
“I want to give you all of me.”
My words came out steady even as my heart raced erratically.
“Thank fuck.”
He growled before slamming his mouth down onto mine.
When I squeaked in surprise, he thrust his tongue inside to devour.
Once I managed to engage a few brain cells, I tangled my tongue with his and joined in the foray.
Craft beer and his unique taste mingled to give me a slight buzz.
Releasing my mouth with a smack, he trailed his lips along my jaw again and then down my throat where he nipped lightly.
“I’ll ravish your breasts later; I have to taste your pussy right now.
I can’t wait another moment.
I’ve been dying for a nibble, well more than a nibble.
And a taste won’t be nearly enough either, but you won’t mind my starting there.”
His hands skimmed down my sides to the waistband of my borrowed pants.
And to my surprise, he slowly drew them down my legs.
“I momentarily forgot about you not wearing panties.”
He growled.
I lifted one foot and then the other so he could remove the pants and toss them aside.
Kneeling in front of me, his hands on my hips, he stared up at me, his eyes blazing a raging blue.
When his tongue slipped out to glide up my slit, my legs nearly buckled.
“As delicious as I imagined.”
Then he made several slow passes along my outer lips before he circled my clit.
This wasn’t a slow build up; it was a devouring.
But I couldn’t say I was surprised.
His attentions were almost animalistic but he didn’t hurt me; just annihilated me with immense pleasure.
Even the light scruff covering his jaw added amazing sensations. He ate my pussy like a man . . . well a man who loved to eat pussy.
Pressure built as the sensations multiplied and when he wrapped his mouth around my nub and sucked, the climax that surged through my body nearly knocked me on my ass and I screamed.
“Grayson, that was so .
.
.
I don’t even have words.”
My head dropped back against my shoulders as my leg trembles increased.
“But I’m going to . . .”
Grayson’s hands slid around to the bottom of my ass cheeks.
“Don’t worry.
I’ll hold you up.
I don’t want to stop for even a moment so that you can lie down.
I want more now.”
He shoved his tongue inside my wet heat and groaned as he lapped up all of my juices.
Not giving me a moment to catch my breath, more tremors vaulted across my center and I drove my pussy shamelessly into his face.
I only acknowledged a fraction of embarrassment at my body’s immediate reaction.
Grayson’s tongue was too talented to allow me to fully give in to feeling much shame.
I shoved my hands into his hair to anchor myself to something.
He didn’t wear it long like a lot of other bikers did. His black hair was cut short and had a bit of a style to it. If he hadn’t been wearing his cut when I had first met him, I wouldn’t have even suspected he was a biker.
“This is why I love pussy so much.
But fuck, Brooke, your pussy tastes like the most decadent treat.
You’ve ruined me for anyone else and I don’t even care.
I don’t want anyone else.”
His mouth returned to my pussy and he continued his erotic assault.
Every one of his groans vibrated through me.
As his tongue slid inside again, he pushed one of his fingers in to join the party and the carnal combination of the two had me racing toward another release.
And when his finger hit my G-Spot, my vision darkened for a moment as every nerve ending lit on fire, sending a mass of shivers to my belly a moment before I shattered and screamed his name again.
“Grayson, yes! So so good.”
As my orgasm crashed over me, my legs gave up the ability to hold me up so Grayson spun me and slammed my back to the wall, his hands on my waist securing me there.
“Guess I’ll just have to use my tongue.
I need my hands for something else at the moment.”
He shot me a wicked grin and then continued his relentless assault of my pussy, wrenching orgasm after orgasm out of me until I truly believed I was going to die or at least lose consciousness.
His sexy groans of approval complimented my breathtaking – literally – journey down erotic lane.
I lost track of the number of orgasms he ripped from me.
And ripped might have been too delicate of a word.
His tongue was a magical sword, but the kind of devastation it brought was revitalizing.
He reduced me to a puddle of goo and only the fact that he was holding me up prevented me from being that puddle on the floor.
“I could eat you all day, you are that fucking delicious.
But I need to get inside of you and I think I’ve tormented your leg muscles enough for the moment.”
Taking my limp body into his arms, Grayson kissed my forehead and then stood and strolled over to his bed.
After depositing me in the middle, he tugged down his gray sweats and tossed them to the floor before joining me on the bed.
His dick looked painfully hard.
The tip of his shaft glistened with his pre-cum, the veins straining under the smooth skin all along his impressive length.
Sweet mother of all that was holy, he was going to render me unconscious.
Maybe put me in a coma.
And I couldn’t find it in myself to care. My entire body hummed for it. He paused for a moment to slide on a condom he had snatched from his nightstand.
After crawling up my body, I expected him to slam right into me.
Not that I would have minded.
I was one hundred percent positive he would deliver a stunning finale for the both of us no matter the course he chose.
So when instead he took my face in his hands, locked his blue eyes on mine, and slid in slowly, the swarm of emotions that had been overwhelming me since I had realized my growing feelings for him, crashed into me like a semi going ninety down the highway.
Tears welled in my eyes and a few slipped down my cheeks before I could stop them.
“Hey.
Are you okay, Princess? We can stop.”
Using his thumbs, he swiped away the evidence of my inner turmoil.
Clenching his jaw, his concerned gaze bore into mine.
But before he could retreat, I wrapped my legs around his waist and held him inside of me.
“I’m okay.
You are just making me feel way more than I expected.”
“The orgasms are shorting out your brain?”
He kissed my cheek tenderly.
“I really – ”
Was this for real? Was he for real? Or was he this smooth with all of his conquests? I really didn’t think that was the case because he handled things differently with me than his normal right from the start.
And he had said I wasn’t another of his conquests.
However, I didn’t want to be more involved in this relationship than him.
But so far he hadn’t given me any indication that was his angle.
But I couldn’t help my concerns. They crept up on me at the most inopportune times.
His lips pressed to mine brought me back to the moment.
“I must not be doing as good of a job as I had thought if I’m giving you time to get back into your head.”
“You’re doing a phenomenal job.
Old habits die hard.
I’m a difficult case.
I’m sorry.”
“Hey, no apologizing for feeling what you’re feeling.
We can stop.
I mean you will have to release me first.”
He wiggled his hips.
The motion sent a flash of electricity to my pussy.
I most certainly did not want to stop, no matter what my brain was trying to argue.
When a moan slipped past my lips, he smirked.
And just like that, almost all of my anxieties vanished.
I had to learn to trust again.
And maybe he could be a great place to start.
“I want you to make love to me.
Is it okay to call it that?”
With my emotions in such a jumble, I wasn’t sure I wanted to refer to it as a fucking.
“Fuck yeah.
Because I’m loving your body however you will allow me to.
You’re sure you’re okay and want me to continue?”
“Yes.
You feel amazing inside of me.”
“Brooke, your pussy wrapped around my dick is more mind-blowing than I imagined.
You are perfection, Baby.”
Not that I really minded the nickname Princess, but him calling me by my name right now extinguished the remainder of my fears.
Swiveling my hips into his groin, expressing my eagerness, was the last little bit of evidence he needed to convince him I was completely in the moment now.
Bracing his forearms on the sides of my head, he rocked his hips into me.
His first withdrawals and plunges were measured and unhurried.
“You can speed up, Grayson.
I’m okay.”
His teasings were driving me insane.
Little tingles were erupting all over my body and my pussy was begging for more.
At this rate I was going to spontaneously combust.
He had me teetering on the edge.
“You feel too good, Brooke.
Your pussy is rippling along my cock.
The next time you come, you’re going to reach nirvana.
I’ll make it so worth it.”
After a few more moments of tormenting me with an orgasm just out of my reach, he tilted up my hips, sinking deep with each plunge, and sped up his thrusts.
When he hit my sweet spot in rapid succession, bursts of electricity surged out of my pussy to every nerve ending and raced back again.
A second later, pulses of pleasure vibrated across my center before culminating in an explosion so intense I blacked out for a moment.
When the darkness receded, I grinned up at a smirking Grayson.
“I probably shouldn’t admit this because I know you’re the type to be even cockier when you get a compliment, but I blacked out for a bit.”
“Well as much as I’d like to take all of the credit there; I think it had more to do with being with you.
You made things a fuckload better.
I’m good in bed; I ain’t gonna lie.
But I’ve never had an orgasm like that before.
That was so explosive I hope I didn’t burst through the condom. Or shoot it off with my load.”
“I’m on the pill so it would be fine.
But holy hell, I thought you didn’t kill innocents.”
I shot him a lazy smile.
Even my face muscles were exhausted.
“Nah, I’ll always be careful with you.”
And I was really starting to actually believe that was the truth.
“As much as I like being connected; you have me a little concerned about your earlier comment.
I’m hoping you don’t have to fish the condom out of my pussy.
So can we make sure that’s not the case?”
I wasn’t sure I could live through that embarrassment and I didn’t even want to think about the alternative of having to head to the ER for removal.
I started squirming.
Taking my face into his hands, he kissed my forehead.
“I’m sure it’s fine.”
Reaching between the two of us, he slowly slid out of me and grasped the end of the condom.
“Give me a minute to take care of this.
Don’t move.”
He slipped from the bed and headed to the bathroom.
“I don’t know that there is one muscle I’m able to use right now.
Well, my mouth muscles since I didn’t use those except to release some screams.
So they’re not as worn out.”
A moment later, he crawled back in next to me and tugged me into his arms, my head resting on his chest.
“I know a way I can wear out your mouth muscles.”
His finger drew lazy circles along my spine.
“I’m sure you do.
And once I can hold myself upright; I’ll return the favor.”
“Princess, I don’t want you to feel like you owe me anything.
I took immense pleasure in indulging myself in your body.
Not that I’ll turn down a blow job, but I don’t want you to think it’s expected.”
He kissed the top of my head.
“I think I used a bad choice of words there.
I didn’t think you would demand anything in return.
I just didn’t want to sound like a slut and say that I’d love to suck off your cock.”
“Fuck, Princess.”
He hissed.
“You’re going to have me hard again and I think you need a breather.
Not only from the physical, but the emotional.
I don’t ever cuddle afterward but I never had a reason to.
The girls knew the score before I headed home with them.
But with you, I want it all.
So hopefully I don’t fuck this up, but do you want to talk about what was troubling you earlier? I don’t want you to go to sleep with it still bothering you.
I’d rather you have sexy dreams about me again.”
“You make it so easy to talk to you.
Even when you don’t sound serious; I can tell you are.
But to explain my hang ups, I have to start at the beginning and it’s so difficult to talk about losing my mom.”
“Brooke, I don’t want to make you sad especially after what we just shared, but I also don’t want you hurting alone if it’s something you are going to fret over and then not sleep well.”
I burrowed into his chest and he tightened his arms around me.
I released a huge sigh and just dove in.
“You know I lost my mom two years ago.
I could barely get through my second year of veterinarian school.
Losing her crushed me.
I didn’t go out with friends anymore.
I stayed shelled up in my room anytime I wasn’t in school or working.
I could barely make it through the day.
And I knew I wouldn’t be able to continue with the program, but I at least wanted to finish the year since I was so close.
I had met a guy in vet school, Brad Lofton, and he seemed really nice and was easy to talk to and I thought he was someone I could count on.
But instead of being there for me when my life came crashing down on me, I walked in on him with another girl.
He could have told me I was too much for him to handle in my slump of depression, but no he had to go behind my back and hurt me even more.
We were together for over a year, so how could he do something like that to me? I swore I’d never give myself to another guy.
And here you are, making me want to do just that. And I – ”
“Brooke.”
With his thumbs, he wiped away the tears I hadn’t realized rolled down my cheeks.
“Please look at me.”
Sucking in a deep breath, I lifted my gaze to his.
His eyes, a turbulent wash of emotions, none of which I could decipher, settled on mine.
“I know for you they are just words, but I won’t hurt you.
I won’t kick you to the curb just because you are having a hard time dealing with something.
And I would never cheat on you.
I know that sounds funny coming from someone who has .
.
.
well I’ve never had a relationship with anyone before so it didn’t matter.
But with you, I want one and everything that comes with it.
I promise to be there for you no matter what. And can you promise me you’ll try and not shut me out so that I can be there for you?”
“I want a relationship with you too.
And I’ll try not to hold things inside, but to share them.
I think right now I’m doing an okay job with that.”
“Yes, Princess, you are doing a great job.
But I want it all.
Every good and bad thing.”
He pressed his lips to mine in a tender kiss.
“So, do you think you’ll ever go back and finish veterinarian school?”
“I’d like to once I’m positive I can have my brain one thousand percent committed to the challenge.
I’ve been working as a receptionist at Pets the Priority Vet Clinic since I was a sophomore in high school.
I’m hoping those ties help me land a job there as a vet when I finally finish my schooling.”
“Well that answers my question about where you worked.
I’m a mechanic at Twisted Flames Auto.”
“I figured you were a mechanic somewhere.
Your hands gave you away.”
“So the stains don’t bother you? Well, I guess not since I had them all over you.”
He smirked, a roguish glint in his eyes.
“And in you.”
My cheeks heated.
“No, they don’t bother me.
Besides, I’ve had my hands in some pretty gross places when I was lucky enough to get to assist with a few foal births.
So even though I’m only the receptionist at the clinic, I have gotten the chance to experience some actual animal care.”
He was quiet for a moment and a strange expression passed over his features.
“Well, I’m going to make sure you get to finish your schooling.”
When I gave him a puzzled look, he merely grinned.
“Your entire face lit up when you shared about helping with the horses so I am going to make sure you get to reach your dream.”
“Oh wow.
I think I want you again.”
“Now I don’t think I like the idea of you using me for my body.
It’s bad enough you’re using me for my motorcycle.”
His finger poked my ass cheek in feigned scolding.
“Oh my God, that was so insincere.”
“That’s okay.
I thought it was incredibly genuine.
And I just remembered I didn’t give your breasts any attention earlier.
I was too focused on that pussy of yours.
I need to correct that matter.”