Chapter 27
NEW KINK UNLOCKED
JASPER
Ilose my breath when I hear Abby’s words.
Suck his cock.
I’ve always been open in the bedroom playing both a submissive or dominant role depending on the mood or partner. But Abby saying those words as she looks me dead in the eye is a new kink I never knew I needed.
My cock twitches at the thought and I shift my position as I sit up on my knees, unintentionally bringing myself closer to Wade and said cock.
Sensing my movement he whips his head in my direction, taking a step back with a worried expression and half scowl on his face.
That’s something I’m used to with him, but I’m entirely more vulnerable than usual in this state and I can’t help but feel disappointed. My heart skips a beat, fearful of pushing him away or him saying something that will end up breaking me.
Even though I think he wants it, I won’t push it. The look of dread and fear blanket his face and as I glance over at Major and Abby fucking in pure bliss against our truck, I want nothing more than to keep it that way.
So I sit back on my heels and continue to stroke myself like his rejection isn’t killing me inside.
I’m fighting against my usual take-charge instincts because maybe Abby is our middle ground and the only way I’ll ever get to have Wade is if she’s with us.
I would be fine with that but all the what if’s flash through my mind and now I’m terrified that what we’ve done today has ruined everything between us and he’ll want nothing to do with me after she leaves.